And I'm officially back after those CNY things going on uhh...
How's your ang pows collection everyone??
:)
Oh well, mine is just the same as last year nothing much happenings... Just went around visiting maternal relatives and of course my maternal grandparents and maternal great grandma... :)
It's a bliss seeing my maternal great grandma celebrating this CNY with us at her age... We still love her still... :)
Opps, sorry uhh, too busy that I forget about the cam-whore on my CNY...
CNY is a occasion which everyone gathers together and what-nots uhh... I *hearts* the second day of CNY as my paternal lil' cousin came and I've play with him running around the house like mad okay...
And of course in the midst of CNY mood, I still do drag myself back to workstation trying very hard not to fall asleep or so uhh...
As most of the random rubbish have/had occurs during the weekdays and working hours...
Which make me one very down and most barren by worries...
The starts of the week, been busy with heaps and tons of work on hand added that I belongs to another department too... Which I'm not very happy with now till today...
The feeling sucks to death when I one person gotta do 3 departments works and I must be able to multi task as one of the reason which leads me to the 1 and a half day MC... Knowing that I'm feeling unwell after lunch on Tuesday, I continue to be strong over my workstation and somehow the pain was really painful and I went home to visit a doctor...
I could only say that life hasn't been really good to me...
But I'll walk on by one day...
Many problems been here and I'm trying my best to get over with it and lead a happy life...
I've never been so down before in da office, but I do still plaster that plastic smiles on my face so much for being fake! Even to clown around in da office with my random jokes and laughter which makes colleagues thinks that I'm literally mad on that day... *Laughs*
I guess, what matters is just being happy...
And CNY is looming real soon...
I can't wait for it to happen tomorrow...
But for now, I really need a good rest...
Have a great weekends ahead...
=)
Carrie;eirrac: 1/24/2009 01:25:00 PM ♥
Sunday, January 18, 2009
-18 Days On...
18 days on...
From the start of year, was already on a very bad note...
I feel that I'm kinda unlucky...
Apparently, fell down on the 14 days of 2009...
I found myself lucky that I don't have any bruises...
Else I should visit the doctor again...
Been really busy with tons and zillions of work loads...
And of course, been really emo when I'm on my workstation, tyring very hard to plaster that plastic smiles on my face but however, I do frown still... Due to some certain reason which I shall reveal over here...
I do hope life will be better soon....
As CNY is looming....
And I havent' get any tops that goes with my bottoms...
*Cross fingers*
Well, the boss is out of SG, that means I got more time to joke around and slack around but at the same time get my work done and go home on the dot... To admit, I have been going off on the dot recently, because I feel tired over work and everything that had happen...
But I still joke around in da office with my rubbish jokes...
In the midst of being real busy with spring cleaning and workload, somehow the rashes caught me back again... This time round, the rashes is really painful and I can't bear to let it be this way as the CNY will be looming soon...
All started when I was in the office, trying very hard to get my colleague workload done with as she was on leave yesterday and I gotta do her workload plus mine and plus some other department work... I'm superwoman!! *Laughs*
My heartaches when I saw the rashes coming back whenever I was real busy in at office with all those system work and paper work... *Sly smiles*
And finally today I'm going to meet up with Bestie Jennifer for some retail therapy session this evening... Am going to get those CNY clothing's and what-nots! Seriously, work has drain me out till I'm getting tired over it... I guess it will never be an ending story until I quit the job! *Crossed fingers*
On the other note, due to some sleeping movement last night,my neck now aches like hell and I couldn't lift it up right! =(
Hurhur!
Shall update more once I'm free...
Dear friends, thank you for all concern you all have been sending in, either in sms/msn/calls/e-mails/friendster message or tag board, I'm fine now... Therefore don't worry and enjoy the ride of life...
My brain cells died when I was in da office... Well, in the morning it was still okay for me and still, pretending to be happy in da office was one greatest lie I have up to be with... Plastering that very fake smiles of mine, just because I don't my colleagues to know that I was in da mood, but some of then sense it when I was having lunch with them... They did help by cracking a joke or two, but this time round I never even smile or laugh! I merely reply with a so much fake smiles on my face which was very random...
In the midst, I'm trying very hard to myself occupied with all my workload and even knock off later then 8pm... Just wanna keep my busy and tired so that once I reach home I can go to bed without thinking of any other stuff...
Still, trying to be strong and brave throughout the day in da office, but never seems right after I've received a sms from this particular someone! To apologise what had happen last two days... Actually I've got a urge not to reply, because I knew if I were to reply tears will start coming and fighting with tears rolling down when I'm my at work station... In between the receiving and reply of sms-es, unknowingly, tears just roll of my cheeks and I ran to the ladies to get it done with and carry with my work... However, I never manage to finish my workload and once the clock ticks to 5.45pm I went to my maternal granny place for dinner as what I've promise her...
Not long after the dinner, I went to visit my maternal great-grandmother, she's being old but still young in her heart... I accompany her to watch the telly till about 8plus this evening... Maternal great-grandmother, held on to my hand tightly and I finally sense I should be more happy... But I ought to know, sitting beside her, watching the telly with her, holding her hands was really bliss which I never can do that with my paternal great grandmother nor my paternal granny either that someone whom step into my life and walk out of my life...
I can never share the laughter together with him anymore... I know is wrong in the first place to switch off my cellphone, because I'm feeling real extreme low and got the urge to head off to the beach for some quite moments... Time has proven... Time will heal... Time will bring me to a good world!! *Crossed finger*
Just leave me alone... I'm fucking tired of my bloody life...
Are all guys rotten??
I'm losing my faith...
Of all that had happen, I promise myself not to step into any relationship for the next couples of months... Till I meet mine!!
But now, wish me luck for my coming activities and what-nots...
One whom never fail to bright up my day when I was really down yesterday...
Never the less, thanks for the chocolate that you've brought for me uhh...
Thanks for the offering of sms-es and ears yesterday when I was in da office and till we meet last night... Thanks for keeping silence, for not judging, for the courage and everything else...
I'm getting better....
It really makes me feel happier and less worry...
Thanks for the effort uhh...
TinGz promise to remain happy for the rest of her life...
=)
He's gone;all my happy-ness is gone...
It should have been;but it will not come anymore....
For the silence, for the tears shed, for the effort put in is all just merely a waste of time...
I wouldn't hear from you anymore...
Time to get on with life...
Matthew, if you are reading this, you're really a nice friend... Sweet!!
:)
And to everyone whom have shower care and concern to me in one way or another, I'm gratefully thank you for all your presence...
I've never been feeling like hell/upset throughout the whole day...
Putting the plastic smiles on my face so much for being fake!! Boss, come along and give me some task to be done and somehow he sense something not very right with me... Boss paused for like a few seconds and ask me am I not feeling well, wanna go back home to rest?? He being the nicest boss always! But I told boss I'm okay, boss knew I wasn't in the mood therefore he even allow me to get the work done tomorrow evening... *Claps hands*
Apparently, my colleagues who was sitting beside me sense a burning smell in my face!! Knowing the Carrie wasn't in da mood, she did help by cracking a joke or two to make sure I laugh! Thanks ckm!! =)
Don't worry, I guess time will prove everything to me!!
I fucking tired already...
All I need was someone to bright up my day...
Even a sms or call away!!
But will that happen??
I better keep my finger crossed till then...
Never the less, I knock off time today for some retail therapy session with my colleague... :) Well, the retail therapy did help a bit as I've gotten myself clothes and what-nots... More to come I guess...
The heaps of activities has mark and end of the busy-ness...
Attended Priscilla Jie Jie's BIG day yesterday... It's FUN... So much to say, but its really a happy moment shared with everyone presence yesterday... I admit that throughout the wedding I was really exhausted... For I didn't have a good sleep when I went over her parents house to stay for a night... Apparently, after the morning ceremony ended, I headed home for some beauty sleep...
Well, last week was a week filled with joys and happiness uhh... To usher in the 2009, I feel really blessed with many loves ones around me... :)
Last but not least, I took an half day off this morning just to make sure I have enough sleeps before reporting to work, but never the less, I went to visit the sinseh!! Due to the great fall in 2008!! Hurhur! Well, now is getting worst after the doctor tried to shift my bones back to right place... FYI, I cannot even bend down, as I was in da office, I went to help my colleague to carry the heavy boxes, due to the heaviness, I cannot even lift it up... And now my body cannot even bend down to take whatever is on the floor :(
In 2009, I promise to be less accident prone... *Nods*
Getting myself a better job and quit the current one!! *Sly smiles*
Be healthier! I promise...
More beauty sleeps...
Of course, more SHOPPING!! *Laughs*
Have a great week ahead
=)
Carrie;eirrac: 1/05/2009 07:55:00 PM ♥
Thursday, January 1, 2009
-Its' here:)
It's here:)
Finally 2009...
It marks another year and hopefully I'll be wiser this year and may all good thing come what may...
♥ Guess Wallet.
♥ My Titus Watches
♥ NIKE Water Bottle
♥ Sony Ericsson C903
♥ Sony Ericsson K770i.
♥ Samsung T10 MP3.
♥ White Killer Spec.
♥ Computer
♥ My Bed.
♥ Pink and White Stuff.
♥ Baby Love
♥ Bestie Jennifer
♥ Dr Janice
♥ Mummy Dearest
♥ Da Jie
♥ Youngest Brother
♥ Maternal Grandparents
♥ All My Close/Good Friends
Her Cravings
♥ New JOB
♥ Driving License
♥ More Clothing
♥ More Accessories.
♥ Heels.
♥ Sony Camera
♥ Lappy
♥ Overseas Holiday
