Sometimes, some people walk into our lives, they stay for a little while and sometimes, they're extremely difficult to let go when they leave. But since I've learnt, the hardest way in life, although letting go is really very tough,-- The first step is always the toughest, but there's always friends and family who would always be there for you when you needed a listening ear or someone just to talk to. Letting go also means giving yourself another chance to learn to appreciate and love another person again. I truly believe in holding onto the good memories and letting go of the bad ones, for they'd only impede the recovery process, for holding onto hate/grudges would never allow a person to truly move on with life.(it's really true)

Heartbreaks are really inevitable in life, it merely makes a person become a Stronger and hopefully, a much Better person... I read this online and I hope that it will encourage everyone who is reading this -The irony of it all is that we tend to look at the closed door when it's already locked shut and all bolted up. Most of us tend to wonder about the "should haves, would haves and could haves", not realizing that every time, with each closed door, it merely just means that another door is opening up somewhere...So we should learn how to allow the closed door to remain shut as it is, and move on, for life has much more doors to offer...Life will get better always=)

This is to encourage those who are reading my blog and those who are feeling trouble about their r/s.

Remember, don't do anything that's silly to hurt yourself...

JIAYOU EVERYONE=)

I must admit that I'm going without sleep for the last 24 hours... Due to some cocks ups happen here and there during the midnight.. Which I'm not revealing here... Not-Telling =X

(I'm pro right?Can tahan until now)

*Laughs*

I was actually on my bed at about 3.30am this morning, after finish mugging all my notes and what-nots to cover for the looming mid-term test, I must admit, I has been having a Hot Date with my mountain-ful of notes and what-nots. Just to get myself ready for this mid-term test.

Many people wonders why and what happen to me. I'm simply stress-out... Is not just simply stress- out is boiling stress!! *Humpfz* Well, things still have to go on as normal, doing all my more important stuff then to start thinking about those unhappy stuff. Apparently, I keep telling myself, there's a room for improvement in everything which I'm doing. Well, many close friend of mine has been keep telling me, focus on what's more important. There once this Special Someone has told me vice vera msn few days ago. That once special someone said to me: Don't think too much, be cheerful, life is just to be happy and learn each and every lesson in life. No point stressing yourself and cry, problem won't be solve.

(well,I'm protecting this once special someone personal details, so I can't reveal here. That once special someone know who is HE)

A word to that once specifically to someone:

Well, thanks for encouraging through out my ups and downs, thanks for not forgetting me, but the past we have has lead us to no where, but I'm happy that you are still my good friend. I know what that once special someone wanna tell me, that's what friends are for. No matter how busy that once special someone is, he will show a concern towards all his friends. I'm very please to have a good friend like you. Well, you have keep advising me and I have heed your advice, hopefully it will lead me to a better life yahx?? All in all, thanks for being there when I always needed advices=) Remember, I'm a phone call away.. Remember what you always tell me, happiness is in my own hands. No one can encroach it.

That's all I wanna say to this once special someone=)

Yahx, things will turn out in a way that we didn't expect to, so why not make life easier, don't go and think and move on. There's many more friends around me and they have always did there part towards me.

I'm also a trouble girl, but if friends needs my ears I will definitely be more then happy to lend them my ears. I ought to know that, I'm still learning, but some of those experiences in r/s I have gone through over and over again. I can only say that, there's pros and cons being in r/s. It's the matter how you people handle it. Yes I agree, heartaches are inevitable. But why not look on the bright side of life, god always has other better things for us.

Yes, some people come into your life, they stay a lil' while and they walk away. There's nothing much you can do, just overcome it and learn the lesson and from there move on. Each obstacles makes you braver and stronger NOT weaker. You can see the one who truly loves you back, but it may take times for the other party to realise it. So why not make life easier for everyone, don't go and think what will happen tomorrow, don't worry about tomorrow. Live your live in this present, who knows I might be blogging here, and next you won't ever see me blog here again. Treasure the one you love before they really leave your life.

If time is up LET GO, and you'll feel better. Everyone of us has a purpose in this world, we live not because of r/s. Its because god has given us this life and he wants us to be happy everyday. Well, life is mend to be a series of lull... But remember always GO FORWARD, and know your Goals and Wants:) We only have one life here, you either live it happily or make yourself go miserable till the end of the last breath=(

I can see with my own eyes, who are those that are caring/loving me. I have heart to feel eyes to see ears to hear. I much appreciate to those who has been there for me in one way or another.


(wait a minute, I sound pro on the above, but once it comes to me I'm simply LOST)

*Laughs*

Finally, coming to back to myself.. I'm in doubts.. But I'll solve it as soon as possible=) Well, nothing much to mention what happen. MOVE ON~~ STUDY MORE~~ EAT MORE~~ SLEEP MORE~~

Lastly congrats to my lil' bro provisional in getting a job in Tekmedia Advertising & Marketing! It's a good company that I has work before... Well, lil' bro, work hard and at the same time study hard alright.. All your 3 DA JIES have faith in you!

*Please give me more courage today*

* Wish ME LUCK*

=) or =(

(either way you look at it)

*Laughs*

I'm kind of Busy for this coming few more weeks...

Mugging on my studies and mid-term test and what-nots are looming in 2weeks times... And yes, my report is finally going to be done soon... Hopefully my report will go smoothly till the day I finish writing all those whatsoever points and snippets of information that I gather from the net last night..

As usual, I'll be real busy for the next few weeks or so. So I hope that some things won't screwed-up again.. Has been siiting down thinking through of what I want in life, yeah I tends to think and worry alot. Yesterday I was on msn with one of my close friend(my so called doctor), this particular Doctor(which I'm not telling the name) has told me that life is just to be happy about, you have to learn all those mistakes and never repeat it again. This particular doctor has given me loads of advices, and I have therefore heed all the advice... It's was like econs ago when I meet up with this particular doctor. But Doctor thanks for those piles of advices and what-nots...

Well... Friends of mine has been here with me through out my difficult moments, constantly/instantly there's many names popping in my mind. They should know who they are, I'm real grateful to have them by my side. Be ready to piles up the tissues and advice for me.. I know they has been see through my ups and downs, cheering me up encouraging me up pulling back my confidence. Folks I LOVE YOU ALL...

Oh well, I think I better name a few BEST of BEST Friends...

DARLINGS JENNIFER,ALICE,DR JANICE,VAN, ROWENA,FADILAH and of That Particular Doctor...

I *Hearts* You all..

All in all, I'm real grateful to have been Loved by them...

Well..

I can't literally blog an long entry for today as, time is running out...

Have to go and do some shopping before attending the lecture...

(it's my favourite module)

*Laughs*



*Smiles*

=D

The rain just never seems to bring the joy, I feel the same,
Everlasting pain of my loss remains,
My heart can't seem to learn to part,
The hold you left your mark,
All that I dreamed of now it seem so stark,

Though I told myself, won't hold my breath,
A part of me was dying,
There is nothing left for me to do now, but give in,

*Chorus
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go.

The way you left me on the train,
I don't know what to say,
I remember everything of that day,
I can't believe we'd never dance,
I just need one more chance,
To share the sunset,
Our one last romance,

Though I told myself, won't hold my breath,
A part of me was dying,
There is nothing left for me to do now but give in,

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go

By Janice Wei- Never Let You Go...

It's a nice and sweet songs=)

Enjoy=D

*HeaRts*

I must admit that I really hasn't been blogging much, the pink site of mine... My Bad =(

Oh well...

I wasn't feeling good last week, due to some reasons which I'm Not Telling =X

(Jennifer,Alice and Janice should know why)

I ought to know that I'm getting better each and everyday, I start to keep myself busy so that I won't cause the illusion to happen again. For the past few days I hasn't been sleeping much too, well Mummy accompany me to sleep, Mummy coax me to bed. -_-

*Hearts*

Apparently, many stress loads that I'm carrying upon me. In a morbid way, I'm glad that things have a situation to solve it. It's make me a lil' less wary and sensible to think what I'm suppose to do. Effectively, I have started my report writing and some revision for the looming mid-term test and what-nots. I have since then been dating my mountain-ful of notes and what-nots to cover, and prepare for my looming mid-term test.

(Mind You, My Mid-term test is on 12 July and 16 July and Presentation on 26 July)

Boiling stress, isn't easy to cope with studies, I must admit. Obviously, I know that many friends of mine has been here encouraging me through out my ups and downs. I'm mentally/physically stress out of all this... =( Imagine, Sales Report is due on 12 July 2007, I hasn't start to write bits and pieces of it, but I have much ideas on what product to report on. Just that I'm a lil' more wary. The unbearable stress loads has then added much crys through out my nights while I'm sleeping... Choosing the correct and intelligent way to do the report is vital... O.0

The impact left in my mind are very lil' right now. Generalize/Analyzing on all those snippets details I have. I guess that I need to fix it like the mess of puzzle. *Laughs* Isn't pretty nice to do that. My intentions was to just do what I can and put in my best effort during the presentation.

Let's hope things won't ever screwed- up for me again:)

*Laughs*

Oh well...

It's once again another lecture Business Maths to attend this late evening. I have no idea will I pay my fullest attention.

(I think I'll cos I hasn't been paying attention to this particular module)

Hopefully I gonna absorb what the lecture is teaching later. It's really a dry lecture:(

(TiNgZ is un-willing to go, but NO choice BUT to GO)

*Laughs*


Wish me all the best=)


*HeaRtS*


=D

It's a very miserable and difficult moments/days that TiNgZ is going through....

It's not easy...She break down( totally feel lost) since yesterday till today... I guess that I'm just thinking too much... Apparently I told myself not to be pressurize/stress, but I couldn't make it.. I was like lying on the Bed/Sofa wondering and thinking here and there, causing a Big illusion...

Hopefully, I won't suffer from depression... =( This few days seems very difficult for me, I was like sobbing the whole day, think through alot loads of stuff... Which I'm Not Telling =X over here...

Therefore, I have been to the clinic for, four times this week... Today is the fourth time I went, I told the doctor, I don't feel well... He say I'm just thinking too much... He examine me and tell me there's nothing wrong in my body, but I somehow feel not right here and there... Mummy also told me nothing happen, just that I keep thinking... Doctor has then, prescribe me with, stomach cramp/pain medication and some tension relax/anxiety pills... He told me not to stress myself, don't tense myself up... After taking those necessary medication, I'm feeling alright now.. I must admit my illusion has been subsided, after taking the anxiety pills =(

(I know that taking too much of anxiety/tension relax pills is not good for health, but it's helps me...)

*Sigh*

There's many people around me who are concern for me... They are my Best Darlingggsss JENNIFER & ALICE. My friends who has been helping me along in one way or another, they are Weikee kor kor, Eric, Rowena, Fadilah etc... Thanks pals..

I'll pick myself up from where I fall... I must be real silly sobbing in front of those following peoples.. Those who has given me a hug when I always falter, piles of tissues and advices... You guys are the best... I Hearts You All...

Well, I can't literally blog down what happen, because I don't wanna share with public...

(Public= I'll never know some people(not my friends) who is viewing my blog here)


*TiNgZ feel really loved by all my friends and my sweetheart*


Special thanks to MY BELOVED MUMMY... I LOVE MUMMY... Mummy has been with me through the whole day, inculding yesterday midnight... 妈咪我爱你!! Muacks!!!


=D

Oh well...

I must admit that I hasn't been updating my pink site... My bad:(

Recently kinda stress... It's really boiling stress...

Many stress loads are in the "family"... I'm Not Telling=X

(certain friends of mine should know why)

Quote from one of my friend via MSN - Life is just to be happy...

I agree...


Well.... There's nothing much I wanna say here...

I simply missing my dearie:)

*HeaRts*

=D

It's an sucky and filled will loads of worries and stress...

Well.. to be honest I'm worrying about many stuff...

I'm boiling stress over a couples of issue...

Can anyone help??

I guess the best medicines is my Sweetheart... I ought to know that he's not able to SMS/RING me from today onwards... As what he told me, but I'm Not Telling =X over here...

My Special Someone knows what his silly gal is worrying about and feel stress about... That's a real and prefect darling isn't he??

(I must admit he's really a sweet dearie towards me) *Hearts*

Apparently, when this Special Someone Sms in the night at about 9plus pm, I was real shock... As what I had said earlier, he wasn't able to sms/call me... Due to some reasons...

(Simply not telling the reason here=X)

I'm real happy that it was my Special Someone whom send me an sms, yes we did send quite a few of sms-es... I told him what I have been thinking for the past few days... Not telling=X what I'm thinking...

(mouth is seal with sticky tape)

*Laughs*

Well, I guess those worries is really unimportant, so therefore I shall not waste much time on this certain trivia...

(but I will still think want lahx..)

Eventually, I ought to know that there's many more "important" stuff for me to get done and over with it, but I'm still sitting and rotting around the house... Simply mood less...

(let's hope that tingz could stop her mood less mood asap)

I'm seriously missing this sweetheart of mine:( I need to endure for another 2 more weeks or so to be able to see him~~ I know that this sweetheart has been encouraging me alot, and lend me a listening ear whenever I need, and always falter me with hugs... *hUgS*

(darling, i'm missing your warm hug)

Unfortunately, things has to be done as soon as possible and get going with my daily life cycle.. Tingz is simply feeling very exhausted for the past few days... She admits that she has been napping recently/daily due to stress loads and worries loads... =( Well, I guess Sweetheart and Jennifer will understand my situation right now...



*TiNgZ felt a strong stress and worries loads*


*HeaRtS*


=D

Well, let me share with those who are reading my blog here:)

Today is my maternal great-granny birthday celebration... It's her 100th birthday celebration... Seeing her through out my 18years of life makes me so much contented, to be able to celebrate her 100th birthday togther with her love ones... I can feel that she's simply contented, seeing her all her daughter/daughter-in-law/ son/grandchildrens/ great grand childrens celebrating this very joyous occasion with her. =)

I ought to know that she's just my maternal great- granny, but I still love her as much as I did loving my late paternal great-granny... My maternal and paternal great-granny are the same age by today:) However my paternal great granny has leave this world 4 years back, due to old age, she live her life till the age of 97 years old...

A lil' story on my paternal great-granny...

She's has many uncountable grandchildrens and great-grandchildrens... She is blessed of having a total of 6 daughters and 2sons... Well... My paternal family is very big, because it's the 4th generation...

I used to rememeber when my paternal great-granny stay with us, she will look after me and my lil' brother when we were all little kidos... She never fails to shower her love and care upon us. She's will always remember her 4 dearies great-grandchildren who live her, that's no other then us... My da Jie, Er Jie, Me, Youngest brother:) I still remember 4years back there's 8 members in this house... After which it has reduce to now 6 of us... My late granny pass away last year... =(

In a morbid way, I haven't learn that life is always full of ups and downs. To learn each and every lesson in life is not easy... Apparently, I tell myself that I must be brave in either good or bad circumstances... I since then become a less wary and yet sensible girl=)

Those friends of mine has seen me through my ups and downs, be ready to piles up the tissues, advices and what-nots.. They never fail being here with me, when I need a hug they always falter me=)

All in all, life is really short and unpredictable, being able to see each and every morning it's a gift from god above=) Choosing the right way to happiness is vital...

I guess tingz is really muddle-headed, she's simply telling her friends that she'll be having her lecture this coming Tuesday, but the lecture is on this monday... I must admit I can be really absent-minded/muddle-headed at times... My bad:(

Yesterday mid-night around 1.45am dearie ring me, and chat with me... But his silly and sleepy girl was really sleeping real soundly, and she didn't realise she has press the wrong button... *Laughs* But I did sms dearie tell him I press the wrong button...

(well Sms-ing him, my eyes are shut) *Laughs*

Indeed this sweetheart ring me back and ask me I sleep already huh?? I was like hmm throughout the chat... But hey, I did talk to him, but I have no idea what I said to this sweetheart... After which, this sweetheart, ask me go back to sleep, cos I think that he knows that I'm feeling exhausted... He is really a sweetheart... =D

I ought to know that dearie will be busy for this following weeks or so, so I guess he won't be able to chat with me as often as I wanted... But it's alright, I understand=) Just hope that he could be less tired and stress out during this OJT... Jiayou darling=)


*TiNgZ misses his smiles and all about him*


*HeaRts*


=)

Happy birthday to my maternal great- grand mother.... :)

This lonely weekends is arriving in no time:(

Oh well...

Today I went shopping with Janice, after which I went to meet my er jie and my darlinggg alice... We went bugis today... Mind you... I has been to bugis recently...

*Sigh*

Nothing much happenings today, just shop the whole day?? Have a heart to heart talk to my DR JANICE.. She's always been there when I am ups and downs... She has a great pairs of ears, Dr Janice, thanks for those advice... You get what I mean... I hearts her...

*hearts*

Dearie will be super busy for the next 2weeks or so due to his OJT... Just now dearie sms me tell me sorry for not having time to chat with me. No worries, I do understand... Constantly/Instantly dearie will always be in my mind.

Tingz hasn't been dating with her mountain-ful of notes and what-nots to cover for her looming term test... I guess that I need to start mugging on my sales report, it's due in 3 weeks time... I have no idea what product to talk about... I have a snippets of information on the product I want to present on...

I'm very stress... Boiling Stress... =(

*Sigh*

I misses my darlings Jennifer , ALICE and MEIFENG:)

Darlings... kopi soon???

=)


Tingz need to get her sales report done asap....


*Smiles*


Saturday is mine maternal great- grandmother birthday celebration... It's her 100th years old...

*HeaRts*


=D

I'm seriously having a BAD HEADACHE~~~


*Sigh*

Will be leaving the house soon, for the lecture this evening:)

Wonder if tingz will doze off during the lecture??

Or will she pay fullest attention??

I can't predict...

I'm literally feeling tired, after having the painkiller...

She might just doze off during the lecture...

*Snore snore*

=(

She's cannot get MC...

Due to the school rules...

75% attendance is needed...

If not, she's can't take her examinations and what-nots...

One lecture didn't attend about 15% attendance gone...

*Sigh*

She needs to hang on... till 10pm...


Wish me luck!!!


*SmilEs*

=)

Wednesday 13 June 2007

Oh well... My bad for not posting this yesterday:( As I was literally sleeping soundly after suffering from insomnia for one day (12/7)... I'm literally feeling very exhausted and I finally got myself to sleep for about 12 hours...

After which, I wake up at the late morning going to noon time... As tingz is rarely an am person, she will just sleep during am and be and owl from noon time till the wees hours... *Laughs* She admit for being so tired in the am... :)

*Woots*

I went shopping with my Darling Jennifer to orchard, our favourite shopping place:) *Laughs* Well I must admit that there's not much sales going on, it's a Great/Lousy Singapore Sales... The clothing and what-nots look very un-glamorously... Never the less, I brought myself a cardigan at a cost of $23.40 after the Great Lousy Singapore Sales. I didn't brought myself a FOX tank top at a cost of $19 without discount... :( There's isn't much pretty clothing during this Great Singapore Sales... I have to wait till the sales is over then I'll get to see more pretty clothing's:)

I was Highly-Tempted to have a bowl of "mian tang" and "Bak Zhang" but end up I didn't manage to get it:( I'm still thinking of the yummilicous taste:) *Hungry*

Fortunately, the shopping session was held all the way till about 7pm and we head back home to catch up with the channel 8 9pm show "The Greatest Love Of All"...

That's was a wonderful Shopping isn't??? I hearts Darlingggg Jennifer for her accompany to this shopping and listening to all my nagging and what-nots...

*Hearts*


Thursday 14 June 2007


Tingz woke up kinda late this morning, as she was real sleepy... Sleeping Queen... Her dreamland:)

*Snore Snore*



This late morning tingz went to do some grocery shopping and brought all the ingredients and what-nots that she is going to cook in the late noon for herself... Tingz was in "da mood" to....



COOK!!!!


(Get the picture) *Laughs*


She's going to cook "mian tang" that she was Highly-Tempted yesterday... And she's going to kitchen to prepare her yummilicious lunch in no time :)

*Woots*


It's once again another Lecture day for tingz, and it's her favourite module of all... *Laughs* I ought to know that this particular module term test and what-nots are looming, I have not yet done my sales report and what-nots that need to be done during this one month times... She's running out of ideas... :( Generalize/ analyzing what product is suitable for her sales report... *thinking* My intention was doing a report of either mobile phones or Mp3 as I can talk more for these products... She's still considering... Hopefully she'll finish up her report and what-nots soon...

*Sigh*

I'm really befuddled... What am I going to next step??

(I'm lost...)

Tingz has 2weeks or so to get all these done, as her dearie is away from OJT... She's going to be alone on weekends... *Sigh* Maybe she shall eat more, sleep more, dream more during this 2 weeks or so... *Laughs*

*Oink Oink*

Ultimately, I'm going to have some "la kopi" session with some of my dearie friends... Darlinggg Alice will be the next dearie friend that I'll ask her out for shopping and kopi session... :) Hopefully she'll be free next week, tertiary students are having their 2weeks of school vacation...

*Woots*



*HeaRts*


=D

I came here to continue this part two now...

Well, I wasn't able to have a good nights rest last night, due to ttm.... *Sigh* I cried and think for the who entire nights... *Sobs* I really very worried for this Special Someone, thinking what had happen to him and what-nots... I did send Sms/Call that Special Someone up, but no answer at all... He switch off his mobile... I keep telling myself, maybe he is busy with his stuff, and he will definitely reply me once he is free and once he switch on his mobile...

I must admit that this is the very FIRST time, I hasn't been sleeping well... I told myself I must have a good rest as I'm going for lecture in the late evening... But I just can't sleep, once I close my eyes, it'll automatically open again in less then half an hour... I'm seriously feeling very exhausted... I ought to know that in fact, I'm tired I couldn't go to bed... Constantly/Instantly keep wondering what happen to this Special Someone... I'm random....

I have no idea why that Special Someone didn't reply my Sms... Or as I said earlier he is busy, he Sms me half way fall asleep... I guess I could only sit down here and wait for his reply... Hopefully he is alright... If not tingz is going to go wild... *Sigh*

Apparently, I'm not feeling angry nor sad for the fact that the Special Someone didn't reply my Sms... I'm just worried for him... I really hope that the Special Someone will reply me soon... Technically, I'm not supposed to take sleeping pills, but I have taken it and it's very amazing that I'm still awake... In morbid way, I should have come to know that it's not good taking sleeping pills as I'll get addicted... But I have no choice left but to take it and try to go to bed -_-

Oh well... That Special Someone has finally reply me, and I really think that I'm being too negative... Think too much... As what that Special Someone told me, he fall asleep last night, and is busy today...

Well.. This evening I got lecture, and I hereby announce is the module that I HATE the most... Marketing In Mathematics... Simply saying is Business Maths = Business Mad = Doze off during lecture... Tingz might just ZzzZ during this lecture... Tingz hasn't slept for the last 24 hours... She's not tired but very hyper active now:) Tingz is a wee hours person... In fact she sleep during day time -_-

(Un-willingly to attend this lecture)

*Laughs*

In spite of, this dry lecture she will force herself to attend and sit in the Lecture room and start day dreaming or Sleep... Either way you look at it:) *Laughs* Not easy having to attend this tedious lecture, as the lecture is very dry(bored)... Gosh, the lecturer don't even understand the questions and still want to teach us... It's seem like Students teaching Lecturer... *Laughs* Having to focus on those mountain-ful of notes and what-nots tings never give up... I ought to know that the lectures notes is not very useful...

(mountain-ful of words in your business maths notes causes a big HEADACHE)

Well, whatever it is she still need to attend this dry lecture itself... But friends of mine will sure make a laugh out of the lecture this evening... Imagine, everyone was in class from 7pm till about 8pm, after which students starts to dismiss themselves... BORED RIGHT??

(But tingz will not dismiss herself, but continue to sit in the lecture room and start her dreaming)

*Laughs*


*Hearts*


Tingz shall end her story here and go back to bed!!!


=D

I'm suffering from Insomnia~~~

*Sign*

Haven't sleep well for the past feel nights... I know I shall be sleeping at this hour... It's late I know... But I just cannot go to sleep, I was like squirm here and there on my bed... Then I get up for toilets breaks... After that, I came here to blog a lil', since I couldn't go to bed -_-

I must say there's some reason due to insomnia.... But I'm simply Not Telling =X the reason out here...

(tingz starts to ttm again)


Constantly and randomly this certain questions is popping in my mind... Anyway, I'm simply very SICK & TIRED...

Tingz shall end here and continue again~~~


Good nights

I'm indeed feeling very Blue through out the day =(

Isn't a very right day to be in the blues mood:(

It's really very sucky...

*Sigh*

No idea why I'm just very blue... I think that there's some reason causing me to be very blue... Well I guess only Jennifer will understand how I'm feeling....

I ought to know that dearie is being busy this coming 3weeks(OJT) or so due to his commitments in NS... Well.. Just now we did sms each other for awhile after some talkings and what-nots about the wishes... I can only say I heed the advice and I can't promise that I'll fulfill his wishes... Because I ought to know that somethings in LIFE couldn't be change.

I asking myself on a very certain random question that keep popping out in my mind/soul. I'm Not Telling =X

(Jennifer should know wat I mean, she knows wat is the random question)

That's all for today...

Tingz really need to walk out of the BLUES asap!!!!


=(

This is a very nice song from 張棟樑 new album that was release on 4 June 2007...

He is one of Tingz favourite male singer... =)

*Hearts*

This album is called 王子(Prince)...

Now this MV is showing the song 王子...

Enjoy =)





*SMiles*

=D

Oh Well...

It's again an usual day I use to have like any other days^^

Lecture will take places this late evening, and yes, it's the module I hate the most!!

(No other then Mathematics In Marketing. Maths = MAD!!)

*laughs*

Unfortunately, I need to go for this very dry(boring) lecture, as there're many chapters the lecturer will be focsing on this late evening. I guess the lecturer, will be speaking in a low monotonous voice of his... *Humpfz* I guess that I'll be mugging down all those notes and important point that flash on the sildes itself. =d

(as my lectures notes, is very complexity and mountain-ful of wordings, I thought maths should focus more on figures then the wordings.) O.o

I could only get snippets of information found on the mountain-ful of wordings. *Sigh* My intention was to let the lecturer send us a copy of his sildes via E-mails for us students to get a more clearer view of what is the topic itself teaching. That would be better for me and my follow classmates. ^^

(lecturer actually given us a link to view the sildes but he given us the WRONG link)

*Sigh*

Ironically my cough gets better each and everyday :) *Woots* I ought to know that I'm still coughing, but it's has been less susbided by today. Hopefully to recovered soon.

Pray for my speedy recovering =D

Gosh, I'm feeling sleepy already, I haven't go for a short nap yet -_-

*Snore Snore Snore*

Tingz need a soundly nap seriously=)


*Woots*


*Smiles*


=D

Oh well :)

I have went to rebond my fringe after a Big Mess!! My fringe was out of shaped (*laughs*) ever since I went for my attachment, as I need to clip up my fringe, and therefore my fringe has became totally out of shaped. The fringe was no longer straight by that time, become wavy and make me feel uneasy!!

(oh yes, i get it done this afternoon, now is back to straight!) =P

*Laughs*

I hearts the lady who get my rebond done nicely and neatly... =D

(the lady is my er jie's BOSS, Mind you, my sister is also a hairdresser)

She take cares of my hair each time I went to the salon~~~

*Hearts*

Well...

I was napping for 2pm till 5pm this afternoon, was feeling very exhausted due the medicines I consume!! *Yucks*

Hopefully that I'll be alright soon!!

Can't afford to be sick again, as the tests and what-nots are looming soon. I need to get prepare for those looming test and what-nots. Frankly speaking, I haven't get my sales report done, and haven't even get the product that I'll be reporting on!! Gosh!!

Apparently, I was thinking of product like Mobiles, Mp3 and what-nots. Still analyzing on what I'm going to do for the sales report come presentation!! Ideas anyone can offer me??


I am seriously, having a Stress out!! Stress are inevitable!! *Sigh* I believe those who are still schooling will get a feel of the boiling stress due to school stuff =( But choosing the right way to success is vital. Follow your heart is the best answer to the key of success.


(quote: if you are determine, you will succeed! By my Dr Janice)

I deeply believe in what Dr Janice use to tell me whenever I have problems in my life. Well I must take this opportunity to thank her. She's one of my close friend who has always been here whenever I needed her!! And of cos my Darlings Jennifer and Alice, they have a great pair of listening ears!! I love this friends alot...

(I wonder will they read this?? maybe or maybe not?? but I believe they will hop-by my blog and read what I have wrote so far) *woots*


*I hearts everyone who has been here for me in one way or another =P*

Books are my priority for now... Back to my books/what-nots... =)


*Smile*

=D

Oh well...

My internet connection is getting pretty cranky recently/constantly...

Yes... Singnet was down at 6.15pm, while I was surfing the net and what-nots!!

I keep restart my whole PC!!

But the connection is not there anymore~~~

(singnet was down for almost 2hours, I ring up singnet and found out that they are upgarding their system)

*sigh*

Well, everything is working well now, I can surf the net and can log into my MSN!!

Hopefully this problem won't occur again~~

(I think many singnet users encounter this problem till around 8pm)

Finally, I'm able to update this blog of mine~~~

*Laughs*

=)

I'm feeling exhausted~~~


I'm still feeling woozy~~


I'm still coughing Non-Stop =(


I'm feeling Warm =(


(going to get fever)


*Sigh*

Well... I shall blog a lil' bits of my lecture yesterday evening. Yesterday lectures was kinda fun but a lil' too dry(bored). But I did pay my fullest attention on what is going on. The mid-term test is looming, the sales report has to be done, the presentation is looming as well, the final term is also looming soon. There's MORE to COME to join this family... *Laughs*

I'm feeling very sick right now. I just hope that everything will go smooth for me. I will be real busy soon. Need to get my sales report done by 12 July 07, and I haven't have any idea on what product to talk about. Anyone please help me?? I have about exactly 1months or so to get this done and the mid-term test is looming on 12 July 2007 too. As for presentation, it's on the 26 July 2007, after which is the major exams.. Stress... *Sigh*

Initially, I intend to go back to StarHub for work, but now I think I won't be able to do so, as there's many things awaits for me to get done over with it. Therefore I shall now concentrate on my studies path first.

There are some random questions I keep asking myself, but I'm Not Telling =X. It's just between me that's all =) I can only say that, we cannot judge a book by its cover.


*Smiles*


=)

I'm feeling woozy =(

It's monday blues... And I'm sick, isn't right to be sick at this moment!!!

*Humpfz*

Initially, the cough is back once again, look like the cough sickness LOVE ME... *Laughs* Feeling very uncomfortable since last Saturday till today, I have went to visit the doctor again due to breathing problem. The whole entire night I was coughing all the way to my sleep.

Constantly coughing Non-Stop, until I'm feeling very tedious/anguish=(

*Cough Cough Cough*

However, I have classes to attend later in the late evening till night, hopefully I will not doze off during the lecture as the medication is very drowsy.Hopefully I'll absorb whatever the lecturer is teaching us this evening... I'm already feeling a lil' drowsy. *Snore Snore Snore*

Isn't nice to cough all the way to school, those un-glamorously Mrt rides/Bus rides... During peak hours, there'll be mountain- ful of people travelling by Mrt/Bus.

Get the picture??

(I might just doze off in the Mrt/Bus)

*Laughs*

Tingz need to have a nap right now, before getting ready for her lecture!!


*Smiles*

=)

A very oldies love song:)

This expressing and un-dying love when they grow old together! How sweet it is??

It's a nice song:)

Enjoy=)





I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me. he said,
Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I loved your grandma so.

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead
Of her, I found this letter, and this is what it said:

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. love, me.

I read those words just hours before my grandma passed away,
In the doorway of a church where me and grandpa stopped to pray.
I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
Ill be loving you. love, me.
Between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. love, me.

As usual this is a usual sunday I used to have like just any other days^^

What's new??

SLEEP,EAT,DREAM,SLACK!!

Everyone gone out!!


Hooray!!



Having a date with my mountain-ful of notes and what-nots to cover this whole day:( Haven't finish my tutorials questions, and I need to hand in tomorrow...(Bloody hell) Choosing the right study method is vital!! I K-ing/dating my mountain-ful of notes during the wee hours!!

My internet is getting pretty cranky lately, it keeps Kick-ing Me out of MSN... (Bloody singnet) I have to restart my whole PC and let's hope that the internet will somehow works again!! I'm getting maddening:( Singnet said they have upgraded my speed, but I see no differences... *Laughs* It's very tedious to do all this restarting and what-nots,just to get myself back on MSN again!!

Well...

I sign into MSN daily, but my status was AWAY!! Because I do not want to get disturbed, but there are still some of my friends I talked to them online... *Hearts*

*Sigh*

My dad is at home on every sunday, so I'm feeling kind of BORED! When he's home everyone tends to go out early. Well... I can only hide in my lil' brother room to online so that he won't start whining to my ears. *Laughs*

Constantly coughing Non-Stop!! Through out my sleep I was squirm here and there!! *Snore Snore* I have just recovered from my sickness not long ago and now the sickness tends to come back to me again...

*Sigh*

My intentions was go and finish up my left-over medication for coughing, but my dad throw away my medication!! *Humpfz*

It's alright then!!

Books are my priority now!!:)


=)

It's the third entry of the day...

I'm STRESS OUT... Boiling Stress!!

Stress/Heartaches Are Inevitable...

Everything is screwed-up...

Oh No...


Well, all that had happen in the early part of the day really make me feel annoying...

I know that whatever had happen, he didn't mean it literally... I have come to know all the morbid details about this particluar problem... But I seriously, find it nothing wrong to reply short replies. Just a tad problem make me felt real heartache...

I ought to know that I'm feeling much better after the crys and what-nots... I learn to be stronger...

Even it's still feel hurts deep down in my fragile heart... *heart broken*

Despite realizing the mistakes that has been made, I can only hide in a lil' area that belongs to me to sob out my heartaches. There's really too much to ask for. I sobbed and think over about the situation that had occurs and blame myself, but I'm not really in the wrong. I constantly telling myself that maybe what that Special Someone said to me it's for my own good. But I seriously dosen't have the time to do what he told me.

Unfortunately, I only want to hide my stress/problem to myself, as I don't want to burden him. I merely telling myself I myself STOP TTM... I have a mountain-ful of notes and what-nots to cover up...

Althought, he apologise to me, I accpet the apology, and honestly I must say when he say sorry to me I feel soft-hearted! Assuming that he will be alright, and I hope so.

I'm befuddled...

*Sigh*

Well I can only say that you should love me for who I am, to accept all my shortcomings.

Oh well... I have posted this in my friendster some donkey years ago...

I need brave DARLING that will do all this for ME:
- Love ME
- Trust ME
- Dote ME
- Respect ME
- Be There For ME When I Need HIM
- Sharing All My Joys & Sorrows Together
- Shower ME many surprise~
- Prove HIS Love For ME Is TRUE!
- Promise ME his VOW to ME~


Is it difficult to do all this above?? My expectation are not high!! Just need that Special Someone who could agree with my instinct!!!


Would you be there for me to kiss my pain away???

I dare not expect much because the outcomes will never be the way it mend to be.


*sad smile*

It's the second post of today!!

It's really a damn it sucky day:(

Never been feeling so emo and feeling damn heartache...

Just because one SMS causes everything to happen... I know that I'm in a fault too, but I still care/love this special someone.. I really dislike the sound getting blame. Yes, he sms me I did reply, but I reply short he don't like. Can anyone tell me what to do? I'm getting seriously tired.

Hopefully that the Special Someone will understand. My close buddies will ought to know that I'm a girl who dislike being force to do things that I don't like, and of cos sometime somethings could not change.. I hate to change my attitude for people, I guess that if they love you they will accept you no matter what are you.

There's one particular question I asked this special someone, but I'm NOT TELLING =X what is the questions that I have asked. I can only say that the answer is very hurting. I was like wat the F***... (Blah blah blah)

It's really hurt my feelings alot, being heard this from your special someone doesn't sound nice:( My demands are too lil' because I don't like to force people to do what they dislike, I just want them to be themeselves and be happy everyday that's all I'm asking. There's too much to change for others to see, it will never be a satisfaction for them. It will only make me suffer!!!

Seriously if you ask me, do i feel upset... The answer is YES!! My heart is tearing apart the hurts in my heart the crack lines. I didn't expect this to happen, but it somehow happen to me. Many girl wish that they could have a nice darling, so I'm also one of them.

I'm asking nothing in return from this Special Someone. Does he really know what I am doing? Can he feel?

Being too quite over a sms also wrong, never reply also wrong, got reply also wrong, reply in short also wrong, everything seems so wrong today.. No one is prefect in this world!! Spoilt my DAY!!!!

*Sigh*

I'm just not very happy now=( I wanna get this heartache away... I have never been such a mood less and emotional state. Guess that I must learn to be behave:) I will and I will try too.

My day is spoilt:( Arghx...

=(

Its's once again weekends:(

It's an Sucky weekends:(

It's just another usual weekends I used to have:(

Oh well...

I guess(not GUESS is TRUE) that today I gonna stay at home and rot, sleep,eat,dream and of course have a date with my books(mountain-ful of notes and what-nots to cover)... Finish up my tutorial question this weekends... (Monday need to hand in the tutorial answers) *Laughs* Mugging all my notes and what so ever I have to do, and get my revision started for the looming exams!!!(there's more to come)

IM BORED~~
IM BORED~~
IM BORED~~
IM BORED~~

Indeed I'm real BORED~~

*Laughs*

I am wondering what happen to dearie, Sms him about 11am he didn't reply, so I tried calling him, there's no answer to.. ( the auto voice mail from singtel) *sigh* I think that I'm going to start to TTM!!!

Im worried:(
Im worried:(
Im worried:(
Im worried:(
Im worried:(

Each and every time I so WORRIED!!!(i'm imagining...bubbles is getting bigger and larger) Hopefully he will reply my SMS when he switch on his phone... He told me that he'll be booking out either at 9am or 12pm... Yarhx... 8.45am he sms me, then after that he said he go and rest...There's no sign of him since 9.15am till now!!! *sigh*

What could had happen to him? Analyzing all about him... There's many question left in me that is un-answered... =( Maybe I really think too much already, who knows that he is sleeping or busy still?? Where could I vent my worries?? Arghx...

*my wistful negative thoughts arrives*

*Sigh*

=(

I think that I'm going to fall sick again... *Sigh*

Sorethroat again...

Flu again...

Coughing again...

(there's more sickness joining the family)

Drink more aqua... it's never enough!!!

*Laughs*

Yahoo...

Dearie Is back...

Worries are gone~~~

*Hearts*

Oh well...

Can't write too long today...

As I'm going off to my grandparents place with my mummy. Go and find my grandparents and talk:)

My grandparents are flying off tonight to Beijing for hoilday:) Should be going to airport to send them off, depends on my family schedule tonight:)

Happy Hoildays to my grandparents!!!

Maybe going PC Show with mummy later, as we wanna buy PSP for my lil' brother! It's all Depends on our time^^

*woots*

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