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Monday, December 31, 2007
-The Year


2007 年就要過去了。。。


這一段路走來真是不容易,因爲遇到了困難把我完完全全的困住了。。。我自能不所有的不愉快的事包得遠遠的。


雖然那一些些的點點滴滴都把我變得跟堅強了。。。我不會在寂寞和孤獨樂。。。


這一些些的愛給與我的是永遠的快樂和辛福,因爲有它們的存在才有今天的我啊。它們是我最要好的家人,朋友和我最愛得他。。。如果沒有你們的存在我不可能會走到今天爲止,謝謝你們對我的疼愛與愛護。。。



希望在新的一年了,你們也會過的比我好,願你們有數不完的快樂於愛。。。


我不會忘了你們給與我的教導,陪我走過了那一些些德點點滴滴,因爲有你們的幫組我才能勇敢活下去。。。


在此祝你們新年快樂。。。



婷,加油,你可以。。。

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Carrie;eirrac: 12/31/2007 10:57:00 PM



-Last Monday For 2007!


Yayy, it's officially less then 4 hours before I kiss goodbye to 2007! Enjoy the last few hours in 2007 and wave goodbye to all those unhappy moments that happen in this year alone. =)


Nothing much I've been doing today, went to meet Darling Jennifer in the wee afternoon and heading to the near by shopping mall around our area. I was hunting a birthday pressie for my supervisor. =)


This Monday kinda boring because I've nothing new to do as usual get off of my bed in the morning after which went to have breakfast with Mummy dearest and heading home after that. Come home surf the net for a lil' while before I ring up Darling Jennifer. Hahs!


Simply because Im really dateless, so I thought it would be nice if we spend the last day of 2007 together. Yayy, that leads by helping the economy in the afternoon.Well, I didn't get any nice stuff for myself, because TinGz has been hunting for birthday gift wayyy too many days, and there's another one coming on the way. That's Bestie Evelyn 21st birthday, and I haven't went hunting for her pressie yet, because I've no idea what to get for her. *Wry smiles*


Spending this NYE all alone! *Sigh* That isn't sound glam isn't?? Hahs!


Actually I've nothing to blog today, but this is what I can share with you people from this bloggie of mine! *Woots*


Alright, welcome 2008 in another few more hours to go...


*LoVes*

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Carrie;eirrac: 12/31/2007 08:06:00 PM



Sunday, December 30, 2007
-Last Weekends For 2007!


Yayy, it's officially the LAST WEEKENDS for 2007!! And Im kissing a farewell to 2007 weekends. Hahs! *Muacks 2007*


Am currently feeling kinda tired or exhausted even through the activities which I've for this last weekends in 2007. *Wry smiles*


Nothing new for this LAST WEEKENDS in 2007, just more window shopping with dearie and Evelyn AKA Jie. Anyways, weekends are just fine to me. =)


Today in the afternoon I met up with bestie Evelyn AKA Jie in town, to pass the belated xams pressie to her. And never the less, she pass me, MINE belated birthday and xams pressie. Hahs! I love the pressies that she got for me, isn't she a sweet sister who brought me a skirt from pepper plus. (It's one of my favourite brands!) =)


Apparently, I accompany her to get her pedicure done at NAC so I waited for her for an hour in the place itself. I kid you not, this particular centre really get catchy on my eyes... And I might be visiting it with her the next time to get my manicure done before CNY 2008. Hahs! Every girls love to doll them up, Im one either! *Laughs*


But definitely I need a sponsor for that... Any sponsor for my coming manicure?? =DD


*Feigns smiles*


The service there are pretty good, as they do serve customers with fruits and drinks. That sound good isn't??


Anyways, that isn't and end of meeting up with bestie Jie yet...


We've shared/exchanged our stories in life be it- life long journey/relationship and what-nots. I guess the inner side of us is weak when it comes to relationship. That's why girls offend cry over lil' quarrel in their relationship.


Sharing this with Bestie Evelyn...


Know When To Let Go- When To Walk Away!


Sometimes you have to just walk away. We all hate to fail, hate to give up, hate to give in. We love the challenge of life and want to keep on until whatever we are trying to "win" has been overcome vanquished, beaten, won. But sometimes it just ain't going to happen and we need to learn to recognize those moments, learn how to philosophically shrug and walk away with our pride intact and our dignity high.

Sometimes you really want to do something, but it is unrealistic. Instead of knocking yourself out, cultivate the art of knowing when to walk away and you'll find it a lot less stressful.

If a relationship is coming to its end, instead of playing out long and complicated- and potentially hurtful-end games, learn the art of walking away. If it's dead, leave it. This isn't a rule that should be in the relationship section- it's here because it is for you, to protect you, to nurture you. This is nothing to do with "them" but all to do with you. If it's dead, don't go digging it up every five minutes to check if there's a pulse. It's dead, walk away.

You may want to get even- don't get mad, walk away. This is much better than getting even because it shows you have risen above whatever it is that is driving you crazy. And there can be no better way of getting even than to ignore something so completely it can be left behind.

Letting go and walking away means you are exercising control and good decision- making powers- you are making your choice rather than letting the situation control you.

I don't want to be rude but your problems-hey, my problems too-won't even warrant a footnote in the history of the universe. Walking away now and look back after ten years and I bet you'll be hard pushed to even remember what it was all about. No, this isn't a "time is the best healer" crusade, but putting space and time between you and your troubles does give you a wider view, a better perspective. And the way to do that is to walk away, put that space there. Time will put itself there, in time of course.



I posted the above due to some unhappy moments occurs in bestie Jie relationship. I hope that she will heed my advice which I told her earlier on. =)




Alrighty, that's all for today... =P


Enjoy the last few hours for 2007!


*HeaRts*

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Carrie;eirrac: 12/30/2007 08:27:00 PM



Saturday, December 29, 2007
-Reflection On PIG Year 2007!


It's officially three more days to the end of the year 2007... (PIG year, is never smooth for me) =(


Therefore Im waving goodbye to the year of PIG and welcome the year of MOUSE in the coming days... Let's hope "the mouse year" will be better for me and everyone out there yayy... =(


Come close to heart, during the year of PIG is never easy for TinGz to walk her lil' journey and almost half of the year was whizz by me alone. Those ups and downs were shared among all my dearies friends throughout the year and never the less god bless me with a dearie someone in the later half of the year. Im simply contented=)


Life has never been kind to me this PIG year, as Im facing truckloads of obstacles that are mend for me.


And had anyone told me in 2006 that my life would be as it has been in 2007, I would have probably rolled my eyes and laughed it off, saying that it sounds too much like those soap opera drama serials on the telly!


So I maybe not be prefect in everything I do during the year of PIG, however I've tried my very best to accomplished what I needed to do for this year alone. Walking this journey isn't easy for me as I wonder around which bridges to cross and which bridges not to cross. But never the less with the help of dearies friends and sweetheart I come by to who am I now. =) Most credit care credited to them. They are the one who seen be through all my cries and what-nots, and to offer their most honest opinion. :) I *Hearts* them!!


The PIG Year 12 Months:


January: The very first start of the year, I was busy working hand in hand with the StarHub family again after my attachy ended. I found the love and happiness my team mates has given me. Truth to be told, supervisor and manager always flood me work whenever I reach office, I do have a nice colleagues/supervisor/manager who treated me as their daughter and sister. Most credit are given to the Ray teams family. Anyways, I miss those moments with them already. Those rides to chinatown for lunch and the rides to canvassing hunting for sales. Hahs! :P


February: It's finally here!! I was successful graduated from ITE College East with a National ITE Certificate In Retail. And I kid you not, the certificate is now rotting some where in da house. Simply because this certificate leads me to no where, which Im now jobless... Hahs! Nahx, that's not the main reason. Main reason- Due to the 2 years in sales line, I somehow feel bored over it and isn't easy being a sales person and it applies to all jobs too. =D I was really happy that somehow, I gotta this certificate who will maybe later part bring me to somewhere in sales.


March: It's still the same routines everyday heading off to office to get those invoices done and what-nots to be covered by me!!! During the mid month, I was transfer to United Overseas Bank(UOB) to promote credit card for them. However, the work loads is really very stress and I almost couldn't breath again due to the target setting which is much higher compare to StarHub. After a few working days, it come clear to me that Im feeling very stress and I've made a decision in quitting UOB job and went back to StarHub family again. Anyways, its still the same company who manage me. :) So the war in UOB has ended peacefully after heaps of discussion of me quitting. Im a free bird by then. *Laughs* Bosses were very nice to me and respect my decision. That's why Im simply struck in the company for 2years odd. *Hearts*


April: Omg, this month was simply very horrible for me as I went hunting for private schools just to get a place for me in one of those school. *Wry smiles* In no time, this particular school has catch my eyes O.o !! Hahs! So I went all the way to the school to get an application of enrollment and finally I got it!! It's time to get those school fee paid by dad and membership fee paid by dad too. Dad was the sponsor who paid all my school fee and Mummy dearest who paid all those textbooks and what-nots. And also ended the working life at StarHub!

This was a month that my family send prayer to my late paternal granny, it's her 1st year anniversary. So its kinda bittersweet month too. She is remembered by all of us. *Hearts*


May: Im still very excited uhh... Yayy, time for school that's means no more slacking session for me. It's time to study hard and get a higher education in order to get some well paid income for the years to come by. =P The first week of school was really great and fun, I've made two nice friend there and now there are so called my BIG SISTER. The lecture was also nice and always ensure us keep awake till the end of lecture.


June: Get serious, because it almost time to prepare for examination which Im much not ready for it. More extra lectures and what-nots to keep us smart and to get aces for it. However, I didn't get aces. Never mind, I'll try harder next time.


July: It's a stressful month for me, I here by announce that this month I've gotta loads of problems which I may not wanna reveal. I break down in tears, and looking for Mummy dearest for help. She never fail in asking me what happen, so I told her everything. And it had come clear to me that I gotta move on, so I did! Being a month of examination, I burn my nights by studying for the exams and hope to get aces for it. Hahs! Didn't get aces because was far too stress but hey at least I pass. :) The month alone it a taste of bittersweet month, I finally found my Mr Right who is now my current boyfriend. Don't wonder around, its YOU darling. =P


August: Finally exams fever ended, it's one week school vacation before the new term begins which means more stress. There isn't much happening for the month. What matter is just being happy. =)


September/October/November: Finally new semester begins, it time mugging on heaps of lecture notes and what-nots be covered. And lecture wasn't very enjoyable. This three months was like hell to me. Because there are heaps of projects and what-nots to be done and of course November was time for us to speed up for exams. Im glad I've completed this journey. =D


December: It's finally here!! School days has officially ended for me. It's time for holiday!! =) Never the less, it's my forever young birthday which I enjoy the most. :P


Lastly, having all this bittersweet journey for me is a challenge which I've never come by before. Because off all this setbacks it makes me stronger and not weaker and it means me who Im today.



Appreciation goes out to all my daRLings that have been there for me through this emotionally roller coaster year... The encouragements, laughter, jokes, listening ears, big hearts and keeping me in your prayers aside, I just wanna thank you for not being judgmental and for loving me for who I am, and for gently accepting me, my flaws, my nonsensical crap, and for offering hugs whenever I needed them... :)



I am really thankful! =)




Have yourselves a wonderful 2008 ahead filled to the brim with joy, peace, health, wealth, and of course LOVE! :)




R.I.P. 2007!!!! DIEEeeeee!!!



*LauGhs*






*HeaRts*


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Carrie;eirrac: 12/29/2007 12:01:00 PM



Friday, December 28, 2007
-Exhausted -_- + A Retrospective Questionnaire!


TinGz is feeling real exhausted for the past few days and days to come by I guess. *Laughs*


Truth to be told, I've been napping for quite some days due to the activities I've past few days or simply because that's the way to keep myself busy so I won't be bothered by too thinking too much of stuff. Either way you look at it...! *Laughs*


And so the weather has been real humid for quite some days too, compare to the first few weeks of the month it was raining like nobody business! Hahs! I want some rainy weather please!! *Hurhur*


Today I woke up at about 11am to get myself prepare to go for breakfast. By the way, minus those calls/sms I gotten earlier in the morning! *heehee* Mummy dearest was really surprise that I woke up at 11am waiting for her to be ready for breakfast at our near by place. As what Mummy dearest said: "wah so fast done uhh"! I guess mummy never seen me waking up recently. Add to the fact, I hasn't been accompany Mummy dearest for breakfast for quite some time or those days where I was book by sweetheart. *Hearts* Im glad that Mummy dearest didn't make a fuss over it, as I woke her up telling her Im going out already, I'll call you when I reach home! I *Hearts* Mummy!


Even when I was still on bed till about noon time, Mummy dearest will come by my room and wake me up for lunch. That's how nice a mother can be uhh. *Heaps of smiley*


Apparently, I wasn't in da mood today, I've no idea what happen but perhaps is one of those thinking too much of stuff. Anyways, I digressed! *Wry smiles*


On the other note, I've learn to see life in different perspective be it a good or bad thing, I won't allow my mind to go wayy too far in one of those thinking too much of stuff. Hopefully, I'll be alright. Being able to see life in colors of rainbow and not the black and white color. *Sly Smiles*


Technically, I'll keep myself quite for today, as I don't wish to say a single word unless is need. I guess by keeping myself mouth seal I'll feel better and hopefully not to offend anyone who call/sms me.


And I kid you not, my Nokia cellphone is getting more and more cranky recently, but thankfully, I gotta an Sony Ericsson K770i from my dad! So Im sending off my Nokia phone to the center sometime later when Im not lazy.

Reason being- There's a lazy bone inhered in me! Hahs! *Laughs*

On a happier note, Happy 25th Birthday Da Jie! :P


A Retrospective Questionnaire!


1) Where did you ring in 2007?
At "StarHub Family"! Those were the days miss by me for the second half a year in 2007!=)


2) What was your status by Valentine's Day 2007?
It's complicated! But now NO NO NO... Living happily and ever after with someone:)



3) Were you in school (anytime this year)?
Yea! In MIS!!


4) How did you earn your keep?
Worked for the 1st half of the year, and monthly allowances! The lottery wasn't kind to me in 2007! Hahs!


5) Did you have to go to the hospital?
Yes. Granduncle admitted earlier in the year due to cancer.


6) Did you encounter the police?
No NO noooooooooo!!!


7) Where did you go on vacation?
No No Nooooooooo... Due to time constraints for schooling...

But I hope to travel on 2008!


8) What did you purchase that was over $500?
Hmmm... Nothing!!!



9) Did you know anybody who got married?
Yes! Priscilia who got married not long ago. =)

And already 1 major wedding's confirmed for 2008!

(NOT mine!!! :P )


10) Do you know anybody who passed away?
Well, yeah...My grand-uncle... Bless his soul and hope he's in a better place... :)


11) Have you run into anybody you graduated high school with?
Yes! =D


12) Did you move anywhere?
Nope... Because it really wayyy to troublesome! :)



13) What sporting events did you go to?
None... No time for it and of course nothing interest me... Hahs! =P


14) What concerts did you go to?
It being the year of concerts, sadly, none! Fish Leong's upcoming in a few days'! But I've never been able to find someone who would wanna attend a concert with me!! :(


15) Are you registered to vote?
No no nooooooooooooo!!! Im still as YOUNG as EVER!! *Laughs*


16) If so, did you do your patriotic duty on Nov. 7?
I'm not American.


17) Where do you live now?
Somewhere in da east... :P


18) Describe your birthday.
My Forever Young Birthday was filled with truckloads of wishes/gifts. I simply contented. Read the previous post on My Forever Young Birthday Celebrations ! :P



19) What's the one thing you thought you would never do but did in 2007?
Hmm there's quite a number of thing that I would never do... Sorry I can't name it as to protect myself from being questioned... :()


20) What is one thing you regretted this year?
For letting friends who took my kindness for granted and indeed I help them with their problems and to save one life's and yet they walk away after the helps and what-nots. Its pretty sad for having this type of friends... =(


21) What's something you learned about yourself?
That there's always 2 sides to a story, to take all things with a pinch of salt, and that I ought to love myself more!



22) Any new additions to your family?
Yea DVD Player!!


23) What was your best month?
February for the CNY red packets, and December for my birthday! :P


24) What from pop culture will you remember 2007 by?
None I remembered...


25) How would you rate this year with a scale from 1 (shitty) to 10 (excellent)?
4.958571.99??!!? *LauGhs*


There's always room for improvement and nothing's perfect! :)




*HeaRts*

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Carrie;eirrac: 12/28/2007 02:57:00 PM



Thursday, December 27, 2007
-My idyllic Thursday...! =)


So, as random boredom starts crawling into a person's bloodstream, that particular person becomes very bored... Well, in my case, it's due to the fact that I've been pretty much dateless!! (*Gasp*), so I have been spending much time at home...



I dunno about other people, but to me, spending time at home can be, in some ways, therapeutic! *LauGhs*


I kid you not!





Why do I say so? Well, I get to spend quality time with Mummy dearest by having breakfast together and the breakfast timing was near to lunch so two in one meal. *Laughs*




Returning home after that is a routined round of me listening to what Mummy dearest to have to do before she goes to work. And Mummy dearest therefore, have prepare the dinner for us before she went to work. And Im not joking Im simply feeling real exhausted so after the meals, I went off to catch up with my snooze again. *Snore*



Am only able to get off of my bed a about 2pm after a phone call from sweetheart! *Hearts* I ought to know that Im still feeling very exhausted but I insist on waking up to do some stuff like, hopping online to check e-mails and what-nots and of course doing household chores for myself, simply because my wardrobe is in a big mess of clothing pile up. :(



And of course, being dateless means spare time on your hands, so you would try to...



Get the lil' princess corner done =D








My lil' princess corner, a place where I kept all my accessories. Every lil' girl love to be pamper with plenty of accessories. After all Im a girl. * Laughs* I've truckload of accessories, so I kept them in boxes and separate from rings,earrings,bracelet, necklace and my glasses... =)

Im a happy girlie! :)



And obviously, I went to help the local economy a wee bit by shopping after that!! *LauGhs* I bought a nice-looking mini skirts and two tee shirts at a very chic price. =)



And I guessed that, somewhere along the way, I became preoccupied with picking and collecting stones so much so that it became an obsession somewhat...Maybe it has to do with my character; I'm pretty laid back and easy-going when it comes to friends, cos as one mellows and age, one would generally wanna chill out with friends and avoid conflicts... My mantra being "What matters is just being happy!" when Im out with my friends... So more often than not, some stones take my presence for granted and bullies the hell outta me! Yes! Amazingly, I often let my friends get their way, cos I'm honestly, too nice and indecisive, so they often take my indecisiveness as doing what they wanna do... So more often than not, I become some sort like a doormat, if that's the way to describe it! *Hurhur* =(


TinGz shall be nicer to herself and her lovely true friends around her from now on!

=)

Note: I've posted the same want sometime back, just re-post it again because am feeling sentimental.

*HeaRts*

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Carrie;eirrac: 12/27/2007 09:16:00 PM



Wednesday, December 26, 2007
-My Forever Young Birthday Celebrations!


The girl turns 19th years old of Christmas eve, and she was pamper with birthday gifts, Xmas gift and the log cake! Let's wish ME happy 19th birthday! When life begins a new chapter, walking this journey isn't easy. But I'll be strong and brave to overcome those obstacles that is in front of me!





Apparently, there's truckloads of well-wishes starting from 12midnight on 24 Dec 2007, those wishes are via sms-es.


The FIRST who wish me was my sweetheart. *Hearts*


Anyways, it's the thoughts that really counts and credits to those who remember my birthday.


Never the less, dearest mummy and lil' brother had sung me the "birthday song" which I've posted earlier on before this post.


On a happier note, I've plenty of gifts from sweetheart and friends out there. =) More to come I guess because I hasn't been able to meet up with friends for my gift and what-nots.


I met up with sweetheart later part in the afternoon and he surprise me with a bouquet of beautiful flowers and of course the pressie that was mend for me. Thank you dearie =)




And so, Im so hyper that I can't sleep! I heart all who made the first few hours of my Forever Young Birthday special and fun!


Well, I can't exactly write down what had happen because it will be super freaking long blog which I guess when you people read it you all will somehow fall asleep. *Laughs*


Technically, I went coffee club for dinner with sweetheart and the food there was really nice. *Yummy* Never been felt real loved from everyone who wish me and of course thank you for the gifts. =)


On the side note, my second sister had brought me a birthday cake and know what lil' brother was jealous because on his 18th birthday dearest mummy surprise him with a slice of birthday cake because none of us in da house likes to eat cake. That's the reason why he was jealous when sister brought me a huge log cake. I kid you not, the log cake was extremely yummy. *Smiles*



In the mist of happy shopping at bangkok(oldest sister), she didn't fail to send me an sms when she was on holiday and I LOVE her for being who she is. Yayy, oldest sister had brought me loads of clothes from bangkok. I can save up for CNY 2008! *Laughs*


Truth to be told, oldest sister dote me the most because I guess I could only communicate with her well. =) I ought to know she's the best oldest sister who always surprise me occasionally.


Anyways, I've the best birthday of all compare to my sweet 18th birthday last year and this year there's loads of credits to be given to sweetheart and of course my family members. =) *Heart*


Here's a lil reveal on my birthday wish-list that came true!



- I need a new pair of spectacle, which I've ask from my dearest mummy! I told her that both my white and silver spectacles is getting blur which means the degree has increased! I've been complaining to her I cant see very well and I might go blind! (Especially, my left eye as I've knock onto something one month back and it really hibernating having to see the double vision! *Sigh* I hope dearest mummy will get me one. =) As, this is the very FIRST time I've dearest mummy to buy me a new spectacle, for the rest of the spectacle are sponsor by myself lahx! Hahs!


Noted: Dearest mummy has brought me a RED colour spec yesterday and I love it very much, however I gotta wait till the colour arrive. And it costs dearest mummy 200 hundred dollars and that's the second expensive glasses I've gotten.


-That watch from adidas / Fossil/ Casio sound great too... =)

Noted: I gotta a Black casio watch from someone:) Thank you!



- I want a splendid celebration with someone I loved! Surprise!! (begging onto the surprise) *hur hur*


Noted: The splendid celebration at coffee club with someone I loved... =D




I had a wonderful smashing 19th birthday! =)







And not to forget those cam-whore...











Im cutting my chocolate log cake, and much credit are credited to second sister who surprise me with da cake. Thank you=)







She's smiling happily in the dark at coffee club! For your information, forgotten to switch on the flash light so, Im nowhere but in the dark. It cover up my eye bags! *Laughs*





I wish... There be love/happiness/joy/laughter in my 19th years old life... And some wishes isn't mend to say it out here.










TinGz feel really loved! *Hearts*





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Carrie;eirrac: 12/26/2007 01:30:00 PM



Tuesday, December 25, 2007
-Merry Christmas!!


Merry Christmas to everyone who hop by my blog...


May this season brings you all joy + laughter+ love+ happiness!


Have a splendid festive season with your loved ones...


Alrighty, I'll update on my birthday thingy once Im free...


=)

Enjoy this day=D


*LoVes*

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Carrie;eirrac: 12/25/2007 12:07:00 AM



Monday, December 24, 2007
-Happy 19th Birthday To MySelf! *Laughs*


It's finally here!


My Forever Young 19th Birthday have arrive =)


*Laughs*


Im officially on a totally different note, and that "different note" is Im officially 19 years old by today. =)


My youth quarter-life journey is officially today and the continue walking this 19 years of living...


I wave a good bye to my sweet 18th years and welcome the 19 years of life journey...






On a happier note, Im blessed with dearest mummy and lil' brother for singing "happy birthday" song to me at 12am when we was having supper at our near by place. *Hearts*


The corrected birthday song:




Happy birthday to lao jie
Happy birthday to lao jie
Happy birthday to lao jie
Happy birthday to laoooooooooo jie...


*Laughs*


Sung by my lil' brother



Apparently, never forget those who send wishes to me and I reckon that there's more to come by and I hope that my network provider Singtel will not have any crocks ups like those previous 2 years. Hahs! {Self-denial, obviously}





A reflection on my 18 years of life!


It has been a bittersweet symphony, as there are heaps of ups and downs Im facing and of course with the help of my dearies friends who walk with me during my first half journey and till the end of my 18 years of journey...



Indeed, god bless me with a sweetheart later part in July 2007 and he's one whom I really treasure loads... Thank you darling =) *Hearts*



During my 18 years of life, I met loads of obstacles in front of me and I have probably rolled my eyes and laughed it off, saying that it sounds too much like those soap opera drama serials on the telly!


Anyways, there's too much to reveal, watch this site soon as I'll post a reflection for the year of 2007 later!



I digressed...!!!


Oh well...


There's two acquaintance who shared the same birthday with me they are Ying Ling from SSA and Kai Li from my kindergarden... =)



It's the double blessing when your birthday falls on Christmas eve and after which is Christmas day itself. =)


I'll do more update on my forever young birthday!



Alrighty, stay tuned to this site!


Last but not least, thank you dearies friends and sweetheart for those well wishes and what-nots.


I LOVE YOU ALL!!!



Have a great day ahead=)



*LoVes*

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Carrie;eirrac: 12/24/2007 09:29:00 AM



Saturday, December 22, 2007
-Count Down To My Forever Young Birthday!


It's officially two days to My Forever Young Birthday! And I hope that I'll have a smashing birthday this year... *Smiles*


In the mist of happy count down to My Forever Young Birthday, the school has send my results to my mailbox today. Am pretty sad over my results, which isn't what I wanna get. *Cries*


And this is the "second gift" I gotten and it's the gift for my birthday. *Laughs*


I ought to know that I may not get good grades however, I've tried my very best in putting 100% effort in the examination. And the particular module which I've failed was Fundamentals of Marketing and the reason being- because I gotta a big egg for my project due to dispute... *Sigh* I thought I could just ace it in theory however, it isn't turn out that way.



On another note, I guess I should focus on what's more important now as things couldn't be undone again and again. I gotta face the music, am pretty sad because I've burn my nights by studying this module and yet I failed... Thanks to the boy who created the group conflicts. *Sigh*


Warning: Better get lost of my sight, I dont wanna hold any grudges on you!




On a cheerier note...


Reason being- Because 18 years of life and moved onto 19 years of life and it's the last count of the initial "1" and it will being with"2" next year... *Hur Hur* Get the pictures?? *Laughs*


On the happier note, Im moving towards the 19 years of living in another two more days and Im looking kinda forward. { Self-denial, obviously} Hahs!


Am hoping that I've have plenty of wishes/greeting for dearies friends and of course my lovely sweetheart. *Hearts*


Anyways, it's the thought that counts...Really! =)


Let's see who remember my birthday alright??



*Hint Hint*


It falls a day before Christmas!! *opps the hint is too obvious* *Laughs*



Am really very excited for My Forever Young Birthday, and I can't wait it to come by! *Heaps of smilely*



Apparently, last night I've chat with Bestie Evelyn AKA Jie via sms... And know what she ask me??


She asked me how life has been to me and it comes to a 19 years of living. I replied her: "well, life is series of lulls". My answer may seem really serious uhh, and it's true to say that, because coming towards the 19 years of living I've gone through heaps of obstacles which has appeared for me and I gotta find a way out from all those un-glam moments. Isn't easy at all, because it teaches you to be strong and not weaker.



Im here today is because I do have truckloads of dearies friends and of course my sweetheart for giving me those advice/encouragement whenever Im lost. Credits to them! *Hearts*



Walking down this route isn't easy for Ting's as she always find something missing in her life and she's glad that she have found a sweetheart who will show her the route of happiness and success. =)



Feeling a lil' sentimental. =(



Alrighty, I'll do more updates for the end of 2007. So do check out this site of mine.


A lil' updates of yesterday retail therapy with Darling Jennifer


Well, we went MS and follow by our favourite place Bugis street. And of cos we did help the economy by shopping.


Yayy, I gotta myself a pointy heels in black, a new charm bracelet, a dress and of course a hand phone pouch for sweetheart...

That's all...


I enjoy the day spend with Darling Jennifer and I hope that there will be more of it coming by before school officially re-open for Darling Jennifer. =)


After which, we head home for telly and in the mist of travelling back home, somehow the train we took back was delay due to track fault. *Sigh* Lucky I reach home in time for my show, Hahs!

=)


Alright that's all for yesterday...


Ok, since I'm still very much free, I shall keep myself occupied with something random.



1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
- Messy hair! Hahs!


2. Where did you live in 1988?
- Hmm in the east area and has been living till today for 19 years. =) The year when my first cries begins...


3. What's a word that rhymes with DOOR?
- More?


4. Favorite planet?
- Earth~!!



5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile?
- Darling Home



6. What is your favorite ringtone on your phone?
- Hmm it changes daily so cant get an exact answer...



7. What kinda shirt you have on?
- Shorts and Tee shirt!


8. Describe yourself in one phrase.
- Happy go lucky??



9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing?
- Hah, no footwear in da house...



10. Bright or Dark Room?
- Dim-lighted room.


11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
- A acquaintance blog!


12. If you're alone in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on?
- My OWN bed is still the best of all =)



13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
- Was sleeping in my cozy bed...



14. What did the last text message that you received on your mobile say?
- Ok see ya next week by Evelyn...



15. Who told you he/she loved you last?
- Darling! *Hearts*



16. What's a word that you say a lot?
- Hmm...



17. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
- None..



18. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
- It's the digital age~!!



19. Favorite age you have been so far?
- Sweet 18!



20. Your worst enemy?
- Me, Myself and I...



21. What is your current desktop picture?
- Chicken Little... *Laughs*



22. What was the last thing you said to someone?
- Ok see ya :)



23. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly?
- To be able to fly!



24. Do you like someone?
- Im deeply in love and blissfully attached to someone!



25. The last song you listened to?
- Jay chou 彩虹



26. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, would you jump in front of the bullet?
- Yeah..



27. If you could punch one person in the face who would it be?
- Luckily, I have no one in mind at the moment.



28. Do you consider yourself kind?
- of course... but keep this to yourself k.. =))))


29. If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
- No answer..


30. Are you touchy feely?
- Yes, only with closed ones.


32. Name three things that you have on you at all times?
- Phone, Wallet and keys..



31. What's your favourite town/city?
- Any :))))


32. Does anything hurt on your body right now?
- Nope...


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Carrie;eirrac: 12/22/2007 06:46:00 PM



Thursday, December 20, 2007
-Busy Weeknds!


On the side note, Im officially very busy this week as more meet with friends and of course doing those necessary preparation for the gathering on 23 Dec 2007!


Yayy, I'll be meeting Darling Jennifer tomorrow to help the economy by shopping! Hahs! There's loads of stuff I need to get for myself tomorrow.=) *Woots*

Shopping list


Item One: White dress!


Item Two: Pointy heels in BLACK!


Item Three: Open toes heels in PINK and WHITE!



And the list add on and on...



But all this I definitely need a sponsor...


Any sponsor??



*Laughs*


On a happier note, weekends are busy getting all those "buying process" of steamboat thingy. And I still have no idea what to buy uhh... =(


TinGz's has never been so deliriously extremely happy by all this activities!


Am currently, very tired or exhausted even, by those walks in the afternoon.


Alrighty, it's time for dinner and telly..



I promise to update next week... *Hur hur*

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Carrie;eirrac: 12/20/2007 06:24:00 PM



Wednesday, December 19, 2007
-Happy 18th Birthday Shawn ( my REAL bro) + My Day!


It's finally here!



Shawn's( REAL brother) youth -life journey is officially today! (Mine on the way!)



And although I have seen him in flesh , more like in my 19 years of life , I do hope that he's much happier! *LauGhs*



May this special day be filled with well-wishes and plenty of presents from friends/family! Hahs! =D


To my beloved Shawn my naughty brother:

Shawn, thank you very much for being a wonderful lil' brother to me. I ought to know that you always like to make me angry and quarrel with me and that's not the reason we're so close now. Hahs! Indeed, you didnt fail to make smile again whenever Im feeling sad. You'll always act all silly and goofy to make me laugh! Thanks bro for our 19 years of sibling-ship! =) I hope that when you enter a different journey, may you have faith and confident in yourself. Thank you for being the good boy in da house. I use to remember you as a rebellious brother when you were younger, now you are totally different as you have set goals in your life and I hope that you'll work hard towards it alright 弟弟。。。

Happy 18th birthday Shawn=)



My Day...


Alrightly, today nothing much Im going to do uhh... Just more slacking in da house and of course filled with housework. That's no other than cooking time! Hahs!


In TinGz's dictionary cooking is never easy for her just like doing maths. *Laughs* Its really tedious to stand in the kitchen washing up and doing those cooking. *Wry smiles*


On the happier note, my oldest sister have left SG to Bangkok this morning and she has safely touched down Bangkok. I reckon she's bring me a big birthday gift. *Laughs* She'll be back on my birthday. (Jie, dont forget my pressie)


As that being said, I'll be all alone till 24 Dec 2007 without her laughter and her nagging and I gonna miss her. Hahs! {Self-denial, obviously} =DD


Well me being very free, did some reading over the net and of course it's time to hop by to Evelyn AKA Jie's blog. I know she's feeling no good at this wistful moments, due to relationship problems and what-nots. I sense it when she become more quite whenever I talk to her via MSN and she did fail to ring me up for a chat a few nights back. I could only urge her not to have those think too much stuff. Im nor profound when come to relationship, but I've gone through the bittersweet days in econs ago. Let bygones be bygones!


Apparently, Evelyn AKA Jie feeling neglection by her dearest when it comes to relationship. I know it really hurt to death when the other party is getting distant from you. Perhaps it's time for her to have a heart to heart chat with her dearest, and that definitely helps too. Look on the bright Jie, everything will sail well.


I could only give her a pair of listening ears and advice whenever she needed, and I hope that I've talk some sense into her. Hope she's feeling better! =)


Everyone mets different problems in a relationship, all I wanna say is sometimes by showing more concern towards your partner may help to reduce those negative thinking stuff.


感情就像烟火,有时说变就变就像烟火下一秒消失不见。。。所以我們一定要珍惜現在所擁有的才不會后會。。。




In direct translation, it would mean that the relationship is just like fireworks, as time goes by it turn to be like a fireworks and it will bid a farewell. That's why we gotta treasure what we have now and we will not leave with regrets.

Im a happy girlie! =)









光良-烟火


是否还记得
一起看烟火
我在你眼里
看到闪烁


冷冽的寒风
把你吹向我
抱你在我怀中
没想太多


爱情里的心动
常常让我难以去捉摸
付出感情太多
原来多情人
总被伤的最重


想起你的拥抱
这感觉 短暂纪念
在你我之间
有时说变就变
就像烟火
下一秒消失不见



想起你的微笑
这画面 短暂纪念
放在心里面
你说过的永远
留在昨天
就当它是
我最美的纪念






冷冽的寒风
把你吹向我
抱你在我怀中
没想太多



爱情里的心动
常常让我难以去捉摸
付出感情太多
原来多情人
总被伤的最重



想起你的拥抱
这感觉 短暂纪念
在你我之间
有时说变就变
就像烟火
下一秒消失不见


想起你的微笑
这画面 短暂纪念
放在心里面
你说过的永远
留在昨天
就当它是
我最美的纪念


我的心情
今天已换了季
天边出现彩虹
晴朗阳光
洒在我的天空
闪烁 喔…


像是笑着告诉我
爱到最后是宽容



想起你的拥抱
这感觉 短暂纪念
在你我之间
有时说变就变
就像烟火
下一秒消失不见


想起你的微笑
这画面 短暂纪念
放在心里面
你说过得永远
留在昨天
就当它是
我最美的纪念



还有你陪我
走过这一切
记忆中你
那些微笑的脸

*LoVes*

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Carrie;eirrac: 12/19/2007 01:00:00 PM



Tuesday, December 18, 2007
-心理的話。。。


心理的話,誰能了解???

我猜自有我能了解吧。。。。

心理的傷害真的讓我感到很無阻。。。


不能說的話變成不能說的秘密了。。。


我想念的是她給與我的疼愛,希望她在另一個的世界過的跟快樂,她就是我的奶奶。。。


我自能把她放在我的心理。。。

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Carrie;eirrac: 12/18/2007 05:21:00 PM



Monday, December 17, 2007
-TinGz Is... ...


Feeling a lil' wary today...!! *Wry smiles*


Add to the fact, from the chats with dearest mummy about a certain problems that happen and Im not going to reveal over here. =(


Come close to heart, it hurts me when I gotta hear some which isnt pleasant at all from a relative whom I used to be close with but from now Im going to be distant from them. Just to avoid those arrow that is coming back to me. *Sigh*


Truth to be told, I hate how people interfere my life problems and I guess which nothing is considering about them, however they are the kpos to came by and kpo my life. Frankly speaking, if the person who is unhappy with me why cant he/she tell me personally instead of asking a third party to tell me all about it. =(



My hearts tears whenever I look back of the past and I felt that my most inner emotion isnt good at dealing with all these! My tears flow off from my cheeks when I was lying on my bed. Do they know that, they have hurt me loads?


I guess, no ones truly understand how it's feels. In my opinion, keep silence is always the best solution of all. I ought to know that Im really very affected by what they said, but what they said isnt true at all. I know Im not good in many areas, heys no one is born to be perfect.


Deep inside my hurt there's a crack line, which couldn't be mend at all. Im a sad girlie! :(


I thank god for always being with me see me through my heaps of downs moments and with some up moments. Most credit are credited to those whom I loved. You know who you are! *Hearts*



Anyways, 8 more days to my forever young birthday. Thus far, I gotta one present from my dearest mummy. =)



And TinGz's awaiting for post-Christmas sales everywhere! Hahs! =P



*LoVes*

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Carrie;eirrac: 12/17/2007 01:13:00 PM



Sunday, December 16, 2007
-The Real Christmas Wish-List...! + My Weekends!


Alrighty, although I haven't had time to go out and really help save the economy by shopping, much less window shopping, TinGz has conjured up with a Christmas wish-list!


- Vouchers from the usual places where I shop - Mango, Dorothy Perkins, Topshop etc... You name it, I want it! *LauGhs*


- Cash cheques, crossed cheques or just simply cash is fine with me too! :P


- Some new roomy bags that I can lug anywhere and everywhere! :)


- That cute lil' bracket from a local jeweller's that is in the shape of a hearts! :P



-New shoes!


- A new mobile phone , and has an awesome camera! ( I do have it already!) =D


- Health, wealth and smiles for everyone around me! =)


And this week was an insanely mad jammed-packed week, of sorts!






I met up with Doctor Janice and had a wonderful time chill out at TCC and of course helping the economy by shopping! We wasn't the one whom done more shopping in fact we had hours of chilling at TCC sharing our stories and what-nots...! =)


A few days back I met up with Darling Jennifer to pass her the belated birthday gift to her at our area park and add to the fact we sat down and talk about our problems and I must really thank her for listening to me and always bringing me back to the earth again! *Hearts*


In the mist of mastering the fine art of my " busy moment", dearest mummy also bring me to get my new spec done so that I could wear it and no more complaining from me! I kid you not, the pair of spec costs a bomb of 200 hundred dollars and yesh mummy paid that amount for me as a gift of my birthday present. (9 more days to my birthday) *hur hur*


In this case, weekends are spend with someone who are very important in my life. I ought to know its only a few hours, however I've treasure each and moment with him. Im simply contented to have him around! =P Someone whom I *Hearts& very much!



On a different note, weekends are always a days which Im feeling real down and upset, till my heart is tearing apart. I've no idea where have gone wrong, however lying on my bed listening to those songs that are playing in my Mp3 really hurts me a lil' bit. Add to the fact, when this random song started to play and my tears just roll off from my cheeks and I couldn't help it anymore till I cried out my worries. No one would really understand what am I thinking, worries never find their way outta me. =( *Cries*




I shall not pin point at those problems anymore, simply because Im feeling real tired and I couldn't have find my way out of it! *Wry smiles*



And I guess later today, Im gonna just hide in my room and lying on my bed till tomorrow. Simply because mood wise isn't pretty beautiful today.


But I wanna thank Darling Jennifer and sweetheart for listening to me, and yayy it helps a bit. I love you all. *Huggies*

在我最無奈的時候, 生邊都會有一些些朋友給我鼓勵。。。

我沒有忘了在我生命中最重要的人,他就是陪在我生邊的男朋友,謝謝你沒有在我最無奈和無助的時候離開我的實現。。。

因爲有你(他)在我的生邊我不再孤單了。。。


婷加油, 你可以的。。。 (這是我對我自己說的)


All these lack of sleep and all has made the eyebags grown and the zits popping out!Life is having the ability to laugh at yourself, when uve got zits n eyebags! (O_o)



And TinGz is definitely tired and maybe exhausted even, but she is one happy girl! =)



*Hearts*

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Carrie;eirrac: 12/16/2007 02:45:00 PM



Friday, December 14, 2007
-EMO + Updated Birthday Wish List!


Am still the blues and of cos it's due to the month that is causing it. =( *SiGh*


Im vexed. :(


Am a sad girlie! *Wry smiles*


She's cries and yearn for a loving life long journey. =D



Am glad that Bestie Jennifer and Evelyn has offer me a listening ear and giving me their most honest opinion and bringing me back to earth again! *Hearts*


On the side note, Im having a bad headache as well. :(



Here's a small lil' birthday wish-list of sorts!


TinGz's Forever Young birthday wish-list:-


- To-die-for a new bag that I've been lusting for months... And hope the bag will last uhh...


- I need a new pair of spectacle, which I've ask from my dearest mummy! I told her that both my white and silver spectacles is getting blur which means the degree has increased! I've been complaining to her I cant see very well and I might go blind! (Especially, my left eye as I've knock onto something one month back and it really hibernating having to see the double vision! *Sigh* I hope dearest mummy will get me one. =) As, this is the very FIRST time I've dearest mummy to buy me a new spectacle, for the rest of the spectacle are sponsor by myself lahx! Hahs!


(Noted: Dearest mummy has brought me a RED colour spec yesterday and I love it very much, however I gotta wait till the colour arrive. And it costs dearest mummy 200 hundred dollars and that's the second expensive glasses I've gotten.)




- SHOPPING VOUCHERS!! Mango, Forever 21, Topshop, Dorothy Perkins, VNC, or even Charles and Keith, CK Tangs, Takashimaya, Isetan, BHG (Formerly known as Seiyu)... You name it, I want it...! *Laughs*



- Unlimited credit for online SHOPPING on my fave websites!(To-die-for accessories,clothes and bags...!) The list goes on... :P



-A wallet that doesn't have double flaps... =P Too much to beckons... I want it in BLACK color! It'll be nice if that's from The Wallet Shop! There's one wallet that's catching my eyes!! T_T



-That watch from adidas / Fossil/ Casio sound great too... =)



- The Samsung U3 mp3 in PINK please! (hint hint: sitex show coming up) Its so pretty..! I mean, my Creative 4GB player's doing fine...But how can one resist such a slim,functions-packed, to die-for mp3 player?! No Apples please! Im never an Apple fan! *Laughs* The only downside is the charging - via USB? Oh well, The accessories are so pretty!! *Loves* But, it's to be purchased separately...! Darns! =(



- A bigger wardrobe that can place all my clothing's, seriously I've too much of clothing hanging around the house and it look like some bazaar or pasar malam!! * Laughs*



- I want a splendid celebration with someone I loved! Surprise!! (begging onto the surprise) *hur hur*



-A new charm bracelet would be nice! ;P




-More accessories! =P




-More bags!



- Health, wealth and smiles for everyone around me! =)




- A PINK cake! *Laughs*




But TinGz reckons that she'd be getting loads of accessories from friends again! Well, I guess that's the safest present to give a friend when you dont know what to get her! *Laughs*


All I want is to have a smashing birthday...Cos I seriously think that I didnt had really memorable and enjoyable birthday celebrations in the past...My 16th was, in my friends' words, "pathetic", "lousy", "horrid" (Blah blah blah...They didnt really have nicesties to say... *Laughs* ) cos all my friends were having awesomely huge parties and I didn't even have a cake! Not even a slice...! *Laughs* (However I manage to get an memorable 18th bday last year, and of cos with an Ice-cream cake from my friends that we celebrated at marina sqaure parris..)


Well, to be honest, this is just a wish-list... Its the thought that counts...Really! =)



And I know of truckloads of people that have the intention of getting me un-glamorously smash by cake...! *Laughs*




11 More days to my forever young birthday=D



And wait for my Christmas wish list to be posted out. Check this page back again.


I promise...!! =P

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Carrie;eirrac: 12/14/2007 05:06:00 PM



Wednesday, December 12, 2007
-Christmas Wish List!


I haven't gotten down to thinking about it yet, cos my schedule's been so busy and wayy packed! In fact, last night was one of those days when I finally had a great night's of rest, minus the sms-es early in the morning of course!


Add to the fact, Im busy catching up with all my dearies friends ever since I've ended my school life. =)


The weather's been really weird, it rains for like 15 minutes, stops, and then returns with a vengeance after 20 minutes...! Now the brolly's become the "must have" item in my bag...On top of the jacket/shawl that Im always lugging around...


For today, Im going to meet doctor Janice later in the day for some retail therapy session cum kopi session! Hahs! That sound wonderful isnt?? *Heehee* And during the wee evening Im gonna meet my oldest sister to do some Christmas shopping with her and my day is packed. =)



And I promise a Christmas wish-list soon, although my greatest wish is for everyone to have health, wealth and smiles all year around! I've at a point in my life where I see everything material as material needs and wants, and I guess, with age (Yeah, Im getting OLD!), nothing matters more than the immaterial things that we often take for granted, and, obviously, love from family, lovely sweetheart and dearies friends that matter matters! =)


Christmas wish-list up next....! I promise! =P



*Hugs*

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Carrie;eirrac: 12/12/2007 10:15:00 AM



Tuesday, December 11, 2007
-Happy 19th Birthday Jennifer! =)


It's finally here!


Bestie Jennifer's quarter-life journey is officially today! (Mine on the way!) *Wry smiles*


And although I haven't seen her in the flesh in eons, more like in 2 months odd , I do hope that she's much happier! *LauGhs*


May this special day be filled with well-wishes and plenty of presents from friends/family! Hahs! =D



Note: Your present is still with me! Come and collect it cos I dont want the present to collect dust! Hahs!


(I hope she does pop by my blog and read uhh)



Anyways, thank you dearie for always being a sweetheart and for always being there for me, be it a sms, a phone call, despite your busy-ness and what-nots! For listening without judging, for caring without wanting anything in return, and for just talking to me whenever I am being nonsensical! The bond and friendship we share has been truly amazing, and I feel truly blessed to always have your presence in my life! =)




Enjoy your special day special one! =)


And may there be plenty more years of friendship ahead!


*huGs*


*HeaRts*

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Carrie;eirrac: 12/11/2007 04:37:00 PM



Monday, December 10, 2007
-A Penny Of Thoughts...


It's been two days every since I last blog uhh...


And I guess those people who come by to read my blog didnt get any hot and crispy news... *Woots*


Im back to updates some stories here. =)


Apparently, I've been feeling the blues for quite sometimes, and Im really vexed with all those problems. All I could say is, I've learnt to see further one step in life. Being happy is all I want. :)


Yayy, yesterday I went tampines mall singtel to re-con my mobile service and finally my dad brought me the mobile phone that I wanted, and that is no other then Sony Ericsson K770i. Im contented with it. I've fall in love with my K770i. =) *Hearts*


Life is so amazing in such a way that there would be times when you're kind of looking for something and that you'd think you know you're correct about something, yet subconsciously, your mind tells you the polar opposite...Perhaps its a hunch, or the intuitive sixth sense, or instinct, I cannot pin-point the exact word to describe it; Yet sometimes, your gut feeling tells you that you're correct, yet sometimes, it might just be that one is thinking too much of stuff...


I cannot help it that I am a natural pessimist that sees the glass as being half full, and that I am a natural worrier... Or maybe its got to do with the fact that I always try my best, be it for friends, or for issues in life, so much so when it all falls apart, I get disappointed and I try to protect myself even more, for I am fearful of getting hurt once more. But with each setback I have experienced, the experiences have made me much stronger than I have never imagined possible.



Likewise, in this case, I have made decisions, and with each passing day I know that it's been a long road discovering things about myself and of other issues that really matter to me. It has been an eye-opener, for I really have no absolute idea where I found the intrinsic strength to bounce back into the game of Life, and even helped out my dearest friends who are going through relationship problems recently.


I guess the setbacks that I have experienced along the way have made me become stronger, and more aware of issues around me. Of course there are the lovely friends whose talks and chats with me made so much sense and that they have indirectly helped answered the questions that I probably had all along, but didn't seem to have the correct answers, or that I was just simply afraid of knowing the truth and answers, cos I knew I was instinctively correct... Their encouragements and advices did contribute to me becoming stronger... I am just surprised at how quickly I have adapted and stood up to the challenges that were waiting for me...! =)



Like in this rainy season, where when the rain and stormy weather clears, there would be clear blue skies ahead! And I now am beginning to see that clear blue skies, and even the rainbow ahead of me! =) Granted that there would be times when there might be rainy and stormy skies again, but come what may, I hope that I can make it through each shower there is and become a much stronger, better and happier person! =)



Im no longer the silly/foolish/stupid Tingz I use to be... Now Im a firm and direct Tingz... =) Never will I hide myself inside my lil' hole... Hahs!



Note: It's 15 more days to my forever young birthday!=D

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Carrie;eirrac: 12/10/2007 01:21:00 PM



Friday, December 7, 2007
-Shortnotes.... *Hearts*


When the nights is cold,
you feel like hugging someone that you loved.
I'll let the night continue to be cold,
and the gift was...

I love cuddling around your warm arms...




Sorry guys/girls, Im not in a good mood to blog today... *Sigh*


Check this out in a few days times... =)


Note: It's 18 days my forever young birthday! =D

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Carrie;eirrac: 12/07/2007 06:46:00 PM



Wednesday, December 5, 2007
-Post Number 200 + 1 = 201 :)


It's finally 200 + 1 = 201 post!!! YippeeeEEee!! =D


Yayy, I've been into blogging for 9months odd!=) *Woots* Most credit are credited to those who has been loyal in popping by and coming by to read my blog about my life updates and what-nots.


Am totally hooked onto blogger:) I'll never been able to be a happy girlie until I've found blogging as one of my hobbies. *Evil Laughs* Many dearies friends of mine, has been always here reading my blogs to keep updated with my news uhh.


Time has flown by me..!!



It's been 9months since I started to blog on April 2007 until today Im still blogging happily. =D Well, 9months has pass and the year of 2007 will be officially be ended very very soon. I admit, during this year alone many unhappy stuff occurs and what- nots...


And I've finally get what I want in my life and Im gonna walk towards my goals and dreams. =) Admist, there are much dearies friends who have been with me through my 201 post and they have always offer me a hand in help whenever I needed and often bringing me back to earth, when Im facing some troubles in life. I sincerely appreciate what they have done for me. I *hearts* you all. :P


Alright=)


Frankly speaking, Im feeling kinda sleepy at this moment and I've no idea what happen to me. Maybe there's too much crocks ups happen here and there which Im unable to reveal over here just to protect myself. *Wry smiles*



I hope that problems can be solve, and yet I know that I cant help much in whatever my family is facing all I could do was to sit down here and keeping silence because I dont want those arrows skiving back shooting at me instead! *Sigh*


Add to the fact, it's raining and Im seriously real sleepy and on the other note, Im feeling ridiculously hungry too! *Feigns smiles*


Isnt nice to hide under your blanket and go into a pool of sweet dreams! *Snore snore snore*


Anyways, I've truckloads to blog but Im struck! Hahs!



Reason being- Braincells are tired and they couldnt be functioning well. *Feigns mock horror*



Time for me to rest and get some bites! *Woots*




Note: It's 20 more days to my forever young birthday=D

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Carrie;eirrac: 12/05/2007 01:42:00 PM



Tuesday, December 4, 2007
-Tired + Bored!


Im seriously feeling very tired and bored! Either way you look at it! *Laughs*


I've just finished preparing dinner for my family, and I kid you not, it's really hibernating uhh:(


Having to stand in the kitchen is seriously not a joke for me, as it really very warm in the kitchen, having to wash the vegetables and what-nots it's making my right hand feeling itch, I guess Im allergic to the washing detergent! =(


Finally, Im done over it with the help with no one uhh.


Reason being- Dearest mummy have gone for work and she ask me to cook the vegetables and fishball soup. Hahs! In TinGz's theory cooking is never easy for her! *Laughs*


If the dinner was to prepare for sweetheart then its a different thing, because he havent even tried my wonderful dishes yet, and I reckons that time will come. *Evil Laughs*


Apparently, am feeling a lil' sleepy and yet I refuse to go to bed as there are heaps of stuff to be done and Im going to get it done over with it. =) On the side note, I've finally went to trim my fringe after days. Hahs! *Loves my fringe now* Muacks! =D


Am feeling real bored over here, sitting in front of the PC to blog this down and on the other note, Im trying to figure out some stuff on the webbie. *Heehee* Hopefully I'll get what I want over the net search uhh! *Pray*


In some weird or morbid way, I've find myself a new interest and that's Im totally hooked onto taiwan drama series! Hahs! That's the only way to cure my boredom when no ones are able to chat with me or to entertain me. Either way you look at it! *Laughs*


YippeeeEEee!! =D



I did probe dearest mummy asking her when she will get me a new pair of glasses and she said next week! *Hooray* I *Hearts* Mummy! =) Oh well, I've aim some spectacles which I saw last week when I went to the shop and Im their regular customers! Hahs! :P



Im getting myself either a RED or WHITE glasses! *Woots* And that gonna be half-frame, and it's gonna be slightly same as my current want! Hahs!



Anyways, I've digressed... =)




Note: It's 21 days more to my birthday! =D

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Carrie;eirrac: 12/04/2007 04:51:00 PM



Monday, December 3, 2007
-New Week=)


Im absolutely tired out from the activities and the happenings over the weekend... And Im please to announce that weekend are officially over... Aww...=)


Yayy, I finally gotta rest~~ *Hooray*


Oh well, about my weekends is really hibernating. Am still feeling very tired over those activities over the last weekends. =( *Wry smiles*


Am currently, feeling the blues again, and I guess it really gotta do with the month. *Laughs* Im simply feeling very sleepy now, however I couldn't sleep because the weather is really very humid this afternoon. :(



I guess today is another slacking day for me! *Hurhur*


Reason being- No one can entertain me because they are all busy with their stuff.


As for me, its another sleep, eat, dream routine. And I've just gotta home from my lunch at Tampines mall. They lunch was really great however, my dearest mummy, my auntie and I waited for half an hour for our food to be ready. =( I was really damn angry that they need such a long hour to prepare my food. It gotta my nerves and I told the waitress to cancel my order, and I even said this: "what service are you giving me, we have place our order earlier then the rest and our food isnt ready yet". The waitress went totally blank! I guess im fierce enough!


On the side note, Im trying to get myself occupied with home cleaning up=) *Woots*



In the mist of mastering the very free life, Im gonna try something different, in which Im going to get all my birthday/Christmas gift done by the next two weeks! Too much birthday babies in Dec! And Im one of them uhh!! *Heehee* It's just another 22 more days to my forever young birthday. :p



To me, spending time at home can be, in some ways, therapeutic! *LauGhs*


I kid you not!
Why do I say so? Because Im finally free from schools and that's when I can spend quality time with dearest mummy and friends. Am still catching the snooze! =)
*Happy girlie*
Otherwise I'll just catching up with the snooze for the next 10hours?? *Laughs*



Quality time- Spend cleaning my room, doing something meaningful! More time hooking friends of Facebook and poking them with flowers and what-nots ! *Hearts* More time to keep my pink site updated with hot and crispy news. *Laughs* =D


Apparently, I gotta find something to do to keep my use of my time, because seriously dearies friends has been with school/work and what-nots. And Darlinggg Jennifer, is busy preparing for her test and what-nots. I to meet her up soon for some chats again! *opps, I miss crapping with her*


Anyways, I've digressed...


Here are some cam-whore of my lunch!

My coke and Dearest mummy Blue lime soda=)





My Tuna and Egg Myo Sushi=)



===My Bento Set Meal=== It's Yummilicious=D





Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be there,
To kiss my pain away?

Would you be there.... For me.....

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Carrie;eirrac: 12/03/2007 01:45:00 PM



Sunday, December 2, 2007
-Busy Sunday=)


Yayy, indeed this sunday Im kinda busy and yes Im going for Priscilia's engagement celebration this afternoon.


And I still have no idea what to wear! :(


Im feeling quite exhausted today~


Simply because of the actitivies I had yesterday~


*Laughs*


On the side note, my legs are aching badly already! :(


Im a sad girlie=(


Well, it's the starting of the month of DEC and Im glad that Im going to wave a good bye to 2007 and welcome 2008 soon.


Of course my forever young birthday that is coming up on another 23 days=) *Woots*


I cant wait for my forever young birthday to arrive~~


Reason being- Dearest Mummy gonna get me my new spectalce on my birthday itself! *Hearts*


Because Im going blind soon!! T_T


My left eye vision is getting worst each and everyday. *Sigh*


I hope that I'll be alright soon else is to the Eye care at SGH! O_o


*Cries*


Alright I need to get myself prepare soon~~


I promise to update soonn~~



Have a fun sunday~~ =)



*Hearts*

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Carrie;eirrac: 12/02/2007 11:06:00 AM



Saturday, December 1, 2007
-Weekends=)


It's once again another weekends that Im not spending by myself but with many people area me. Either contented or just neutral! You decide alright?? *Laughs*


Truth to be told, Im not feeling real good today! Im just feeling the blues!! Perhaps it gotta to with the month! *Laughs* I've no idea why in moodwise today Im feeling really very fed up with myself.


Apparently, I went sitex show 2007 today and there isnt much stuff there and yayy, I saw one of my bestie friend there but didnt wave at him nor either say hello! Luckily he didnt saw me lahx.. :)


On the side note, Im feeling quite exhausted today due to the walks and those "dont know where to go" situation. I guess next time I wont be joining then, I guess sweetheart knows who am I referring too. It's really bored!


It's alright, at least it has been ended and I got home to rest and time for my fingers to keep my blog update with hot and crispy news uhh... Sorry guys/girls, there isnt much update as I dont wish to talk about my weekends... I could only say weekends are okay for me...


Am gonna have fun tomorrow=) *Woots*


In the mist of being with them today, I did ring up Darling Jennifer for some chats and Im glad that she paused for awhile during the working hours to listen to me. *Dont worry Im ok* =) *Hearts*


TinGz now feeling very sleepy! -_-


*Snore snore snore*


1 more week to Darling Jennifer bday and I still havent get her a present! More shopping then! *Laughs*


I shall meet up with Darling Alice this coming friday for some shopping=) *Woots*


TinGz now gotta protect herself more and to be more firm=) *Wry smiles*


HAPPY WEEKENDS!



Christmas wish-list coming on the way! Stay tuned!

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