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It's 1.10am right now and yet I'm still highly-activate on blog... *Laughs*


There's reasons for me not being on the bed down due to some issue which make me somehow or another can't sleep in a clear peace of mind... It's been days since I last updated, because of blogger being screw-up again and again that I could only blog at this hour...


Apparently, I've been feeling very uneasy with my feelings and emotion nowadays, I don't know what actually happen to me as my brain have been sway-ing somewhere else which leads me to those TTM=thinking too much situation... I've never been like this before, and I really hope that I will be back to the normal self soon... I can't let this feeling and emotional thingy going on like this... It would only be nice, if I've some time spend all alone without anyone by my side, I guess I'm tired over life but hey, I would do anything to hurt myself alright... =)


"Life gotta go on no matter what may come and I just wanna be happy everyday."


When one is helpless at this hour they will tend to go all the way, to search for besties to talk to, but for me, I would rather wanna have this night all by myself, sitting in front of the pc while I'm trying very hard to blog all these down over here...


I would still reserve the night for my own self-reflection, because I have been slacking far wayy too much that sometimes I really get tired of being at home doing nothing but online and etc... Life is much meaningless, because, I've no self goals, well I admit I do have some but I guess it will never allows me to do it until sometime next year...


The life journey that I am going through wasn't easy because I no longer how my beloved granny over here with me, whispering to me that everything will be alright... I miss her nice and sweet voices, till some nights I cried over my sleep... Which left me, nothing my those droplets of tears...

It would have been; but never; she's gone for four years and counting, I'm still here standing with my own fighting all those life obstacles which god have for me... It really makes a person feel tired sooner or later... *Sigh*


Granny was someone whom have love me in her life and forever, she will always be sure that I have my meals and all... She will always be the one waiting for me to come back home after school to prepare my yummy lunch for me... Those moments I am really missing now already...


Nothing what may come, I do hope that I'll be happier and braver in my life journey... Sometimes we gotta taste those bitter rhythm before getting those sweet melody...


In life it need two hands to claps to go on...


I wanna be happy everyday=)

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此刻我感到很无奈也感到很累了，再也没有力气而为生活打平了。。。


咳。。。




我真得很累，没有人能在我生边为我加油打气了。。。最疼爱我的人已离开这个世界了，不过我知道在那遥远的地方她永远都在我心里。。。奶奶，现在的我过得很不快乐，累得时候重视想起你在这里陪着我。。。拉着我的手对我说“婷不要害怕“，我不会忘记你对我说的话。。。




奶奶，很不容易但我真的过得很勇敢，而终会告诉自己，一定要加油的过每一天。。。虽然，无奈的心情一跟我了好都年，但我还不能放下在心里的那颗石头。。。此刻我好想抱着奶奶，在她生边我知道我一定会很快了。。。但那种感觉已经消失了，永远都不会回来了。。。





心里头的想念一变成了怀念。。。




婷，加油你可以！！！

Labels: Life

Alright, I've gotten this new skin finally...


So much to ask for and finally blogger fixed the problem of missing icon etc...


What's up next??


I guess it would be more blogging here and updates which friends of mine have been asking me why am I not updating my blog with hot and recent updates... So much that I wanna update but blogger went haywire for a month or so and now they are done fixing the problem...


I know, I should be on my bed during this hour, but how can I sleep when I'm not yet tired?? *Laughs* Thus, I went blogskins webbie to find this current skin and I really heart it alot...



Well, have been spending my time wisely recently uhh... It is so much obvious that I'm jobless now and I really missed my previously job which I've left for about 4months back... I missed everyone there and my nice boss...


Apparently, I've been looking out for jobs and still get my agent to get in me a job still in the Banking industries... Is the economy today getting worst?? *Think hard*


For what-so-ever it is, I do hope that Iwill get myself a job soon so that I can't stop rotting at home all day long to kill time... *Laughs*


On the side note, I've to admit that I've recently come to an great addiction on Facebook with their online games and what-nots which really kills my boredom at home... Hurhur! So I have really say a great goodbye to the technology of Friendster... *Pun-intended*


Alright!!

It's time for bed...


Goodnight world...

(Will update real soon,next up more photos of my collection... )

=)

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It just seems like it was last week when I was at the counting down at home with my siblings,hoping 2008 would be kinder to me! :P

So has 2008 been kinder to me like I had wished for when the clock struck midnight at home?

Read on... ...!!

:)

January - March 2008

Brand new 2008 was ushered in with a smile on my face, with me hoping 2008 would treat me much better after all the shites in 2007...

The early quarter saw me having heaps of slacking at home alone... I've therefore since graduated from MIS... For the 3 odds, I've been wondering and pondering around, thinking what careers suits me... During the 3 odds, I've been there all alone at home doing those house hold chores... Staying at home far wayy too much, to hop by online and chat with those random friends... :)

It's been actually a slacking months...

Spending quality time with Mummy dearest is one of the sweet moments we had shared... Having time spent with the ex ex ex bf's of mine was the moments we once shared in the relationship...

April - June 2008

April was the month that I'm officially back in da corporate world... Being struck in starhub for almost 4 years odd with a higher position... :) All these months alone hasn't been real kind to me... Been real sick for almost 2 weeks odd coping with flu bug and what-nots which leads me to the two weeks MC!! *Roll eyes*

The busy month going around hunting for sales, trying very hard to get my workload done... Made a new friendship with Rajes which was one thing I had never regret working with uhh... :) We have never fail in going each and every roadshow and canvassing together...

Nothing much happening during all these months...

Just more work to be done I guess...

July - September 2008

It's the first year of the relationship anniversary with the ex ex ex bf... A bittersweet one!!

July was the month which loads of unhappy moment begins...

Things have come cleared to me that I should quit the job in StarHub and get myself a better job... I have to talk things out with my boss (male), he being the nicest boss I ever had during these 4 years odd... Making sure I'm okay in whatever I does in my life...

It's 14 July 2008 was a day to remember, that was the day I leave StarHub and wave a big goodbye to one and all... I ought to know, I don't bear to leave them all, but for me being young, it's time to try out more jobs and see which one suits in me in my life to come...

Between the 2 weeks of break, I begin to search for job via newspapers and online through agency and I've got myself a job at American International Assurance Company... I've to learn everything from the start picking myself to get use to office work and what-nots...

Not long after I've join AIA, the company faces financial crisis which really makes me goes real busy... I remember the first month at AIA, I've been lunching in for a month odd!! And the second month onwards I've make 3 real friendship at the department and started to join them for lunch around the near by mall and random kopitiam... The group was later increase with another guy and not long after another girl come in... We are the big family...

As usual, the lunch, the going of toilet breaks, the waiting of one another to knock off and walk to the bus stop was so bliss... Words can't describe how this group has made my life so different, they never failed to filled up the laughter whenever one was moody or feeling very random... The random of walking towards my desk just to get sweets or even crackers really make me feel like I'm opening a mini mart uhh...

It's been a great time with them all... :)

Coming towards September, was a month which many things have come cleared to me... In between the working hours/days, there's always a relationship issue... Wayy far too much things had happen... He wasn't the one I wanted anymore, which somehow, the lack of communication started and I since then keep a distant with him...

Work soon affected us, in more ways than one... I was never a morning person, yet struggling to get to work earlier than what I was so used to was a constant struggle...

Work was not what he had said it would be, mind-less, carefree with routine hours...Work soon became a chore, it had drained me out of my energy that I soon became what I totally detested - a lifeless being...

Relationship by then has already become a problem in me... Which I no longer looking forward to his sms-es/call... I admit that there where times, I just ignore his sms-es/calls, for I'm always busy in da office...

October - December 2008

I usually dislike the months after September intensely, for nothing good happens to me during this period...

Still as usual, trying very hard to focus on my work... Trying very hard not to fall asleep while boss are busy... Still, I've deadline to meet, and to get everything done before the tons and zillions of stuff pile up on my desk or lying around the cabinet...

It was the month of October 2008, a day which I msg him to say everything is over and for him being such a jerk during the times... I admit, he's nice, but he couldn't give me what I wanted in a relationship... So after I've learned to let go of everything and walk on with the life... I admit, there was a guy whom I hearts after the break up... That someone whom I hearts alot till now, will he notice how much I've hearts him??

Going through everything alone, heartaches, heart pain and in between the nights, tears just rolled down whenever I've listen to this random song... I know is my fault for not telling Mummy dearest first, but yet she have knew everything and she's happy for me... As Mummy dearest doesn't really like the ex ex bf behavior...

Finally I'm free...

Which means, more meeting up with Bestie Jennifer to the near by malls or even the random night walk at the park...

Somehow,somewhere along the lines, something hit me, it was this someone whom I really wanted to be with, however time have never really see us through every journey... We have since then somehow stop communicating... But still, I missed him and outta missing, I do still give him those random sms-es hoping he'll answer me... Or he has merely reply don't worry!!

Still hoping he'll do something to it... But I guess time have proven everything which more of less I've learn to walk on with my life and not to be affected by those issues... I ought to know it's not easy at all, however I still gotta put the plastic smile on my face so much for being fake...

If you are reading this: I'm still hearts you... :)

Finally, it's my forever young 20th bday which many well-wishes/gifts from friends and colleagues... It's the ever best bday I ever had in my years of living...

For Matthew for being the sweetest guy, knowing that it was my bday and he made and effort to meet me and treat me for dinner and of course thanks for the gift and the bday song which you have sung thrice for me...

All in all, it was a memorable bday to me...

I no longer grumble at things that I usually take for granted, and I have since learnt to be more forgiving and less critical towards myself, and to love and appreciate the family and friends around me much more! :)

As I usher in the new year in 2 hours later, I can give myself a pat on the back, have a smile on my face, and tell myself that it's been a fruitful year, knowing more about myself and of Life that I would never ever have learnt about had the Love not been lost...

How, despite my very jaded outlook with regards to Love and relationships, and how I am extremely cautious and more wary now; I am able to tell myself that it doesn't matter with regards to affairs of the heart and what matters more now is living the Life that I wish and want to lead, not being controlled nor dictated by anyone except myself...(And well, maybe the family and real close friends! :P )

Come what may, I hope that I am able to withstand the distance ahead of me, for I know that there'd be water and resting points ahead whenever I struggle and falter... ... =)

And as a yearly tribute... ...

Appreciation goes out to all my daRLings that have been there for me through this emotionally roller coaster year...The encouragements, laughter, jokes, listening ears, big hearts and keeping me in your prayers aside, I just wanna thank you for not being judgmental and for loving me for who I am, and for gently accepting me, my flaws, my nonsensical crap, and for offering hugs, company and listening ears whenever I needed them... :)

I am truly thankful! =)

Have yourselves a wonderful 2009 ahead filled to the brim with joy, peace, health, wealth, and of course LOVE! :)

R.I.P. 2008!!!!

DIEEeeeee!!!

*LauGhs*

*HeaRts

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Well, I know, I've been wayy too busy uhh... *Laughs*


On the side note, this week alone is really like hell to me, I've been trying very hard to get this guy outta my mind...


I admit, it's been days without an good night sleep, I've cried into my sleep, lying on the bed listen to those random song and think of a few issues on hand... Which might well explain to the lack of sleep and therefore, I've since then drag myself up every morning to work!


Sitting in front of my desktop, trying very hard not to let my mind think of those sad issue, trying very hard to be strong over my workstation, trying very hard to get my things done and go home! Apparently, work load is getting heavier which might explains to those OT hours come close to 7.30pm... For I know that, keeping myself busy was merely an ignorance to those problems which I'm face...


Thinking through every night... I've choose to forget but my heart is holding on the stone which I haven't been buried down and look forward to the coming days... Been really down to earth, but there's always friends who offer me a ear or even sms-es away! Many thanks! Like for bestie Jennifer, who has been really been there ready to listen to me when I was at my workstation...


Colleagues and boss know that I'm in the blue that they didn't come to provoke me but I seriously thank them for the calls/sms-es away a few table distance away... :) To admit, I'm stress out by work load and over job issue which I might leave the job to get myself a better income job...


Never the less, this week alone I've been going out after working hours with colleagues to dinner and movie which really makes me feel better by now... I guess, there's always a time for things to settle down... Like what I've to this someone over the sms-es last night, thanks for listening to me uhh... Wonderful colleague of mine! :)


Well, the month is coming to the end...


Hopefully everything will be fine soon...


And obviously, I promise to come up with my birthday-wish-list too...


Have yourself a great weekends ahead...


=)


To be or not to be is a question....

Labels: Life, Work

Labels: Life, Love, Sad

1. What time did you get up this morning?
Hp alarm rang at 6:45am, hit the snooze, woke up at 7:45am.


2. Diamonds or pearls?
Definitely diamonds =)


3. What’s the last film you saw at the cinema?
The House Of Bunny with Somone!!


4. What’s your favourite TV show?
Wow. This is going to be tough love. I'm not a teevee person!


5.What do you usually have for breakfast?
I alternate between tuna/ham sandwich or "bao" for office canteen!!

6. What foods do you dislike?
Durian~! Oh, century eggs, Fish~~


8. What’s your favourite CD at the moment?
Jay Chou


9. What kind of car do you drive?
None.

10. Favourite sandwich?
Subway sandwich!

11. What characteristic do you despise?
Arrogance

12: Favourite item of clothing?
Too many to name!!


13. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, you´d go to:
BKK!

14. Are you an organized person?
Most of the time YES!


15. Where you’d retire to?
Florida countryside


16. What’s your most recent memorable birthday?
19th birthday!


17. What’re you going to do when you finish this?
To repay my sleep debt!


18. Furthest place you’ve ever been?
Malacca! Hahs! Econs ago...


19. Where are you now?
In my brother's room.


20. When’s your birthday?
24th Dec- mark it down on your calendar =)


21. What’s your shoe size?
36!

22. Who’s the last person you spoke to on the phone?
Nicholas~~Called him while we are a distance away from the office!

23. How many pets do you have?
none at the moment.


24. Any new & exciting news?
Nope!


25. What you wanted to be when you were little?
Teacher! *Laughs*


26. How're you today?
Extremely pissed off!


27. Favourite flower?
Red/pink roses...


28. What’re you listening to right now?
说好的幸福呢


29. What’s a day on the calendar you’re looking forward to?
24th and 25th December 2008 - It's the season of joy and my 20th birthday!!


30. What’s the last thing you ate?
Instant noodles for dinner...


31. Do you wish on stars?
Only if it's a shooting one.

32. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?
Pink!


35. Favourite soft drink?
I don't drink soft drinks. Green Tea


36. Favourite restaurant?
Varies with my palate. For now, it's sakae sushi !


37. Hair colour?
Normal~~


38. What’s your favourite toy as a child?
None!


39. Summer or Winter?
Winter

41. Chocolate or vanilla?
Chocolate!

42. Coffee or tea?
Tea !

43. Do you want your friends answer this meme?
Of course!

44. When’s the last time you cried?
Early this month?


45. What’s under your bed?
I have no 'under your bed' ...


46. What did you do last night?
Sleep and eat!!


47. What’re you afraid of?
Emo feelings!


48. Salty or sweet?
Sweet:)


49. How many keys on your key ring?
Two!

50. How many years have you been working in your current job?
4 months!


51. Favourite day of the week?
Weekdays??

52. Do you make friends easily?
I need time to warm up to me.


53. Do you like finding out all this stuff about your friends?
Anytime!

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The entire lot of us!!! :)

The joy that we have shared during Rowena's Wedding:)

Everyone has to settle down one day and I do hope that someone nice would appear in life sooner or later! But still I *hearts* my single hood life...

Many joy I shared during the first week of November, well that includes a mini birthday celebration with Nicholas Seah during last Monday... Colleagues and I treated him to cafe cartel for lunch and of course we have given him his belated bday birthday this week! Nicholas, must be touch over the pressie that somehow I've capture a few photos of him holing his special bday gift! Hahs!

Never the less, I've also been meeting up with Darling Jennifer for shopping session or even those random walk at the park! This was the things that I can't do when I was attached, but now everything has ended and I've come to know, that friends are more important, they are always here to be with you being your pillar...

Darling Jennifer, was the one whom never fail to be with me through thick and thin in my life... She has seen through my utmost moments and share my joys one whom I could share anything with and she'll always be ready to be here... We have shared a total of 15 years of friendship, the bonding we have and we're always ready to be with each other no matter what happen... In TinGz dictionary, I'll try to be 24/7 for my friends who deeply need my help or my ears... I'll give them my advice and of course I want them to lead a better life of all...

Like Darling Jennifer, she has always made an effort to text me in the morning to wish me good day or whatever she use to text in when I'm on the way for work... She never fail in entertaining me while I'm at my workstation... :)

Thanks for all the time spend together just to listen to my worries and making sure that I'm alright:) I hearts you through every bits:)

*Hugs*

Labels: Friends, Life

My bad for not being here recently, as I'm still very sick okay!


Get the picture?? *Laughs*


Well, it's been a week of bluesy days for me alone, thus far, mood swings just like the weather alright! For the days past I've been able to stay awake or my brain isn't awake when I was at work with much workload for me alone... :(


Apparently, there are still nice colleagues who crack a joke of two whenever I wasn't in da mood for work! Thanks to my kakis! :) And there is this particular colleague whom I must have a lil' tiff with him everyday! Hahs! He's mine source of entertain alright come my maid! :) Mr Seah you rocks! :P


Back to the point, has been really very busy at work and therefore has been running like mad in da office when my mind wasn't in da office because I'm thinking of that particular Mr Later! Bestie Jennifer will only who is that Mr Later! *Sigh* It's been days, after I've gotten an answer, and I guess leopard will never change their spots! That's very true of it!


In the middle of the night, tears just flow down by itself and wayy too much recently, because I'm really damn affect by this Mr Later! *Sigh* Well, I can't reveal much over here only Bestie Jennifer knows about it! :)


Truth to be told, I should be ending my contract with AIA this coming Monday, however, boss don't let me go... :( I guess one thing was if I go boss could handle all the work... Hahs! I sound like very pro at my work ar! *Laughs* I can do multi tasking well! :)


Too much issues/worries on hand that I'm suffocating wayy too much! Somehow, somewhere along the lines, something hit me and I finally wake up after talking to Bestie Jennifer and I guess another chapter I've learn was not to take things to hard and obviously, my heart has already die!


Listening to those songs really make me upset over the past few days, I guess, I gotta be firm and never have those thinking too much thingy... It's hibernating alright! :( Sadness that will only buried right of the bottom of my heart and I gotta look forward for each day...


Has anyone told you, like is never perfect at all?? Why do I say so, because no one is this world is perfect... I guess closing a certain chapter in life will make feel happier and of course wiser in one way or another... :P *Sly smiles*


Hmm, too much to blog but I'm struck!


I promise to updated once I'm free!


Have a great weekends ahead :)



=)

Labels: Life

It's been the very bluesy week...

Let me do a re cap for the week...


Monday

I'm dreadfully sick and I gotta drag myself for work, when I was having fever, flu bug and sore throat... But I'm glad that boss allow me to go home at 2 plus to rest and to visit the doctor... I'm back to work in the morning due to some reason that I need to be there before I can go... I could only say that it's really tiring when you're sick and you need to teach someone else your work before going back home... Truth to be told, I almost vomit blood when I was teaching this particular girl who is going to take over my duties... Anyway, I've digressed...


I visited the doctor in the afternoon, and given medicines as usual uhh... Gotten 1 and half day MC! So resting at home...


Tuesday

It's another day resting at home, however there's some happenings in between which I shall not review here... Bestie Jennifer knows what happen! :) On top of having fever, my mind was wondering and pondering over a certain issue which I shall not say anything over here as the ex bf will be reading my blog I guess...


This was the day I was really totally sad and even cried to sleep just because of this particular someone whom stole my heart! :( I'm not happy with all that happen to the both of us... I guess I've a answer from this particular someone, who wants to hold on to this! For this particular guy, whom stole my heart, I hate to bottled up things because end up both also not very happy uhh... Like what Bestie Jennifer told me, I shouldn't hold things to hard, I guess time to let go if really things don't works uhh... The feeling of loving someone really sucks to death alright...


I guess this is the main reason why I'm sick beside the virus bug from my 4 dearies colleagues... We take turns to be sick... *Laughs*


Wednesday

Back to work and I've to finish all my work for the past 2 days when I was away, because the colleague whom suppose to do cover my duties didn't do what I told her... So me being me, went office early in da morning and it's not working hours yet for me... Just to clear all the workload that she left and she(the colleague) was on MC! *Pun-intended*


Well, the day continue with heaps of busy-ness in da office, that's when everyone else report to work and my night mare have just started... Colleagues come to look for me because they didn't received their cheques for the pass two days when I was on MC! And I'm like a mad girl, walking around the office just to find the missing cheques and what-nots! :( As some colleagues knew that I'm going off soon so they are quite worry if I'm not there who else can they look for! I'm not kidding I can multi task! Hurhur! :P


The night the I went to sleep crying in between over the same issue, I've then text bestie Jennifer over the issue, I'm glad that she always bring me back to earth when I was really very bothered by this particular someone! I'm not gonna reveal who is he, because the ex bf will be reading if I'm not wrong...



Thursday

As usual, went for work and continue to teach the colleague my work and it's really hibernating till I freak out and told her off! I was happy with what was going on...


Therefore boss was nice enough to be back in the afternoon just to lend me his ears to nag about the issue and discuss some issues on hand!


Lunch time as usual, hang out with the same people and it's fun! Once it's lunch time everyone will be happy uhhh!! It's been raining for days and I gotta borrow a umbrella from a colleague of mine! The nicest Mr Seah, being the sweetest guy in the group carries the umbrella and of course we need to share the umbrella too! Hahs! And the treat to "liang teh" session by Mr seah, thanks for the "liang teh" that make me lose my voice! Hahs!


Dinner was home cook food by Mummy dearest, as she gets off every two weeks and that's when Mummy dearest decide to cook dinner rather then the Lets go to the same stall we visit when Mummy dearest was on off!


*Hearts*


Friday


The day when I lose my voice and sound like a man and Mr seah was the one whom I must go provoke him early in da morning when I reach office! Hahs! Indeed, I told Mr seah I shall treat him back and see will he be sick! *Crossed finger*


Same routines at work, busy and more busy! Lunch was at Qi Ji, we had Nasi Lemak we did enjoy the lunch uhh... *Laughs* After which, was the "liang teh" session, I treated Mr Seah "liang teh" and told him see if I treat him "liang teh" will he be sick! *Crossed finger still*


At night time was really a bad one for me, as I was trying to sleep I've no idea why does my tears still roll off from my cheeks... Listening to this songs really make me aches like hell, cried over the same issue, go without dinner! I've no idea which bridges to cross and not to cross! :(


Saturday

In the early morning, I recieved a SMS from Mr Seah, saying the he's down with fever thanks to my "liang teh"... Hurhur! It's really a curse that he can't either I can treat him for "liang teh" anymore! Mr Seah, drink more water! :)

Went for my E-trail in the afternoon, and wasn't in a good mood already and saw this ex bf keep walking around in front me just that he want to catch my attention... Sorry I wasn't... Truth to be told, when the door of happiness closes I've already walk out from it...


Hop by online to surf the net and what-nots! Even chatted with the ex over msn technology, he wanting so much to know whether do I have a bf now or that he still have a chance! If you are reading this I want you to know that I no longer have the feeling towards you and I longer want us to be back together as I've got someone in mind!


When I was with you, you simply take my presence for granted and now that you said you wanna patch back! Is a NO NO answer! Please forget me over here and move on with your life, as I told you I hate guys behave like a girl!


If you are reading this I want you to know that I've no intention of being back with you! Someone else has stole my heart and my heart no longer belongs to you so wake up! I know that I've hurt you but when I want a break out long time back you said you'll change but never will you! If you notice, I've been ignoring your calls or msg-es when we are still an item just that I'm tired of you and tired of everything! Closing this door is never easy, for you to move on, please learn to shut the door and walk out from it... Don't go digging it every 5 minutes because you'll still have the same answer! After being with you, you are not someone whom I really looking for, I know that I've hurt you much all I can is sorry! It's never my intentional!


Apparently, I really hate guys who talk BIG and can be proud at times! I hope that you will a girl who can give you what you want! I'm sorry for saying all this because I've move on and I've found someone whom I like/love!


你我的故事已成为了过去， 我知道你（他）也很无奈也很坦然地接受了这个事实。。。


每一天都在人群之中忙忙碌碌， 把时间排得满满的，压抑着情绪， 不让时间有着空白，因为我再也不想你了。。。



我们都付出过， 也曾经一同地开心过。。。
我们也争吵过， 也曾经一同地哭泣过。。。


我要你（他）知道没有了感情， 就该把手放开，这对比此都会有好处。。。你很不原意地放弃， 只因为我们要对方找到我们无法给他的快乐和微笑。。。


我也知道你（他）心里头还是有着非常多的牵挂， 非常多的思念。。。但你（他）要知道这一切对我而言都已经不重要， 都已经无所谓。。。



虽然你我的故事已成为过去，
我对你的爱， 暂时都收回来了。。。



我在也不想你，
我在也不想有任何对你的问候了。。。



我真的累了，
希望你（他）会祝福我吧。。。


没有你的日子了我过得很快了，
真心希望你也过得比我快乐。。。


I do hope that you'll understand and never come asking me the same question again and again if not you'll be block from my list! I hope that you will not have any hard feelings on me! I shall bid you goodbye over here and buried all the memories from this moment!


Sunday

Hahs!


Early morning went airport to send da jie there as she'll officially be having her holiday at taiwan and I gonna miss her for a week! :)


After sending sister off, I went home and went to visit the doctor again due to some reasons uhh... I'm not getting any better fyi, has been feeling like hell in my body, either my body is not helping with the antibiotic! Doctor was really surprise to see me again, well still give me the strong medicines and hope I'll recover by then! :) *Crossed finger*


As for wee evening, I'll be meeting Bestie Jennifer for some retail therapy session heading to town! That's when she needs to lend me a ear to listen all my stories uhh! :) 辛苦你了！



Wish me speedy recovery!


*Hugs*


=)

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