Thursday, December 31, 2009
-Year 2009 In Quarterly Reflections...
It's that time of year again! How a year has whizzed by me, not to mention how I've learnt so much about myself in 2009!
It just seems like it was last week when I was at the counting down at home with my siblings, hoping 2009 would be kinder to me! :P
So has 2009 been kinder to me like I had wished for when the clock struck midnight at home?
Read on... ...!!
:)
January - March 2009
Brand new 2009 was ushered in with a smile on my face, with me hoping 2009 would treat me much better after all the shites in 2008...
The early quarter saw me having heaps of busy-ness at work when I was still with my last insurance company. For the 3 odd months, I was busy with tons and zillions of work that I have to admit with, after which I have been wondering and pondering when should I end everything with AIA… Still I am deciding then!
And for the 3 months odd, it was filled with love, joy and laughter…
For it filled with love, I have found my partner on the particular month in FEB; it was really a sweet start from then on… I can’t imagine myself, falling in love again after all the shites that had happened in 2008!
April – June 2009
I remembered the month of April 29th, it was the day which I finally left AIA for good… I can only say that making decision on leaving this company was never a thing I like it, because I have made many friends there and bosses there treat me real well… So it come close to heart that I am leaving waving them goodbye and all I could say was they are great people there!
Thank you for all the laughter, joys, and sorrow spend together… And not forgetting my cliques whom are always ready to be there for me whenever I am down or need someone to listen to my nags! Thanks Thanks!
For the next 2 following months, I spend my days resting at home and of course spending much quality time with Baby Love and Mummy dearest… It was a slacking lonnngggg months ahead of me… *Laughs*
July – September 2009
For the month of July it was filled with celebrations because it was Baby Love’s nephew 3rd birthday… I could say that lil’ Ethan was really enjoying himself over the celebration…
And of course more QT with Baby Love, accompanying him for his wisdom extraction and more MC ahead for Baby Love which I hop by his place to be there for him…
In August, its another usual month, usual day spend with, with more slacking and sleeping at home and by now I feel like a PIG! *Laughs*
Nothing much happening after the month of August…!
For the month of September, I was trying to get myself another temp job, but it ended with loads of quarrels and what-nots which I shall not reveal over here… I have always been asking myself to do things which I don’t like and to compromise with Baby Love… But deep inside him, have he notice that I have always give in all he wanted and put myself into his shoes…
It’s another lonnnggg quarrels ahead over this working issues… Which I dislike it a lot, and I don’t like anyone to probe over this issue… I dislike being controlled by people, I love to do things my way and I want to be the one who is deciding my own future ahead!
*SiGh*
Never smoothing months ahead!
*Finger crossed*
*Pun-intented*
October - December 2008
I usually dislike the months after September intensely, for nothing good happens to me during this period...
Still as usual, same issues on hand, same quarrels, same topic and everything was like making me stop breathing for a while!
Apparently, this is the months which parents has been barking at me for get myself a job so that I can have my own income… But they didn’t know the reason behind it and that’s when they started shouting and nagging at me… I am doing all these not because of me but is because I am doing it for Baby Love, but have he ever put himself to my shoe facing the same situation with me??
Things when wrong, everyone was unhappy with me, I have done my best to make everyone happy but I am not happy neither!
What’s the point of making others happy while you are not??
*Blank*
I have therefore, explain to Baby Love and hope he will understand that not only “mans needs to work but women needs to work too”.
Imagine having your morning spoilt with scolding and nagging while you are having breakfast? It’s never NICE alight!
Topics of these will continue until I go back to work!
*I Pray*
For the month of November, it was filled with celebration too, it was Baby Love 22nd birthday, which I have spend with him for the first time in our relationship… I do hope that he loves what I have gave him and may be remain happy as ever!
I have gotta admit that, time hasn’t allow me to catch up with friends out there because most of my QT was spend with Baby love…
Finally, it’s was My 21st birthday which many well-wishes/gifts from friends/loves ones... It's the best birthday I ever had in my years of living... But I gotta admit My 21st was not much happening compared to my 20th! I can say that it’s a lil’ boring!
For Baby Love, thank you for the dedication vice versa Class 95, the gifts and of course the dinner, I have FUN!
(May I be wiser on my 21st journey…)
All in all, it was a memorable birthday to me...
I no longer grumble at things that I usually take for granted, and I have since learnt to be more forgiving and less critical towards myself, and to love and appreciate the family and friends around me much more! :)
As I usher in the new year in 9 hours later, I can give myself a pat on the back, have a smile on my face, and tell myself that it's been a fruitful year, knowing more about myself and of Life that I would never ever have learnt about Love was found once again...
How, despite my very jaded outlook with regards to Love and relationships, and how I am extremely cautious and more wary now; I am able to tell myself that it doesn't matter with regards to affairs of the heart and what matters more now is living the Life that I wish and want to lead, not being controlled nor dictated by anyone except myself...(And well, maybe the family and real close friends! :P )
Come what may, I hope that I am able to withstand the distance ahead of me, for I know that there'd be water and resting points ahead whenever I struggle and falter... ... =)
And as a yearly tribute... ...
Appreciation goes out to all my darlings/ BABY LOVE, that have been there for me through this emotionally roller coaster year...The encouragements, laughter, jokes, listening ears, big hearts and keeping me in your prayers aside, I just wanna thank you for not being judgmental and for loving me for who I am, and for gently accepting me, my flaws, my nonsensical crap, and for offering hugs, company and listening ears whenever I needed them... :)
I am truly thankful! =)
Have yourselves a wonderful 2010 ahead filled to the brim with joy, peace, health, wealth, and of course LOVE! :)
R.I.P. 2009!!!!
DIEEeeeee!!!
*LauGhs*
*HeaRts
Labels: Reflection
Carrie;eirrac: 12/31/2009 02:49:00 PM ♥
Sunday, December 27, 2009
-FLU BUG!
I am feeling SICK…!
I am feeling TIRED…!
I am feeling SLEEPY after medication…!
And I think that the FLU BUG is finding their way back to me…!
*Laughs*
I am having a bad FLU…!
I am having a bad HEADACHE…!
And I wonder when will this back ache problem get away of me??
I seriously am getting worried…!
Can someone tell me how??
Or is this a sign of going to be SICK??
I'm totally clueless…!
Or perhaps the lack of rest over the pass few days??
I DON’T KNOW…!
I don’t want to be SICK because, there’s so much of catching up with friends and more QT with Baby Love…!
I want to conquer the FLU BUG AWAY…!
HELP!
Time for medication on off to bed…
Till then, the last Sunday of the year 2009!
Watch out my quarterly reflection…
Stay tuned!
Good night world!
Labels: Sick, Weekends
Carrie;eirrac: 12/27/2009 10:17:00 PM ♥
Saturday, December 26, 2009
-Review On My 21st!
I am BACK!
How’s everyone Christmas??
As what I have promise on my last post, I am here to share with you my 21st bday!
Apparently, it was just another usual day that I have spend just that this time round my 21st was with Baby Love, for all you know, he put in much effort for my 21st. Therefore I would say that it was really a wonderful 21st birthday spend with…
I admit, for the last few hours of 21st birthday was really too boring but nevertheless, we did still walk around the mall after we had our dinner at port art!
I give this 8 of out 10!
Anyway, it was not the food that matters the most uhh!
Thank you to all whom send me well-wishes and gifts on my 21st!
Will upload the photos once blogger get their problem fixed!
:D
Labels: Birthday
Carrie;eirrac: 12/26/2009 03:22:00 PM ♥
Thursday, December 24, 2009
-It's finally here!
It’s finally here!
I am here to kiss good bye to my 20th years of life and WELCOME my 21st year of life…
And I do hope that this 21st will be filled with many joys and happy-ness around me…
I admit that friends has been sending in SMS or msg from FB, when the clock ticks 12!
It’s really a blessing from everyone…
Thus far, I have received 4 gifts which includes, new roomy bag, a heart design dress, a note book and a nail manicure all these from Janice includes Xmas too…
Second gift, a card and an ang pow from Godma…
Third gift, a necklace with key design symbolizes my 21st from parents…
Fourth gift, a BIG ang pow from Mummy dearest…
And there’s more to come to wait for me to upload all the gifts photos…
Apparently, I’ve got a touching gift from Baby ♥ at 12.50am… Baby ♥ did a song dedication for me via CLASS 95!
Thank you DARLING and CLASS 95!
A great birthday among all!
I promise to update my bloggie when I am back!
Happy Holidays!!!
MeRry MeRry Xmas to all !
:D
Labels: Birthday
Carrie;eirrac: 12/24/2009 01:35:00 PM ♥
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
-24 more hours!
Yayy, its arriving in another less than 24 hours when the clocks ticks to 12am!
And yesh, I am here speaking about my 21st birthday which will be arriving real soon!
I am still enjoying my last 20 years of life before it hits 21 years on!
Thus far, I have received a birthday card and ang pow from my godmother just now in the noon… She’s the one whom see me through my every journey, ever since I was a lil’ baby back 20years ago!
And I reckon that there are more presents and ang pow coming on the way…
Apparently, my dad told me last night that he has already brought my 21st gift and I will be getting it tonight! Yesh, it’s a necklace symbolizes my 21st birthday… I am happy that he remembers, that’s all I can say! Thank you dad!
Anyways, it the thoughts that really counts!
=)
I am grateful that friends of mine remembers this day and coming forward to ask me out just to pass me my birthday gift…
谢谢朋友们，你们有心啊。。。
And not forgetting that 2 of my friends sharing the same birthday with me…
A friend of mine whom shares the same year, same month, same date, that’s my K1 classmate Kai Li!
And last but not least, Ying Lin who shares the same month, same day but different year she’s 2 years junior!
Have fun till then!
:D
Labels: Randomness
Carrie;eirrac: 12/23/2009 03:40:00 PM ♥
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
-2nd Post Of The Day!
Alright, 2nd post of the day!
I shall keep this post short, simple and sweet!
I woke up at 7.30am today!
And till now, I am tired!
Off to bed early tonight!
:D
Labels: Shortnote
Carrie;eirrac: 12/22/2009 11:12:00 PM ♥
-Counting Down To My Bday!
I am counting down to my 21st!
Till now or I should say till yesterday, I have so far received my very first 21st birthday cum Xmas presents from Dr Janice…
Apparently, we met up yesterday after eons ago ever since I last saw her, and yes Dr Janice being the first one to send wishes to me and of course the presents from her which I really appreciates and I really do thinks that Dr Janice to hop on to my blog…
So far, Dr Janice has fulfilled one of my wishes on my wish-list on my earlier post, and I must that Dr Janice had put me effort on my gifts which I truly thank her for being one of my bestie… I ought to know that we are busy with out own life, but never the less, we do still keep in touch… :D
Yayy, to our 6 years and counting friendship!
Anyway, it’s the thoughts that really counts, therefore no matter who is the first one to wish me or to give me presents, I still appreciate what those friends who remembers my birthday does…
Nevertheless, we did cam-whore a bit with Dr Janice’s camera, and will upload some when I get it via FB…
I’m looking forward to 24th and 25th…
Gonna be away from 24th-26th…
Will blog when I am back…
Keep all those well- wishes coming…
I simply can’t wait for24th to arrive!
Till then, I keep my finger crossed…
Will take a combined photos my gifts from Baby Love and Friends out there who are die-ing hard to meet me out!
=)
Review on my first present from Dr Janice:
- New roomy bag which I LOVE it!
- A set of pretty nails!
- A notebook!
- A dress filled with my favorite heart shape!
I reckon more to come!
So please check this out real soon!
Alright, time for bed!
Goodnight world!
Hugs…
:)
Labels: Birthday, Friends
Carrie;eirrac: 12/22/2009 01:28:00 AM ♥
Sunday, December 20, 2009
-Black SUNDAY!
Apparently, I always dislike every Sunday that is looming, because that’s a day filled with truckloads of scolding from this person who is near me… Yes, that’s my father; I could only say that from young till now, I never once tried talking to my father in a nice tone… He would always go beyond his lines, he shouting at me or even those “arrows” shooting me whenever he moods stir me up…
Which I personally much dislike every Sunday, I never once look forward to any Sunday, because I knew that “there’s nothing good happen on Sunday”… (My BLACK SUNDAY)…
It strikes me from young, whenever he always start his scolding only at me, perhaps maybe he thinks that I will not rebut back, but sad to say, I would always just shout back at him because I knew wasn’t my fault at all…
I believe that everyone out there are close to their father but minus me out of the category!
*Laughs*
We(my dad and I) never once, shared a dinner together, watch tee vee together, laugh together and all sorts of categories a dad should does he NEVER does that to me! I’ve learned to let go those love from him, he NEVER once care for me… He merely ask my Mum where is my whereabouts!
For almost 21 years on, he NEVER once show is fatherly love to me, and I never look forward to come by one day, because I knew that the day will NEVER loom by…
I was like “bad” person marked in his heart for he always like to compare me with my oldest sister, which I really HATE about it… In my theory, I thought that parents should treat every child fair and well, but I am the odd one out!!
Anyway, I am okay with whatever he want to do on me, be it, shouting, scolding, arrowing me among the 4 of us, everything that had happen I have learnt to tolerate his rubbish over this 21 years on…
He NEVER once remembered my birthday or he NEVER once praise me in whatever I does out in the world…
在他（爸爸）眼里我永远都比不上我的姐姐和弟弟，我对他绝望了。。。我再也没有理由和他住在东一个屋檐下了。。。
爸爸对我来说是个陌生人。。。
No matter what may come, I will still be positive and overcome all the obstacles that is coming…
I always believe that, I can do it and never let HIM look down on me…
I guess nothing really matters to me now because; I am really used to this kind of relationship with him…
(To him I am not a perfect child! But I know I am NOT!)
On a cheerier note, another 4 more days to my 21st and I am really looking forward…
I know friends has been text-ing me on catching up and passing my my present, and hopefully I will have time to meet them for coffee session…
Hahs!
Anyway, I am going to meet Dr Janice tomorrow afternoon, it’s been econs since I last saw her… =)
Time for bed!
Good night world!
(Tonight gonna be a GOOD GOOD NIGHT)
:D
Labels: Weekends
Carrie;eirrac: 12/20/2009 11:42:00 PM ♥
Saturday, December 19, 2009
-Happy Bday Bro
It’s the smelling of weekends!
It’s raining during this weekends…
It’s cooling…
But…
I will have a difficult time of getting out of the east of SG later!
And on a side note, it’s youngest brother 20th birthday today…
May his 20th be a wonderful journey!
That’s all for today…
=D
Labels: Birthday
Carrie;eirrac: 12/19/2009 02:07:00 PM ♥
Friday, December 18, 2009
-6 More Days :D
6 more days to my 21st birthday…
6 more days to my new 21st journey and chapter in life…
And I do hope that everything will go smooth for me on my 21st of the year…
And it’s less then 24 hours to youngest brother 20th birthday, and my bad for not getting him any pressie this year… Will make up next year bro!
Well, truth to be said that I am really looking forward to my 21st birthday with Baby Love, as this will be the first year spending together and more come in times…
On a side note, I am not looking forward to my 21st with the family because there is some issue which I wouldn’t want to speak over here… I could only summarize with this “I worth only 10 dollars note in their eyes”! (That’s how heartbreaking it is) Imagine, when your younger sibling got a 150 dollars worth of clothes and “ang pow”…
That’s all…
I dare not imagine huge gifts from them!!
Anyway, my back do still aches a lil’ bit more…
Weekends ahead!!
:D
Labels: Family, Shortnote
Carrie;eirrac: 12/18/2009 01:06:00 PM ♥
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
-Back Still Aching =(
Well, there’s nothing much happening today!
Because my back is still aching like nobody business!
It get painful when I bend my upper back!
For no reason, those medication plaster doesn’t seems to work on my body… I have no idea what the hell is going on!
I just want to get rid of the pain…
It’s isn’t nice to have those aching problem all over your body, it can make one person get very tired or motionless…
I’ve notice that this few days, I’m not in a mood for talking, I seriously have no idea why… I just wanna keep my mouth shut…
Perhaps maybe I’m really tired…
Anyway, tomorrow I’ll be joining my Mummy dearest for shopping in the noon till about evening before I head off to meet Baby Love!
Bedtime!
Goodnight World!
(tonight gonna be a GOOD GOOD NIGHT!)
I hope…
:D
Labels: Randomness
Carrie;eirrac: 12/16/2009 11:55:00 PM ♥
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
-Minor Accident + Skin Care
Apparently, I woke up quite early today due to a minor accident at home- reason being- youngest brother got a minor bleed on his feet as he stepped onto broken pieces of glass which is left lying around the kitchen floor!
Poor him has to bear the shocking morning to go down for his interview, anyway, I do hope that his interview goes well for him… I guess it was like 2weeks back when I broke the eye wash and I believe it was those bits and pieces of glass lay around the kitchen without anyone seeing it…
My bad! Sorry brother! >.<
On top of that, I’m still feeling kinda sick, maybe because the aching of my back have not recover, but it’s more than a week that this pain of my back is really killing me… I’m worried, but there’s nothing much I can do, I could only apply oil and put those plaster which are meant for body ache… Will see if the pain will be there for the next few days and decide whether I should visit a Chinese sinseh not! Till then, I keep my finger crossed…
Actually, I have been worrying why does my face skin being so dry nowadays, could it be the change of facial wash? I give this question a blank answer, but however, I went to buy back the old facial wash and will see how my skin will react for the next couples of days… Had tried apply Nivea moisturizer, and I could say that Nivea products are really indeed good… It has proven to me, because back then my hand are always dry and itch when I was still working, and I tried on their product after seeing doctor which never cures my hand skin problem… Therefore, Nivea was a product which I can rely on to give me the best skin results for prolong using terms… I admit that the product itself is not too expensive, but what matters the most is at the end of the day, my skin is smooth and not to dry and rich for skin care…
Thank you Nivea!
(My life helper)
I’m not kidding Nivea products can really cure your dry skin problem no matter what skin problems you encounter… I was never a Nivea customer before, after a friend of mine recommend me their product which I am really happy with…
I guess there are pros and cons of skin care problems, all I want was my skin to stay health and smooth everyday! That’s every girl’s goal!
Anyway, that’s all for now, and is time to rest as medicines kicks in!
*Laughs*
Wish me speedy recovery of my flu and backache!
=D
Labels: Randomness
Carrie;eirrac: 12/15/2009 12:29:00 PM ♥
Monday, December 14, 2009
-
Friday 11 December 2009
On this special day, it was Bestie Jennifer’s 21st birthday… A day which she begins with her new journey, new chapter in life… And it’s was the 15th years of me celebrating her birthday with her… We have shared 15 years of friendship and counting…
And I do hope that, her 21st journey will be a sweet one, may you stay happier as ever…
Bestie Jennifer was my best friend among all, she’s the one whom I can turn to when I’m really down, when I just need a listening ear she would be there for me without fail…
I’ve learned that “A friend in need is a friend indeed, and that friends indeed come our of the woods like army ants when you call them”.
Therefore many years of credits with Jennifer alone, without a friend like her, I wouldn’t make it here and this far…
To Bestie Jennifer:
Thank you for always being here with me, without any complains and judgment over the issues I had in life… You had done a great part in playing my best friend in life, one whom I wouldn’t want to lose for you being the nicest bestie sister… I believe that we have share many happy moments together… I wouldn’t forget how I met you, if you still remember it was like 15years back when we first met one another by an acquaintance… It was that acquaintance belong us together to share this special friendship…
A big THANK YOU JENNIFER!
Saturday 12th Dec 2009
Nothing much to say because I’m down with flu and sore throat and all these makes me feel very tired because in my dictionary weekends was a day reserved to spend quality time with Baby Love…
Imagine yourself being sick during weekends wasn’t a pleasant experience because there’s so much I want to do during weekends, but it held back by my flu and what-nots…
Before heading to town, Baby Love come all the way here to meet and because he knew that I was not feel well, that’s how sweet of him…
There’re tons and zillions of people in town due to the Christmas decorations at town and I people there are really busy taking picture with all those decorations… Anyway, Christmas is round the corner and I haven’t got Baby Love’s X’mas gift…
Anyway, I promise myself that I wouldn’t have dinner at food court in town anymore because is flooded with zillions of people.
And we headed to The Cathay for movie, and I admit that I’m still trying very hard not to fall asleep during the show time… Because medications kick in and make one feel tired and sleepy…
After everything ended, we went back home and only able to catch the bus for like 45 mins journey back to the east…
And then it’s bedtime!
Sunday 13th December 2009
Anyway, still feeling sick, but I’m slightly feeling better day by day… This was the day which I spend more of my time concerning which career I should get and settle down after being jobless or I should say that after resting for like months, it’s time to get back to the corporate world…
There’s still bits and pieces of disagree with me and Baby Love, but all I want him to know that no matter which job I got into I will still be a faithful partner…
I admit that I really dislike to discuss my career with him because after all I am the one who is working there… I want to get a job of my choice to pursue my dreams and goals in life without anyone who is holding me…
Apparently, no one likes to control at which dreams and goals you have but all I have to do was still be persistent over my own future… I just want to be happier everyday without having any worries… How he put himself into my shoes??
How do you feel when your parents keep nagging at you everyday??
How you ever spare a thought for me??
Sometimes, I just wish that there is two splitting image of me, so that I can do things for my parents and Baby Love!
It really gives me headache whenever you keep wanting my life in your way, but however one have to give in no matter what! I am always the one whom give one step back, and making you happy… Did you appreciate what I have done for you??
I’m in doubt!
Whatever I do here, I just want everyone to be happy including ME!
Anyways, things have come clear and I would still go and look for jobs now and decide sooner or later! I know that he would always wanna avoid the topic over work!
I have made this clear between us, and I want you to know that no matter what choices I made I would always think of you first…
Alright, enough of my nags over here…
Monday 14th December 2009
One thing I would never imagine is that I went to library yesterday after years, and I went to borrow a book called” Life that way”…
It’s a nice book thus far, will do more review after I completed reading…
Anyway, talking about work…
A few seconds ago, I have call up the agent and she will try her best to help me to look for suitable jobs… Anyway, I pray that everything will go smooth for me…
Till then, I keep my finger crossed!
Nothing much happen today, as I’m seriously tired after medications and it’s time for me to rest!
10 more days to My Sweet 21st Birthday!
There’s one thing I want to do at this moment…
I WANT MORE SHOPPING!
=)
Labels: Updates
Carrie;eirrac: 12/14/2009 02:44:00 PM ♥
Saturday, December 12, 2009
-I Am Sick!
Finally weekends…
But how do you feel if your weekends are caught by flu, sore throat and all sorts of “friends” joining this family!
Apparently, I went to see the doctor this morning after last night was a sleepless night for me… Imagine you have to wake up in the middle of the night to settle those nose blocks and ear block problem can give you seriously madness in the night…
I guess is the weather nowadays are very unpredictable so that one for sick after another and I’m one of them! Hahs! First the virus got through eldest sister and follows by dad and then is Baby Love…
Then it caught me along the way… *Laughs*
Anyway, isn’t nice to be sick on weekends!
Labels: Sick
Carrie;eirrac: 12/12/2009 01:09:00 PM ♥
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
-Sighs (but it doesn't go away)
The night that I go to bed with tears, it’s a very baddd feeling to have heard those unpleasant from someone whom you love so much…
Sometimes, you always want things in your way and it’s always your choice and never mine!
Last night was really a night which filled with sadness and tears on bed, I was so strong in telling myself that I shouldn’t tear at all, because he would never once trying to call me or sms me back whenever we put down the phone with quarrels…
Apparently, I would be the one lying on the bed at night, thinking what the hell have I done wrong that he would always shout and yell at me… For I know that leopards would never change their spots…
When one is in Love,
More often than not, we would want things to be perfect,
and strive for perfection...
But as always,
things more often than not, don't always seem to go as you have in mind,
or have planned...
For he would always insist that he’s right in everything, for he wouldn’t ever believe whatever I say…
Maybe one day I will just blow everything out, because I really dislike the feeling of having in control in whatever I do…
I’m tired of everything…
I want to live in peace…
All I want was someone whom can really listen to me, wouldn’t rebut in everything thing I say… I hate being here to listen to all these rubbish…
For he would think that he always got a smarter explanation then me, because he thinks that I’m scared of him…
Things has never been the same again like four years back, I could only say that granny is the only one whom love me, dote me, be here for me no matter what happen to me… And granny was the only one whom believes in me, she’s the one that give me strength to live everyday… Granny never once stop caring, loving me, granny was the only reason which I live until today…
I know, things would never be the same again like 4 years back, whatever that had happen wouldn’t change… But one thing for sure is that granny is still living inside my heart, as she has gone to a place so far…
I cannot imagine how life has bring me on for 4years without granny here, the usual me whom always laugh and joy around has gone since the year 2006…
Many a times, I want to give up in everything, but is granny love here telling me that things would definitely be fine one day!
To me granny is my only kin; she’s my beloved granny…
To my Dearest Granny:
If you are here seeing me, I know that you wouldn’t want to see me in this state now… But granny I promise you that I’ll continue with my life because I know that you really want me to be happy here… Granny, I know that now I cannot see you but I still can feel the care and love you gave to me no matter where are you… I do hope that you are happy over there…
I promise to be the cheerful grand-daughter of yours, to stay happy no matter what… As long as I know you are still here for me, the rest of those people I wouldn’t wanna care anymore…
Granny’s love is biggest among all…
Labels: Life
Carrie;eirrac: 12/08/2009 03:52:00 PM ♥
Monday, December 7, 2009
-Birthday Wish-list :D
It’s another 17 more days to My Forever 21st Birthday…
All I want is a smashing birthday with Baby ♥, and I know that Baby ♥ has already plan for my BIG DAY! =)
I shall keep my finger crossed still…
Anyways, Bestie Jennifer 21st Birthday is this coming Friday and I haven’t got her pressie done… But I do hope that she would like what I have for her…
Alright, is time for my Birthday Wish-list!
Here's a small lil' birthday wish-list of sorts!
TinGz's Forever 21st birthday wish-list:-
- SHOPPING VOUCHERS!! Mango, Topshop, Dorothy Perkins, or even Charles and Keith, CK Tangs, Takashimaya, Isetan, BHG (Formerly known as Seiyu)... You name it, I want it...! *Laughs*
- Unlimited credit for online SHOPPING on my fave websites!(To-die-for accessories,clothes and bags...!) The list goes on... :P
- Soft toys of my favourite Sanrio friends… Be it Hello Kitty, My Melody… You name it, I want it… =)
- Ice-cream cake and I know Baby ♥ is going to get one for me! *Hearts*
- A new roomy bag to replace my current one…
- Health, wealth and smiles for everyone around me! =)
But TinGz reckons that she'd be getting loads of accessories from friends again! Well, I guess that's the safest present to give a friend when you don't know what to get her! *Laughs*
A lil’ review on my 20th birthday 2008
- I have got a new wallet and a second titus watch from Bestie Jennifer.
- Mummy dearest brought me my first titus watch which I have asking for.
- Colleagues from AIA celebrated my birthday at cartel and gave me a pair of earring, hp pouch and a snoppy handphone holder.
- Still I want my 21st to be one of the best one…
Well, to be honest, this is just a wish-list... Its the thought that counts...Really! =)
Labels: Birthday
Carrie;eirrac: 12/07/2009 12:58:00 PM ♥
Friday, December 4, 2009
-Over The Last Weekends!
35th Year Anniversary brought to you by Kitty Lab!
=)
I know this is the longggg over due post after going to Kitty Lab last Sunday... Anyway, this is the only picture that I've manage to take because, no video and photo taking are allow at Kitty Lab!
So how's my trip down to the kitty lab?
It was a FUN day at Kitty Lab, going around and play games and if we could finish by 35 minutes we have a got a gift from Kitty Lab... I admit, I dont like playing game but anyway it was a nice memories for me Baby Love!
Here's the gift by Kitty Lab, when you finishes your game in 35 minutes!
Back view of the card! It says, you believe patience is the truth!
Front view of the card... Hello Kitty 35th Anniversary Project!
This is the badge given when you have completed the game!
Overall, I rate this 6.5/10... It's sad the I can't take picture with those cute sanrio characters but anyway, I had a wonderful Sunday!
One should be contented enough so that life will always be as cheerful as before...
=)
Labels: Weekends
Carrie;eirrac: 12/04/2009 01:54:00 PM ♥
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
-Dec a Month Of Joy!
I’m always looking forward for the month of December every year, because it’s a month of celebrations and Xmas…
Obviously, this year is my official Forever 21st Birthday and I reckon that is going to be FUN out there… =)
*Cross my fingers till then*
Each and every year of December was a year which really making me feel happy about or sad about…
But after all, it’s year which I can do many reflections on and of cos there’s bitter and sweet along the journey…
Birthday wish-list next up! =)
Labels: Randomness
Carrie;eirrac: 12/02/2009 09:39:00 PM ♥
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
-Random Ramblings...
Indeed, Life is really short, the earth walks, people walks on...
Every minute, every second, there's good and bad happening...
Apparently, life is really precious too, to have known that my maternal 舅妈 is down with sickness was something really shocking... I admit I only get to see them during CNY, no ones knows what will happen next...
Therefore, I've always said that "Treasure the people around you"...
I'm sad by having this breaking news over the weekends, but I do hope that 舅妈 will recover fast not just because for herself but also for my 舅舅and her two children whom is really young and they have to take whatever it happen...
I pray nothing but the best for their family...
God will bless you too...
Labels: Randomness
Carrie;eirrac: 12/01/2009 05:58:00 PM ♥
