Maybe due to the rainy weather, and yes, I'm terribly having a bad headache and sore throat and flu!! I guess "fever" will find the way home by tonight...!! *Laughs* I really dislike being sick and the taste of it doesn't sound very glamours... =( The taste is to lie on the bed eat those "food" that are mend are "patients"... It really sucks to death.. The torture, from the doctor strong antibiotics and the drowsiness feelings... Gosh, I can't imagine it... Isn't very nice to have those medication...
Oh well, today is another usual day, slack at home and rest because I'm sick... *Sigh*Let's hope that I'll recover fast alright?? As I'll be real busy tomorrow, yea will be meeting my darling Jennifer after her examination... Yea, we'll be heading to suntec for the comex show, hmm just go there and walk around and take a look... Should be getting my memory card for my mobile phone, but it'll all depends... Hopefully tomorrow won't rain, if not it is very difficult for me to go to school after that. After which, will be followed by some window shopping and of cause the "makan session" and "gossiping session"... Let's pray that the comex show won't be flooded by tons of people, but you see tomorrow is Friday... *Laughs*
Actually I'm now craving for "kfc", but however I'm down with a bad sore throat so I can't have heaty food... Maybe some soup base food will be better... *Yummy* Maybe I shall have an early rest tonight and hopefully I'll be fine tomorrow morning...
Oh Well... Lastly I wish Darling Jennifer all the best in her last paper tomorrow=) After which she can enjoy already... Holiday ahead for you girl... *Woots*
I guess that I should blame my lil' brother for passing the "virus" to me... Yea... He was sick yesterday and had thus far recovered.. He should "thank me" because now I'm the one who is infected by his"virus".. That isn't sound very good uhh... The "virus" is making feeling no good, I'm seriously having a very terrible flu and throat itchiness... Isn't really very good to be unwell especially later I have to travel to prinsep street for my "fundamental for marketing" lecture... The rides from bus to train to a walking distance, isn't very glamours...=(
Apparently, let's hope that this "virus" will somehow go away, and hopefully it won't cause irritation to me while I'm travelling to and fro back... Home to school, school to home...!! Either way you at it...! *Laughs* Yes, my metabolism isn't very good, I can't fight with the "virus" and frankly speaking I'm a weak girlie... =( *Sigh* Hopefully asthma attack won't come and look for me... Isn't very pleasant to be down with flu and follow by asthma... *Sigh* I guess headache is also finding the way to join "the family"...*Sigh* I hate being sick at this point of time..
I guess, I'll be dragging myself all the way to school and drag myself back home... Hopefully I won't doze off during the lecture this evening. To say the truth there's high chances of me falling asleep during lecture or either I'll make my way to the loo... Either way you look at it...! *Laughs* I kid you not, tingz loves MIS loo... *Sly smiles*
Moreover, during my sleeps last night I do have some dearie friends sms-es me or even ring me up for a chat... I yet to know that I'm feeling tired and not very well, but I insist to chat with this acquaintance because she's feeling a lil' wistful due to some relationship problem. Yea, I ought to know that I'm not very close to her, but as a friend I'll let her my ears and give her my most honest opinion...
This acquaintance of mine is facing some relationship problems. Well, I can only say that, there's pros and cons being in a relationship. It's the matter how you people handle your relationship thingy. Yes, we cannot predict what will happen in our relationship, and all I wanna let her know is that treasure what you have now... I guess, that this acquaintance should trust him, as what I mention before, in a relationship there must be trust if there's no trust means both of you are really facing a big problem... Trust is a mutually a form of respect and trust your girlfriend/boyfriend with all you heart...
Admist, we can't foresee the future that god has for us, why not make life easier for yourself, live in the present and enjoy those moments spend with your boyfriend. Yes, I know that first step is always the toughtest... If this acquaintance mind is all thinking about those "negative point of view" then it will make life hard for herself... Yes I know somethings which your boyfriend told you doesn't sound very nice and what he said to you are causing you to have this "thinking too much moments"... Yes what he said to you might sound a lil' harsh and you may not like it.. Accept the fact and change for a better person... I beckons there's too much to ask for, for being the prefect girlfriend...
I hoped after the really long conversation, I did talked some sense into her and that she would realized that the best thing for her now,is to enjoy this relationship no matter how you both are together with, yea, the courtship of a 1year plus relationship should be strong by today... Just give yourself and him a lil' space of time, yes, everyone needs freedom, so I can urge you not to be too encroaching towards him because he isn't your husband or even he is your husband there's no encroaching moments... Everyone needs their own space to do their own stuff or even enjoy his/her life...
I hope that you'll heed my advice, and please don't take things to hardly. Is just give and take sometimes... I'm also not pro in relationship thingy, but I can only advice you to let go a lil'... But I sound very profound on the above advice uhh... =) So I wish this acquaintance all the best in your relationship, if you need help can look for me, no worries about it. I just want you to be happy in life...
Sneeze count: Uncountable...!!
Aqua count: It's NEVER enough... More aqua...*Laughs*
Yesterday was officially the New Semester and officially the First Lecture of the semester..
I Love it...!! *Woots*
It was totally a new module to be learn during the semester alone, yea it's no other then "Business Communication"... It was a fun lecture yesterday, but I heard that the following lecture will be very"dry" and bored... *Sigh* But never the less, I'm not skipping any of the lecture that is coming up, due to attendance... Well, I didn't buy the textbook as I ask my friend to photocopy the entire book for me... You see the differences between actual textbook cost $51 and photocopy textbook cost $33... I save so much...!! *Laughs*
Apparently, there's more textbooks that are going to be photocopied too so I guess I need to prepare $80 to all these... *Woots* Hopefully I'll somehow pass all the modules...
Oh well, back to my "daily life updates"...
It's an nice weather to "date" my bed isn't?? Yes, it's raining heavily outside there, and I kid you not, I'm going to have my afternoon nap in a short while time... *Snore Snore Snore* But when I was sleeping last night.. I did have "sweet dreams", yes, that's the dream of my darling... Are you guys/girls curious about the dream?? Let me share a bit with you all...
Yes, I dreamt that this sweetheart of mine was waiting outside MIS entrance after my lecture... That's really a nice dream on board... However, it's only a dream, but is really nice to see someone you love after your 3hour of lecture, and it will bring away all my tiredness and stressful moments... *Dreamy* Alright, I ought to know that is was just a "dream" not real in life... But it is nice to have this kind of "sweet dreams"... *Woots* Will it come in real life I can't predict...
Apparently, this few days I'm feeling a lil' bit agitated and I know it due to the month and yes it's time...!! *Laughs* It's hibernating to have this "agitated moments" is really like hell alright... But I know that during this "agitated moments" there will always be nice friend out there,just clown around and act all silly and goofy to make me smile... *Wrinks* Yea they bring much laughter to me whenever I'm feeling down or up... =)
In the mist, of busy going through heaps of lectures to be looming, I really hope to see my darling soon... I know I gotta endure for another 7days to go to be able to see him... I guess I just need more endurance's which I'm really having now... Alright, days passes very fast so I'll be able to see him next week... I can't wait to see him... *Hearts*
(I know darling will read my blog so I wanna let him know that I really miss him loads, I wish he could appear for even just a few minutes, I'll be contented and it helps to bring my "agitated moments" away. But never the less, darling don't tired yourself for the days to come and I know it's going to be a busy days to come by.. *Hearts*)
Moreover, I need to get focus on my studies now and top priority are my "lectures and dating of mountain-ful of notes" and what-nots to be covered.. Yes, there's report that need to be handed in next month so I guess I need to get started with it...
I'm officially on a totally different note today onwards, it's officiallynew semester and I need to get back to school this evening...
It's also once again Monday Blues, has come an attack me... *Laughs* Isn't very good to have Monday Blues at this moment, because my mood is really ups and downs and it have seen lasted for many uncountable days... *Sigh*
Hopefully that later when I'm having lecture I won't be dreaming around or just doze off... Either way you look at it...! *Laughs* I have no idea what does my mind and soul are thinking, I guess is my six sense who is making me feeling real wistful and uneasy... At this "down moments" I felt real helpless and it's leading me to a world of "worrying too much"...*Sigh*
Well, I guess I should get to go bed and by sleeping really end all thoughts... That's the best medicines...
I'm please to announce that Holiday is officially ending when the clock tick to 12midnight... After which I'm totally on a different note...
I digressed...
=X
Oh well, I ought to know that it's only a week holiday but yet, I did get to enjoyed and have good rest in between... Either way you look at it...!*Laughs* However, I never really been for retail therapy... That's sound very sad uhh...But it's ok, as I can save money and contribute to the fund of my bills...
Apparently, this few days, my mood kind of swing very fast... (it's due to the month...) *Laughs* Yes, my mood has been ups and downs this few days and days to come... Either way you look at it...!! *Laughs* I maybe real unreasonable at throwing my temper, but I literally don't mean it... My apology to those whom has seen my unreasonable act... Hopefully I'm forgiven??
I maybe still feeling a lil' woozy/wistful but all these has been reduce by many percentage... That's really hibernation...
Nothing new for me, it's an usual day I use to have like any other weekdays... Staying at home, sleep,eat,dream and rot... After tonight I won't be able to rot as much as I wanted... My busy schedule is out... This coming week is really pack like sardines for me, I only have "off days" on Tuesday and Thursdays... The rest of the days I'm booked by"lecture" and gathering session on weekends... With my StarHub family and my whole bunch of classmates... That's sound isn't nice being real packed like sardines... I reckons that no more my "own life"...
I guess, it's really an busy week ahead of me that's waiting for me to walk on by...Hopefully time will permit me to have some "tingz alone moments"... I really need that badly... *Woots* I have no idea why does me and being myself, feeling real moody at this very moment... As that has been mention is the earlier blogging, I just hoping that at this "moody moment"there'll really be nice bestie friend ringing me up and talk to me... I beckons that dearies friends of mine going to tell me, please don't tense yourself up... But really whenever I'm feeling really blue, they will help me to walk out of the "blues moments"... I know, no point saying much, I guess it's really gotta do with the month... Yes, I'm not in any trouble, just feeling the strong "mood swing" ... That isn't sound nice at all...
Yayy, I'm glad that those"ugly moments" have been over with the help of all my best girl friends and guy-friend and of cause one very special someone (darling)... Thanks for those encouragement and support when I'm having exams or I'm feeling lost in the jungle... I'm rescued by you all.. I give you all credit... *Hearts*
I was real grateful that no matter how busy are all my bestie are they will show care and concern to me... Especially Evelyn Jie Jie and Eric, I feel real sorry for bring so much "worry moments" to you all... Indeed never the less, you besties pull me back and lend me a good pair of ears... I guess you all are an heaven send friend to me.. Guiding me in my education life, relationship life and what-nots... Thanks for all those piles of advices... Partial credits still got to Evelyn Jie Jie... Yea.. I'm better then ever after, I was having a conversation with Evelyn Jie Jie via msn which make some sense to me... Many thanks...
Monday: CSM 101 Business Communications Lecture
Tuesday: Off Day... *Hurray*
Wednesday:CSM 102 Fundamentals Of Marketing Lecture
Apparently, the mood swing don't seem to be getting away, it's irritates me loads... Is due to the month or my six sense is making me seem real woozy/wistful... Either way you look at it...! *Laughs*
More over, my six sense is delivering those not very pleasant scene to me. But I hope that this time round my six sense would not be accurate... Yes, I'm quite worried about my examinations result, which will release one month from today... I even dreamt that I need to take supplementary paper... *Sigh* Isn't very good to have "afternoon mares"... I admit I went to have my afternoon nap at 12pm when I came back from my breakfast, I was napping till about 2.30pm after which I smsed my darling...
At this point in time, I really feel very helpless, I have no idea where am I heading too... I guess all I need to be now is to stay optimistic and positive and that's what really helps at times... Constantly/instantly there's all my nice dearies darling seeing me through my ups/downs.. I feel much better after the conversation I had with Darling Jennifer over sms-es.... In the mist, of her examination days she didn't fail to lend me a good pair of ears whenever I needed, she offer me piles of advices and she's my tissues giver.. Her most honest opinions leads me to a better world...
Oh well... Not forgetting one of my bestie guy-friend Eric, thanks so much for the sms-es chat few days backs... Yes, this guy-friend was once my manager come colleague which we are the very best friend... Indeed, sms-ing him with all my problems, he did help me loads in my life journey, yes he might be busy at times, but he will make an effort to text me whenever he is free... I guess, many dearies friends of mine, has seen a very"down side of me", whenever I'm in trouble...They have always been my confidant, my pillar of support and my tissue giver whenever we cry over stuff...
I really *hearts* them loads... I guess, without those help from them I wouldn't stand still today, indeed they did a good job in pulling me back from my "down moments"... I know words can't express how much I appreciate them, but they'll never lead my mind and heart... I give credit to them...
Many attempts, I wanted to give up but all this dearies friends of mine never allow me to do any hasty action or decision. They guide me along my learning journey, and makes me what I'm today, a lil' girl who is less wary and less barren. Yes, I always said, isn't easy to walk through those obstacles but no matter what upholds we have to learn to overcome the fear and finish those obstacles that are set for us. No point looking backwards, as the obstacles had happen we must finish it and after which, we look back with a smiles and everything is worth our struggle.
Technically, I hope that things will goes smooth of me and everyone of there... Blogging this down, makes me feel real very emotional, yes I ought to know that I'm still putting smiles on my face but deep down inside my heart I'm feeling weak. I hope that I could just sleep through all those problems that are occurring next week. I admit, from next week onwards will be a real stressful and tedious week till the end of my course. But never the less, there's friends who will just clown around and act all silly and goofy to make me smile...*Wrinks* I'm emboldened by all my dearies friends and darling smile. *sly smiles*
Alrighty, I shall end if not my emo feelings cannot be control anymore...
I'm feeling very woozy/wistful for the past few days... I guess that it's something to do with my metabolism system...
I digressed=X
Whenever, times allow me to be alone, my think too much illiusion will started popping- out... Choose not think make life easier and happier isn't??
Tingz does have a sweet darling who would keep me grounded, sane and happy...I need my darling to be the one who would be a pillar of strength and yet at the same time, be someone whom is caring/loving and filial!In all honesty, too much to ask for, I reckon? *Laughs*
But there's a real sweet heart who has been doing all this for me... That's no other then my darling...
In the mist all of these, I did realise, after having a long conversation, which made me feel real down and sad about loads of stuff (Maybe its that time of the month..! Imagine..! ), where I started thinking of my social circle and how significantly few real close friends I do actually have...I mean, I'd rather go for quality than quantity, but its pretty saddening to have friends whom you adore and love to bits totally forgetting about you/casting you away when you're no longer needed by them...Its an irony simply because I always try to be there for my friends, so much so that I feel that most of my "so-called" friends take my niceness and the goodness in me for granted; Some of them expect/assume me to be there for them 24/7 and when I dont, it literally tears me when they say that I wasn't there for them when they needed me.
Oh well, so what is the balancing point then? When should I still remain nice and caring towards friends that matter and fair-weathered friends that'd do a "David Copperfield", aka, disappearing act when bad weather does fall upon us? :(
I have been thinking quite abit about who are my true blue friends, those that have been there for me, thick and thin, seen through my ups and downs - my joys, sorrows, tears and anguish...Those that have offered me piles of tissue, advices, pats and hugs to those that squirm and run away at the very instant when I say something's troubling me...
There's a few names that have always/constantly been there instantly pop up in my mind - you guys know who you are...And I guess that I am truly blessed to have them around me; to catch me when I fall, to give their most honest opinions when it matters, and to always have a ready hug whenever I falter...
Mummy and closest friends have told me that the inherent problem or plus point about me, depending on which side of the fence you're on, is that despite all the social hard-knocks that life has taught me, I am still pretty gullible and naive and the fact that I dont really know how to judge people and their intentions so much so that when someone says that they need help, I would naturally try my best and go out of the way to help them, without expecting anything in return...If they need someone to talk to, I would try by calling or sms-ing them, or just clown around and act all silly and goofy to make them smile... In fact, I still do have random people still calling/sms-ing me at wee hours in the morning, sober or otherwise, ranting about their problems and how they just need a listening ear...
Cos I've always believed in what Mummy have always said and taught me - Always be nice to people, for what goes around would come around...If you're nice to people, people would appreciate your niceness and treat you the way you've treated them...But now Mummy always adds a disclaimer where she askes me not to be nice to everyone and anyone...That I ought to be selectively nice only to certain people, and to people whom really matter...
I guess I've to start learning from somewhere, and right now, at this very moment, I would prefer quality over quantity, thank you very much...! :)
Initially, I went grocery shopping in anticipation of today "dinner" preparation. Plus Tingz was in "da mood" to... ... ...
COOK....!!!
(What were you thinking?!) *Laughs*
Yes, I admit, I'm going to be the chef of this week, the chef of "liew" family...!! *Laughs* Hmm, isn't very good to have dinner outside always, because of those MSG outside... I kid you not, their MSG no need money want..! *Laughs* Yes, I always dine out, but lately I told my mummy I wanna have dinner at home, so my mummy ask me to COOK!! So me being me, and being the typical modern"chef li ting aka auntie li ting " need to cook for my family!! =) *Woots*
Apparently,"chef li ting aka auntie li ting" only knows how to cook vegetables(chin chye), cos is very easy better then to cook those meats it will take me heaps of time to get the meat cooked... *Laughs* Yes, everyone must be wondering what "chef li ting aka auntie li ting" will be cooking later, alright, I'm just going to cook "xiao bai cai", my favourite dish...*Laughs* I kid you not, my siblings LOVE my cooking... *Laughs* Either a yummilicious dish of vegetable or a not an un-yummilicious dish...
Either way you look at it..!! *Laughs*
Never the less,"chef li ting aka aunite li ting", need to get enough sleeps before preparing tonight dinner.. Yes, I need to ring up my darling to wake him up.... Isn't sweet to hear his voice of tone when he' sleeping?? I just love the tone of voice whenever he pick ups the phone while he was sleeping soundly (-_-) *Lala land*
-After Heaps Of Stress...(updated list of my hoildays)
Oh well...
My bad for not updating my pink site recently:(
I'm pleased to say that all down, ZERO to go...I am officially on holiday...! That's when freedom beckons...And officially free/unemployed... Either way you look at it!*Laughs*
(not employ because I only have one week holiday)
=)
Yesh, after heaps of stressful moments and days, I'm finally saying "bye bye" to my exams stress... But never the less, the next calamity is looming next week... Yes, its the new semester, and yet I need to go for lecture thrice a week... That's sound very hibernating isn't... But I have no choice but to attend all the lectures...
Yes, exams over...!! Its the right time to get more sleeps and more Retail therapy sessions and what-nots.. Of cause not forgetting trying very hard to meet up my dearies bestie out there:) I kid you not, I miss them so much... *Hearts*
Apparently, this holiday is only for a week, but I gonna enjoy to the fullest, hopefully I can enjoy it without any sadness or stressful times.. Yes, I know that sadness and stressful moments cannot be prevent or predicted.. I guess, I must be happy everyday..
In spite, of mastering the fine art of "Acting Busy", never the less I did show concern to my 2 very dearie bestie sister... Yes, at the moment they are feeling woozy/wistful... But I hope that, they will really be strong...No matter what may be, please be happy everyday and choose the right way to success is vital. Yes, I know we never been satisfy with what we want to achieve..
Focusing on what is important, to you in your life, and making positive changes to ensure you feel happy with what you are dedicating your life...
You have to see life as a series of adventures. Each adventure is a chance to have fun, learn something, explore the world, expand your circle of experience and friends, and broaden your horizons. Shutting down to adventure means exactly that- you are shut down. The second you are offered an opportunity to have an adventure, to change your thinking, to step outside of yourself, go for it and see what happens. If this thought scares you, remember that you can always go back into your nutshell the second its over, if you want to.
But if we want to succeed in this life- and I measure success by how close we get to generation that self-satisfaction/happiness/contentment- then we have to consciously do this. This can be what we dedicate our lives to-angles and not beasts...
Life is difficult. If life were a series of lovely days, we'd soon get bored. If there was no rain, then there wouldn't be any feeling of great joy when it finally stopped and we could go to the beach. If it was all east we couldn't get stronger. Try to see each setback as a chance to improve. They make you stronger;not weaker.
We tend to think we are being lucky sometimes when actually we are just being rewarded for some bit of effort long ago that we have forgotten about. We have to keep going, you can't give up on the grounds that you've had a setback or two because you don't know which setbacks are the ones which count and which ones aren't. I suppose it's a like the number of frogs you have to get acquainted with before you find your prince/ princess or the pile of oysters you'd have to open to find a pearl.
But whatever you do, don't lose heart because things don't seem to be planning out. Only by keeping up the effort will rewards come in eventually- and you'll never know from which bits comes the best rewarded...
So never be defeated by what we're doing out there... Yes, the first step is always the toughest, but after all these end, I bet you, you will look back with a SMILE in your face & heart...
Oh well...
TiNgz needs to:
- Go for some retail therapy (if time permits me to do so, and hopefully it's during my one week vacation) *Laughs*
- Meet up with all my bestie...=)
- Blog more... I Promise...
- Get the lil' gift done for my darling end of Friday... *hint hint*
- Drink more aqua...! Its NEVER enough! *Laughs*
- Eat more, be fatter... =) *Woots*
-Get my hair trimmed/re-highlight my hair/treatment time for my 1 year re-bond...I love its natural straight hair, but its just gets on my nerves sometimes! I wanna chop it all off, since its getting more humid and warmer... (my re-bond lasted for one year, but it's still not wavy as I don't have an wavy hair before hand)
-Save for some holiday plans/chalets...
- Sleep more, Play more... (before the new official school term)
*TiNgz needs a good holiday break* *HeaRts*
Carrie;eirrac: 8/22/2007 12:45:00 PM ♥
Friday, August 17, 2007
-1More to go... (Holiday aheads)
Its OFFICIAL...!
1down,1more to go...! And then freedom beckons!! Wee!!
(But it's only an one week holiday,but one week better then don't have lahx)
*Hurray*
Yesterday business maths paper was like "hell vs heaven", isn't easy as what you people are thinking... But I beckons that I gonna either get an just pass or fail...!! Either way you look at it...! *Laughs* On the other hand, I'm well-prepared to take the supplementary paper too...I am not kidding, supplementary paper cost $50 per re-take...!
Oh well...
Since I have took the paper and therefore I shall not worry about it anymore, since it's over and now I should focus on my LAST PAPER this coming Monday... I reckon that I still need to memorize millions and zillions of important points... Yes, there's still mountain-ful of notes, study guide and what-nots to be covered... It really brings me nightmare at times, because of those heavy loads of memorizing...
I'm really physically/mentally stress out!! In a morbid way, I'm glad that my stress loads has been subsidy and of cause with those encouragement/support from all my dearies friends, family, and my darling...! I give credits to you all...! *Hearts* Choosing the right method(in life) is vital... =)
TiNgz needs to:
- Read more, revise more! S-T-R-E-S-S..! =(
- Go for some retail therapy (if time permits me to do so, and hopefully it's during my one week vacation) *Laughs*
- Drink more aqua...! Its NEVER enough! *Laughs*
- Eat more, be fatter... =) *Woots*
-Get my hair trimmed/re-highlight my hair/treatment time for my 1 year re-bond...I love its natural straight hair, but its just gets on my nerves sometimes! I wanna chop it all off, since its getting more humid and warmer... (my re-bond lasted for one year, but it's still not wavy as I don't have an wavy hair before hand)
-Save for some holiday plans/chalets...
- The date with darling... Either at Zoo or Sentosa... Darling when wanna bring me go de-stress?? I'm waiting=)
- Sleep more, Play more... (before the new official school term)
Apparently, this weekends I again on a totally different note... It's again more revision with classmates and of cause going self-study with darling Jennifer.. So my weekends are real packed like sardines... *Laughs*
Frankly speaking, at this moment I really miss my darling so much, how I wish he could appear in front of me... (but I guess I'm dreaming... *dreamy*) Well, I will ring/sms him still, I guess he would be busy doing his duty from today onwards till Monday... It's ok, after Monday I can see him le, and YES, Monday is my very LAST PAPER...!!
I can't wait it for it to end...
But the next calamity will be looming soon... =(
*TiNgz misses darling* =)
Carrie;eirrac: 8/17/2007 12:19:00 PM ♥
Thursday, August 16, 2007
-Exams Fever!!
It's officially the exam fever begins from today onwards... I'm please to announce that today is the very First paper and it's no other then Business Maths!!
*Sigh*
Yes, I'm 80percent well-prepared and 20percent un- prepared!! Either way you look at it!! *Laughs* Hopefully whatever I have studied will sink into my mind and I may use it when I'm doing the paper... Gosh, it's an 3hours duration time for this exams, I guess I will only struck in there for about 1 hour or so, as I my backside cannot be stick to the chair for too long!!! *Laughs* I'm also well-prepared for leaving blanks on to the answer sheet, cos I don't wanna waste my time to think of the answer if I really don't know how to solve it...!!
No matter what I have to finish the heaps of questions that will be coming on my way....!!! =) or =( Before going for the examination, I'll have lunch with my "Lim Family" at smu!!!
Oh well...
Opps... I didn't blog yesterday, as the whole day I was not home... Yes, I went to meet my darling from morning till late night...!!
Yes, there's some touching moments happen here and there, I was real touched by what this sweetheart has done for me...
Well, I can't literally blog all these down, as time don't permits me to do it now... Need to get going to meet my "Lim Family"...
I promise to update once I'm free=)
*TiNgZ hearts darling* =)
Carrie;eirrac: 8/16/2007 11:10:00 AM ♥
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
-Count Down To Final Exams!! It's Stressful!!
It's officially 2more days to FINAL EXAMS!!
=(
And I haven't gotta myself well prepare for this Thursday business maths exams!! It's looming very very soon!! *Sigh*
While mugging for the upcoming and very very soon exams, I decided to take a breather and to blog a lil', mainly because I am a lil' bored and highly stressed up over the mountain-ful of notes, study guides and what-nots to cover! =(
Apparently, last night I dated my mountain-ful of notes and what-nots till about almost 5.30am!! I guess, I'm just crazy dating my books till this morning!! Yes, in the mist of studying, never- the-less my darling rang me up and chit-chat, which really brings away bits and pieces of my worries and stress moments, he brings me joys and laughter last night...I give credit to darling...!! It's really hibernating for dating all those study guides... I ought to know that I need to get all those formula memorized by heart so that when I'm answering those questions will make my life easier!! *Laughs*
It's a vicious cycle of rise and shine (I Wished I could sleep more......It isn't morning yet {Self-denial, obviously}), mad about studying, revision and more to come, mastering the fine art of "Acting Busy"...!*Laughs* Indeed I'm real busy, busy with all of sort stuff, it's the daily routine!!
It's really not very glamours sleeping at about 5.30am uhh... I couldn't help it so I have to stay up till this wees hours to get all my revision done... I admit, my temper wasn't very good this few days and in days to come by!! But no matter what may come, I'll not make myself too tense up and stress up!! I guess all I needed is to relax more and get more rest!! Because I can't afford to fall sick at this moment in time...!!
Alrighty, back to books...!!!
*TiNgZ has hit the boiling stress point*
=(
Carrie;eirrac: 8/14/2007 12:45:00 PM ♥
Monday, August 13, 2007
-Updates=)
Oh well...!
Before I started today's blogging and updates and what-nots, let me share with all my dearies a lil' bits of what happen yesterday.
Sunday 12 August 2007
It's finally the day I wanted for and it was really a nice and sweet moment spend together with my Special Someone aka Darling... Yes, this sweetheart of mine, came and meet me at tampines interchange in the morning almost till noon time=)
Apparently, we was heading to orchard to have lunch session with his's mama and papa!! =) *woots* The waits for his papa and mama to appear it's an hour or so, but we didn't waste our time there, we went heeren for some window shopping after which we manage to find a place to sit down and have some talks and what-nots... And yes, this is what I'm waiting for, it's the opening ceremony of my present... *Laughs* I could only say that I was really very touched by what my Special Someone aka Darling has brought for me, in the mist of opening the present I held back my tears and indeed after which I read all those notes he written for me, my tears couldn't help it anymore so my tears came out!! *Sobs* I cried not because I'm sad, it's because the effort he has done for me and obviously I'm real touched by what he did...*Hearts*
I was real touched when I saw the photo frame and the photo and what-nots. He's such a sweetheart. I can really see that he's putting loads of effort in this relationship. Darling, I appreciate what you have done for me thus far, as what I promise you I'll be with you till the very last heart beat of mine, let me hold onto your hands and walk this journey with you.
In a morbid way, you have really shown much care/love to me and of cause making me less wary and less barren at times:) I give credit to Darling...!! He's instantly/constantly on my heart and mind daily=) I could only say that it's really fate that has brought us together and walk this journey together. Remember you'll never walk this journey alone, I'll walk with you, seeing you through your ups/downs and bring much laughter to you as day goes by and what may come by too.
After which Darling brought me to his paternal grandparent's house for dinner, yes I yet to know that I'm feeling nervous but after awhile I'm alright le!! Darling there's more meeting session to your paternal grandparent's place horz?? Hor darling hor?? *Laughs*I simply love your warm family... And of cause I want more get-together-session with you and spend more time with you... You're an absolute sweetheart=)
Effectively, darling send me back home or I should say that he walk home with me, I was real contented by what he did for me. Yes, I ought to know I have the "don't bear feeling" of letting him home each time but I tell myself, he(darling) will book in and out safely without a strand of hair loss... I'm also looking very forward to each book out he has that's what really motivates me daily.
To darling:
I really treasure and appreciate what you have done for me thus far, I promise you I'll be a good girl waiting for you to book out and promise to take care of myself too=) Loved:)
*Hearts*
That's all of yesterday happenings=)
Monday 13 August 2007
Well...
It's officially the count down to FINAL EXAMINATION=( 3more days to final exams...
*Sigh*
Apparently, there's and extra tutorials to be attend this late evening but I'm not going to attend this tutorial as I'm feeling a lil' exhausted and not feeling kind of well, maybe it's my metabolism who is causing me feeling exhausted. Or even perhaps it's due to Monday Blues!! Either way you look at it!! *Laughs*
I'm gonna get more rest later in the afternoon and hopefully tonight it's time for me to burn my midnight "books rides". I admit, I have millions and zillions of mountain-ful of notes and what-nots to be cover this night and more nights to come by. But never the less, I'll not stress myself too much, all I can do is to study hard and put in all my effort. Yes, memorized those maths formulas can cause me a big headache, but no matter what may be I need to get that memorized by heart before this Thursdays exams... I have heaps of practices that need to be done too, hopefully my "book rides" won't end up till the very late wee hours... I guess I'll be dating my mountain-ful of notes till that wee hours... As what I have mention before, I'm un-earthly girl, so during am I'll be either sleeping like a pig or rotting!! Either way you look at it..! *Laughs*
I guess, it's time for me to get some naps and therefore tonight I'm able to start the "book rides" till the wees hours... *laughs*
Tingz Bedtime...!!!
*Snore Snore Snore*
I promise to update again=)
* TiNgZ has a wonderful darling* *Hearts*
Carrie;eirrac: 8/13/2007 01:56:00 PM ♥
Saturday, August 11, 2007
-Long Awaited Weekend=)
It's officially the Long Awaited Weekends that I'll looking forward it!!
Here I come... SUNDAY... =D
*Woots*
This weekends I'm not alone, eventually I'm going to meet my special someone tomorrow. Finally he's able to spend this second weekends with me, that's what I'm longing for thus far. Yes, indeed we didn't meet up today as he has some outings out there with his friends, of cause I'm obviously rotting at home, trying to get all my stuff done before tomorrow... I admit, I'm all alone at home today, kind of boring uhh?? But it's ok, I'm use to be alone at home, so it's not a very big matter to be alone at home and rot... *Laughs*
Virtually I'm suppose to date my mountain-ful of notes and what-nots to be covered, however I since then online almost whole day?? Sitting in front of the PC trying to get my friendster profile change and customize and of cause doing all those necessary printing of my lecture notes and what-nots to come by! *Laughs* Hopefully, my printer will not run out of ink!!
I'm not kidding, I'm printing all my lecture/revision notes for this particular module that's no other then my "favourite Business Maths"...!*Laughs* A very massive of notes to be studied and to be revise before this coming Thursdays exams...*Sigh*Generalize/analyzing those methods to the questions makes me feel a big headache, moreover I have to memorize those formulas... There's more to come by... *Sigh* Hopefully those illustrations will make me understand the whole topic itself!! I guess, I need to studied the concept too! If not I think I need to bang my head against the wall :(!! *Laughs*
In spite of, going all those heaps of lecture and what-nots, it's hibernation!! Hopefully, I won't get a BIG RED EGG home!! Having those snippets of information to all those topics it's makes me feel very anguish/tedious or even agitated... Either way you look at it!! *Laughs* The techniques is to practice more and do more business maths questions, that's what loads of friends those me!!
(Dearies friends, please pray hard for me arhx...)
Oh well...
I announce, I'm officially not ALONE at home!! *Laughs*
Yes, daddy come back home from work, he's early today uhh... Because daddy drive to work today, as I heard from my mummy that daddy wasn't feeling very well.. It's because, daddy taken too much chocolates or the weather causes him to be sick...
Either way you look at it!!
*Laughs*
Apparently, daddy ask me why never go school today?? I was like, erm today Saturday lehx.. Daddy was like, wah I'm 'guai' today didn't go out!!Cause daddy, always say I'm not home when he's back from work, I kid you not daddy misses me recently, this is what I heard from my siblings... Daddy has really showed much care/love to me recently... I'm really very contented that daddy really express himself to all his four dearies darlings!! We give credit to daddy!!
Let's wish speedy recovery to daddy!!
Alrighty, it's time to be a good daughter by asking daddy what he wants for dinner!! I guess, he has no appetite too! But never the less I shall go get congee for daddy:)
*TiNgZ feel real cared by all of you*
=)
*HeaRts*
Carrie;eirrac: 8/11/2007 04:03:00 PM ♥
Friday, August 10, 2007
-It's almost 10am=)
Oh well...
Good morning everyone!!!
*Laughs*
Well, as that been said, I'm really un-earthly person uhh!! Seldom see me waking up so damn early... Yes, mummy was in a mock horror when she saw me waking up at 8am this morning!! Mummy did ask me what happen to me why wake up so early?? I was like, uhh...Nothing!!!
Gradually, I woke up early due to a very not pleasant dreamt I had, I think only my Special Someone knows it. Yes, I admit, I went to bed at around 3+++ am, because I was listening to all those stories my da jie was saying when she was in HK!!! I kid you not, she didn't brought much stuff for herself and of cause her two baobeis lil's sister, there's no other then my Er jie and Myself... It's okies da jie, let's contribute the gift by paying my coming bill alright?? *Laughs* I know that is coming month my bill will be a bomb too, as I keep calling out using my mobile, house phone literally went crazy!! Moreover, I got long distance call from my dearest da jie:) But I'm happy that she did ring/sms back to me to keep in touch with me when she's in HK!!
Apparently, she is very disappointed, because the trip wasn't a good want, the moment she step into the house, she started cursing and swearing... *Sigh* But, at least she did enjoy the holiday with her boyfriend aka my to be brother-in-law! I can see a difference in da jie, she become so much skinny!! The food in HK not nice, this is what she told me!! Alrighty, at least now you are back home... *Home sweet home*
Indeed, da jie did brought gift for me when she was in HK!! I LOVE DA JIE!! Days without her is like without laughter and of cos, no accompanies in the room! All in all I know that she's feeling real exhausted!
Alrighty, that's all about da jie's HK thingy, I know there's more stories coming on her way,when she get off her bed!!
*Laughs*
Well, back to what I wanna say!!!
Technically, I slept for about 4hours, and yet I'm not feeling sleepy uhh... *Laughs* Hopefully I won't keep yawning later in the day!!
Basically, this few days and days to come I'm feeling very stressful and I'll get agitated whenever some fucked-up thingy happen!! Yes, I admit, last few nights when I was dating my mountain-ful of notes and what-nots to covered, I cried... Due too the looming examination, it's was really very hibernating!!
In spite of all those social hard-knocks that life has taught me a couple of months ago, I feel real less wary and less barren at times! It's really tedious/anguish at times too!! But it's the matter how I walk out from all this stress loads!! Yes, life have loads to learn and to forgive too! So let bygones be bygones and move on with life no matter what obstacle is obstructing you people!!
Learn to walk out from a shut/bolted up door, for life offer many other doors that god have for you people!! This is to my Evelyn and I hope that she have walk out from the bolted up door, and hopefully she will have a better life and a better men. As what I always tell my dearies friends, moving on and letting go of someone who doesn't belongs to you make life much more happier for everyone!!
We are learning everyday and every second in life, that's what life is all about and lastly life is full of ups/downs. You have to make a good decision in what you wants then to make any hasty decision!! Yes, sometimes the pains is really unbearable, yes it take heaps of time to heal a broken heart!!
Alrighty, enough of all my nags... I hope that dearies friends out there are reading my blog, and hopefully I talk some sense here!! That's why I'm here to share with you all my lil' life journey!! Hope it will motivates you all!!
*TiNgZ need contribution to my bill funds* *HeaRts* =)
Carrie;eirrac: 8/10/2007 09:20:00 AM ♥
Thursday, August 9, 2007
-Study Week~~~
It's officially study week for me!!
It's officially time to get prepare for the looming examination!!
*Sigh*
It's time to stop PLAYING and be SERIOUS!!!
*Laughs*
No more lectures...
But never the less, there's still extra tutorials going on... Which I need to attend no matter!!! It's very important...
Apparently, today I went airport to date my mountain-ful of notes and what-nots to be covered!! Yes, with the accompany of Darling Jennifer!! Yes, we spend about more then six hours there and get prepare for the looming exams:(
Yes, indeed I'm feeling real stress and there's much more stress loads coming on the way to join the big family!! *Laughs* Hopefully that I won't break down again, because there's really many things looming...
Well, I really have not much time left to spend to think on those trivia... So I hope all these could end soon!! I need to concentrate on my studies... Hope that's no more fucked up problems occurring, as I'm really very tired!!! F***....!!!
Basically, this few days I'm really feeling very tired over many stuff and hopefully it won't cause another break down:( To admit, yes, this few days and in days to comes I may be real unreasonable to anyone out there, but never the less dearies friends and my special someone has keep encouraging. No matter what may come!!
I guess all I needed is a lil' much more confident and put in 100% of effort in this looming examination... Yes, I'm an un-earthly person, am will be either sleeping like a pig and hopefully I didn't snore if not neighbours will be hearing my snoring sound!! That's sound not very glamours uhh... *Snore Snore Snore* Apparently I date my mountain-ful of notes and what-nots to covered during the wee hours...
In the midst of sleeping, I have heaps of sms coming in and of cause I didn't get mad over it, because I kid you not, friends of mine miss me so damn much!! But it is really sweet to get a call from my special someone in the morning, which makes my day feel real good:) *Hearts* Hopefully today is a better for everyone...
Yes, today there's an extra tutorials for business maths, I need to attend today tutorials as for the past few extra tutorials I couldn't make it... I have to ask the lecturer about some topics which I don't know and don't understand and hopefully he'll help me along.
Lastly, I went to catch a movie my special someone yesterday. It's 不能说的秘密 Secret, it's really a nice movie. *Sobs* I admit, that I sobs inside the cinema:( It's really a very touching story=)
Well I shouldn't say much about this movie, catch it if you really feel curious about it...
*TiNgZ feel real loved* *Hearts*
=D
Carrie;eirrac: 8/08/2007 03:20:00 PM ♥
Monday, August 6, 2007
-Boiling Stress!!
B-O-I-L-I-NG S-T-R-E-S-S...!!!
S-T-R-E-S-S O-U-T...!
=(
I must admit, this few days I'm really feeling very stress over the looming final examination!! *Sigh* Yes, during the past few days, I must be really very unreasonable to my special someone. But I'm really glad that he didn't blame me, thank you so much for bearing all my unreasonable thingy over the phone. *hearts*
Apparently, there's many things happen but I'm going to continue this life of mine. In the midst of preparing for this examination, close friends out there who are facing problems out there I urge them to, learn to let go if somethings are really not yours. Yes, listening to all their stories somehow makes me feel sad too, because I can't do much things to help them. But I never fail to lend them a listening ears whenever they are feeling good/bad.
This girlfriend of mine is facing some relationship problems. Well, I can only say that, there's pros and cons being in a relationship. It's the matter how you people handle your relationship thingy. Sometime not getting what you want is really a great bless. Even to let go of someone you people loved is also a blessing. I urge Evelyn to let go of him and be happy=) Seeing him happy is all she wanted I guess so!! I hope this will sink into her mind, guys are really not worth your tears at times! They never realise it until they really lost their girlfriends, because they are taking you(Evelyn) for granted!
She was having boy issues and the horrid thing was that she needed to move on from a particular guy-friend whom was been her boy-friend or partner for once...That was the tricky part as in my opinion, I felt as though that the guy had been forever taking her presence in his life for granted, and she was constantly treated like a rag doll...She had to be there for him, but whenever she needed him, he was nowhere!
I hoped after the really long conversation, I did talked some sense into her and that she would realized that the best thing for her now, if she really want to move on is to totally try to get the guy out of her life...The first step would most definitely be the toughest step to make, but I hope she would find the courage to take that first step towards better things and better men in her life! =)
The situation that she is currently in kinda reminded me of myself a couple of months ago, where I was in her position, and I had my lovely girlfriends and guy-friends telling me to be courageous and take the first step in moving on...I look back at those memories with a smile, and I am very grateful that I had my lovable friends and my family whom gave me heaps of strength in taking that first step, with my WHITE "crutches" strapped on in place...
This is for my dearest Evelyn - Always remember my dearie darling, I love you and I would be there for you, come what may! And may you emerge a stronger girl after this experience! *HuGs*
You might have fallen now, but it’s not the end of the world. There are so much more things in life that you've got to learn and experience... Learn from this experience, let it not become a setback and get up and move on..."
(I hope that she does read my blog)
I really urge her to move on and get on with her life. Focused on what's more important then to waste time on this trivia. Yes, I know it's not easy at all, but no matter what happen life still have to go on.
Well, I'm also not a pro in relationship, I have three fail relationship in the past but I overcome everything and move on... Even since then fate has found me and my special someone again=) *hearts* Yes, being in a relationship is a happy thingy not a sad thingy... I guess, my darling Evelyn must learn to walk out from this dark moment!
Alright enough of saying about relationship thingy...
Back to my story...
*Horray*
This evening is the very LAST LECTURE for this semester... This what I waited for, but never the less the calamity is not over yet. Having two weeks for self-study weeks and hopefully followed by my one week school Holiday=)
It's time to get started to date my mountain-ful of notes and what-nots to covered. Yes, I admit, I have been sleeping lesser and getting onto bed later and later... It's all because I'm dating my mountain-ful of notes... I'm not kidding, there's millions and zillions of things to memorized, hopefully my brain won't fade... It's really very stressful... That's why this few days I do throw my temper... I'm sorry to those whom I have vent my unreasonable action, especially to my special someone... At the same time, my special someone didn't fail to be here with me whenever I needed him... *Woots*
Hopefully everything will go smooth for me as I'm really feeling stress-out!! I don't have the extra time to think about other stuff anymore! Hopefully my stressful days and moments will be gone soon.
Last but not least, thank you to all my family members, guy-friend, girl-friend and my special someone, for being with me through my ups and downs=) I'll be happy everyday and it's goes the same to you all...
*TiNgZ needs to get more sleeps* * Hope to see this special someone soon*
ENDURE... =)
Carrie;eirrac: 8/06/2007 11:56:00 AM ♥
Sunday, August 5, 2007
-张栋梁 - 陌路
This is a very nice song, which I love it very much!! It's express the lost of love and once again that happiness has found the way back to them!! It's a very touching song, whatever I'm listening to it my tears will flow down!! I'm really contented with what I have now!!=)
It's once again weekends, but I'm totally on a different note this weekend...
Because....
I'm alone.... Not really alone, but will be having a very lonely weekends. But I'm going to meet Jennifer to go to airport to study!! Yes... Da jie is going to HK today and she'll only be back on next Friday!! My special someone is not with me during this 1st weekends... *Sobs*
But it's alright, because soon I'll get to see my special someone. I guess this weekend I'll sleep more and eat more!! *Laughs*
I'm feeling very bored this weekends!! *Sigh*
I shall end here for today blogging=)
*TiNgz feel really loved* *Missed/loved* Muacks!
Carrie;eirrac: 8/04/2007 12:01:00 PM ♥
Friday, August 3, 2007
-Meaningful Quotes
I'm here to share with you all some Meaningful Quotes that I've read it on my e-mail...
Here's it goes:
1. Never explain yourself to anyone. Because the person who likes you doesn't need it, and the person who dislikes you won't believe it!!
I find it some kind of true saying. There's no point explaining myself too much too anyone...
2. When you keep saying you are busy, then you are never free.
When you keep saying you have no time, then you will never have time.
When you keep saying that you will do it tomorrow, then your tomorrow will never come.
*Laughs* haha=) This is what I use to tell my friends... But seriously I'm busy and my things will only get done when I'm free!!
3. When we wake up in the morning, we have two simple choices. Go back to sleep and dream, or wake up and chase those dreams...
*snore snore* I choose to go back to sleep and dream!! *laughs*
4. Don't make promise when you are in joy, Don't reply when you are sad. Don't take decision when you are angry.
Think twice, Act Wise!!
*Nod head*it's true... Feelings are really unpredictable:(
5. Time is like a river You cannot touch the same water twice, Because the flow that has passed will never pass again. Enjoy every moment of life...
*Hearts*life is just to be happy so enjoy each and every moment that we have here before leaving this world...
6. Don't write your name on sand, waves will wash it away. Don't write your name in sky, wind may blow it away. Write your name in hearts of people you come in touch with. That's where it will stay!!
*Hearts* I Love all my dearies friends, love ones and special someone... Muacks!!
I hope that you guys/girls enjoy reading this.. Simplicity is virtue!!=)
Live happily and smile always=)
Everyday is a gift from god!!
*Hearts*
=D
Carrie;eirrac: 8/03/2007 06:12:00 PM ♥
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
-First Entry August
It's the very first entry of the month August...!!!
I'm feeling a lil' bit no good today, maybe due to some problems that my dear friend is facing. Which makes me feel real sad over it, I have no idea what should I do to help her. Yes, alice rang me up last night to have a chat. I must admit, when I'm chatting with her I'm holding back my tears too. I feel real sad over what I had heard from her. This few days, my moody kinda swing very fast like the thunderstorm. Maybe due to some reasons which I'm not revealing... *Laughs*
Sitting down here is all I can do for alice, giving her all my support when she need it is all I can do, sitting down here waiting is all I can also! Actually my six sense told me that something is going to happen later!! I'm not telling=X My six sense kinda accurate at times, but I hope that is not what I'm thinking about, cos I'm having the very bad feeling... =( Arghx...
Well, I know that things cannot be prevent it from happening, just let it happen.. Haiz... I'm feeling a lil' bit woozy/wistful!! I don't know what to do now... Haiz!!! Mood Swing=(
I shall end here, totally feeling no mood to blog anymore=(
*TiNgZ is feeling moody*
=(
Sobx......
Carrie;eirrac: 8/01/2007 11:49:00 AM ♥
The Princess
♥ CARRIE
♥ 廖丽婷
♥ 241288
♥ 21 Years old
Her Loves
♥ Guess Wallet.
♥ My Titus Watches
♥ NIKE Water Bottle
♥ Sony Ericsson C903
♥ Sony Ericsson K770i.
♥ Samsung T10 MP3.
♥ White Killer Spec.
♥ Computer
♥ My Bed.
♥ Pink and White Stuff.
♥ Baby Love
♥ Bestie Jennifer
♥ Dr Janice
♥ Mummy Dearest
♥ Da Jie
♥ Youngest Brother
♥ Maternal Grandparents
♥ All My Close/Good Friends
Her Cravings
♥ New JOB
♥ Driving License
♥ More Clothing
♥ More Accessories.
♥ Heels.
♥ Sony Camera
♥ Lappy
♥ Overseas Holiday
