It's that time of year again! How a year has whizzed by me, not to mention how I've learnt so much about myself in 2008!
It just seems like it was last week when I was at the counting down at home with my siblings,hoping 2008 would be kinder to me! :P
So has 2008 been kinder to me like I had wished for when the clock struck midnight at home?
Read on... ...!!
:)
January - March 2008
Brand new 2008 was ushered in with a smile on my face, with me hoping 2008 would treat me much better after all the shites in 2007...
The early quarter saw me having heaps of slacking at home alone... I've therefore since graduated from MIS... For the 3 odds, I've been wondering and pondering around, thinking what careers suits me... During the 3 odds, I've been there all alone at home doing those house hold chores... Staying at home far wayy too much, to hop by online and chat with those random friends... :)
It's been actually a slacking months...
Spending quality time with Mummy dearest is one of the sweet moments we had shared... Having time spent with the ex ex ex bf's of mine was the moments we once shared in the relationship...
April - June 2008
April was the month that I'm officially back in da corporate world... Being struck in starhub for almost 4 years odd with a higher position... :) All these months alone hasn't been real kind to me... Been real sick for almost 2 weeks odd coping with flu bug and what-nots which leads me to the two weeks MC!! *Roll eyes*
The busy month going around hunting for sales, trying very hard to get my workload done... Made a new friendship with Rajes which was one thing I had never regret working with uhh... :) We have never fail in going each and every roadshow and canvassing together...
Nothing much happening during all these months...
Just more work to be done I guess...
July - September 2008
It's the first year of the relationship anniversary with the ex ex ex bf... A bittersweet one!!
July was the month which loads of unhappy moment begins...
Things have come cleared to me that I should quit the job in StarHub and get myself a better job... I have to talk things out with my boss (male), he being the nicest boss I ever had during these 4 years odd... Making sure I'm okay in whatever I does in my life...
It's 14 July 2008 was a day to remember, that was the day I leave StarHub and wave a big goodbye to one and all... I ought to know, I don't bear to leave them all, but for me being young, it's time to try out more jobs and see which one suits in me in my life to come...
Between the 2 weeks of break, I begin to search for job via newspapers and online through agency and I've got myself a job at American International Assurance Company... I've to learn everything from the start picking myself to get use to office work and what-nots...
Not long after I've join AIA, the company faces financial crisis which really makes me goes real busy... I remember the first month at AIA, I've been lunching in for a month odd!! And the second month onwards I've make 3 real friendship at the department and started to join them for lunch around the near by mall and random kopitiam... The group was later increase with another guy and not long after another girl come in... We are the big family...
As usual, the lunch, the going of toilet breaks, the waiting of one another to knock off and walk to the bus stop was so bliss... Words can't describe how this group has made my life so different, they never failed to filled up the laughter whenever one was moody or feeling very random... The random of walking towards my desk just to get sweets or even crackers really make me feel like I'm opening a mini mart uhh...
It's been a great time with them all... :)
Coming towards September, was a month which many things have come cleared to me... In between the working hours/days, there's always a relationship issue... Wayy far too much things had happen... He wasn't the one I wanted anymore, which somehow, the lack of communication started and I since then keep a distant with him...
Work soon affected us, in more ways than one... I was never a morning person, yet struggling to get to work earlier than what I was so used to was a constant struggle...
Work was not what he had said it would be, mind-less, carefree with routine hours...Work soon became a chore, it had drained me out of my energy that I soon became what I totally detested - a lifeless being...
Relationship by then has already become a problem in me... Which I no longer looking forward to his sms-es/call... I admit that there where times, I just ignore his sms-es/calls, for I'm always busy in da office...
October - December 2008
I usually dislike the months after September intensely, for nothing good happens to me during this period...
Still as usual, trying very hard to focus on my work... Trying very hard not to fall asleep while boss are busy... Still, I've deadline to meet, and to get everything done before the tons and zillions of stuff pile up on my desk or lying around the cabinet...
It was the month of October 2008, a day which I msg him to say everything is over and for him being such a jerk during the times... I admit, he's nice, but he couldn't give me what I wanted in a relationship... So after I've learned to let go of everything and walk on with the life... I admit, there was a guy whom I hearts after the break up... That someone whom I hearts alot till now, will he notice how much I've hearts him??
Going through everything alone, heartaches, heart pain and in between the nights, tears just rolled down whenever I've listen to this random song... I know is my fault for not telling Mummy dearest first, but yet she have knew everything and she's happy for me... As Mummy dearest doesn't really like the ex ex bf behavior...
Finally I'm free...
Which means, more meeting up with Bestie Jennifer to the near by malls or even the random night walk at the park...
Somehow,somewhere along the lines, something hit me, it was this someone whom I really wanted to be with, however time have never really see us through every journey... We have since then somehow stop communicating... But still, I missed him and outta missing, I do still give him those random sms-es hoping he'll answer me... Or he has merely reply don't worry!!
Still hoping he'll do something to it... But I guess time have proven everything which more of less I've learn to walk on with my life and not to be affected by those issues... I ought to know it's not easy at all, however I still gotta put the plastic smile on my face so much for being fake...
If you are reading this: I'm still hearts you... :)
Finally, it's my forever young 20th bday which many well-wishes/gifts from friends and colleagues... It's the ever best bday I ever had in my years of living...
For Matthew for being the sweetest guy, knowing that it was my bday and he made and effort to meet me and treat me for dinner and of course thanks for the gift and the bday song which you have sung thrice for me...
All in all, it was a memorable bday to me...
I no longer grumble at things that I usually take for granted, and I have since learnt to be more forgiving and less critical towards myself, and to love and appreciate the family and friends around me much more! :)
As I usher in the new year in 2 hours later, I can give myself a pat on the back, have a smile on my face, and tell myself that it's been a fruitful year, knowing more about myself and of Life that I would never ever have learnt about had the Love not been lost...
How, despite my very jaded outlook with regards to Love and relationships, and how I am extremely cautious and more wary now; I am able to tell myself that it doesn't matter with regards to affairs of the heart and what matters more now is living the Life that I wish and want to lead, not being controlled nor dictated by anyone except myself...(And well, maybe the family and real close friends! :P )
Come what may, I hope that I am able to withstand the distance ahead of me, for I know that there'd be water and resting points ahead whenever I struggle and falter... ... =)
And as a yearly tribute... ...
Appreciation goes out to all my daRLings that have been there for me through this emotionally roller coaster year...The encouragements, laughter, jokes, listening ears, big hearts and keeping me in your prayers aside, I just wanna thank you for not being judgmental and for loving me for who I am, and for gently accepting me, my flaws, my nonsensical crap, and for offering hugs, company and listening ears whenever I needed them... :)
I am truly thankful! =)
Have yourselves a wonderful 2009 ahead filled to the brim with joy, peace, health, wealth, and of course LOVE! :)
So meanwhile, wait patiently for my reflection of the year uhh...
It's been a tiring day at work...
Loads and tons of things to be done and get over with it... However, I didn't stay overtime today as time don't allows me to do so... Reason being- went to the near by mall to get a bday gift for my friend... And never the less, my back and butt are hurting badly which leads to the reason why my left hand is getting weak... :(
I have no idea what is the world going on with me...
Being here all alone to suffer from those downpours...
Hoping that someone knew my feelings...
I better not tell a thing over here...
But still, I missed his smiles and everything of him...
Do you know the pain in me when I can't even have you??
Have you ever wonder why, I could never stop a second just to miss you??
It's hurts badly...
Physically and mentally tired...
Knowing you was the best gift ever!
Mr A Tan, deep inside my heart I do really hearts you still...
Would you be there for me??
Would you ever brings the smile to me again??
Would you still be the one who give me those random sms-es??
Would you ever notice how much I've hearts you??
It's silent...
In the middle of night, I could help it but to miss you, listening to those random songs which really reminds me of you... If only time could stay, I would hold you closely by my side...
It's the real loud bang that brings in the last weekends of the 2008....
What a great fall...
Earlier on, had a literally loud bang when I fall along the CPF building of towards some near by malls to collect my watch...
It's really bruises at my butt...
Thanks to the bloody new sandals, that course the hurt of my butt...
What are you thinking?? *Laughs*
So, that leads to a big bang on the last weekends of 2008!!
What a year!...
Follow by meeting someone whom I really hearts a lot... I was late in meeting him, due to the great fall I had earlier on... Been complaining to him throughout the journey that my butt hurts... :(
Indeed, knowing him was a bittersweet journey, for I has always been hearting him so much, till I even cried to sleep during those random nights... Unknowingly, I had always wanted so much to there whenever he calls... Time will simply prove what's right and wrong...
First of all, a thank you to all my best colleagues for the well-wishes and gifts uhh... Kai Ting, for the being the first one to wish me via call... :)
Gifts given By AIA Colleagues:
Nicholas: Nalgene water bottle... (wish come true) Thanks NHS:)
Kai Ting, Swee Kee, Chrissy, Kar Mun, Kat, Nicholas: For the combine gift of, hp pounch, hp stand (Sitting on my office desk), the perlini's silver earrings...
Thank you everyone!!
Next person whom really makes my bday celebration with a perfection completion...
Bestie Jennifer, for being the one who really put all her effort in it, for the bday card... I'm really touch:) For the watch, for the wallet from you alone... She never failed in getting me a second wallet during my bday... I really hearts the watch alot...
Gifts From bestie Jennifer:
Titus watch, Wallet from wallet shop which I hearts alot...
Wish come true:)
=)
Jennifer Thank You
Next up, Matthew for being the nicest guy, thank you for the celebration put up by you... Thank you for the bday treat uhh... And for the gift and the cuppycake... :) Thanks for singing me a birthday song... *Hearts*
Matthew, Thanks for rides uhh...
Lastly, to all whom send me well-wishes via friendster/facebook/sms-es/calls thank you so much uhh.. You all know who you are... :)
-Goodbye 19 Years Of Life... HELLO 20 Years Of Life...
Goodbye 19 Years Of Life... HELLO 20 Years Of Life...
I'm kissing a goodbye to my bittersweet 19 years of life and...
HELLO 20 years of life...
I feel OLD le...
Oh well, 19 years of life been a really bitter sweet ride to me... I've fall many times and picking myself up from where I fall and learning to be a wiser and happier ME!
Many a times, I wondered and pondered what are my 19 years of life to me are for... It feel with, happy-ness, sadness,laughter, sorrows, happiness and down to earth moment... However I've learn a lot in this journey and one day I shall look back with a smile on my face... :)
Anyways, to all my dearies friends, thanks for seeing me through my ups and downs throughout my 19 years of life... Thanks for always being here with me... Thanks for all the sms-es/ calls to check on me sometimes... Love you all...
I reckon, tomorrow I'll be having a smashing bday in da office...
*Crossed finger*
To Nicholas, Dr Janice,Jethro, Hung Teng:
Nicholas: Thank you for bday gift uhh... :) Thanks for being here with me to offer me your ears and hands... :)
Jethro: Thank you for being the first want to wish me uhh... See you soon:)
Hung Teng: Thank you for wishes and greeting via msn...
Dr Janice: For being the first one to wish me on last Friday and the bday gift:)
More to come...
Watch this page...
Carrie;eirrac: 12/23/2008 09:35:00 PM ♥
Sunday, December 21, 2008
-Boredom...
Bored~~
I'm far wayy too busy with meeting up with friends/schoolmates/classmates/colleagues...
That I don't even have a time for me to blog over here...
But I know, I know, I had just blog yesterday uhh...
Okay lahs...
As usual, gonna meet Bestie Jennifer for christmas shopping later, the mall which is near our place... As I'm tired of travelling to town area which like is flooded with tons and zillions of people on the streets... :)
Hmm, been thinking quite a lot lately...
Been wondering and pondering which bridges to cross and which bridges to burn...
Have been online (MSN) recently, due to the boredom is doing in one bloodstream uhh... Yeap, been chatting with friends and some idiots... Which I shall not name here because he/she may hop by my blog... Like what I've told Bestie Jennifer about that bloody ex bf... I got nothing to say to him, BUT, please STOP viewing my blog... And stop copying my blog for your Msn Nick!! F***!
I shall not vent my worries over here...
I've been thinking should I make my blog private??
Still, my MSN blocked listed is getting longer and FYI, I've block this ex bf for mine, for being such a nuisance for wanting so much indirectly just to say that I've betray him... Whatever lahs... He's like a kid!!!
For one whom can't move on, for he who is having the hard feelings in me, so do me now alright... Is all because I'm the one who ask for the break up and he's being such a jerk!!
Hurhur!!
Anyway, none of my business now lahs...
But thanks to Bestie Jennifer for always listening to me....
I'm tired...
I promise to uploaded the belated photos when the lazy-ness get outta me~~
Seems like yesterday that it was still 2007, and I was looking forward in anticipation to 2008!
What a year it has been! A year of many many emotions, yet I have learnt so much more about myself, and of Life!
Watch out for the next couple of entries about my annual Quarterly relections of 2008, and of course, the Christmas wish-list!!
*LoVes*
Got this from my friend's friendster,and just another one of those QnAs I adore doing!! :P
1. What time did you get up this morning? Apparently,it's the weekends uhh... However I wake up at 7.30am thinking that I'm late for work... But soon even, I notice it was Saturday morning seeing that my oldest sister sitting on the sofa... *Laughs*
2. Diamonds or pearls?
Diamonds are a girly's best friend! :)
3. What’s the last film you saw at the cinema? Hmm The Body Of Lies with my colleagues I guess it's last month if I didn't remember wrongly uhh...
It's been ages since I last went to cinema...
And of course I've got a date with Bestie Jennifer on 25 Dec for movie which I wanted for so long...
Lolx...
4. What’s your favourite TV show?
Definitely those local drama uhh, however I'm not able to catch the 7pm show on Channel 8 due to work demands which always come close to 7 plus... *Sigh*
5. What do you usually have for breakfast?
Random breads/ham/tuna which was brought by me...
A good cup of Teh-o...
Obviously MacD's breakie from random colleagues too..
6. What foods do you dislike?
Opps, too much too name, but my colleagues/ Mummy dearest/ bestie know what is my dislike, perhaps I can ask one of my colleagues to conjure up the list...
Hurhur!!
8. What’s your favourite CD at the moment?
Random song that friend send me via msn...
:)
9. What kind of car do you drive?
No car!
Bus 11 counted?? (Legs lahs)
10. Favourite sandwich?
Good ol' ham...
11. What characteristic do you despise?
People who lie/cheat on their significant others.
12: Favourite item of clothing?
Ermm, ermm...
Tank top that goes with anything be it jeans or those random demin skirts uhh...
=)
13. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, you´d go to:
Bangkok- thailand
(For, shopping, food)
14. Are you an organized person?
Yes! Yes! Yes! YessssYesssssss...
:P
15. Where you’d retire to?
Hmm SG?? No idea...
16. What’s your most recent memorable birthday?
Hmm 18th birthday with the friends of the first ex bf... The surprise dinner at MS and of course the Ice Cream cake... :) Whee~~ 4 more days to the 20th bday... :)
17. What’re you going to do when you finish this?
Get my clothes ironed and prepare for the gathering later in wee bits evening... Of course get some beauty sleep before the evening meeting begins... :)
18. Furthest place you’ve ever been?
Malacca...
Econs ago when I was 16 years old...
*Laughs*
19. Where are you now?
In my brother's bedroom
20. When’s your birthday?
24th Dec 24th Dec 24th Dec!
I reckon the recent/coming bday will be smashing one in da office uhh... They have plans to get me smash by surprise...
A good dinner with family dearest and I'm looking forward for what Bestie Jennifer have prepare for me... :)
21. What’s your shoe size?
35-36 depending on the cut of the shoe/heel...
22. Who’s the last person you spoke to on the phone?
Janice! (Just last night)
23. How many pets do you have?
None at the moment!
Too busy with Life to get one cos it's a lifetime responsibility! Might get a dog in the future though! :)
24. Any new & exciting news?
My Life is pretty boring now actually...
*LauGhs*
25. What you wanted to be when you were little?
Hmm I can't remember...
*Thinks*
26. How're you today?
Feeling tired, sleepy... Dreadfully exhausted over life issues.. But okay, I'm still kicking over here... Laughter goes on with the jokes in da office... Lovely colleagues...
27. Favourite flower?
PINK roses!
PINK!!
But please, no flowers please! It's seriously a waste of money!
Flowers are meant to be appreciated in their full bloom, not snipped in the stem and gathered together artificially with nice wrappers...
28. What’re you listening to right now?
SHE 安静了
:)
29. What’s a day on the calendar you’re looking forward to?
24th - 25th December 2008!
Hopefully, I'd be out partying!!
30. What’s the last thing you ate?
Instant noodles for lunch! :(
31. Do you wish on stars?
Alot when I was younger, cos I would have a fantastic view of the nightsky in the room of my old place...
Nowadays, I still gaze up into the skies, and sometimes let the mind wander...
32. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?
Definitely WHITE!!
35. Favourite soft drink?
I dislike carbonated drinks...
36. Favourite restaurant?
Varies randomly!
For now, i *heart* sushi!
37. Hair colour?
Black with econs ago highlight!!
:)
38. What’s your favourite toy as a child?
Mummy dearest told me that I dislike toy when I was a kid...
*Laughs*
39. Summer or Winter?
I've never experienced Winter before, cos SG is forever humid!
I'd probably die from the cold, cos I am frightfully scared of the cold, but I really do wanna taste and experience snow!
*LauGhs*
41. Chocolate or vanilla?
I love everything chocolate, cept chocolate ice-cream! Vanilla definitely for ice-cream!
42. Coffee or tea?
Definitely tea! :)
43. Do you want your friends answer this meme?
YesYesYes!
44. When’s the last time you cried?
Last night, I teared...
Does that count? I teared from happiness knowing that I have finally realised that moving on isn't as tough as it worked out to be...
*sMiLes*
45. What’s under your bed?
Probably dust! :P
46. What did you do last night?
Met up with Dr Janice for the long awaited shopping session... In the other way round, I've so much to carry home... Thank you for being the first one to give me my bday pressie...
*LoVes*
47. What’re you afraid of?
My Dad!
48. Salty or sweet?
Neutral
:)
49. How many keys on your key ring?
Two- 1 house gate, 1 house door ...
:)
50. How many years have you been working in your current job?
5 months, and I highly doubt if I can even last till the one-year mark... LOLx!
51. Favourite day of the week?
Fridays! Marks the start of the weekends!
:)
52. Do you make friends easily?
Hmm maybe... Colleagues always tell me I make friends easily as I'm wayy too good everyone..Perhaps that's my weakness, that's why people are taking my kindness for granted...
53. Do you like finding out all this stuff about your friends?
-10 More Day To My Forever Young Bday + Updated Bday Wish List
10 More Day To My Forever Young Bday + Updated Bday Wish List~
YipPeeEeee!
It's another 10 more days to my forever young bday which I'm looking forward too uhh...
Time filies!!
It seem like my 19th bday was yesterday, is a year gone soon when it marks the 20 years of life...
Many celebrations I've shared this morning alone...
When I'm actually in da holiday mood...
But never the less, I'm still working hard towards my goals...
Apparently, work ends at 7.15pm for me today, as tomorrow I'm knocking off on the dot just to have a steamboat session with my deary colleagues... And its due to the system will be down at 6.30pm... Hopefully nothing screw on me... *Crossed finger*
Here's a small lil' birthday wish-list of sorts!
TinGz's Forever Young birthday wish-list:-
- SHOPPING VOUCHERS!! Mango, Forever 21, Topshop, Dorothy Perkins, VNC, or even Charles and Keith, CK Tangs, Takashimaya, Isetan, BHG (Formerly known as Seiyu)... You name it, I want it...! *Laughs*
- Unlimited credit for online SHOPPING on my fave websites!(To-die-for accessories,clothes and bags...!) The list goes on... :P
- A watch to replace the ex bf... Make it an adidas/DKNY/Fossil watch... *Hint Mummy dearest*
- A new water bottle be it a thermal bottle from NIKE or the normal wants from NIKE too...
- Celebration on the very day with my family...
- Health, wealth and smiles for everyone around me! =)
But TinGz reckons that she'd be getting loads of accessories from friends again! Well, I guess that's the safest present to give a friend when you don't know what to get her! *Laughs*
All I want is to have a smashing birthday...Cos I seriously think that I didn’t had really memorable and enjoyable birthday celebrations in the past...My 16th was, in my friends' words, "pathetic", "lousy", "horrid" (Blah blah blah...They didn’t really have nicesties to say... *Laughs* ) cos all my friends were having awesomely huge parties and I didn't even have a cake! Not even a slice...! *Laughs* (However I manage to get an memorable 18th bday last year, and of cos with an Ice-cream cake from my friends that we celebrated at marina sqaure parris..) The 19th bday was with the ex bf... Which I was kinda happy larx... Hopefully 20th bday will be a better want!
Well, to be honest, this is just a wish-list... Its the thought that counts...Really! =)
And I know of colleagues that have the intention of getting me un-glamorously smash by cake or the surprise pressie which I've heard from someone....! *Laughs*
It was the bloody day I ever had experience okay...
It's all begins with the random printers in the office kicking off the day...
It's all the system letters and file went hay wired on me... Screw me!!...
The random me has even use up my whole day just to match the system letters over the systems and the files... To figure out which system letter has MIA-ed!! *Laughs*
Apparently, mood wise wasn't very good for the pass few days, but still, Nicholas tried his best to make me laugh out of my blue... You make it!!
By now, staring at my home desktop, I'm feeling a bit blur...
Thanks to the changing of the bloody printer in the office, which I've spend half of my day go around to collect my print out and to go search which printer has my print out as the technical who come to do my desktop key in the wrong IP address... *Sly smiles*
Even the system also screw on me alright, it use to take about a few mins to load but now, it take donkey years to load uhh... :(
Feeling the worst already...
But there's not the end...
More work coming today, to print and type each and every apology letter to client for the explain of sending their letter out late... I'm surprise that the letters MIA-ed when my colleague place inside my box... So me being me, when the extra mile to get everything print out nicely and matching every single of it is really like hell...
Friday should be a day which I've always look forward to as in knocking off on the dot...
However, time hasn't permits me to does that... The cycle will repeat itself next week, and more troublesome stuff to do next week! Arghx...
It's been ages since I last knock off on the dot...
Work was no longer enjoyable, I've be bogged down with loads of work stuff and some personal stuff which somehow I'm feeling bloody tired alright...
I'll be back with picture upload...
Enjoy this weekends everyone:)
Just so you know
I shouldn't love you But I want to I just can't turn away I shouldn't see you But I can't move I can't look away
And I don't know How to be fine when I'm not Cause I don't know How to make the feeling stop Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me And I can't help it I won't sit around I can't let him win now Thought you should know I tried my best to let go of you But I don't want to I just gotta say it all before I go Just so you know
It's getting hard to Be around you There's so much I can't say Do you want me to hide the feelings? And look the other way
And I don't know How to be fine when I'm not Cause I don't know How to make the feeling stop Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me And I can't help it I won't sit around I can't let him win now Thought you should know I tried my best to let go of you But I don't want to Just gotta say it all before I go. (Just so you know)
This emptiness is killing me I'm wonderin' why I've waited so long Looking back I realize It was always there Just never spoke of I'm waiting here Been waiting here
Just so you know This feeling's taking control of me And I can't help it I won't sit around I can't let him win now Thought you should know I tried my best to let go of you But I don't want to Just gotta say it all before I go Just so you know (Whoa, Just so you know, Whoa, Thought you should know)
I tried my best to let go of you But I don't want to Just gotta say it all before I go Just so you know
Bestie Jennifer's quarter -life journey is officially today! (Mine on the way!) *Wry smiles*
And although I have been seen her in the flesh recently, I do hope that she's much happier! *LauGhs*
May this special day be filled with well-wishes and plenty of presents from friends/family! Hahs! =D
I do hope that you like what I have for you... :)
Anyways, thank you dearie for always being a sweetheart and for always being there for me, be it a sms, a phone call, despite your busy-ness and what-nots! For listening without judging, for caring without wanting anything in return, and for just talking to me whenever I am being nonsensical! The bond and friendship we share has been truly amazing, and I feel truly blessed to always have your presence in my life! =)
Enjoy your special day special one! =)
And may there be plenty more years of friendship ahead!
I promise to upload the photos once Bestie Jennifer send me...
The bloody idiot who has been walking in and out wayy too much...
That I've been really down...
It's the mood and the random thinking caught me up...
But there's still nice friends around me, bringing me back to earth...
Like Bestie Jennifer, busy mugging for her exams, however, she did paused awhile to lend me the pair of ears that I need... Thank you for being always here bestie... The advices and those motivating words I will heed it and walk on my life no matter what may come... :)
Of course my bestie guy friend whom never fail to bright up my day with his cutest actions... For the countless sms-es to check on me, for the countless time with me in the office... Making sure I get my meals and I got home safely... All in a millions:) I guess this month alone, your bill gonna be high due to some reason or what... The laugh, the lending ears, the shopping moments and what-nots uhh, will be missed soon...
Would go around the office, just to clown around or even make my colleague laugh out real loud with my funny jokes and action...
The random me...
Who seldom or hardly clown around in the office...
But since,
I'm feeling good over the weekdays...
So they have all the fun when I'm in the office uhh...
Here's a small lil' birthday wish-list of sorts!
TinGz's Forever Young birthday wish-list:-
- SHOPPING VOUCHERS!! Mango, Forever 21, Topshop, Dorothy Perkins, VNC, or even Charles and Keith, CK Tangs, Takashimaya, Isetan, BHG (Formerly known as Seiyu)... You name it, I want it...! *Laughs*
- Unlimited credit for online SHOPPING on my fave websites!(To-die-for accessories,clothes and bags...!) The list goes on... :P
- A watch to replace the ex bf... Make it an adidas watch... *Hint Mummy dearest*
- Celebration on the very day with my family...
- Health, wealth and smiles for everyone around me! =)
But TinGz reckons that she'd be getting loads of accessories from friends again! Well, I guess that's the safest present to give a friend when you don't know what to get her! *Laughs*
All I want is to have a smashing birthday...Cos I seriously think that I didn’t had really memorable and enjoyable birthday celebrations in the past...My 16th was, in my friends' words, "pathetic", "lousy", "horrid"(Blah blah blah...They didn’t really have nicesties to say... *Laughs* ) cos all my friends were having awesomely huge parties and I didn't even have a cake! Not even a slice...! *Laughs* (However I manage to get an memorable 18th bday last year, and of cos with an Ice-cream cake from my friends that we celebrated at marina sqaure parris..) The 19th bday was with the ex bf... Which I was kinda happy larx... Hopefully 20th bday will be a better want!
Well, to be honest, this is just a wish-list... Its the thought that counts...Really! =)
And I know of colleagues that have the intention of getting me un-glamorously smash by cake or the surprise pressie which I've heard from someone....! *Laughs*
I can't wait for my Forever Young Birthday to loom by....
♥ Guess Wallet.
♥ My Titus Watches
♥ NIKE Water Bottle
♥ Sony Ericsson C903
♥ Sony Ericsson K770i.
♥ Samsung T10 MP3.
♥ White Killer Spec.
♥ Computer
♥ My Bed.
♥ Pink and White Stuff.
♥ Baby Love
♥ Bestie Jennifer
♥ Dr Janice
♥ Mummy Dearest
♥ Da Jie
♥ Youngest Brother
♥ Maternal Grandparents
♥ All My Close/Good Friends
Her Cravings
♥ New JOB
♥ Driving License
♥ More Clothing
♥ More Accessories.
♥ Heels.
♥ Sony Camera
♥ Lappy
♥ Overseas Holiday
