Yesh, I am officially have this on my FB " The Sixth MC Of My Working Days"!
I am keeping my fingers crossed tightly, because I do not want anymore MC in the next few months till the end of my contract!
Well, I am having a stomach flu, which I no idea what is the cause of it. I am guessing either last afternoon I had a mixed rice for lunch, and it turn out that the vegetables are oily, or maybe I had late dinner last night due to SYOG closing ceremony. Which I was there witnessing the light off and marks the end of SYOG 2010. The next summer YOG 2014 will be at Nanjing China!
*Laughs*
(Since when I am so active about all these!)
Anyway, work load is as heavy as ever! I am just hoping that the last day of work faster arrive because I can't wait to get out of that place! Which left no good memories!
I am back after MIA-ed or I should say not being active here for like 17 days since my last post! Those who are reading my blog must be wondering why, am I able to blog over here when it's still working hours for me right?
Alright, gotten the 4th and 5th MC during the days at work, so I officially have 5 MC since the day I started work till today!
Yep, I am on MC today and tomorrow due to throat infection and block nose. I seriously have no idea why does the bugs always get their way to my body! Either they love me or that my body is too weak!
I have bogged down by work which leads to stress and I hope that I will be alright soon, everyday when I woke up at 7am I keep missing my slacking days at home, I missed!! Work to me now is a chore no longer a joy, everyday same routine till the clock hits 6pm! Well, I can't wait for the last day at work to loom by!
Well, too much stuff on hands to worry about. I have been worrying about my eczema, not it not only on my hand but it also appears on my knee and elbow! *SiGh* Either I am too clean or that I hate dust! I need a dust free office!
I broke the record, in a month I visit the doctor twice, one for eczema and one for the virus bug! Believe it or not, 100 bucks gone just like things alright! Beside that minus those MC and PH I have less 3 days of pay to get for this month! *SiGh*!
Apparently, I am still keeping my fingers crossed well, beside I don't want anymore MC to come by and the flu bug and throat bug STOP finding your way into my body! I had enough of it!
Anyway, wish me speedy recovery on my bug and eczema!
It's the month of August which means five more months to the ending of working life at that hell place and I am really looking very forward to 13th Dec 2010... I can't wait for it to arrive because, I hate to see someone which I don't wanna see due to some conflicts that's occurs last Thursday... All I can was, I am very angry with what that had happen, perhaps people there not nice expect for a lady whom teaches me from day one I was there till now... I can say that I appreciate whatever the lady who teach me and thanks for siding me on the issue last Thursday...
Apparently, now work to me is no longer any enjoyment or I should say that I am looking forward to the working days due to some F**** reason happened last week... Sometimes I really wonder what does this world have for me?? I seriously have no idea to this question, all I can say is that whatever it is I will stay strong there till the last day of work...
I dislike working with people that thinks highly of their ability... If they are smart come and do the task that is assigned to me and I will resign for good!! I have learnt that there's no true colleagues at work, but there are still some nice ones whom are always there for me whenever I have a questions to ask... Thanks to those nice ones!
Talk less, work more, and I can go home on time if there isn't any shites happens...
Right now, I am really looking forward for the lonnnnnnnnnnggggggggg weekends to come!
After the first week at work, I am down with cough, flu and this morning I lose my voice, so thanks to the dusty environment in the office...
Apparently, I went to visit the doctor this morning because I could not even speak properly, so I brave myself to visit the after one month later of recovering from the previous illness and I am back there again... I have been telling myself not to be sick but the dust just love me so much that they want the doctor to earn some income from mummy's wallet!! Hurhur!
I told myself that I had even of medication taken over the last two months, and I have no idea why does this bug keep coming back to me... I really wish that I will be healthier a bit more!!
Harrow! I'm back after being MIA-ed for a month plus...
My bad! >.<
Well, have officially quit my job with AIA, and it's been a good and bad time for the past 8months with them... I've made a few of true friendship and those nice colleagues and bosses that have been teaching me and watching me grow in their hands... :)
I'm glad I've close another learning experiences with an insurance company, seeing them grow seeing them through their most miserable times and those busy-ness in da office which only make me able to knock off close to 7pm if a shit happens! *Wink*
Throughout this 8 months I've learn alot from them, learning those job scope and coping with stress and I'm pleased that I've a nice boss who will always allows me to take whenever I need to and for the future to come I hope that I'll still meet nice bosses...
I can't forget my best buddies and those laughter we share and those lunch session or even once a month outing with them... They never fail to put a smile on my face whenever I feel so bothered and stress up over deadlines and what-nots...
I missed those moments with them already... Is hard to make such a nice friendship with them all... =) They have always been here for me always, listening to my nags and what-nots...
Time files....
Is time to get on to the new chapter of learning and I'm stilll JOBLESS! *Laughs*
Nahx, I need a long break as I am feeling very exhausted over life and what-nots...
For the past 8 months, I've got the chance to meet up with friends and I'll find some time to meet time soon...
My brain cells died when I was in da office... Well, in the morning it was still okay for me and still, pretending to be happy in da office was one greatest lie I have up to be with... Plastering that very fake smiles of mine, just because I don't my colleagues to know that I was in da mood, but some of then sense it when I was having lunch with them... They did help by cracking a joke or two, but this time round I never even smile or laugh! I merely reply with a so much fake smiles on my face which was very random...
In the midst, I'm trying very hard to myself occupied with all my workload and even knock off later then 8pm... Just wanna keep my busy and tired so that once I reach home I can go to bed without thinking of any other stuff...
Still, trying to be strong and brave throughout the day in da office, but never seems right after I've received a sms from this particular someone! To apologise what had happen last two days... Actually I've got a urge not to reply, because I knew if I were to reply tears will start coming and fighting with tears rolling down when I'm my at work station... In between the receiving and reply of sms-es, unknowingly, tears just roll of my cheeks and I ran to the ladies to get it done with and carry with my work... However, I never manage to finish my workload and once the clock ticks to 5.45pm I went to my maternal granny place for dinner as what I've promise her...
Not long after the dinner, I went to visit my maternal great-grandmother, she's being old but still young in her heart... I accompany her to watch the telly till about 8plus this evening... Maternal great-grandmother, held on to my hand tightly and I finally sense I should be more happy... But I ought to know, sitting beside her, watching the telly with her, holding her hands was really bliss which I never can do that with my paternal great grandmother nor my paternal granny either that someone whom step into my life and walk out of my life...
I can never share the laughter together with him anymore... I know is wrong in the first place to switch off my cellphone, because I'm feeling real extreme low and got the urge to head off to the beach for some quite moments... Time has proven... Time will heal... Time will bring me to a good world!! *Crossed finger*
Just leave me alone... I'm fucking tired of my bloody life...
Are all guys rotten??
I'm losing my faith...
Of all that had happen, I promise myself not to step into any relationship for the next couples of months... Till I meet mine!!
But now, wish me luck for my coming activities and what-nots...
So meanwhile, wait patiently for my reflection of the year uhh...
It's been a tiring day at work...
Loads and tons of things to be done and get over with it... However, I didn't stay overtime today as time don't allows me to do so... Reason being- went to the near by mall to get a bday gift for my friend... And never the less, my back and butt are hurting badly which leads to the reason why my left hand is getting weak... :(
I have no idea what is the world going on with me...
Being here all alone to suffer from those downpours...
Hoping that someone knew my feelings...
I better not tell a thing over here...
But still, I missed his smiles and everything of him...
Do you know the pain in me when I can't even have you??
Have you ever wonder why, I could never stop a second just to miss you??
It's hurts badly...
Physically and mentally tired...
Knowing you was the best gift ever!
Mr A Tan, deep inside my heart I do really hearts you still...
Would you be there for me??
Would you ever brings the smile to me again??
Would you still be the one who give me those random sms-es??
Would you ever notice how much I've hearts you??
It's silent...
In the middle of night, I could help it but to miss you, listening to those random songs which really reminds me of you... If only time could stay, I would hold you closely by my side...
It was the bloody day I ever had experience okay...
It's all begins with the random printers in the office kicking off the day...
It's all the system letters and file went hay wired on me... Screw me!!...
The random me has even use up my whole day just to match the system letters over the systems and the files... To figure out which system letter has MIA-ed!! *Laughs*
Apparently, mood wise wasn't very good for the pass few days, but still, Nicholas tried his best to make me laugh out of my blue... You make it!!
By now, staring at my home desktop, I'm feeling a bit blur...
Thanks to the changing of the bloody printer in the office, which I've spend half of my day go around to collect my print out and to go search which printer has my print out as the technical who come to do my desktop key in the wrong IP address... *Sly smiles*
Even the system also screw on me alright, it use to take about a few mins to load but now, it take donkey years to load uhh... :(
Feeling the worst already...
But there's not the end...
More work coming today, to print and type each and every apology letter to client for the explain of sending their letter out late... I'm surprise that the letters MIA-ed when my colleague place inside my box... So me being me, when the extra mile to get everything print out nicely and matching every single of it is really like hell...
Friday should be a day which I've always look forward to as in knocking off on the dot...
However, time hasn't permits me to does that... The cycle will repeat itself next week, and more troublesome stuff to do next week! Arghx...
It's been ages since I last knock off on the dot...
Work was no longer enjoyable, I've be bogged down with loads of work stuff and some personal stuff which somehow I'm feeling bloody tired alright...
I'll be back with picture upload...
Enjoy this weekends everyone:)
Just so you know
I shouldn't love you But I want to I just can't turn away I shouldn't see you But I can't move I can't look away
And I don't know How to be fine when I'm not Cause I don't know How to make the feeling stop Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me And I can't help it I won't sit around I can't let him win now Thought you should know I tried my best to let go of you But I don't want to I just gotta say it all before I go Just so you know
It's getting hard to Be around you There's so much I can't say Do you want me to hide the feelings? And look the other way
And I don't know How to be fine when I'm not Cause I don't know How to make the feeling stop Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me And I can't help it I won't sit around I can't let him win now Thought you should know I tried my best to let go of you But I don't want to Just gotta say it all before I go. (Just so you know)
This emptiness is killing me I'm wonderin' why I've waited so long Looking back I realize It was always there Just never spoke of I'm waiting here Been waiting here
Just so you know This feeling's taking control of me And I can't help it I won't sit around I can't let him win now Thought you should know I tried my best to let go of you But I don't want to Just gotta say it all before I go Just so you know (Whoa, Just so you know, Whoa, Thought you should know)
I tried my best to let go of you But I don't want to Just gotta say it all before I go Just so you know
Well, I know, I've been wayy too busy uhh... *Laughs*
On the side note, this week alone is really like hell to me, I've been trying very hard to get this guy outta my mind...
I admit, it's been days without an good night sleep, I've cried into my sleep, lying on the bed listen to those random song and think of a few issues on hand... Which might well explain to the lack of sleep and therefore, I've since then drag myself up every morning to work!
Sitting in front of my desktop, trying very hard not to let my mind think of those sad issue, trying very hard to be strong over my workstation, trying very hard to get my things done and go home! Apparently, work load is getting heavier which might explains to those OT hours come close to 7.30pm... For I know that, keeping myself busy was merely an ignorance to those problems which I'm face...
Thinking through every night... I've choose to forget but my heart is holding on the stone which I haven't been buried down and look forward to the coming days... Been really down to earth, but there's always friends who offer me a ear or even sms-es away! Many thanks! Like for bestie Jennifer, who has been really been there ready to listen to me when I was at my workstation...
Colleagues and boss know that I'm in the blue that they didn't come to provoke me but I seriously thank them for the calls/sms-es away a few table distance away... :) To admit, I'm stress out by work load and over job issue which I might leave the job to get myself a better income job...
Never the less, this week alone I've been going out after working hours with colleagues to dinner and movie which really makes me feel better by now... I guess, there's always a time for things to settle down... Like what I've to this someone over the sms-es last night, thanks for listening to me uhh... Wonderful colleague of mine! :)
Well, the month is coming to the end...
Hopefully everything will be fine soon...
And obviously, I promise to come up with my birthday-wish-list too...
It's been the tedious week for me alone and others in the office, I've been dreadfully tired after all had happen in the office...
Deep inside my heart, I'm sad that about 5 more days I'm going to bid goodbye to the follow colleagues... Minus PH and weekends it's another 5 more days at AIA!
I can't let my feelings go away, as the bonding with these 4 colleagues is getting closer each and everyday, I guess that don't want me to go too... Hopefully boss will extend my contract due to some reasons uhh... Best of everything, I made 4 very good friends over at AIA!
Let the pictures talk for me...
My best three colleagues erm one not in the picture because she's taking the photo! Chrissy, Me, Nicholas and Swee Kee!
Chrissy the one whom always help us to think what should we get for lunch and tea break! She never fail in lending me her ears and hands each time I call upon during office hour or even lunch hour! She take cares of everyone in the group. :) *Laughs*
Nicholas, the one whom never fail to have the lil' fights/quarrel with me but hey, we didn't really quarrel alright just that he's my source of entertainment someone whom can pick a talk with and someone who never fail to care for me! Don't think that way! Eer, the time spend in sorting romm just that you've work to do there and I'm always struck in that sorting room, thanks for being the nicest friend whom never fail keep me entertain when you happen to be in the sorting room. Hahs! Thanks for the treat to those "liang teh" session uhh... Mr Seah rocks! :P
Swee kee, for being most happy-go-luck girl in the group one whom always bring laughter during lunch time! I'll miss her laughter soon!
As for the one missing out, Kai ting, you are the one whom never fail to shower me with bits of snacks whenever I'm hungry during office hour one whom I can talk anything to and gossip uhh! *Laughs*
How about me, the one whom never fail to deliver their daily work and what-nots!
I guess I'll close this chapter soon after time reach and the day I bid you all goodbye, but we'll keep in touch! Yayy!
Report to work 1 hour early today as there are tons of things stack up when I've told my other colleague to do it when I was on MC... She was clever enough to put back everything onto my desk... F*** I really hate it very much when I ask her does she have any question for me before I go back home on Monday afternoon due to fever! I've since keep my finger crossed that she'll either put it back onto my desk or she will wait for me to be back! *Sigh* FYI, I've even went the extra mile in typing every single stuff for her and yet she doesn't wanna refer, I'm dread-fully tired following behind her already! (It's a miracle that I'm still alive) Hurhur!
I guess it's been 2 weeks since she join us, and yet till today she looks very blur and doesn't know what is happening... :( I tedious tired!
Apparently, it's another 7 more days to go minus weekends and PH my contract is ending and I can't wait for it to end... Else I'll die there or even suffer from high blood pressure! *Laughs*
I know, no one is born to be perfect, but learning the same stuff everyday still can forget!
In the midst of being real busy, I take some time to text my boss over the issue and what-nots and I'm glad that he'll be back tomorrow afternoon to solve the problem... :P
It's not blue black but it's a form where someone get really allergy to dust in the office all day long...
*Looking at the cuts and rashes* Sobx!
If you are the one suffering from this rashes pain and on top of that the itchiness never stop and even get someone dreadfully irritate when they are sleeping... Far wayy to much, I went to visit a doctor and it seems that the rashes is not getting any better and it's getting worst truth to be told...
It's begins with the last finger and now it's the whole hand, I'm quite heartache seeing this... :(
It's all due to work demands and I haven't been protecting my hands from those creams and what- nots...
It's another 10 more day to go, minus the PH, minus the weekends, I can't wait to bid you good bye...
Well, due to the overwhelming(opps, I sound happy) Q at AIA tower I've been wayy to busy with heaps of work loads and what-nots, that I tend to flare out in the office... For I'm human who has 2 hands and 2 legs... Somehow, I feel that I'm like a spider since the crisis occur! For that, I keep my finger crossed...
Anyway, I've digressed... :P
Apparently, I have 2 weeks of backlog work to be done when I'm back to work next week to clear up those tons of backlog... :( In the midst, of mastering the fine art of being busy, my hand system has been really feel very bad, that rashes appeared and I've went to see a doctor yesterday only close to 7pm after work!
Now a days,work usually ends come close to 7pm or if there's a shi*t happen it'll be 8pm... You get the picture? *Laughs*
I guess that I really need a break over the weekends to pamper myself with the treats to my favourite food stall near by my place! :) Wee!! Being busy isn't a good chapter in my book, for the busy-ness, I've heaps of sms-es coming in and therefore is never my intentional to reply you people after work... My bad!
On a cheerier note, I've spend a few seconds trying very hard in Sms-ing Mummy dearest, for I want Mummy dearest to be able to prepare dinner for me as I'm sick and tired of outside food... *Laughs* Mummy dearest, surprise me with my favourite soup on the table!! *Bliss*
Thank you Mummy dearest:) *Hearts*
Alright, and now for weekends, I've no plan still as I'm just very tired or lazy to get outta house! I just wanna rest more at home and of course spend more quality time with my bed! *Laughs*
With all the hype in the shifting world financial market and one of raging topics surrounding the atmosphere of the office, I reckon that we are definitely in for some exciting times ahead. For that, it would spell huge swamp of work and stress too. It's all in a day's dealings as we are all subjected to the vortex of financial turbulence.
For all the happenings, work has been much hectic due to the problems if you have read the news from the papers. I've only got snippets of information either in office or from the papers. For that I keep my finger crossed, as I'm really wayy too busy with the AIG thingy happenings... I hope everything will fine soon...
For all the buzzing coping with working life and working demand, so my bad for not updating!
Time has flown by me~~
It's been a month being at AIA, and that means, I've got another 2 more months to go and I'll be able to be a free "bird" after 3rd Nov! I can't wait for the contract to end by...
Officially got my pay, and it's very demoralize on the amount I earn and the hours I work for. Therefore, now I must be clever in using up my 1 hour lunch break and of course to knock off on time and obviously don't need to work so hard lahx, since I'm a temp there... FYI, I'm only taking my own pay and I've gotta help others to there stuff and I really feel that I'm a slave over there. To Be clever in rejecting them was a skills to learn uhh, and I'm glad that I've wave down all those "task" that don't belongs to me! They are taking the pay and I'm do their job, what the hell is the corporate world doing?? *Wry smiles*
Apparently, I will need to reward myself to some retail therapy during this weekends,as I'm really being all start up at work and what-nots! *Sigh*
Life hasn't been really nice to me ever since I started to work, and meet loads of tough and nasty colleagues and of course truckloads of paper work to be done and get over it... The cuts that have already warrant me keep my hands with those scars and marks! :(
And hopefully, this month will be better for me and everyone else who pops by my bloggie...
So meanwhile, have yourself a great weekends and I promise to blog more after work!
My inactivity has been due to one main reason - Its an activity that grown-ups usually engage in, while some of them would enjoy what they are doing; alot of the others aren't really happy/satisfied with what they are doing; They're only doing it cos it helps pay the bills and feeds the family...
Yesh, I'm talking about WORK. Yes, I am officially working at a insurance company with the slogan of it being American International Group... *hint hint*
My sleeping habits have turned the other way, pretty unusual for the nocturnal owl, AKA, Moi...!
It's a vicious cycle of rise and shine (Wished I could sleep more...It isn't morning yet {Self-denial, obviously}), mad rush to work, more work, mastering the fine art of "Acting Busy" and avoiding "arrows" (from skiving colleagues whom I shall not name who wanna get the noobs to get the jobs done while they either SMS friends or do absolutely nothing much...!), lunch break, trying not to fall asleep in front of the computer at work,more staring at the computer screen/ and tons of boxes stack up, stressful workday's beginnings, mad rush, eventual home sweet home, dinner, telly, zzz... ...
Friends have been calling me to meet up and what-nots, but unfortunately, work usually ends at 7-ish or 8-ish (If sh*t happens!)...So, apologies to my darlings...It isn't intentional that we don't get to meet up...! =I
Yes, unfortunately that means I pretty much don't have a life left... Weekends are usually reserved for catching up on my "Erase the Eyebags" campaign, which seems futile at the rate I'm going, and of course, shopping, although I must say that the impulsive streak in me has dimmed somewhat, which has its pros and cons...
Indeed, time to time, work load has lighten by forgiving up my 1 hour lunch break to get those stacks of daily boxes done and distribute to user... :( But real blessed that having males bosses does make a change and they tends to treat us better and of course they won't have "monthly mood swing"! *Laughs* I found myself lucky enough in getting males bosses throughout my all jobs types! *Hearts*
Time has flown by me!
It's officially going to to be a month in that company and of course I can't wait for the contract to end real soon am already looking forward... :) *Laughs* Well colleagues-wise are alright as those who are in there's early 30s or even those colleagues from 4th level move to 9th level they are real nice especially those codes begins with A3!
That's all for now and I promise to update once I'm free or when I'm not lazy!
Much as I don't wish too, but all that buzzing around in the office had already warrant a few cuts and bruises here and there. I seriously need to keep clear of things and be less accident prone. *looking down at the amount of fresh cuts daily on the finger*
And my bad for not updating my bloggie, as work has been hectic recently and at least I manage to knock off on time for the past two days and days to come! *I pray* Hurhur!
It's the weekends beckoning...
However, I promise to keep my blog active if I free from work load and what-nots. As I'm dread-fully exhausted when I reach home everyday...
It's time to catch my snooze and I promise to blog over the weekends...
Finally down on the second day of work and that's when the Medical Certificate comes in hand-fully! And of course that's when the doctor start to earn Mummy dearest money! Hurhur!
I've gotten a day MC and I shall make full use of today else tomorrow all the way to Friday I'll be real busy and knock-off is it fixed at all! If there's a shit thing happen or screw up knock-off time will be come close to 8pm or even later... *Sigh* I've no idea what's the meaning of Temp Admin Assistant? On top of that, this is when those perm staff throw all those tons of boxes/letter/papers work to me and my desk is in a big mess and I've gotten use the empty space around the cabinet! *Crossed finger* I admit, even the cabinet is taller then now that's when the heels are in use for me! *Laughs*
On a sad note, I'm down with infection due to the bloody cough that has been causing it and all the phlegm has been struck onto my chest, Yeah you get the drift... I'm feeling woozy noe! (My medication is kicking in, which left me knock-out. (Ko-ed) :P
Apparently, I wanted to give up half way but there's a voice inside me telling me to endure it till Nov first week and that's when I bid a farewell with AIA! I kid you not, it's never easy working in an insurance company as Admin! Better don't tell again else you will regret! Hahs!
Last night was another day, goes went sleep as the bloody nose is being block and what-nots and Mummy dearest gotta wake up in the middle of the night to check wonder am I alright... I feel the love around me... *Hearts*
I wish nothing but the best for me! Truth to be told, I'll just use this 3 months as a skills so that when time comes I will know which career lines suits me! Perhaps still residing in admin side but not in any insurance company! *Laughs*
The challenge was really different when I was with StarHub and even it's being said as Temp Admin I've to stand all the wayy till knock-off time before I could get myself a sit in the bus... Hurhur! If I was lucky even to get a sit during the peak hours! *Laughs*
♥ Guess Wallet.
♥ My Titus Watches
♥ NIKE Water Bottle
♥ Sony Ericsson C903
♥ Sony Ericsson K770i.
♥ Samsung T10 MP3.
♥ White Killer Spec.
♥ Computer
♥ My Bed.
♥ Pink and White Stuff.
♥ Baby Love
♥ Bestie Jennifer
♥ Dr Janice
♥ Mummy Dearest
♥ Da Jie
♥ Youngest Brother
♥ Maternal Grandparents
♥ All My Close/Good Friends
Her Cravings
♥ New JOB
♥ Driving License
♥ More Clothing
♥ More Accessories.
♥ Heels.
♥ Sony Camera
♥ Lappy
♥ Overseas Holiday
