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Sunday, September 30, 2007
-Random Thoughts!!


I feel like going on a trip to the Singapore Zoo!!


OR


A trip to the Singapore Sentosa!!


That sound good uhh??


I haven't been to the above places like some econs ago when I last went...!!


*Laughs*


And TinGz needed a "short break" badly...! How sad it is to have heaps of projects and what-nots to be done as soon as possible...


Oh well...


While surfing some information on those information about the Singapore Zoo/Singapore Sentosa... It makes me wanna have all this short trip real soon... To relieve stress loads and enjoy myself...


Checking on the itinerary and prices...!! And hopefully time will permits me and darling to go for this trip either to Singapore Zoo/Singapore Sentosa... Either way you look at it...! *Laughs*


Beside surfing those webbie, I came by and found a new slogan...


Typical Singaporeans! (Or, borrowing Singapore Tourism Board's (STB) tagline, "Uniquely Singapore"? *Laughs*)


Yea it's the "Uniquely Singapore" webbie..!!


(What are you thinking??) *Laughs* =P



While doing some research I have came by a thought of having a "good holiday" soon with my sweetheart... I guess the BOTH of us really needed a "short break" to keep us get going on the "upcoming events"... *Laughs* I name it as "upcoming events" because this way I won't feel so pathetic... {Self-denial} =(



(Events are like, examination, mugging on those projects and tutorials for me, and duties and what-nots for darling)



And I have been neglecting my "supplementary examination" that will be looming on this coming Tuesday...


I haven't got myself started on the revision and what-nots, as my brain doesn't seem to be functioning recently... *Sigh*


And TinGz craves for mouth-watering sakae sushi... *Yummy* If only time permits me to have a good meal... {Self-denial}


Next week- I shall meet up with Jennifer on Tuesday after my examination and hopefully to meet up with my sweetheart...My darling, I Miss Him~~ *Hearts*


As usual, thrice a week lectures...!! *Sigh* It's hibernation..!! :{


I'm actually feeling kinda vexed at this moment in my life...I don't know what I ought to do with my life... *Sigh*



So many dreams I aspire,
So many things I desire,
But many thoughts
are the stumbling blocks...


Maybe I ought to head out to the beach more often to clear my thoughts...


Sometimes, I felt silent is the BEST answer...!! Silence may be an ignorance at times...!


Apparently, If one day you people talk to me and I kept silence that shows I'm not is a very good mood... My moods tends to swing ups and downs recently... =(


Sorry I can't help it...!! My apologies...!!



回想起來,有時候的我會感到傷心和無奈。。。 那是一個真實的我吧。。。 我的心理的無奈會有人了解嗎?? 我會讓我的生活過的從事。。。 每一天都是上天給與我的。。。



此刻我感到很安慰因爲我有好朋友和我的男朋友在我的生邊鼓勵我。。。我不會讓我自己倒下去的,無論明天的路又都難過我相信自己會找到出路的。。。 為我加油吧。。。




*TinGz feel real loved*






*Hearts*

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Carrie;eirrac: 9/30/2007 10:13:00 PM



-张惠妹 - 如果你也听说


TinGz *hearts* this song...!!

A very nice and touching song...!!

Enjoy the MV :)





突然发现站了好久
不知道要往哪走
还不想回家的我
再多人陪只会更寂寞
许多话题关于我
就连我也有听过
我的快乐要被认可
委屈却没有人诉说
夜把心洋葱般剥落
拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候
想你更多

如果你也听说
有没有想过我
想普通交朋友
还是你依然会心疼我
好多好多的话想对你说
悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和
舍不得 又无可奈何


如果你也听说
会不会相信我
对流言会附和
还是你知道我还是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
懂我的人就你一个
想到你想起我
胸口依然温柔


许多话题关于我
就连我也有听过
我想我宁可都沉默
其实反而显得做作
夜把心洋葱般剥落
拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候
想你更多

如果你也听说
有没有想过我
想普通交朋友
还是你依然会心疼我
好多好多的话想对你说
悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和
舍不得 又无可奈何

如果你也听说
会不会相信我
对流言会附和
还是你知道我还是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
懂我的人就你一个
想到你想起我
胸口依然温柔

如果你也听说
有没有想过我
想普通交朋友
还是你依然会心疼我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
冷漠的人就你一个
想到你想起我
胸口依然温柔
如果你想起我
你会想到什么

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Carrie;eirrac: 9/30/2007 10:09:00 PM



Saturday, September 29, 2007
-这个周末。。。(updated shopping list)


在这个刚开始的周末,我感到非常的寂寞和孤单。。。=(

我真得很累了。。。



但是,今天的我會和我的好姐妹出門去。。。



倒数我的考試:还有三天... ... :(


Well, as mention before, I will be going for some shopping later in the evening with Darling Jennifer... *Woots*


I guess, this weekend are is really kind of lonely but it's ok I guess there many stuff to keep in "entertain"... *Laughs*



Tingz shopping list:


- Get myself a new pair of pointy black heels...


- Some nice and gorgeous accessories for myself... But I hasn't seen nice earring,necklaces etc lately... *Sigh* (hopefully I'm able to get what I want) {self-denial} *Laughs*



- I NEED a BIG BAG that can put in all my belongings... =)



- More clothing's and skirts... *Woots*



Hopefully everything I NEED will get in at Bugis street... :)


=DD

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Carrie;eirrac: 9/29/2007 02:52:00 PM



-Before Bedtime!!


I'm highly nocturnal :)


*LauGhs*



I have just finish talking to my darling over the phone... And it is really nice hearing his voice before I go to bed... *Snore Snore Snore*



I guess... I am NOT tired still... {self-denial}



I'm turing into an owl...



*Laughs*



Later part in the day is packed like sardines...



Thinking to go for the lecture a not??


*Sly smiles*


Either going to pon lecture or feeling lazy or even best feeling exhausted..{self-denial,obviously}...! Let's see how's the situation... =)


Either way you look at it...! *Laughs*





The shopping session with Darling Jennifer...



*Woots*


=D


Long awaited... Retail Therapy... =)



*Shopping time*



Well...


Before I go into a pool of sweet dreams, I hope that my Darling will get sufficient of sleeps as he's having a very anguish duties for days to come by... Once again, is really a great blessing hearing his voice before tingz bedtime... *HeaRts*



Good nights everyone...



I promise to update soon =P



Tingz Bedtime...!

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Carrie;eirrac: 9/29/2007 02:34:00 AM



Friday, September 28, 2007
-Tedious Weekends Ahead!!


*Humpfz*

First of all, my bad for not updating this pink site of mine!! My apologies:(


Apparently, this week I'm on a very busy note uhh, that's one of the reason for not blogging much... =( This week alone there many "problems" happen here and there, but I'm not revealing any of it as I think isn't neccessary to post it here or vent it here... Life have to get going still...


*Sly smiles*


Well, this week I has been going to and fro to the school for the heaps of lecture and it's really very tedious and anguish... That's sound real hibernating! Having go through those lectures makes goes real crazy and stress... I guess the feeling of "stress" is looming real soon.


In spite of being "real busy" there are friend who still text or ring me during the day or even during the wees hours...Either a sober or being drunk... Either way you look at it...! *Laughs* Well, there's one acquaintance who text me during the wee hours few days back saying about her last relationship and what-nots...! I bother to reply her sms-es and after a few reply I feel that she isn't feeling right so I get outta bed and ring her up... Yea, she did pick up my phone call but she's sobbing and I guess during that moment she's really feeling a strong sentimental feeling during that late night and I'm glad she didn't get herself drunk... *Wry smile*


As that specific night is a day of a year to rememher her last relationship, and I guess she's feeling real wistful and she can't forget about what had happen that causes the relationship to end...



Well, I guess endings always have the writings on the wall even before anyone says/initiates anything, and in this case, breaking up. I guess it has to do with the very fact of having a person whom you once loved and whom was once very significant in your life, can get mundane, so much so that people often take the daily little things for granted. This acquaintance admitted that she have been guilty of taking his presence in her life for granted; but she would have never expected things to end the way it had ended, for she had always thought that he'd be the knight of her fairytale, the one whom would share the white pickett fences dream with.


(This is what the acquaintance told me vice versa phone call)


I only can urge her to move on for the pervious relationship because it's ever since a year and just flown by...! Learn from the mistake and never repeat it again... I hope that after the long conversation, I did make some sense to her...


A note of this acquaintance:


Sometimes, some people walk into our lives, stay for a little while and sometimes, they're extremely difficult to let go when they leave. But you've since learnt, the hard way, that although letting go is really tough, but its precisely the tough that gets people going -- The first step is always the toughest, but there's always friends and family who would always be there for you when you need a listening ear or someone just to talk to. Letting go also means giving yourself another chance to learn to appreciate and love another person again. And I truly believe in holding onto the good memories and letting go of the bad ones, for they'd only impede the recovery process, for holding onto hate/grudges would never allow a person to truly move on with life.

Heartbreaks are inevitable in life, it merely makes a person become a stronger and hopefully, a much better person...And be happy when she's all well and happy...

And from something I read somewhere online -- The irony of it all is that we tend to look at the closed door when it's already locked shut and all bolted up. Most of us tend to wonder about the "should haves, would haves and could haves", not realising that every time, with each closed door, it merely just means that another door is opening up somewhere...So we should learn how to allow the closed door to remain shut as it is, and move on, for life has much more doors to offer...




(The end of the story on this aquaintance)



Alright, let's turn the lime light back to me... *Laughs*


Well...



I am going to have a very tedious weekends ahead of me... As I have extra tutorials to attend this afternoon from 2pm to 5pm... Hopefully I'll be attending IF only I'm not tired...!! {self-denial} *Laughs*


After which I am meeting Darling Jennifer in the evening after her work, and yet we reckon for shopping moments during this evening... Oh well, I have bump onto her earlier on yesterday night when I am on the way back home from school. I have since then bump onto her at our house bus stop and we did gossip quite a bit... Well, time doesn't permits us to have long gossiping moments as she needs to go to work later in the morning...


Therefore, half of my day are gone by lectures and what-nots and hopefully I won't get tired during this evening session with Darling Jennifer... *Winks*


Initially, I am feeling quite a bit of moody but it's okay, as there's friends who will just clown around and act all silly and goofy to make me smile... * Smiles* It's really nice having all those friends who are always with me, seeing me through my ups and downs.. And make sure I'm alright... =) I give them credits... *Hearts*


Weekends are burn by dating my mountain-ful of notes and study guides... Hopefully it will help me during my exam next week...!! I guess more effort I must put in this time round...


*shake head*




Tingz becoming a hermit...!




*Laughs*



I promise to update soon...!!!

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Carrie;eirrac: 9/28/2007 11:57:00 PM



Monday, September 24, 2007
-As days goes by...


It's amazing how time whizzes us by and before I had time to stop, smell the roses or whatsoever...



As days goes by...





Time has really flown me by...





For the uninitiated, it has been many days goes by by walking out of the " very down moment" at home, but I would prefer to call it " The Let Go Road", for it being a very deprived days staying at home listening to all those rubbish from the family members... I merely uttered some word telling myself let go of what is not mine would make life easier for me... Well, I can only say loads of "very down moment" happens in just midnight and it's making very tired of it... The quarrels, the fights the yells, the screams, the unnecessary action, the cries... It's really make my heart ache like hell... Whatever I think back it really tears me down, thinking why am I here??


(I'm not telling much just to protect myself from being questioned)





I guess endings always have the writings on the wall even before anyone says/initiates anything, and in this case, family problem or I shall name it"Communication break down". Either way you look at it...!! I guess it has to do with the very fact of having a family whom is always the one you truly loved and whom was once very significant in your life, can get mundane, so much so that people often take the daily little things for granted. A family whom I feel safe and secure in the past and yet things went literally cranky... *Sigh*





I remember this today vividly, how the yells and cries begins earthly today and it really makes me feel a strong sadness that's flowing and the pain inside my heart...





Apparently, I rang up my Darling during the wee hours and I know by that time he must be sleeping warmly on his bed, I rang him once and I stopped ringing because I know he is tired and he need to book in early in the morning. I waited till about 6am plus, and Darling text me and I rang him up, only to know that I held back my tears while I'm talking to him. At the moment I'm really feeling very wistful and woozy. I couldn't hold back my tears anymore and started to cry over the phone call. I admit, I didn't sleep for the last 24hours just have a bit of napping in between which makes me feel real tired. Having hear Darling voice over the phone makes me feel much better. I admit, I cried myself to sleeps for the past few nights and makes me feel real and extremely sick and tired of it. =(



In the mist of mastering the fine arts of "Being real busy", I wasn't able to enjoy myself because I just have too much projects on hands and what-nots... Heaps of lectures and what-nots that was going on for months.. =(

Despite of being real "upset",there's friends who will just clown around and act all silly and goofy to make me smile... *Winks* My moods get better during the lecture I had early on during this evening, as one of my classmates trying to clown around and make me laugh..! I give credit to her... =)


Technically, I hope that things will goes smooth of me and everyone of there... Blogging this down, makes me feel real very emotional, yes I ought to know that I'm still putting smiles on my face but deep down inside my heart I'm feeling weak. I hope that I could just sleep through all those problems that are occurring next week. I admit, from next week onwards will be a real stressful and tedious week till the end of my course.I'm emboldened by all my dearies friends and darling smile. *sly smiles*

I'm highly nocturnal, as I'll be staying up to the wee hours to get all my projects done.... I'm still searching for more information on my projects, I trying to look nonchalant... *Laughs* There's load of touch up to be done for all my projects... Isn't nice having heaps of projects clash together with my supplementary paper, and yet Tingz hasn't "date" her mountain-ful of notes and study guides and what-nots to be covered...

Now is really the most critical time for tingz as many stress loads are looming for her... :( I'm a sad girlie... Too much projects loads leads me to a world of very "unknown me"... *Sigh*

The unbearable tiredness leads me to a very "down moments", hope I may walk out from this soon... (self-denial,obviously) *sobs*

There's pros and cons being a student...!!

At this point in time, I really feel very helpless, I have no idea where am I heading too... I guess all I need to be now is to stay optimistic and positive and that's what really helps at times... Constantly/instantly there's all my nice dearies darling seeing me through my ups/downs.. I feel much better after the conversation I had with Darling Jennifer over sms-es.... She didn't fail to lend me a good pair of ears whenever I needed, she offer me piles of advices and she's my tissues giver.. Her most honest opinions leads me to a better world...

Oh well... Not forgetting all of my bestie friend Eric and Evelyn, thanks so much for the sms-es chat few days backs...I guess, many dearies friends of mine, has seen a very"down side of me", whenever I'm in trouble...They have always been my confidant, my pillar of support and my tissue giver whenever we cry over stuff...

Many attempts, I wanted to give up but all this dearies friends of mine never allow me to do any hasty action or decision. They guide me along my learning journey, and makes me what I'm today, a lil' girl who is less wary and less barren. Yes, I always said, isn't easy to walk through those obstacles but no matter what upholds we have to learn to overcome the fear and finish those obstacles that are set for us. No point looking backwards, as the obstacles had happen we must finish it and after which, we look back with a smiles and everything is worth our struggle.

I have been thinking quite abit about who are my true blue friends, those that have been there for me, thick and thin, seen through my ups and downs - my joys, sorrows, tears and anguish...Those that have offered me piles of tissue, advices, pats and hugs to those that squirm and run away at the very instant when I say something's troubling me...

There's a few names that have always/constantly been there instantly pop up in my mind - you guys know who you are...And I guess that I am truly blessed to have them around me; to catch me when I fall, to give their most honest opinions when it matters, and to always have a ready hug whenever I falter...

A days passes by, life is great thus far; I feel that the real Tingz is back as a better upgraded version, where she still shoots her mouth off, but does it with caution, Tingz that has a better temper now; and of course, a wiser Tingz... I still do have my naive side, for I am naturally gullible though... *Laughs* And of course, the still ever crazy, jovial and lovable Tingz! =P (This is MY blog!)

And of course, I have my lovable friends and sweetheart that keeps me grounded and safe in this crazyy world! =)

My Darling for being the absolute sweetheart, that has been with me through my thick and thin and seeing me through my journey and the happiness we shared... I *Hearts* you!!

Darling Jennifer for being the bestest friend a girl can ever have! Words cannot express the close to dozen years of friendship that we share! =) That has always been with Tingz during her most wistful moments and happy moments. A bestie who offer many advices to me and of cause those long conversation over the phone and sms-es.. I*heart* you!!

Darling Alice for being the sweetest angel who has falter me with hugs and advices whenever I'm feeling no good and those "kopi session" we use to have before our "school life"...

Evelyn Jie for being the absolute soul mate for calling/text-ing me during the wees hours or even when you are at work, just to listen all my nagging and stories. Giving me her most honest opinion whenever I'm in troubled...

Rowena Jie Jie for being the sweetest classmates and jie jie to be, seeing through my ups and downs and offer me a very good pair of ears and giving me the most honest opinion whenever I'm feeling woozy...

Eric for being the nice guy-friend! And for the random sms-es during your working hours and for always bringing me back to Earth! =P A best adviser to me...!!

Dr Janice for being the BEST doctor ever since 4years backs, a doctor which given me much advices in my life and offer me a helping hand...!!

And to everyone else not mentioned whom have helped Tingz to become whom she is today! =)

I am truly blessed!

*HeaRts*

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Carrie;eirrac: 9/24/2007 03:53:00 PM



Sunday, September 23, 2007
-林俊杰 金莎 发现爱






TiNgZ hearts this song!! =)


I know, my bad, havent been updating much...! :(

Busy "dating" my mountain-ful of projects and what-nots :( Has been wayy too busy and no more much time left for "own moments"!!


I promise to update soon=)

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Carrie;eirrac: 9/23/2007 11:21:00 PM



Thursday, September 20, 2007
-Many Thanks=)


Oh well,


This is very special post uhh.. Yea, I would like to say a BIG THANK YOU to all my dearies friends and darling whom has been here with me through my whole "examination journey"... Yea, Initally, there's a few of my dearies friends text me a few days back and inculding today, they have show much concern about my results and of cos they miss me... *Laughs*


Apparently, while I was replying this particular sms to one of my bestie friend, he/she really encourage me to re sit for my supplementary paper. As this is what he/she said, definitely have to resit lo. You put in so much effort already a bit more and you can succeed. Why not just study harder and then you can make it de. Oh well, I have heed his/her advice, I feel real blessed that I have a few of nice friend out there. I must thank him/her for giving me all his/her support and ecouragement. I guess without all this I don't have the courage to resit for it. But I know what all my dearies friends told me and advice me is really for my own good. I'm seriously touched by them. Yea, in the mist of their busy moments they never fail to lend a helping hands and of cause a good pair of ears. I *hearts* them! I can really see that I'm an important friend to them, no matter how busy are they, all my dearies friends makes an effort to text me and call me up... Or even just to lend me a few minutes of their time to listen all my stories..


I'm really happy to have them by my side. Alright once again thank you so much for giving all those support and encouragements..


Cheerios


=DD

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Carrie;eirrac: 9/20/2007 06:08:00 PM



Tuesday, September 18, 2007
-What's Up Next??


Firstly, my bad for not updating this pink site of mine recently... My apologies...


I'm here to declare, I'll be officially on a very "busy note" starting for next week...!! It's really hibernating to have heaps of projects and lectures going on for weeks... =( I'm a sad girlie..


*Sigh*


To admit, I'm really Highly Stress up this few days, especially when I have gotten my results!
:( I'm just feeling too wistful and woozy... I really have no idea what should I do next?? I can only say that isn't nice mastering the fine art of "being real busy"... In the mist of being "busy", I really don't have enough time left for my own stuff... =( I'll be either busy, gathering those snippets of information for my reports or I'll be busy with my mountain-ful of notes.. Yea, that's also some "sleeping moments" during the day... As I'm un-earthly girlie..


Apparently, it's time to get myself ready for my supplementary paper, yea there's a few of nice friends telling me to re-sit for my exams... I have an long conversation with them, and I have heed their advices.. Yea, there's one more chance left for me and hopefully I won't like this chances slip away again!! I guess all I needed was a lil' bit more enlightenment and support from all my dearies friends...=)


There's too much to say about, but hopefully after this supplementary paper I'll finally make it... As what my lecturer told me, IMPOSSIBLE and it reads as I M POSSIBLE!! Well, one time failure doesn't mean I'll give up so easily!! I'll never be defeated, I guess all I need is to build in more self-confident... No one is prefect, everyone is learning to be a better person or to achieve what they want in their life...



Do continue to help me along my life journey...


*TiNgZ needs more self-confident*


*HeaRts*


=DD

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Carrie;eirrac: 9/18/2007 09:29:00 PM



Saturday, September 15, 2007
-Examination Results OUT!!!


Oh well...


It's officially weekends... But this weekends somehow is an "sad want"! Earlier in the day was a bored and tiring day!! I can only say that I have been sleeping and eating through the day... *Snore Snore Snore*


In the mist of watching the telly at about 8pm, my sister came home around 8.30pm and the moment she opens the door, she said" ting your school letter"... I was in an mock- horror when my sister told me that!!I was like uhh. Sh*t!! Confirm is examination results has been mailed to my house!! I was mentally prepare, and I know that I gonna fail a particular module and that's no other then "Mathematics in marketing"!! I could only say I put in my effort already, I ought to know that I'm not very satisfied with my results but somehow I know that effort has been put in it and no regrets... I admit, I did cried, but after awhile Darling Jennifer text me cause I told her what happen. I'm glad that she did give me much encouragement to re-take this paper. Darling Jennifer, never fails to be with me whenever I needed her...


Apparently, she told me don't to give up easily she encourage me to re-take again!! In some weird/morbid reasons, I hope that this supplementary paper I will make it and pass it once and for all!! Admist I knew that it was not a very easy paper but I still need to be brave to go through it at least if I fail again I won't regret!! As what many friends told me, whatever is over already don't go and think!! Because nothing much could be change.


I guess all I need now is more encouragement and support. I ought to know that Mummy didn't blame me for fail-ing this module, but I know inside my Mummy heart she wants me to do well. I'm really blessed that Mummy didn't force me to study or to give me pressure... I hope that this time round I'll pass and won't let Mummy down!! *Hearts*


Initially I have two weeks from now to get myself ready for this supplementary paper, and it's once again "dating" with my mountain-ful of notes and what-nots to be covered!! I have enough of school work loads. There's five project on hand to be done which makes me kind of feeling real stress out and tense up!! Let's hope that the boat will sail well to reach the finishing line!! *Sly smiles*


I merely told myself, I need to continue to study hard and get the grades that I wanted in order to progress to the next level... Yea, school life isn't easy at all, but its and stages that everyone has been through or going through. To have an positive attitude towards your education life is very important! Choosing the right way to success is vital!! =) Well, all I need is to have an crystal clear mind to walk on this journey!! It's really an critical time for me now, as there's really many things to be done and the calamity will not be ended!! *Sigh*


(The strategy for studies is to keep on revise and do more practices)!!


Alright nothing much that I have done today, I'm just feeling wayy too stress and too tired!! *Wry smiles*


Stress is inevitable!!!


*TiNgZ needs more support & encouragement*


=DD

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Carrie;eirrac: 9/15/2007 10:57:00 PM



Thursday, September 13, 2007
-I'm Lazy


Tingz is extremely lazy recently...


*Wry Smile*


Oh well, my bad for not blogging for the past 2days or so... I'm either busy with those heaps of lectures and projects and what-nots... I'm really freaking stress out...


Hmm, actually nothing much to blog about by I just hope by to add this lil' entry to let my dearies friends how am I doing!!!


Having the heaps of projects and what-nots going on, it's making feel real tense up and I'm real fed up too!! I guess it gotta do with my mood too... This week alone is really and sucky week, however there's always nice friends here with me cheering me up... Yea, I may tend to look happy on the outside but deep inside my "weak heart", I'm feeling totally lost... Yea, many of my friends has told me sometimes life just need a lil' spare of allowance to let go of certain things which are not yours... But yet, I really hope things will go smooth for me and nothing will screwed-up... I had enough of all sort of lil' problems!! I need a break!!


Apparently, sitting down here mugging down all this, I'm feeling a lil' upset, but yet I know that in some morbid/weird reasons things will be better one day!!! All I need now is to have a clear mind to do what I'm doing at this moment... *Sigh*


Let's hope things will fall in well for everyone!! It's time to get going with my projects and what-nots!! Its hibernating!! =(



*Tingz back to projecting*

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Carrie;eirrac: 9/13/2007 09:03:00 PM



Tuesday, September 11, 2007
-Sucky


It's really an Sucky Week ahead!!


I'm serious very fed up and tired over a certain personal problems... I'm Not-Telling=X


Well, being said that is an sucky week ahead, I really hope that all my dearies friends will be here for me whenever I needed a pair of listening ear.I ought to know that certain problem can be solve but it's the matter you use to solve it.But I'm seriously thinking that there's really no way out for the problem to be solve.Maybe I should learn to let go and really be happy in life...


Apparently, I really had enough of stress loads and I really wish that the "personal problem" could be solve as soon as possible. Because I'm totally not in a mood to do my projects and what-nots.. My wishes is that everyone by my side will feel loved and cared for. *Hearts*


Yea, at this really "down moments" all I needed was a shoulder to cry upon and a hug that brings all my worries away... That's no other then my darling. Yea, I may joke and laugh with all my dearies friend around me, but deep inside my heart, I feel the heart ache and the crys... I can't help it but to keep it to myself and yea I did share with my darling. All I need was a lil' bit more of encouragement and support from all my dearies friends and my darling. Thank you very much to those who has seen me through my ups and downs and never fail to lend me a very good pair of ears. Life still have to go on no matter what happen!!


*TiNgz is feeling very tired*


=(

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Carrie;eirrac: 9/11/2007 11:19:00 PM



Monday, September 10, 2007
-Peak hours/ days =(


Oh well...


I came here to blog a lil' bits of what's going to happen for the next few days or so...!! Its officially the peak hours/days for me!! Either way you look at it...! *Laughs*


Having mugging down on those snippets of information for my individual project and what-nots I would like to blog down my upcoming "events"... *Sigh* I'm Highly Stress Out!! *Shrugs*


In the mist of mastering the fine arts of " acting real busy", times never permits me to have tingz "along moments"... Let's hope there's no arrows shooting back from those lecturers...!!! *Sly smile* I have heaps of projects to be done and heaps of lectures and what-nots to go through and my week is fully pack like sardines... The"hot fever" for this "peak period"... *Sigh*


Let's hope things will go smoothly and nothing will screwed-up!!! I really had enough of stress loads and what-nots that are looming... It's really nice to have s sweetheart with you when you're feeling real down and needed a warm hug badly... I'm glad that my darling did make it for me yesterday...(only darling will understand what happen) He's a real sweetheart...!!!


Apparently, I'm feeling kind of tense up recently it's due to too much problems that are occurring and making me feel real fed up and frustrated!!


I guess no point sighing too much as sighing won't end those problems... Hopefully to get over with it and let's hope for the best for the upcoming...


Tingz hasn't have pretty much time for her own "personal moments" too, she hardly get all her stuff done and she's rushing... I'm running out of time... Hopefully those thingy I can be done as soon as possible... Frankly speaking, I really need a break because I'm feeling very exhausted...


Admist, there's always nice friends text-ing/ calling me up for a chat and what-nots and I'm glad that they somehow lend me a very good pair of ears to hear all my complains... I give credits to Darling Jennifer for the chat via msn last night... I really had an long conversation with her and has heed her advices... She's always my tissues giver and a bestie sister who would always be there for me... Giving me a pat on my shoulder and falter me with hugs when I always reckons=DD


Moreover I have lectures to attend this evening and its no other then "Fundamental of Marketing"... Tingz is in love with this particular module!!! *Laughs* However, I hasn't done the tutorials yet, as I have no idea how to do... But hey, I did pay my fullest attention during the lecture!!


I'm extremely lack of sleep recently, or I should say the more I sleep the more tired am I??


(you decide alright)


*Snore snore snore*


Back to books!!!


*TiNgZ feel a strong stressful moments*


=D

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Carrie;eirrac: 9/10/2007 12:27:00 PM



Friday, September 7, 2007
-Heaps Of Busiest Days Looming


It's officially the heaps of busiest days looming=( I reckon for more busy days to come by!!!


Well, I guess I'll be busy from this Sunday onwards till the end of my project is done and yet I haven't get started yet I ought to know that I only have snippets of information but isn't enough to cover the whole entire project.


In some weird/morbid reasons or another, let's hope that things will go smoothly and my project won't be full of rubbish or even just copy and paste the information... My frequency was to copy and paste those snippets of information BUT in a SMART and Intelligent way!! Either way you look at it...! *Laughs*


In the mist of going through heaps of lectures and what-nots, I'm really feeling kinda exhausted for the last few days and know what this evening there's another lecture to attend and I personally dislike this module that's no other then "Consumer Behavior"!! I kid you not, this particular lecture is really very "dry", so I'll either be sleeping there or mugging down all those notes that the lecturer is going to show us or scribble on the whiteboard!!! *Laughs*


Yea, I admit I hasn't prepare for this evening lecture... Bag is not packed yet, books are not found yet and of cause clothes haven't iron yet...!!! I'm just too lazy to get my butt outta chair and fingers cannot stop typing this blog post!!! *Laughs*


Apparently, my "lim family" wanted to meet me earthly this evening, however I'm not able to meet them due to some crocks up happen here and there!! My Internet connection is getting pretty cranky since yesterday night when my dad is trying to change the house phone!! In a maze my Internet connection went way far too cranky it's sensitive! I'm trying to get the problem solve but whenever the house phone start ringing my connection is gone!! Heys, I'm not using dial-up for you information!! Just that singnet connection is kinda weak and the modem is weak too!! It's time to get a new Internet connection and I reckons that eldest sister is changing it into wireless!! *Hurray*


(let's hope that singnet will offer us some great promotion so we can recon-contract!!)


*Wry Smiles*


Well, Tingz reckons for more SHOPPING SESSION during the "free time" but most of my weekends are spend at home or spend with darling... Either way you look at it...! *Laughs* Weekends are reserved for tingz "personal moments with darling"!!! *Sly Smiles*


I beckons that there's more tutorials coming on the way and of cause more assignments and what-nots!! In about a few days time my last semester results will be release via mail post!! Hopefully I won't get 2 big red egg!! However, I heard that many people fail those two modules!! I guess I'm one of them!! Well, whatever it is I have to face the facts and take the supplementary paper!!


Oh well, during tingz "busiest moments" I really hope that there's friends who will offer me a helping hand on my projects and what-nots!! I do have some obliging friends!! *Hearts*


Admist, there's always friends who remember me too, I'm glad that no matter how busy am I or are they we all didn't fail to text one another!! Well, no matter in friendship or relationship communication is very important!! Never go lack of communication with your friends or partner..


I digressed...

=DD


*TiNgZ needs to get prepare for lecture*


*Hearts*

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Carrie;eirrac: 9/07/2007 12:58:00 PM



Thursday, September 6, 2007
-Half of my day spend at salon!!


Oh well...

I'm officially on a slightly different note... Yea, I went to get my hair cut and rebond... So half of my day spend at salon...

Hmm, I'm seriously missing my long hair, now is on average length and with rebond done again... It's cost me about $100, because my second sister is working at the salon so I'm able to get discount and I save about $60 for it... *Smiles*

In the mist, of mastering the fine art of "Acting Busy", I still have the time to get my hair done before this Saturday... *Woots* Wonder what darling reaction will be?? Well, me being me, hate to see the wavy and curl hair happen here and there after the hair cut... =) So I went to get the rebond done once again after a year later, and hope it won't be wavy/curl back!!! Either way you look at it...! *Laughs*

(but so far so good because the lady boss did my hair for the past one year and I love the way she manage my hair and the hair care she has give me...)

I ought to know that I'm not use to see my hair length from long to average... It makes me feel real uneasy but it's ok after awhile it will be alright=) Today is also a very pack day uhh, spend about 5hours at salon after that rush home to get all my things done and I came here to blog a lil' bit=)

*Sigh*

Apparently, my cellphone went literally crazy for the past few days, I was happen to search of the "calculator function" and it was amazing I couldn't find it. I guess my cellphone is getting pretty cranky and hopefully to get a new cellphone... It's time to send my cellphone for servicing and I think it will be hospitalize for a few days... So by chance I need to bring it down to "Nokia care"... It's really hibernating when your cellphone is cranky... *Sobs*

*TiNgz is busy*

*Hearts*

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Carrie;eirrac: 9/06/2007 06:02:00 PM



Wednesday, September 5, 2007
-Random Nonsense but...


Its amazing what a nap, or shall I call that "Knocked-Out (KO-ed) kinda sleep" does to the brain...I had to reply the heaps of sms-es, so I dragged myself outta bed to reply them, and before I knew it...I couldn't sleep...


(when there's incoming sms-es during midnight or wee hours isn't a good thing... I guess, that's the time most of my dearies friends are feeling real emo and that moment in time they just need someone to talk to, so I did it..)


Oh well, I admit I did miss out some sms replys, my apologies to those who sms-ed me and I didn't reply... It's because I'm feeling real tired and some sms-es aren't important uhh... Sorry..


Recently, I have loads of random nonsense going on here and there and I'm not telling =X (just to protect myself from being questioned by people) I can only say that those random nonsense I had is really weird... Hope that things won't screwed-up again, as I had enough of nonsense and enough of problems... Well, dearies friends please help by not sms-ing or call me during the wee hours, BUT if REALLY you all need helps urgently don't hesitate to ring me up...


Apparently, everyone has their own problems even myself, so what I can urge you friends are learn to let go a bit and some times somethings are just an give and take situation... Like what I did shared with Evelyn a couples day ago during the very long conversation... She even urge me to stay happy no matter what, yea I will stay happy and optimistic.


In the mist of feeling "nonsense" there's always nice dearies friends of mine who bothered to give an sms or a call to check how am I doing... I'm real touch by what all my dearies friends had done.. No matter how busy are they, they make an effort to text me to wish me a good day ahead.. =) I *hearts* them...


Moreover, I really have no time with all those trivia because my project is DUE next Friday and I'm not yet done.. Yea, I admit I'm still a lil' tense up and I do have the feeling that stress are on the way too... Either way you look at it...! *Laughs* Well, I guess that being positive now will help me loads... I'm feeling really real helpless at times...


Despite of being "nonsense" recently, I also need to catch up with my heaps of lectures and what-nots.. Yesh, I have an lecture to attend this evening is one of the module I HATE "fundamental of marketing".. No choice but to dragged myself to attend this lecture and hopefully I won't doze off... -_-


I should end here for now and get going by doing my tutorials that will need to be handed up this evening and yet I hasn't started doing it...



*TiNgz tutorials time*




*Hearts*

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Carrie;eirrac: 9/05/2007 12:06:00 PM



Monday, September 3, 2007
-A Penny Of Thoughts


Oh well..


It's once again Monday and it's officially another lecture day going on this late evening and let's hopes that it wouldn't rain as I need to bring 4 thick textbooks to school... I'm not kidding, from east to the town its really hibernating... *Sad smiles*


Actually, there's many "human feelings" that I have today and at this moment in time... Oh well, I'm not feeling sad but a lil' Monday blues(it's normal,cos it's Monday *Laughs* )!!! *Wary smiles* I have came to learn that how life is so precious at times after a long conversation I had with one of my bestie sister over an sms chat... Yea, I'm real happy for her that she has really open up her heart to accept a "new guy" into her life. Well, as what I told her before, there's pros and cons being in a relationship, so I hope that this time round she'll enjoy and treasure it and of cos don't let those "thinking too much" moments come by... Evelyn Jie, you see, you can walk out from the bolted up door and accept the new door... Yea, after heaps of struggling and I know after all you have learn to be strong and brave... =) That's what I wanna see in you...


Apparently, she did told me bits and pieces what happen to her and I really feel blessed that in the mist of the happiness, she did text me and told me that she's attached and which make me feel real happy and make me worth from all those advices I have given her and those chats over the phone=) Well, walk within your pace when comes to life or relationship... Time will definitely prove everything... Don't rush just let everything fall in together...


(Yes, we can still share our stories via sms/call/msn! I wish you BOTH all the best)


Meanwhile, I'm really busy with all my projects thingy and hope that it's won't screwed up... Because it is really very tedious and anguish dealing with so much projects on pending... I guess, what I needed now is more encouragement and support from all my dearies friends and darling... The moral support seems very important to me, because it give me the strength to walk on by and not to give up... *Hearts* I know isn't good to stress myself but to say to truth I'm NOT STRESS just a lil' TENSE UP!! I hope friends/darling will understand that sometimes I do get agitated due to my project thingy, but I didn't mean it literally.. My apology...


Well back to my story...


This evening attending "business communication"lecture and hope that I won't doze off or day-dreaming and I kid you not, no matter how urgent I need to leave the class for "loo session" I have to hold on to my horse... Well, isn't very nice to have 3females lecturers to teach us for this semester... *Sigh* That's why I'm always waiting for the 15mins break time...


Alrighty, I should end here... Brain cells are "dead"...



*TiNgZ needs to be less tense up*



*HeaRts*

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Carrie;eirrac: 9/03/2007 12:31:00 PM



Sunday, September 2, 2007
-I'm Feeling Warm Vs Cold... Weather!!


I'm feeling Warm and cold... Either way you look at it...!! *Laughs*


It's due to the rainy and sunny weather that happens today... A while it was raining like cats and dogs and, a while later it was so sunny and humid.. -_-

What happen to the weather recently??


*Thinking Smiles*


Oh well...


Today is Sunday, as an usual day I use to have like any other day... Admist I was about to nap but my phone keep ringing.. I kid you not, friends of mine misses me so much, or I should say they sms-es me to ask me for direction to their destination(I'm their walking directory *Laughs* )... Either way you look at it...! *Laughs*


I'm simply feeling very warm right now,please keep raining so that I could fall into a pool of sweet dreams... *Dreamy*


Yea, I'm feeling much better as my flu has subsided and sore throat are gone... I'm back to normal self... *Woots*


Alrighty, I shall end here for now... Will continue once I get up from my napping=) *Woots*



*Tingz bedtime...!*


*Snore Snore Snore*


*HeaRts*

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Carrie;eirrac: 9/02/2007 02:22:00 PM



Saturday, September 1, 2007
-Inactive Status!!


My inactivity has been due to one main reason - Its an activity that every child and teens are engage in, while some of them would enjoy what they are doing; alot of the others aren't really happy/satisfied with what they are doing; they're studying real hard for themselves or just for the sick for their families...


Yesh, I'm talking about EDUCATION Yes, I am still officially studying at a school with the slogan of it being The National Professional Body for Sales and Marketing Practitioners... *Hint Hint*


I'm so tense up and the feeling of stress is looming again =(


That sound very hibernating :(


Weekends are "burn" with my mountain-ful of projects and what-nots...! *Humpfz*

Admist, in a mock horror I have Five projects to be done before the date is due and I have no idea how should I get started... I'm seriously, Tense up...!! Those project makes me feel so fucked up...

%^&&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;*&*(*&(#$!@*(()!!


Yes, there's on which is due-ing in another one more week, and yet I haven't get started as I really how no idea how to begin the report. Yes, I do have snippets information from the net and yes I have chosen a organization to do my report on and that's no other then my ex-working place which is "StarHub". Yes isn't easy to do this report as I really have no idea what the hell to write and of course I can't copy and paste just from the net and make it as my report. If I really need to copy and paste those "net information", I need to do it in an intelligent way that's what my lecturer told us... *Laughs* Even she told us this copy and paste BUT in an Intelligent way...


Generalizing/analyzing those "important information" makes me goes literally crazy... *Humpfz* The massive of important is a big problem to me I need to correct everything here and there and hopefully the outcome will be my own report and not report by the net information... *Laughs*


Yes, I know isn't good being so tense up now as things won't be just solve like this. I guess I might need some more information from my ex colleagues who are still with Starhub. Hope they will lend me and extent hand with the knowledge they have, and seriously I hasn't been working there for almost to a year and those information are missing from my brain and mind... My brain are rusty... *Laughs* I merely knows a lil' bits of information here and there.. Hopefully it will helps too... *Sly smiles*


Initially, I will be officially on a BUSY LIFE with all my School thingy... *Sigh* Well, like it or not that's school life still... Hopefully after everything ended I'll be able to have a good rest... At this moments, I really hope that there's nice classmates who are willing to offer me and helping hand with all those "group projects" we have thus far...What an obliging groups members!!I beckons there's more to come!! *Laughs*


I reckons more lectures are coming on the way and more tutorials to be done and more and more assignments... Nothing new uhh, that's what a major school student will need to go through, heaps of lectures and what-nots to come by... *Sigh*


I'm highly nocturnal, as I'll be staying up to the wee hours to get all my projects done.... I'm still searching for more information on my projects, I trying to look nonchalant... *Laughs* I kid you not yesterday lecture was very "dry" and I almost fall asleep... The lecturer was speaking in a low monotonous voice which really makes me wanna go to sleep even more... *Snore Snore Snore* However, I didn't as yesterday lecture was very important and there must be full attention if not my projects will never be done... *Laughs*


In the mist of really mastering the fine arts of " Acting Busy", I'm still feeling a lil' not well, but I'm much better compare to the last two days... I'm just praying real hard that projects won't be screwed up when we really have to work as in a group hand in hand to fight down all those projects!


Oh well...


Yes, it's weekends once again and yes this weekends I'm once again on a totally different note. Just an usual I had like any other weekdays... But this weekends I'm real busy and hopefully time will permits me to do some shopping tomorrow and hopefully people will not put me aeroplane again... *Laughs*


I suppose to have dinner with all my "Starhub family", however last minute everyone wasn't able to make it... =( But it's ok, I can stay at home and get all my stuff done and get moving on with my projects and what-nots...


Well, being alone at home everyday seems very "boring" but what to do everyone is busy with there work, meeting up friends or even dating... Either way you look at it...! *Laughs* As for Tingz is really an alone moment spend at home with her mountain-ful of notes and study guides and what-nots to be covered before the next lecture looming... Being a lil' unwell, makes my mood goes ups and downs and yes feeling a lil' agitated... *Humpfz* Now is really the most critical time for tingz as many stress loads are looming for her... :( I'm a sad girlie... Too much projects loads leads me to a world of very "unknown me"... *Sigh*


The unbearable tiredness leads me to a very "moody moments", hope I may walk out from this soon... (self-denial,obviously) *sobs*



Friends have been calling me to meet up and what-nots, but unfortunately, I'm busy with my lectures and what-nots.. So, apologies to my darlings...It isn't intentional that we don't get to meet up...! =I


Yes, unfortunately that means I pretty much don't have a life left... Weekends are usually reserved for catching up on my "Erase the Eyebags" campaign, which seems futile at the rate I'm going, and of course, shopping, although I must say that the impulsive streak in me has dimmed somewhat, which has its pros and cons...


I promise to update soon!!!



*TiNgz feel real exhausted*


*HeaRts*


=)

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