I personally thinks that KS agency located at Tampines is better then the one at international plaza... The consultant of KS located at Tampines is much more helpful and provide me a good service and they are really polite... Unlike the one at international plaza, I shall not name the consultant at international plaza...

Anyway, I gotten a phone interview with crocs asia last afternoon and I will be going for interview on Monday for Starhub... Anyway, I guess even RE agency I can't even rely on them, they don't provide good service and they even scream at me over the phone...

I do hope that everything will turn out well for me...

So do wish me luck!

:)

On the side note, I have been talking over the phone with bestie Jennifer recently, it's great talking to her... I do hope that time will permits us to meet up for shopping uhh... :D

Good Night World!

I don't know why am I feeling so moody....

It's been a very tiring and full of worries weeks ahead of me, I been wondering and pondering should I give up in everything? Because its making me deadly STRESS, and it leads to those nights that I couldn't even sleep well... I really hope that my brain cells and STOP all these rubbish issues and what-nots!!

Sometimes I really wonder, what does my life have for me? There's isn't any answer to this question... Life a series of obstacles I guess, for nothing good happens to me always... The best thing in my life was that late granny is with me, but now to me, I am all alone by myself... I no longer put on the smiles on my face now what I have is the very fake smile to plaster on to tell others I am happy, but I AM NOT!!!

For I know deep inside my heart there's only late granny sitting in there, she's the one whom never fail to be with me no matter I am sad or happy... She would try her best to give me everything that I ask for... Granny, if you are here, I want you to know that I can't forget you and I seriously missed you deeply...

I always believe that late granny is watching me in heaven, I know she tries her best to protect me from and harm and danger... I can say that late granny is the one whom always make me feel loved with her around me... But this feeling has gone for 4 years, I told myself to be strong and happy here but I can't because she's my important love one that I have... I admit, there's parents and siblings but I am much closer to late granny...

I missed everything about her!!

I wished that she could stay a lil' bit longer in my dreams every night... I have so much to tell her, so much that I wish she could just appear in front of me... I know it's impossible, silly me!!

It's raining heavily at the east area of SG!!

The weather is much cooling compared to the past few days weather which leads me to those nights that I simply can't sleep well...

Apparently, I have no idea why does this raining weather makes me feel so emo... I admit, I haven't been wondering and pondering around for the past few days... Some issues on hand makes me really feel very mood whenever the clock ticks to 12 midnight...

One of the reason being is getting a job now isn't any easy alright, I have been sending in e-mail to agency or directly to the company yes, they called me up for interview but after which they either didn't get back to you or they will call me back a few weeks later and ask me the same old question which really makes me feel very fed up!!! I have no idea what's going on, can anyone please help me by letting me which recruitment agency can be trusted??

I guess, there's too much for me to worry now, I just want my life to be happy and stress free is it so difficult for it to come true?? Anyway, I digress!!

Another reason being, I have been thinking is this friend of mine is trying to ignore me whenever I message the friend via Facebook, the friend either ignore my message or pretend nothing happen!! I don't know, these 8 years of friendship will it end just like this? I remember, the friend usually talk to me via Facebook whenever I am online...

To me, there's only two true friendship, that's Bestie Jennifer and Bestie Janice...

Anyway, the aching of my legs has reduce but still a bit painful... I hope it goes away soon!!

:)

Nice movie!

I watched it yesterday!

Yesh, I made it by putting my own photo as my blog page!

Apparently, last night I was trying very hard to figure out how can this be done, therefore I went to click the PS on my desktop and from there my "ideas" came and I have put it up there!!!

Doing those editing is not easy as I am not a PS pro uhh, then went over to photo bucket to get those code done for blog and YESH I MADE IT after so lonnnggggggggg!

And I will still continue to brush my skills at PS so that I could come out with new design!

Weee!!!

Alright and I am going to watch TOY STORY 3 in the late afternoon with Baby Love!

Have a great weekends ahead!

=)

I am slowly, waving, kissing a GOODBYE to the BUG!!

And still I am keeping my fingers crossed well for that to happen soon! Imagine yourself, not able to consume your favourite food and drinks when you are sick uhh... It really makes me feel as if I am in a jail room alright!

But still, Mummy dearest won't not allow me to take those food I like partly because she is worried that I will be sick again, according to her dictionary, CHICKEN and COLD DRINKS are those top killer for me! *Sigh* There goes my all time favourite ICED LEMON TEA and CHICKEN!! *Laughs*

I am very determine to be healthy and I want my health back because I really dislike the feeling of being sick and yet so much things that I can't do, like interview(s) and what-nots!

I wish nothing but GOOD HEALTH on me!!

Apparently, cough had gone down and the flu bug is still around me either they love me or that my metabolism system is low!

That's all for now!

It's been a week that I am sick, and I am still bit by bit to reach the free of bug zone~~

I must say that during this period of me being sick, I have become somewhat lazy and tends to get sleepy easily due to the heavy dose of medication in my body system... And I really hope that I will reach the FREE BUG ZONE soon...

It's not very nice to be sick for like weeks, after recovering from previous sick bug and then it went back to my body again and I really want this bug to leave me alone... I admit, the days when I am sick, I tend to be a lil' bored over life and over loads of stuff... Simply because the medication is kicking in and making me feel so exhausted each time after I took the medicines...

Wish nothing but this BUG to leave me ALONE forever!

I am tired...

Time for bed!!

I am becoming a OINK!!

TGIF!!!

:)

The answer is YESH!!

Maybe the flu and cough have reduce but the phlegm is still there but I must say that the doctor really helps me a lot...

As I have never mention, I took this particular tablet but I feel like as if I am floating so I have stop the course of that particular medication and continue with the rest of the medicines that the doctor has prescribe me...

Hopefully I will be well soon for this weekends uhh...

More aqua~~

:)

On a side note, I have no idea why does this particular agency is getting into my nerves I wouldn't make the company because I don't wanna get myself into trouble... She knew that I am sick and yet she call me up to give me a great dressing down that I shouldn't have been sick and all the blah blah blah start coming out of her mouth... She's rude a very rude agent which I would not rely on anymore...

Meanwhile, anyone have good recommendation of job agency please drop me a msg on my tag board... Thanks Thanks:)

Wish me speedy recovery soon!!

TinGz is feeling tired or exhausted even... :(

Just imagine when all the phlegm has been struck onto my throat which make me feel really upset my throat for days already,Yeah, you get the drift... :P

Even if Im on medication, I still find that my body is being immune to antibiotic or that it's simply not working on me at all. I ought to know that somewhat Im feeling much better like cough has been reduce, however, now Im feeling the "dry cough" which might explains to why my phlegm is being struck onto the throat and that I couldn't puke the phlegm out.*Drats*

Apparently, I had visited the doctor for the 3rd time and I hope that I will get better soon so that I could make it for all the interviews and what-nots coming on the way...

I admit, recently, I hasn't been active due to the flu and cough I had which makes me feel very irritated... I really do hope that I will get well soon, because I hate the feeling to be sick uhh... When one is sick, they tends to be kinda moody or very emotional... As for me, I feel kinda moody, because sometimes, things never comes in the way I wanted or I had plan...

That's all for today:))

It's been 4 years on since my late paternal grandma leave us...It's her death anniversary yesterday and we did do those rights for her anniversary...Apparently, I still can accept the fact that she has leave us for 4 years, sometimes when I think of her tears will just roll down of my cheeks...

I tried to accept that she has left us and goes to a world without any pain for her, memories of her will be kept inside my heart forever... She's the one whom never failed to be by my sick whenever I am sad, got scolded from dad or even when I am sick she would always be ready to look after me... I ought to know that she's with me throughout my 17 years of life, but grandma was the one who have a nice heart to us... She had never once vent her anger on us whenever she's mood, she would try her best to plaster the sweet smiles on her face and we feel good with her great smiles...

Somehow somewhere along the lines, granny always tried her best to give us the best that she could and I thank her for taking great care of me and my siblings... I have learnt to be strong in life without granny by my side... Many a times, I feel like giving up in life but the lil' voice of her will make me wanna go on... Thank you granny...

She is the one who come into my life and teach me in life journey... I remembered during my school days, granny will be there to make sure we had our breakfast or lunch before heading to school... And during exams period, she would get off of her bed to make sure I don't stay up late to revise for the exams... She has never pressure me in my school days, all she wanted was us to be happy and all she wanted was us to give our best in our studies...

I believe that whatever I have done, she could see it wherever she is, I believe she's feeling happy over there and spend many great time with her mum(my late paternal great-granny)...

Granny, I hope you are well there...

Granny, I hope you are happy there...

I know I never say this to her before but I am saying it over here:

Granny, thank you very much for all the love and care you have given me,I really do LOVE YOU alot... I will always put the memories of me and you in my heart... You are deeply missed...

Granny, please don't be worried for me, I am doing well here and I am contented with what I have now...

Haiz!!

I am down with a BAD cough!!

I am down with FEVER which makes my head feel so painful!!

Is just last last week that I am recovering and now the bug is back on me, either the bug love me or I am weak!

:(

I am back to blogging after days of not being active over here!!

First and foremost, I have witness youngest brother enlistment which is yesterday and Mummy dearest and I brought brother to his unit at CCK that's FAR alright!

I couldn't believe this but really youngest brother has grown up, from a small boy to a big boy who is serving the country for the next two years in his army life... I guess brother would never believe this that his quarter life journey begins now...

Along the lines, I have seen brother through his ups and downs from a young naughty boy to a big boy now... Brother has always trying his best in his life and I am proud of him being able to complete his studies and move on to army and after that I guess he would be taking some course of photography after his NS life...

Apparently, I have been worrying about how is he going to attempt his army life and worry that he can't get out of the bed on time... Too much to worry, but I guess he's have grown up and gotta learn to be independent...

On a side note, brother never fails in putting a great smile on his face whenever I am mood or so, he would be there trying his very best to clown himself and make me laugh after a seconds later... Thanks for the effort brother...

And now me, the cough bug is back on me!!! I hate the bug on me!!