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Wednesday, October 31, 2007
-最后一天。。。


在這最后一天的這個月,我已經感到很累了。。。


空虚的心情,是很难用言语来解释的。。。


心理的無可奈何的情緒已經把我帶道一個陌生的路綫。。。


我知道在這最重要的日子我因該活得快樂一點。。。


我相信努力的做我該做的事情是最好的辦法。。。


把所有的不愉快的是跑開把。。。


沒有人會體諒我現在的事心情,不過我不會放起我的人生的道路。。。


活的快樂一些,心情也會變得好一些。。。


我很安慰了因爲有朋友的鼓勵, 我會活的跟坚强跟勇敢。。。


加油吧!

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/31/2007 05:33:00 PM



-Simply Tired!!


Im simply feeling very tired over loads of stuff/problems...

*Sigh*


On the sidenote, I have gotten my result for the supplementary paper that I took few weeks back, however, in a mock horror I didn't make it again, and I need to re-module, but Im not going to re-module, because I totally don't have the interest in maths... =( I like it or not, I still need to face the music.


For some weird/morbid way, Im contented that Mummy and Da Jie didn't force me to re-module, they ought to know that Im not smart in maths... I give credits to them!! Especially my dearest da jie, she console me over the phone last night when I received the mail. I know that my da jie wants me to be happy in whatever I do and Im glad that she really understand me loads. *She's mine best da jie*



Apparently, Im feeling a lil' unwell, and I have went to see a doctor...=( Now, I'm feeling yet again so drowsy and sick! (My medication's kicking in!) *Hurhur*


I guess more sleeps for me... Let's sleep through out the whole day...



*TinGz needs more sleeps*

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/31/2007 12:28:00 PM



Monday, October 29, 2007
-Monday Blues


Well...

It's officially another Monday Blues I use to have just like any other Mondays... *Sigh*

Im feeling kinda woozy and sick...

Seriously having a bad headache that cause me to have sleepless nights... *hurhur*

Indeed, I went to see a doctor and told the doctor about my sickness...

And she advice me not to worry and think too much I should relax more...

*Sly smiles*

I ought to know that I have gotten an MC for the day, however I need to go back to school as today is the last tutorials for Fundamentals of Marketing...

Note:Dont feel like going but no choice but to drag myself there and let's hope I wont fall asleep... {self-denial, obviously} *Wry smiles*

I just feel like sleeping, and sleeping could end all thoughts, however I kept waking up in the middle of the wee night... And the uncountable of calls I've rang my darling... *opps, I didnt mean it*

Alright, that's all for today, need to get prepare for school... (very un-willing)

*TinGz needs more sleeps*

*Hearts*

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/29/2007 02:35:00 PM



Sunday, October 28, 2007
-Moody Sunday=(


Arghx...

During this Sunday Im kinda lil' moody and perhaps it gotta to with the end of the month and it's time... Shhh... Shhh...


*Laughs*

Frankly speaking, Im feeling kinda sleepy right now but whenever Im lying on my bed my brain couldn't stop functioning... *Sigh* Maybe I tend to think too much uhh... *Cries*


Hopefully next month will be a better month for me and everyone...=) *Woots*

And I cant wait for the count down of school life...

Maybe sleeping can end all thoughts... {Self-denial, obviously}

On the sidenote, I should try to relax myself and not to be too tense up because it will cause my body function to be weak...

Nothing much happen on this Sunday, just went out during the day and reach back home at wee afternoon... And Im looking very forward for another retail therapy session... I wanna get the watch that I saw at TPY...

I shall end here =)

*TinGz needs some strength*

*Hearts*

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/28/2007 09:05:00 PM



Saturday, October 27, 2007
-Another Weekends...!!


It's finally another weekends...

But this weekends Im totally on a different note, as I have much time for "TinGz alone moments" and what-nots...


*Hurhur*


Im feeling kinda sleepy already, I guess I should go for a short nap after this...!! *Snore snore snore*


I'll be staying at home for this weekends to study for my upcoming exams and continue the mugging down of my mountain-ful of notes and what-nots to be covered... =I


Admist, I do still have some things to be done this weekends, like packing my room and what-nots...!! To keep me occupied =) *Woots*


After so much of hip cups happen here and there, I shall finally put down the big stone that I've and move on from today... The Big stone that Im referring too is PROJECTS... *Wry smiles*


I reckons that lectures will questioned me why I didn't hand in the project which might to be explain to group dispute... *Cries* I beckons that Im going to have a BIG EGG for my fundamental of marketing projects... But who cares right?? It's only a 15 marks and I really see no point now by doing last minute work...


I ought to know that Im not feeling very happy about the project but however its just another 2weeks and after that I no need to see those faces I hate...!! *Sorry*


What its now, it's already consequent... So face the fact and never sigh about it again... =)


*Sly smiles*


Gradually, Im lucky that Im the project leader for"consumer behavior" module so that I can have a say uhh... Either way you look at it...! *Laughs*


Come to and end for projects...


Stay focus for the upcoming exams...

And..


After that...


Freedom beckons... =)


*Woots*


*TinGz wants to be happy everyday*


*HeaRts*

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/27/2007 12:52:00 PM



Friday, October 26, 2007
-Fucked Up...!!


Well...
I know when Im blogging this down it will be going to be end of the day...
But who cares right?? At least I bothered to come here to blog a lil' bits...

*Laughs*

Today is really a fucked up day for me and Im lucky that its going to be end of the day...

So many stupid problems happen here and there which I dont wish to elaborate much on it because I feel it's pointless... :{


Im really very sad by what happen this evening during the lecture or I should say when I reached the lecture room...


You decide alright...

No one really like being pit point at... I can only say that some things is just an give and take suitation... *sobs* It really affected much on the "LIM FAMILY"... Sorry folks I cant reveal just to protect myself being questioned and protect my identity...


*Wry smiles*


Im seriously having loads of stress and what-nots, I hope things can be less complicated and hope people can work hand in hand... Isn't sound very difficult right??


*wonder why some idiots are like this*

F***K...!!! %6\^@%*


*Humpfz*


People dont test my patient, if not you'll regret to through the rest of your living...!!


On the sidenote, Im feeling rather wistful then befuddle...


Perhaps its an critical moment that I need to go through it... No Pain No Gain...







And I guessed that, somewhere along the way, I became preoccupied with picking and collecting stones so much so that it became an obsession somewhat...Maybe it has to do with my character; I'm pretty laid back and easy-going when it comes to friends, cos as one mellows and age, one would generally wanna chill out with friends and avoid conflicts... My mantra being "What matters is just being happy!" when Im out with my friends... So more often than not, some stones take my presence for granted and bullies the hell outta me! Yes! Amazingly, I often let my friends get their way, cos I'm honestly, too nice and indecisive, so they often take my indecisiveness as doing what they wanna do... So more often than not, I become some sort like a doormat, if that's the way to describe it! *Hurhur* =(


TinGz shall be nicer to herself and her lovely true friends around her from now on!

=)






*TinGz needed more pats on her shoulder*

*HeaRts*














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Carrie;eirrac: 10/26/2007 11:28:00 PM



Thursday, October 25, 2007
-Basic Driving Theory Test!!


Basic Driving Theory Test...


I've FAILED...


(yea, the fact that I Failed, but I still sound proud saying it out)


*nothing to hide lahx*


*Opps Im not disappointed, because I expected that I gonna FAILED*


*Laughs*


Well


It's over so dont go and think about it already...


Should just stay focus on what's more important now...


And...


I've officially starting mugging down the information for the report, it's really hibernating... *Humpfz*


It gives me a BIG HEADACHE...!!


I guess, I'll be super duper busy tomorrow onwards...


Don't have pretty much time for myself, that sound sad isn't??


*Wry smiles*

Sometimes, I wished I've more time for my love ones/dearies friends, however, time dont really permits me to meet you all up... Time constraint...!! *wat a waste*


Too much works to be done and hopefully Im able to finish the projects by the end of this weekends... And this weekends are burned into pieces... *Gasp*


I digressed...!!


Back to projecting...!!


=)

Keep The Smiles MY DEARIE:)



*HeaRts*

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/25/2007 09:33:00 PM



-Today's October 25th...


It's a day when I woke up feeling very shag... =(



It's a day when Im going for my driving theory test, and Im not prepared...


*Wish ME luck*


It's a day when I need to get all those projects done... :{


A day that never will be peaceful =(



An usual day I had just like any other day...


(Will update when Im back from my theory test)


Sorry folks...


=)

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/25/2007 09:15:00 AM



Wednesday, October 24, 2007
-What's New??


What's new for today??


Just a slight changes...


Well...


It's just the change of my timing...


It use to be like any other usual day...


It's lecture/tutorial day...


And counting down to end of school life...


*opps I cant wait...!!*



Instead of going out from the house at 6pm usually...


Today might be a slight difference...


Will be meeting my Rowena Jie Jie early at about 5pm and that means...


I need to go outta house at 4pm...


There's a purpose why Im out so early...


It's once again another retail therapy session with my dearest Rowena jie jie=)


*Woots*


Wondering what will I get for myself later??



Yea, gotta get a pair of shoe from Image turn...



*Smiles*


Recently, has been feeling real stress out and really very tired by what really matters me loads... Well, let's look on the bright side of life and think positive... =)



Well, let's put all those worries far behind me, and look forward for the upcoming events...!!



On the sidenote, tomorrow will be the driving theory test...!!



Please wish me luck har..~~


^^

I shall end here, as time don't really permits to blog today... Time is kinda tight...


I promise to update soon...


=)



*HeaRts*

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/24/2007 12:36:00 PM



Tuesday, October 23, 2007
-Boiling Extreme...!!


*Humpfz*


It's the boiling extreme running through the bloodstream...!!


While mugging for the projects that is going to be due very very soon, I decided to take a breather and to blog a lil', mainly because I am a lil' bored and highly stressed up over the mountain-ful of information, what-nots to be gathered...!! *Sigh*


Apparently, Im trying very hard to get those snippets of information gathered as soon as possible, and it's really hibernating... The life cycle doesn't seems to be going well for me, and there's too much of crocks ups happen here and there. Gradually, to have an "free rider" in the group isn't glam at all... WTF...


There's nothing much that I can do now, just do my part as a team mate to go whatsoover that can be done and get over with it and get focus on the upcoming examination that will be looming very very soon...!!



On the sidenote, Im feeling befuddle...


In the mist of blogging, Im also chatting with my dearest sister Evelyn, I know that she's feeling kinda sad over her boyfriend stuff and what-nots. I know that she couldn't help much with what had happen. But I want her to know that, guys sometimes also have their emotionally side, so let him be and try to be there for him whenever he need you...

I have therefore,read her blog, and I can see a change in my dearest sister Evelyn, I hope that you won't waste the effort that you have put in... And I can only say, there's pros and cons being in a relationship... *Wry smiles*


On the other hand, I think that sometimes is boyfriend duty to text/call up their girlfriend and don't let the girl to initate it first everytime... I truly understand how Jie is feeling, I can only urge her not to think so much... For there's other more important stuff for you to be done...


I hope after the long conversation via MSN, she'll feel better and focus on what's more important.. Do ring me up to update me... Look on the bright side of life gal...


Do you remember during my wistful moments, you told me not to think so much and what-nots and it's applies to you... =)



*Wry smiles*



Back to projects...!!

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/23/2007 02:12:00 PM



Monday, October 22, 2007
-Tired /Stress Out


Im absolutely tired out/stress out from the activities and the happenings over the weekend... And Im please to announce that weekends are officially over... Aww...=)


On the sidenote, I'm feeling rather a lil' Monday blues... But I guess I gonna be alright soon... {self-denial, obviously}


Yea, and today is another lecture to attend and it officially the counting down of end of school life... But that's not a full stop yet, as examinations are looming very very soon... Hopefully this time round I'll put in my best effort and all my confidence in it...


I ought to know that, I'm highly stress out, however, time never really permits to stop wondering around and stop thinking about loads of stuff and what-nots...!! :{


During the most critical moments, I could only merely tell myself don't to be too tense up and try to look on the bright side of life... Yayy...


On the different note, journey in life never seems very smooth for me and there's heaps of hip cups happen here and there, and Im seriously very bothered by it. I guess it's time to really STOP my braincell from thinking... *Wry smiles*


It's a vicious cycle of rise and shine (Wished I could sleep more...It isn't morning yet {Self-denial, obviously}), mad rush for projects, more projects, mastering the fine art of "Acting Busy" and avoiding "arrows" (from skiving team mates whom I shall not name who wanna get the noobs to get the project done while they either SMS friends or do absolutely nothing much...!)


*Sigh*


Friends have been calling me to meet up and what-nots, but unfortunately, school days usually ends at 9-ish or 10-ish (If sh*t happens!)...So, apologies to my darlings...It isn't intentional that we dont get to meet up...! =I


Let's hope this week will be an good week for me and everyone out there...!!



*HeaRts*



*TinGz needs more luck*

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/22/2007 01:01:00 PM



Sunday, October 21, 2007
-在这个周末。。。


在这个周末,我感到非常的寂寞和孤单。。。=(



我真得很累了。。。



無心的心情,無奈的感受, 我真的受夠了。。。


就讓時間真名吧。。。


無可奈何的感受就讓它慢慢的好起來吧。。。


咳。。。

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/21/2007 01:10:00 PM



Saturday, October 20, 2007
-Retail Therapy Session


It's and idyllic retail therapy session on Saturday=)



*Woots*



Firstly had went to watch the movie called "mr woodcrock"...



*Laughs*


Not going to review any stories about it you all go watch it...!!




And yea, I have done bit's of retail therapy session this idyllic afternoon, and I'm kinda satisfied with what I have brought from town...!! Well, there's an catchy sandals which I saw it at PS M) phosis, and I gonna get it on this coming Thursday... *Hooray*




Apparently, this coming Thursday will be my basic driving theory test, and I'm very un-prepared... *Laughs* Well, isn't much time for me to really study and memorized those sigh and what-nots...!!





Alright, here are the stuff that I brought and I Manage to snap pictures of it...








I've brought this skirt at 2pieces at $30! Isn't worth?? The Front & Back View!! I LOVE this skirts...It added to my skirts collection...=P
This pair of water belongs to me and my darling=) NIKE JUST DO IT!!!
On the sidenote, I'm feeling kinda sleepy and it's time to go for a short nap=)
*Hearts*

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/20/2007 08:33:00 PM



Friday, October 19, 2007
-My idyllic Friday...! =)


So, as random boredom starts crawling into a person's bloodstream, that particular person becomes very bored... Well, in my case, it's due to the fact that I've been pretty much dateless!! (*Gasp*), so I have been spending much time at home...


I dunno about other people, but to me, spending time at home can be, in some ways, therapeutic! *LauGhs*


I kid you not!


Why do I say so? Well, I get to spend quality time with my bed and my mountain-ful of notes, study guide and what-nots to be covered...!! Had a lovely morning today, it because I gotten a call from my dearest darling in the early morning at about 6.30am... It's really sweet of him ringing me in the morning, I ought to know that I'm still sleeping but I did heard very careful by what he had to say... The three words, in the mist of my sleeping moments, really makes my days... Hor darling hor??? *Hearts*


Apparently, there's another lecture to be attend this evening and hopefully I won't doze off to sleep uhh... {self-denial,obviously} *Laughs*


In the mist of rushing/brushing up all those projects makes me a like wary... Hopefully everything will be done by the end of next week because it's time to get prepare for the looming examination and what-nots... I reckon that the calamity is going to be the high boiling extreme...!! :{


The hibernating nights isn't very glam at all...!! =(


And I can't wait for 22Nov 2007, that's when freedom beckons and working life beckons...!!! *Wry smiles*



This weekends I shall have fun...!!!


Yayy...



*HeaRts*




On the sidenote, Happy 3rd Anniversary Darling!=)

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/19/2007 01:27:00 PM



Thursday, October 18, 2007
-At 1-ish In The Morning=)


While mugging for the upcoming and very very soon exams, I decided to take a breather and to blog a lil', mainly because I am a lil' bored and highly stressed up over the mountain-ful of notes, study guides and what-nots to cover! =(



Apparently, I have been "dating" my mountain-ful of notes,study guides and what-nots to be cover for the past few nights and add to the fact more "dating nights" come by...!! *Laughs*



I'm feeling kinda stress out and I seriously have no idea what the hell should I do right now at this moment... *Help please*


During this time I should be sleeping soundly on my bed and go into a pool of sweet dreams, however time constraint from me sleeping for long hours... *Sigh*


In the mist, of mugging down all those important notes and whatsoever, I wanted to ring up my darling, however I didn't because I do not wanna disturbed him while he is sleeping and it's really tedious having heaps hours of duties and what-nots...


Indeed, I am really busy with my school loads nowadays, so my apology to all my dearies friends who wanted to meet me up for some retail therapy session/kopi session/gossip session... Time constraint for me to do all these too... *Wry smiles*


I promise I'll meet up you all soon alright?? After my examinations are over and time permits me to meet you all... At this moment, I miss everyone... *Hearts*


However 2months from now I'm able to enjoy my Forever Young Birthday, I know is another 2month to go but it will reach soon... Anyway, it's on Christmas eve, I reckons that I'll have heaps of sms-es during my Forever Young Birthday... I ought to know I don't have any idea how to celebrate but there's no different between celebrating it anot...


*Sly smiles*


I guess it's time to top up my for my clothing's and footwear... And recently there isn't nice clothing's and footwear that catch my eyes... *Laughs* Hopefully there'll be a sales end of the year??? {Self-denial, obviously} *Laughs*But for those, I'd definitely need a sponsor...



*Laughs*



Back to Books...!!!




*TinGz needs more support and encouragement*

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/18/2007 01:21:00 AM



Wednesday, October 17, 2007
-在這個開始的星期三。。。


在這個開始的星期三,我感到很累了。。。



不止該河是好, 無奈的心情一直沒有好起來而造成了不必要的痛苦。。。



不過我已經感到很安慰了因爲有好朋友,家人和男朋友 的鼓勵 , 我一定會勇敢地面對未來的路。。。



我可以說得就是,不要去想將來的路該這麽過。。。



開心最重要, 因爲人不是爲了傷心而活, 是爲了能看到每一天的太陽和陽光。。。




記得把每一天過得開開心心。。。




咳。。。!

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/17/2007 01:28:00 PM



Tuesday, October 16, 2007
-It's An Sucky Day=(


Im still having problems with my connection to the Internet (Bloody Singnet!) and its getting to be a lil' tad more than irritating when I'm online via MSN and my friends keep saying Im popping in and out of MSN far too often! *Laughs* What's more, all the websites that I surf either takes donkey ages to load, or it never loads! =(


I have save this post onto my PC before posting on the blog.



Apparently, today is another sucky day that I use to have like any other day. Im feeling a lil’ lost in the jungle and still searching the way out of the "unknown route". *Sigh*


Sitting down here to blog this post, Im feeling rather wistful again and it gotta to with a certain problems. And Im feeling kinda agitated over a certain of stuff which make me feel quite upset over it. The feeling of being lost in the jungle isnt glam at all. All I can do at this moment is to stay positive and never think of the negative side.


I guess Im too loaded with problems as what Darling Jennifer told me yesterday via sms, she told me not to be too loaded if the load can be throw away then I should just throw it away and look forward.


Too much stress loads leads me to a very stressful moment, during this stressful moment Im glad that Darling Jennifer did offer me a listening ear and told me not to worry too much. And of course those love ones, thank for not giving up on me. *Hearts*


On the sidenote, I guess sleeping's really end all thoughts which really help me a lot . I really hope that during this critical moment there ll be someone here for me, be it my dearie friends/boyfriend/family, to give me more encouragement and falter me a hug when I beckons.


There are a few options why I have either silent my cellphones or to switch it off.


To admit now my both cellphone are switch off.

Reasons:

Silent mode: is due to having lecture or mood wasnt very good.


Switch off mode: Mood is to the extreme limit which Im feeling real moody! And don't wish to get disturb by call/sms-es.


I guess by doing those few options it will enable me to have a crystal clear mind and being able to clam my down and hopefully after the thinking and what-nots my mood will get back to the normal me. Its really the stress loads that I have is causing all this moody moments. *Sigh*


It really helps me a lot when I either switch my cellphones to silent or totally switch off, because that's the only time I can really have my "own moments". Thinking through what is right for me to do now and to focus on what's more important. As what one of my bestie told me"Focus on what's more important" better then to think of the things that couldn't change. I must really say a BIG thank you to this bestie doctor, he/she has really seen me through my ups/downs and offers me the best opinion and bring me back to earth again. *smiles*


There's too much say I beckons and I shouldn't say much because I really don't wanna be questioned...


I'm simply feeling very tired and I really had enough of rubbish and what-nots...


I guess what I should now is to go back to sleep and perhaps sleep until tomorrow morning, this rainy weather is making me more tired... *Snore snore snore*


Sleeping end all thoughts....!!!


*Wry smiles*




*TinGz stressful moments*

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/16/2007 02:34:00 PM



Monday, October 15, 2007
-在这个夜晚。。。


在这个夜晚,我如何該入睡。。。


心情有點無奈,不知該和是好。。。


因爲壓力的遭成讓我的睡眠不如從前。。。


我又失眠了。。。深夜的宁静是孤独和寂寞的。。。空虚的心情,是很难用言语来解释的。。。


我真的感到很累了。。。


咳。。。!

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/15/2007 11:56:00 PM



-Lack Of Sleep!! -_-


Its amazing what a nap, or shall I call that "Knocked-Out (KO-ed) kinda sleep" does to the brain...I had to pee, so I dragged myself outta bed, and before I knew it...I couldn't sleep...


It's a lil' weird that the night owl has been developing weird sleeping habits, or the lack of sleep habits, recently. I haven't been sleeping well, which might explain the stress and my upper arm is hurting like hell... *Sigh*



I managed to sleep at three-ish(close to 4-ish) for the past few days, and I woke at at close to 6am just to visit the loo or replied the heaps of sms-es I gotten during the wee hours, and after that, sleep didn't beckon! :(


Apparently, I really have no idea why are the sleep habits outta control which makes me feel rather moody at times... Perhaps it's either Monday Blues or the lack of sleep does to my brain...


You decide alright...!! *Laughs*


On the sidenote, I'm seriously very tired over my school work loads and what-nots... What I could do now is really to stay in the nonchalant feelings… I do hope that time will initially make things goes smooth for me... As I'm having heaps of stuff to be done and get over with it...


Come close to heart, while I was sleeping there's a good friend of mine text me during the wee hours, and I managed to reply her at only 9am... Simply because I'm exhausted... So my apologies to those who have text me earlier during the wee hours and I replied after hours...


Alternatively, I have no idea why today I can sleep through the night and started to ignore those ringing of sms-es tones... I have never done this before, because if I'm sleeping people who text me will get my replied as soon as possible... Perhaps today I'm seriously very tired... -_-


I guess in the mist of getting myself prepare for the looming examination, I wouldn't be able to sleep as often as much I wanted...*Sigh* Hopefully after examination I'm able to enjoy myself and get sufficient of rest if time permits... {Self-denial, obviously}...!!! =(


Well...


Today's the second last lesson of business communication, and hopefully today lesson I might be able to absorb and learn something...I seriously fear that I couldn't make it for the examination... Being positive is what I can do right now at this moment... =P



There's too much to worry about, so I guess just let it be and live today as a day that god gives me a chance to see the beautiful sky... *Hearts*


Back to sleeps...!! -_-




*TinGz need more sleeps*

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/15/2007 11:10:00 AM



Sunday, October 14, 2007
-It's Officially One down Two More To Go!!


It's officially one down and two more to go....!!! And that's no other then my projects... It really has hit the boiling extreme which makes me feel real agitated over the group members I have...


And I'm please to announce that the pair work for "business communication" has come to an end... As I was at hougang during the afternoon with my friend to get it done over it so that we are able to concentrated on the self-study... Which I think is more important, as it upholds 70 percent...



I thought they're an obliging members, however, there's only like 3 members participate in the projects and the other one is just a "free rider"... F**K....!!!



Apparently, I hope that the two group project will be done as soon as possible as there's isn't much time left for self- study for the looming examination which is about less then a month... *Sigh*


I know no point cursing and swearing here but I wanna let you people know that isn't nice to have one group members who doesn't wanna help out... Let's look on the bright side of life...



Hopefully I can get those two group project done by the end of this week...{self-denial,obviously} *Laughs* I still need to gather those snippets of information and mugging down my notes and what-nots that need to be covered... Hopefully everything sail well uhh!!!


It's officially the second last week of lecture and I can't wait for it to end on 5 Nov 2007... I guess it's then freedom beckons... *opps too happy* =)


Initially, I switch off my both cellphones again because I'm feeling a lil' tired... I shouldn't elaborate much on why I switch off my cellphones, because I don't wanna get questioned... =X


For the past few days, I'm feeling kinda tired and hopefully to sleeps like 16hours a day, and I must dreaming... *Fat hope*


It's a lil' weird that the night owl has been developing weird sleeping habits, or the lack of sleep habits, recently. I haven't been sleeping well, which might explain the stress and what-nots...



I managed to sleep at three-ish for the past few days, and I woke at at close to 6am just to visit the loo, and after that, sleep didn't beckon! :(


Because my brain was still wondering around and thinking of loads stuff which are close to my heart... That really matters me for days and it's no other then the stress loads from school... *Sigh* That is an un-glam nights...!! -_-


Health-wise, I'm kind back at my "TinGz wanna gain weight" programme... *LauGhs*



Let's hope that I'll gain some weight uhh... {self-denial, obviously} *LauGhs*


I guess the new week which I'm rather alone... *Sigh*


Well, the coming new week will try to keep myself busy and occupied with things to be done and hopefully to meet up Darling Jennifer for some retail therapy before the started of her new school term... *opps waiting*



I promise to update soon...!!!


=DD


*TinGz is rushing for projects*

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/14/2007 06:02:00 PM



Saturday, October 13, 2007
-It's Weekends...


The weekend was finally here!


My apologies for not updating my blog soon, as promised, cos my Internet connection has been screwing up on me since early Friday night, and it just went literally crazy all through the weekend! :(


Im finally back online, and I hope there wouldn't be more craziness to the Internet connection, else I've to tear my hair out in bits and drabs! *Laughs*


Im still having problems with my connection to the Internet (Bloody Singnet!) and its getting to be a lil' tad more than irritating when I'm online via MSN and my friends keep saying Im popping in and out of MSN far too often! *Laughs* What's more, all the websites that I surf either takes donkey ages to load, or it never loads! =(


Add to that was the fact that my Internet connection at home is still pretty much cranky; you'd get the picture...! *Laughs*


Apparently, I wasn't feeling real good in da mood today as there's too much of stuff screwed-up here and there or I should say the inner side of my feelings is making those stupid feelings...
Either way you look at it...!! *Laughs*



On the side note, I will be leading a real busy life after tomorrow, and that's no other then my school stuff... Mugging downs all those snippet of information that I have gather from the webby or from group members, it's like hell alright... Hopefully all my projects will be done and somehow I'll hand it in to the admin side... {Self-denial, obviously}


For some weird/morbid reason or another, I noticed that my lectures are going to end soon in another two more weeks to come by... *Hooray* I know, I can't wait for it to end because Im getting quite upset over MIS teaching functions and what-nots and seriously having to read those mountain-ful of notes isn't pleasant at all...It's like hell... *Sigh*



While mugging for the upcoming and very very soon exams, I decided to take a breather and to blog a lil', mainly because I am a lil' bored and highly stressed up over the mountain-ful of notes, study guides and what-nots to cover! =(


That sound hibernating isn't??


You decide alright!!


For some werid/morbid reason or another, freedom will officially reckons after 5 Nov 2007 and that will be the very last day of lecture... And I can't wait for it to end...!!! *Laughs*




The different note that will be looming after 22 Nov 2007 are the working life that I must get use to it... And of course I will still pursue my educational certificate in order to be well-paid when I really enter the working environment...


There's too much to beckons I guess, all I needed was more encouragement and support and of course don't create any funny problems for me... *Wry smiles*



I am still trying to look nonchalant at times...



I felt befuddled by all those sucky problems...


Hopefully things will goes smooth for me once again and I need to find back the happy girl use to be when my feelings don't bribe me…


Lastly, I wanna thank all my dearies friends/love ones who have helped me in one way or another and I know there's too many names on mind and I can't literally type it down... You guys know who you are...


Being happy everyday is what I wanted... =)


*Hearts*


*Let wish ME luck*

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/13/2007 05:33:00 PM



Friday, October 12, 2007
-Unsorted Feelings!!


The random ramblings "unsorted feelings"...!!


I guess it alll gotta do with my stress loads and what-nots...!!

=(


I'm a sad girlie:(


Well, at this point of view, I won't not blog my personal problems here as I wanna protect myself from questioned by people out there...



I guess hiding deep inside my heart is the best solution of all... I know I should share with my bestie friends and those who care for me, however I have chosen to kept it inside my heart all by myself and hopefully the "unsorted feelings" will be alright soon...



Apparently, this few days I'm feeling kinda tired over my school stress loads and what-nots... I really hope that there'll be friends who will pick me up and guide me through my journey... I have use the whole entire night to think through and to keep myself from the crystal clear mind... *Wry smiles*



I know it's silly of me!! Thinking through about those problems I have or I should say those "unsorted feelings" has lead me to nowhere!!! :{



I've learn to let go of what I need to so that I won't feel loaded... I guess endings always have the writing saying that each day god has given us is a gift, be it a bad/good, god wants me to learn something... No point being too encroaching towards loads of stuff which I can't change... So I rather let it be... If time is up, I'll look forward and never make the mistake again...



It's never nice to have those "unsorted feelings"... I ought to know that by thinking too much doesn't solve any problems but yet this feelings has been here recently... *Sigh*




I'm simply feeling tired over life, BUT I won't do anything silly to hurt myself...



*Sly smiles*



I guess that's too much to beckons, because no one is perfect....!!!



Make everyday a day that like you never cried before and make this day by putting on a smiley on the face!!! *Smiles*



In spite of, being real busy for the looming weeks I guess I don't have much time for myself, and it's a good thing... As I'm busy time won't permits to go moody!!!


*Laughs*



Yea, will be going for this evening lecture and I kid you not, its gonna be a very boring want!!! *Laughs* I guess half way through the lecture I'll make myself disappear... And find the way back to home!!! *Home Sweet Home*


*Woots*


What I need now is to have more rest that really can stop my brain from functioning when I'm sleeping... *Snore Snore Snore*




*Let wish ME Luck*

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/12/2007 12:47:00 PM



Thursday, October 11, 2007
-My Current Mood - Part Two


On a side note, I came by here again to blog again...


Now what I wanna say is....


Sometimes silent is the best answer of all...


I used to remember that I was an rebellious a lil' girl in the earlier days in my life... I use to talk back to whoever has offended me or just nagging about me...


Time has flown by me...


Now I'm a girl who is less wary and I won't even answer back, be it whether am I in the wrong or not... Because I seriously thinks that by keeping silence less things will happen... I mum-med...


There's pros and cons keep quite at times.. Just not to get offended or get piss off...


I simply not in a very good mood today, so I have been keeping my cellphones to either silent mode or switch it off...


Because at this moment I don't wish to answer any calls or to reply any sms-es...


In the mist of being MIA, I have thought through about loads of stuff and what-nots... I guess what I could do now, is to keep myself busy so that I don't even have the time to check my miss call and sms-es... *Sigh*



Apparently, I really need to be alone and need to do some self- reflection and sitting down and think through what have I done through my years of living...


There's random questions that is running through my mind...



But I'm not revealing...



Because I rather keep those thoughts to myself then to share...



Now what I need to focus on is on my projects and the looming examination... I'm highly- stress out!!



I must thank Darling Jennifer for crapping with me via msn...


=)



*TinGz needs to relax*

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/11/2007 10:24:00 PM



-My Current Mood!!


TinGz current mood isn't feeling very good nor either feeling very bad...!!


Either way you look at it...! *Laughs*


Its officially Thursday and my "recent mood" isn't feeling good or bad...


Or...


I should said it I'm feeling a lil' rather emotional from this afternoon??


You decide alright...


=(


I have no idea what the hell am I thinking about?? I'm kinda worried about loads of stuff... But I guess some problems I shouldn't even said it here because isn't very nice to blog it here...


And seriously I'm having a very bad flu which leads to nose bleeding... *Sigh* I will bear the pains by myself... I'm feeling rather alone... :( How sad it is when you are feeling real sick and down, and there's no one I can really turn to at this hour... I'm blessed that Darling Jennifer did spare me some of her times to allow me to nags all my problems to her...



Apparently, I switch off my two cellphone as I didn't wanna get disturbed by sms/call... I'm simply not in the mood right now... I'm sorry if friends or mine ring/sms me but not reachable..



On a side note, I know I wasn't feeling pretty good in the mood but never the less I didn't chat with this acquaintance via Msn... I know that she isn't feeling alright too, I guess it gotta do with relationship problem again... I can only urge her to let go a bit when time is really up and fate has faded move on...



(I'm not revealing her name because I need to protect her identity, otherwise I'll be questioned by millions of her friends including her lover)



I know on another hand, she couldn't reach me because I have switch off my both cellphones... I'm sorry my dear girl...



What I can help you is to lend you my ears when you needed the most and most importantly after talking to me and I hope you will feel much better... And I hope that I've talk some sense to you and hope you'll take my advice...



I hoped after the really long conversation, I did talked some sense into her and that she would realized that the best thing for her now, if she really want to move on is to totally try to get the guy out of her life...The first step would most definitely be the toughest step to make, but I hope she would find the courage to take that first step towards better things and better men in her life! =)



Do you know that it hurts me when you cried over the phone because of him and it's really silly of you... I'm sorry to say that but I need you to wake up at this point of time...



On another note,the tricky part as in my opinion, I felt as though that the guy had been forever taking her presence in his life for granted, and she was constantly treated like a rag doll...She had to be there for him, but whenever she needed him, he was nowhere!



And it's been years whizzed by this acquaintance alone and it's also been years never her ways and always his ways... So I hope that this acquaintance will really wake up from her thinking too much and what-nots.. I know isn't easy to handle this kind of situation...



But is it worthwhile being with him?? As what I really feels he really has been taking you for granted..



No one wanted to be treated like a rag doll and my dear girl you don't deserve to be treated like this...


I hope she will really think through what is the best for her... Sometime not getting what you want is a great blessing...



Oh well...


Put the focus back on me right now...



Having a chat with Darling Jennifer via msn... Cos as I said before I wasn't feeling real good too... I seriously hate the PMS moods... *Sigh*



What can I do at this moment is to keep myself busy...!!!


I know sometimes by thinking too much doesn't help to solve problems... Perhaps I really need a good pair of ears that can offer me the best opinions... Yea, I do have friends/darling who really give me the best opinions, they're the ones who has been with through my ups and downs..


Depsite of them being busy with work or with school stuff, they never fail to ring me up and listen to what I have to say...



The different note was I really felt really wistful I guess moods tends to change like the weather forecast... As one of my bestie doctor tell me, moving on and pursue your dreams is more realistic... I guess that this bestie doctor knows what's TinGz want in her life... And I must thank this bestie doctor for being the nicest doctor to me... Indeed this bestie doctor is real busy with work and what-nots, however, tis bestie doctor never fails to cheer me up and bring me back to earth after telling me what should I do...



I admit sometimes those thinking too much feelings isn't nice at all, but I can't help it... :( The starting of those thinking illusion and the ending of the illusion feeling has been knock me down!!!



In a weird/morbid way, things has never turn out to be the way it should be and I guess ending always has the writing saying to allow myself to live again tomorrow with beautiful moments... *Wry smiles*



I was trying to look nonchalant at times...



I felt befuddled by all those sucky problems..



Sometimes my emotional feelings has bribe me...


=(


I couldn't hide things to myself, so I'll share with my bestie friends and I'm glad they always ready for me... *Hearts*


Initially, I did switch off my cellphone for almost half an afternoon... I know friends or mine will text/call me up... After which, my house rang and my lil' brother told me is my darling who rang me...


Oh well...



There's a purpose of me switching of my cellphones because I'm feeling real down and all I felt that I'm all alone... So I decide to calm myself down by switching off my cellphones... I'm missing in action!! *Laughs*



The feeling of missing in action Aka MIA was alright to me because I really need my "own time"...



Closed to heart I am feeling very tired...









*TinGz is searching for the way out *

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/11/2007 06:30:00 PM



-张栋梁 - 当你孤单你会想起谁


This particular songs has just been running through my mind!!!

It's an nice song but a down to earth song...


Enjoy!!




你的心情总在飞 什么事都想去追 想抓住一些安慰
你总是喜欢在人群中徘徊 你最害怕孤单的滋味


你的心那么脆 一碰就会碎 经不起一点风吹
你的身边总是要许多人陪 你最害怕每天的天黑

但是天总会黑 人总要离别 谁也不能永远陪谁
而孤单的滋味 谁都要面对 不只是你我会感觉到疲惫


当你孤单你会想起谁 你想不想找个人来陪
你的快乐伤悲 只有我能体会 让我再陪你走一回

你的心情总在飞 什么事都想去追 想抓住一些安慰
你总是喜欢在人群中徘徊 你最害怕孤单的滋味

你的心那么脆 一碰就会碎 经不起一点风吹
你的身边总是要许多人陪 你最害怕每天的天黑

但是天总会黑 人总要离别 谁也不能永远陪谁
而孤单的滋味 谁都要面对 不只是你我会感觉到疲惫


当你孤单你会想起谁 你想不想找个人来陪
你的快乐伤悲 只有我能体会 让我再陪你走一回

当你孤单你会想起谁 你想不想找个人来陪
你的快乐伤悲 只有我能体会 让我再陪你走一回
你的快乐伤悲 只有我能体会 让我再陪你走一回

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/11/2007 02:54:00 PM



Wednesday, October 10, 2007
-Flu!!


Apparently, either my body's immuned to paracetamol or that it's simply not working...


*DraTs*


Anyhows, so many things to talk about, but I don't know where to start...


*Laughs*



My brain cells are either death or my brain cell simply not functioning well at this night... Perhaps its gotta do with my flu!!!

Either way you look at it...!! *Laughs*



On a sidenote, there's three projects on hand which I haven't done yet and its making very stress!! There's nothing much I can say on the projects because two of it are group projects and there's not even one member from those two projects suggested when to meet up to polish up those snippets of information... It's very hibernating!!


Likewise, the pair work project I'm kinda lucky as I'm totally on a different note, because isn't the same member from those two group projects!!! *Sly smiles* The pair work assignment is going to be due on this looming Wednesday, and I'll be meeting Priscilla on this coming weekends to get it done over with it...!! *Wry smiles*


=)


*TinGz is missing her darling*

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/10/2007 10:37:00 PM



Tuesday, October 9, 2007
-What's Life All About?


Yea...

I'm here to talking about LIFE!!




So...


What is the meaning of life? To be happy and useful.


Birth, life, and death -- each took place on the hidden side of a leaf.


Be glad of life because it gives you the chance to love, to work, to play, and to look up at the stars.


Life is to be lived, not controlled, and humanity is won by continuing to play in face of certain defeat. =P


Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover. =P


To live in this world you must be able to do three things: to love what is mortal; to hold it against your bones knowing your own life depends on it; and, when the time comes to let it go, to let it go. =)


If I had my life to live over, I'd dare to make more mistakes next time. I'd relax; I'd limber up. I would be sillier than I have been this trip. I would take fewer things seriously. I would take more chances. I would climb more mountains and swim more rivers. I would eat more ice cream and less beans. I would perhaps have more actual troubles, but I'd have fewer imaginary ones.


You see, I'm one of those people who lived sensibly and sanely hour after hour, day after day. Oh, I had my moments, and if I had to do it over again, I'd have more of them. In fact, I'd try to have nothing else. Just moments, one after the other, instead of living so many years ahead of each day. I've been one of those persons who never goes anywhere without a thermometer, a hot water bottle, a raincoat, and a parachute. If I had it to do over again, I would travel lighter than I have.


If I had my life to live over again, I would start barefoot earlier in the spring and stay that way later in the fall. I would go to more dance; I would ride more merry-go-rounds. I would pick more daisies.




I'm feeling rather kinda emo at this moment, it's because there's one reason causing this emo feelings...



Apparently, last night I went to my maternal granduncle's wake to pay my very last respect of him... He being the nicest granduncle to my family... I use to remember when my paternal great granny and paternal grannny was ill my maternal granduncle will give some money to my parents because my daddy was the only child of my paternal granny... I remember whenever I saw my maternal granduncle, he will start asking us about our paternal great granny and paternal granny... I was like oh well, they are still the same as ill as the day pass by...



I remember when I was a lil' kiddos how my paternal great granny dotes us and feed me with food and what-nots... My paternal granny did the same thing too, but she goes the extra mile to make sure all her four dearies grandchild get the best... Time sure does fly...



I hate how and what old age does to people; It makes people fall really sick, it makes them really really ill...It makes them unable to sleep comfortably just because they're having health problems... I hate it how cancer took away my paternal granny last year 2006, seeing her suffering in pain which I can't help much... Seeing her vomiting her food and seeing her getting weaker and weaker... Which make me feel real heartache whenever I miss her...



It might sound weird but I have been thinking about alot of stuff, especially matters close to my heart recently. Perhaps its got to do with PMS, or the fact that recent events have been triggering memories...



I truly understand the pain that my uncle is suffering as he is the only son of my granduncle, however, I hope that my uncle will continue with his life and he really do have a nice girlfriend who is there for him... I ought to know I'm not close to my uncle my he made an effort to chat with me last night when I was at the wake...



Having said that I hope my maternal granduncle will rest in peace... Hope he is in the other world living well, without any pains and struggles...





Well...



Life is always full of ups and downs, I guess the best is being happy everyday is most virtue... Life may be really sucky at times, and I guess that's the time that god want us to learn and be strong...


TinGz does have a sweet darling who would keep me grounded, sane and happy... A darling that shares all my ups and downs and being there for me when I always wanted... There's too much to reckons... Simply because TinGz has the nicest darling that will really bear all my unreasonable moods and what-nots... After all, I'm a girl who love to be pampered, and cuddling under the arms of darling...And always falter me with the hugs when I beckons... The most credits is to darling... *Hearts*


In spite of, being real mad/sad/emo at times, I do sometimes keep my silent as I guess silence is the best answer of all... I'll be either keeping silence or I will be sleeping throughout the whole day... Sleeping really do ends all thoughts... *Laughs*


I shall end here...



* TinGz off to dinner/telly*

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/09/2007 06:09:00 PM



Monday, October 8, 2007
-Before Going To Bed!!


I'm highly nocturnal =D



I'm turing into an night owl...



Weeeeee....



TinGz is terribly having a very bad stomach cramp and it's gotta do with the monthly thingy...


*Laughs*


And isn't nice to have this pain that is lasting for more then 48 hours...



TinGz is in a great pain:{



TinGz has indeed taken some painkiller before going off to bed...



And finally...


My Darling Jennifer got herself a blogsite...


Do visit her blogsite...


I'm helping her to promote... *Promote Promote*


*Laughs*


Darling Jennifer my credits uhh...


Too much to say and time is running out for me...!!


It's an hibernating week ahead...!!


And the looming of the stress loads that pertaining to school projects...!! Wtf..!! Shit!!


Let's hope that "luck" will be with me through this whole week...


The calamity will not be ended...!!


*Wry smiles*


I guess it's going to be another tedious/anguish week ahead of me...!!


And yesh...


It's once again another lecture day... Hopefully I won't not make myself disappear half way during the lecture later in the day...!! {self-denial, obviously}


=)



*Sigh*


Off to bed...!!



Else my finger will be like the flying piglets later in the day...!!



*Laughs*



To be continue when I'm done with my sleeps...




*TinGz Bedtime!!*




Good nights and sweet dreams to everyone...!!

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/08/2007 01:15:00 AM



Sunday, October 7, 2007
-Ending Of Weekends!!


Well...

I know, my bad for not been blogging much for the past few days...


It's finally the ending of this sucky weekends... I kid you not, this is an very sucky weekends that I ever have in my life... F***K!!!



I guess it got to do with the girl's monthly... *Laughs* And isn't nice having this kind of sucky moods on weekends... It really sucks to death... I has been crying myself to sleep recently, too much crocks up happen here and there... And I'm simply very tired over my school work loads.. It's fucking stress... =(


I ought to know this is an hibernating weekends I ever had in my life... Thanks to the month!! *Sigh*



I has been thinking quite a lot recently and I hope that things will be smooth for me again... And TinGz needs a good rest... Isn't nice crying all the way to sleeps... I remember how my sisters came by asking me in the wee night while I was sleeping last night... She has came back from my uncle's wake and she on the room light and talking damn loud to my eldest sister... Immediately I woke up and scream at her to shut up... And my second sister ask me why my face is so red, I was like uhh... Nahx sick not feeling well that's all..



Apparently, I have been waking up in between my sleeps, as I couldn't sleep well... My brain cells just don't stop functioning... Being the critical moment now all I need was more support and encouragement from all my dearies friends and all my loved ones... That's what TinGz needs now..


*Woots*


Yea, I know some things cannot be control... I guess all I needed was to give myself more space and time to get things going... Hopefully nothing will screwed up again! {self-denial}




*TinGz feel a strong tiredness*

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/07/2007 09:55:00 PM



Thursday, October 4, 2007
-Finally Down!!


TinGz isn't feeling very well at this point of time...


TinGz having a bad sore throat and blocked nose...


*Sigh*


It makes TinGz feeling very unwell...


*Sobs*


TinGz guess it time to visit the doctor...


*Laughs*



Maybe the doctor "miss me"...


Or


Maybe the doctor "miss earning my money"...



Either way you look at it...!!



*Laughs*


Oh well...

Let me share a lil' bit of stories on what happen during the wistful nights...


Yesterday was officially a school day for me and yet I know I went for the lecture and in the mist of the lecture I doze off.. The lecturer thought I fall asleep, and she come to know that I'm not feeling very well... I'm glad that the lecturer allows me to go home during the "break time"...


Well, while heading back home to the east there's many thoughts came by and during that moment I really felt as if I'm all alone... *Sigh* In the train my tears roll down from my cheek and I couldn't help it to control it.. Maybe there are some commuters looking and staring at me...


*Sobs*


After which I have alight at the stop I use to alight, and while I was walking out of the train station I was thinking should I take a walk home or take the feeder bus... In the end, I ended up taking a long walk home from interchange back to my house... While I was walking my mind and soul kept thinking about certain stuff and my tears roll off from my cheek again...


In the mist of walking back home, I rang up a very bestie friend of mine and I know I should only contact him/her during the day, as he/she is busy...!! I should not reveal his/her name to protect them!! I rang him/her up and after a few ringing he/she didn't pick up so I guess he/she must be still busy with work... After a few minutes, he/she replied my call and ask me what happen?? I told him/her if you're busy then it's alright.. And he/she keep insisting asking me what happen I told him/her that I'm feeling very wistful. He/she told me don't think so much. I say ok thank you... I'm glad that no matter how busy are all my friends that bother to stop for awhile and ask me am I alright... I guess this what friends are for... After all, they has been seeing me through my ups and downs..


Despite of being real "upset/wistful",there's friends who will just clown around and act all silly and goofy to make me smile... And giving me the most honest opinion whenever I needed...


=)


I thank them for who they are to me and never fail lending me a good pairs of ears when I needed it the most...



I guess all this setbacks will make me stronger and learn that life is always full of ups and downs and that's a part of growing process...



TinGz bedtime...!!



*snore snore snore*

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/04/2007 12:56:00 PM



Wednesday, October 3, 2007
-缺氧


TinGz is in love with this song...!!

TinGz *hearts* this song...!!

我感到非常的寂寞和孤单。。。



缺氧

春天慢慢一点点发芽 快乐开始都有了想像
城市光合作用的模样 幸福开始组装

夜里满园的茉莉花香 月光洒落看不见忧伤
旋转木马前那个广场 爱情开始滋长

想你有时会缺氧 嘴角不自觉上扬
这是不是幸福的现象 胸口微微的发烫

想你有时会缺氧 脸红呼吸不正常
这是不是幸福的症状 不知不觉又缺氧

夜里满园的茉莉花香 月光洒落看不见忧伤
旋转木马前那个广场 爱情开始滋长


想你有时会缺氧 脸红呼吸不正常
这是不是幸福的症状 不知不觉又缺氧

无法移动的梦想 就算没有人鼓掌 我也不会受伤
不会稀释的信仰 心穿越砖墙 在你的身旁

想你有时会缺氧 嘴角不自觉上扬
这是不是幸福的现象 胸口微微的发烫

想你有时会缺氧 脸红呼吸不正常
这是不是幸福的症状 胸口微微的发烫 不知不觉又缺氧...

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/03/2007 10:44:00 PM



-Sucky Day!


Oh well...


During this wistful moments, TinGz is feeling rather restless and wistful and all it got to do with "mood swing"...


*Laughs*


I have no idea why today I felt very lonely... =( It really tears me down just now in the afternoon... Yea, I did text my darling... And I guess I'm feeling better... Apparently, darling text and call me up I didn't reply as I switch my phone to silent mode... Because I'm really feeling very down, so I went to silent my cellphone... In no time, darling rang my house and my lil' brother pick up... I knew that it must be darling who have rang my house, after a few minutes my lil' bro walk into my room and told me to msg my boy when I wake up... Darling sorry to make you worry...


In spite of feeling not very good today, however I need to drag myself for lecture during this evening and yea I gotta an MC and I'm not going to pon ten my lecture... I will be either going for awhile and during the break I will head back home... Either way you look at it...!! *Laughs*


I felt really very sucky recently... Feeling rather emotional this few days too... I really can't help it as my mood is always up and down just like the weather... *Laughs* It's really hibernating...


TinGz is having a very terrible headache that is making her suffer like hell... I admit, I doesn't have an good sleeps last night...!! *Snore snore snore* Sitting down here blogging this my tears roll down from my eyes... *Sobs*


Hopefully that I won't doze off during this evening lecture... {self-denial} *Laughs* Let's hope that I am going to pay my fullest attention to what the lecture have to say and what-nots... And oh NO... My project hasn't done yet and hopefully I won't get arrow by the lecture... *Laughs*


TinGz needs to find a way to relieve stress loads... :{



Off to get my bag packed!!


*HeaRts*

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/03/2007 03:10:00 PM



Tuesday, October 2, 2007
-Exhausted...!!


*Humpfz*


TinGz is feeling very exhausted...!!


TinGz need more sleeps...!!


*snore snore snore*


But...


TinGz couldn't have a good sleep during this night, as I'm busy memorizing those formulas that need to be applied later in the afternoon...


Yea...


TinGz is going to re-sit for her "business maths" module...


I ought to know that I don't have any confident, anyway by hook or by crook, I need to get it done once and for all..



I know, I should be "dating" my mountain-ful of notes and study guides...


I came here to blog a lil' bits, to relieve stress...


*Sigh*


Indeed, I'm feeling not only stress BUT also a lil' tense up...!!


Too much "unsorted" feelings =(


*Sigh*


What should I do??


Nothing much that can be done, just continue mugging on the notes...


*Blah Blah Blah*


And I'm not kidding, this whole week my days are packed like sardines...


I need a BREAK...!!!

:{


I'm a sad girlie :[



This whole weekdays is a fully 4days to school and 1 of the weekdays going to AMK for projecting...


Gosh, I'm staying in the east area, isn't nice travelling so far...!! Tedious journey..


*wry smiles*


Oh well...

Hasn't been sleeping real well for the past few days, keep waking up in the middle of the night and squirm here and there on the bed...


I admit, I do sleep but my brain cells are functioning when I'm sleeping... *Laughs*


Hopefully this weekends, I'm able to enjoy myself...



Either a trip to Singapore Zoo or Retail Therapy...



Either way you look at it...!!! *Laughs*


在这个夜晚,我又感到很無奈了。。。=(


在這個夜晚我好想莫個她, 她是一個在我生命中最疼愛我的人,她就是我死去的奶奶。。。此刻我好想念她給我的擁抱。。。如果,奶奶能夠看到我的話我要讓奶奶知道我真得很想她。。。她給與我的疼愛,我會牢牢記住在我的心理。。。我知道奶奶就想要看到的是, 一個快樂的我。。。 無論明天的路有多遙遠和有多難過我會勇敢的活下去。。。



*Wish ME Luck*

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Carrie;eirrac: 10/02/2007 12:17:00 AM



Monday, October 1, 2007
-這是一個新的開始。。。


這是一個新的開始。。。



如何好好得過每一天的生活。。。



就讓這個新的開始過的從事和快了吧。。。



希望每一天都會有不懂得驚喜吧。。。



過的快了是生命中就好的禮物。。。



能夠看見太陽和月亮是人就大的感觸。。。



無論你的生活,有都不愉快,千萬要記得上天給與我們最好的禮物是能看見我們生邊的好朋友和家人。。。



笑一笑,生活過的跟美好。。。



=)


Simplicity is virute...!!



*TinGz wants to be happy everyday*



*HeaRts*


:)

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