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Thursday, May 31, 2007
-Almost 8pm In The Late Evening^^


It's Vesak day^^

The day is ending soon~

I have just reached home not long ago, went to accompany my dearie:) I almost fall off from the bus, due to one idiot who is behind me stepping my sandals.. F**k-ing passenger! (%$&*^!%$#!!!) Thank god that I didn't roll off the bus if not I'll be ended up in somewhere!!

Well.. The Month of MAY is officially going to call it off^^

*Hooray*

June to July onwards I won't be able to slack as often as I wanted. It's officially School Life and officially back to working life after so many months of slacking and being unemployed... *Laughs* Now as a Student and still employed by StarHub I will work hard in this two areas^^

Study hard like a Student~~

Work hard like a Direct Sales Executive I used to be~~

I miss the working life in StarHub, hopefully my brain is not rusty, hopefully my product knowledge is still there:)

Note: need any StarHub Service do can and look for me!!!


Continue to attend my lecture twice a week, and prepare for the looming exams is about exactly one month from today:( Strive hard, and get good grades:)

*Woots*

Well.. Feeling a lil' giddy, don't know what happen:( Just feeling a lil' dizzy:(

*Sigh*


I miss my dearie already, just wish that he could appear here, if he got magic... *Laughs*

*Hearts* =)


Carrie;eirrac: 5/31/2007 07:44:00 PM



Wednesday, May 30, 2007
-Lecture:(


It's another Lecture Day :(


It's a damn it humid day too :d


Focus on Mathematics In Marketing O.o


*Sigh*


I don't like MATHS!! (bloody maths)


It's the very first lecture for this particular module:)


Hopefully I will pay my fullest attention later-_-


The lecture will begins at 7pm all the way to 10pm!


*Humpfz*


Kinda worry wat happen to dearie???(my worries for him will always be here)


Waiting for him to SMS me~

*Hearts*


Tingz shall END here and get ready for her lecture =(


(un-willingly to go for this particular lecture) *Laughs*


*Sigh*


Carrie;eirrac: 5/30/2007 03:24:00 PM



-Would You Be There? By Redwan Ali


This Is A Very Nice Song:)

Would You Be There?

Look at the song lyrics and you get the feel of LOVE!







Would you be there


If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok
Would you stand by me,let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
and touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me,
would you run with me,
and never look back.....

Would you be there to love,to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love,to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there.....

If I will wait, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me,
would you run with me,All the way...

Would you be there to love,
to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be there,
To kiss my pain away?

Would you be there.... For me.....


Enjoy=P


Carrie;eirrac: 5/30/2007 12:04:00 PM



Tuesday, May 29, 2007
-Nothing much to say today:(


Firstly...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Eric:)

(wonder if he read this??)

*Laughs*

Secondly..

I have nothing much to say today:( Feeling very tired.

*Snore Snore Snore*

Thirdly

Will be busy in the late evening, going to attend my Lao Pa Ray's granddad's waked :( at west area in Singapore. Will be going with Evelyn to pay our respect. Sisters and Mummy ask me to go and pay respect because last year my late granny pass away my Lao pa Ray got attend. Mummy say is a poilet function in return.

The day just go on and on...

*Woots*

I Miss my Sweetheart=)

Hopefully that I can see him soon:)



:P


*Smiles*


Carrie;eirrac: 5/29/2007 01:55:00 PM



Monday, May 28, 2007
-Monday Blues(with surprise)


It's once again Monday Blues...!(I'm really suffering from Monday blues)

Just very Arghx!!

*Laughs*

Last night I went to bed at 2am in the morning, but I couldn't sleep was squirm here and there till 3am then finally I went to my dreamland. *Snore*

I woke up at about 11am this morning, mummy was calling my name and tell me to wake up(ah ting 11am already wake up). *Laughs*

Surprisingly mummy didn't woke me up when she went market this morning, because usually mummy will always woke me up and ask me to accompany her go market. I think because mummy knows that I am tired and I was sleeping real soundly. So mummy didn't wanna disturb me.. Yayy..Mummy Is The BEST~

*Hearts*

Hmm when I woke up and making my way to the kitchen I was real surprise that mummy really prepare breakfast for me, cos yesterday night before mummy going to bed, I told mummy in the morning I wish to have congee with bean sprout and mummy did make my wish come true. I LOVE MUMMY!!

I was real touched by what mummy have done for me, mummy seldom prepare breakfast for me because mummy is tired cos mummy working hours are quite long and till quite late. In fact, mummy also prepare dinner for us before going for her work.

*Hearts*

Hmm... It seems that this monday morning is a great want. How blessed will you feel when your mornings is full of surprises from your loves ones. Firstly this morning, when I am still on my bed, my dearie SMS me and wish me good morning and with a Muacks! He is such a sweetheart. Secondly, mummy surprise me with breakfast that I'm craving for. Lastly my da jie Sms me and ask me today I got school. Follow by a call from da jie, she tell me don't MSN too much. She is concern about my studies.


*Hearts*


As what da jie told me yesterday when we was crapping in the living room.

Here's a lil conversation on what me and da jie was crapping about:

Da jie: ah ting how's your school?

ah ting: great!

Da jie: Did you make any new friends?

ah ting: Yesh. I did:) I showed da jie my textbooks and a mountain-ful of notes!

Da jie: Wah...So much har?? (she was in shock)

ah ting: yarhx..

Da jie: So study hard lehx. Don't keep MSN...

ah ting: *Laughs* I will:)

With effort put in I will have a wonderful and successful journey in my learning path^^

*Woots*

Life is always a whoosing past!!

=)


*sMilEs*


Carrie;eirrac: 5/28/2007 02:07:00 PM



Sunday, May 27, 2007
-My Horoscope (I am a capricorn Woman)


I have read this from my e-mail and I find it pretty accurate. (I've bold-ed some of the sentences that are true saying about me) *Laughs*

Note:If you guys/girls wanna find out your own Horoscope saying you can simply msn on online and I attach the e-mail to you. Friends who have my Msn account or friendster account are able to reach me. don't hesitate leave me a message in friendster or simply chat with me via MSN=)

P/s Im a CAPRICORN WOMAN



CAPRICORN WOMAN


A tall slim, cool and quiet woman(it's true). Once she is mad she can be very fierce.She can work better than some men and she is very high confident woman. In her opinion, woman is not just a flower or decoration at home or at anoffice and certainly not a weak sex who needs protection.

She likes to control and hide her weak emotions(i do hides my weak emotions at times). She will never try to change anyone, but she will learn to accept them as they are. If she doesnot like someone, she will not comments or criticize but she will completely ignore that person.

She hate plastic and an artificial flower because it make her feel that you are not being sincere. She loves real flower and it's scent(someone who will shower me with flowers). She loves a guy who wear after shave cologne. If you are a type of a guy who wear your Jeanone month before washing, or wear an old sneaker, then you can forget about her.

She loves music and nature(i hearts them) even there is a rare case otherwise. She loves to go picnic in nature, so if you don't have so much time for her, you can take her fishing too.

She is not as jealous as Aquarius or Leo woman, but do not cross the lineO.K.(don't take my kindness for granted)Better not to see she gets mad, especially in front of public when she feels like loosing face. She loves to make up and dress perfectly and very neat, so never rush her for this matter.( That's super true,, i'll already be ready 15mins before going out to meet my friends)

She has her own goal in life and does not care if you have a doctorate degree or not, if she thinks you are not bright then she will not care about you at all. She likes smart people by character not by certificate shown. If you can not show her this quality, go and take a bus and go to the nextstop.

She does not like a dreamer who talk about his dream but never put his hands in action to make it happens. Don't bother to tell her "everyone is doing it, you should do it too", or "I think you should do it, it's good for you",because she will do what she wants to do only.

She is a neat and tidy person(yayy.. I just like the places to be neat and I also like my looks to me neat and presentable), so if your apartment is a pigsty , do not take her there. If you go out on a date with her , try to be presentable such as nice and clean dress, clean nails or else it will be your last date.

She is a cool type and will not nag, so easy on your ears(there's no point naggings, they won't listen). She is a slow but sure type. She will always respect and honor you and will never try to make you loose your face. If she loves you, she will help you in anything you do(I truly believe in this).She likes to help people and expect nothing in return. If she asks you for a favor and does not get one, she will feel very disappoint. She has a high hope and a high faith and beliefs in her own confident than believing in"Luck".(LUCK is out of my Sight! Building Up Self-confidence is more mindful)

If she is your wife, you will have nice and clean home and a gourmet cooking. If your parents visit your house, they will be please. She is a 3in 1 means , a perfect mother, a perfect housewife, a perfect wife(*Laughs* Let's wait and see who will be the luck hubby to have me) or you could say "happily ever after".



*woots*

I kind of believe in this above saying about me, but still I don't really think is true sometimes. So I believe it or not is up to ME=) I am simply a happy girlie after all:) A girl who often fall down and pick herself up in life. She has learnt and see alot through out her 18years coming to 19 years of life walking:P

As what it has been said, I am many things take time to discover me, after all I'm a Capricorn:)

*Laughs*

Tingz needs a good and soundly night so that she could rest well...



Super-ring time!!!

*YummY*


*Smiles*

=P yayy...

Super-ring~(Craving for more)

Tv-ing~( my favourite show till 1am)

Studying~( after 1am, shall go into my revision for 2hours before going to dreamland)

*Laughs*

ZzzzZzzz~

*sMilEs*









Carrie;eirrac: 5/27/2007 11:11:00 PM



-Bored + Tired :(


I'm BORED...

No idea why I'm so bored this Sunday:(

Maybe da jie not at home, that's why, but she ring home just know at about 12pm, she told me that she will be back soon after she finish her lunch. But till now still never see her home yet, once da jie come back then I won't be BORED. *Laughs* Because I got a lot to talk to her.

Darling went to his grandma's place to play games. Sunday is family for him.

Simply just me and my lil' brother at home nua(rot). He is using his lappy to online and I'm using my desktop to online. *Woots* No one will fight with me against the desktop, cos da jie also got her lappy. Yayy :P

However, I won't spend hours online because I need to study and do some revision and finish the tutorial homework. *Shake heads*

I'm TIRED...

No idea why I'm so damn it tired...


*Humpfz*


Tingz simply want to sleep... -_-


*Snore Snore*


I guess that I might need to go for a short nap later=)


*oink oink*

Before I end today's blogging let me share a bit of my day spend yesterday(Saturday)

Yesterday I went to meet my darling at tampines mall and accompany him to sistics to buy ticket for his WWE thingy. After that we went to jurong east, went IMM and Jurong east shopping mall, went there for window shopping. *Laughs*

After that, we to Pasir Ris Park to enjoy the cool and breezily night together. Was sitting and enjoying the cold breeze of the waves:) After that we went home around 10pm plus, darling took the cab back to my house first then he went home. That's how sweet he is. *Hearts*



*Smiles*


Carrie;eirrac: 5/27/2007 01:30:00 PM



Saturday, May 26, 2007
-WEEKENDS =) OR =(


It's finally weekends...

=) or =( - either way you look at it!!

My eldest sister is away for 4days so this weekends I'll be kind of lonely:( Just me and the rest at home.

*Sigh*

Has been alone since Thursday till today, but it's alright because da jie is coming back tomorrow morning(this is what I heard from my mummy)...Yayy.. So it's just ME and ER JIE in the room sleeping:) Without da jie in the room like very uneasy, cos I use to see her waking up in the morning for her work, then she will make loads of noisy finding her belongings... The she will even draw down the curtain for me, as the sun will shine on me daily. That's very sweet of da jie..

During weekends she will wake me up for breakfast with her, can see/hear her disturbing me(pulling off my blanket) keep calling my name(LIEW LI TING WAKE UP). That's the only days we can crap and have a good meal together, cos da jie usually go work when I am still sleeping like a pig, or when she return home either I'm not at home or She is sleeping when I came home or she simply feeling tired to talk to me when she reached home! I'm the supergule to my da jie. I am close to her then my er jie. *Muacks*

*Hearts*

I have no ideas what I am going to do today, maybe go out with dearie or I think I should rot at home and K my books. And finish doing my homework:( Just feeling real tired this morning. Was on the phone with dearie during the early wee hours.. I went to bed at about 2am and woke up at 10am. Or I should say I didn't wake up at 10am, due to the noise that is coming out from the tv I woke up!! *Laughs* After this mummy will be going to work and I will be alone at home! *Woots*

Yayy... It's me in the house!!!

*Yawn-ing*

Tingz's needs to get a good rest tonight=)


*Smiles*


Carrie;eirrac: 5/26/2007 11:54:00 AM



Friday, May 25, 2007
-The First Day Of School^^


Yesterday was the first kick off of my course, it was my first day in the school and of cos the very First Lecture that begins with Introduction To Selling! I thought that this lesson will be a BORING want, but hey, not that bad after all. The lecturer was doing role play on the topics that he his teaching us. I have really learn alot during that particular lecture. The whole class was like laughing until our lungs coming out!!


*Laughs*

Get the picture?? (wanna know wat happen come ask me personally)

Hmm I enjoy myself during the lecture all the way till 10pm. Hmm I have also made 2 new friends in my class one is a malay girl called Fatilah and a Chinese boy called Wei jie (omg, I have loads of friend called weijie) So I need to identified each Wei Jie according to their surname or where I know them from. *its take a hard time to save their contacts* But it's alright they have different surname! *Phew*

I am just in love with my course!! Sales & Marketing! The lecturer is a nice person too, the way he teach really sink into my brain... *Laughs*

After he has finish teaching, it's tutorials time(blah blah blah)...!

Finally the lecture ends at 10pm, it's time to go home.. *Home sweet home* My bag was real heavy yesterday as I have to bring 2 thick textbooks home and a mountain-ful of notes, I was like oh..shoulder is hurting... But still alright, because I manage to get myself a sit when I took bus 65. Along the journey I was Sms-ing my dearie after a while he fall asleep, so I read my notes and refresh my memory again on what I have learnt yesterday! I reached home at 11pm, was feeling exhausted.

In no time I have my late dinner cum supper, after finish eating and doing those necessarily cleaning up, I went to bed a fall into a pool of sweet dreams.. I did dreamt about something... But I'm Not Telling=X

Shall end here for today!! Going shopping with mummy and sister! But, my da jie is away for 4 days she won't be home, so I gonna be alone during this weekends!!

*Hearts*


Carrie;eirrac: 5/25/2007 01:21:00 PM



Thursday, May 24, 2007
-School Life Begins^^ ( orientation review + Personal review )


It's Officially School Life^^

I'm going back to school this evening for my very First Lecture! *study*

After Slacking/Working(either way you look at it..*Laughs*) in between this almost half a year of break:) I guess I won't be able to Slack for the next few months or so until this course end...

Oh Well.. So what's going on??

I guess(not guess is TRUE) that there will be lectures during twice a week in the evening... Of cos need to get back to work to earn some pocket money... *money money*

For your information I taking 2 modules in this semester alone, the two modules consist of:

1. Mathematics For Marketing
2. Introduction To Selling

I heard from people that the first module mathematics for marketing is not easy as what you think. But hey, Mind you.. I gonna pass this module with effort put in alright, I ought to know that many people who has taken the same course as me didn't pass all the five modules, most of them fail in this subject(mathematics for marketing)...! But hey, no one is perfect in this world alright. Never stop trying until you succeed:P

As for Introduction To Selling, I think that this will not be a problem for me, as I have learned this module before when I was taking my Retail Course! (i gotta a B in selling skills in my retail course) Let's hope that it will be a totally different thing I learn in my retail course! If not it will be super and damn it BORING!!

No matter what I gotta pass all this modules in order to progress in the next semester. Whatever you does in life, you need to have a strong perseverance that you'll succeed one day. Therefore I shall not, stress myself too much(i will try).. Being too tense up isn't a good way too. There are pros and cons in schooling, is just the matter how you look at it.
* Woots* Assuming that everything will turn out the way you want is sometimes too naive.

My intentions of taking up this course because I want to gain a better knowledge in the Sales &Marketing Industry. Therefore I have made Marketing Institute Of Singapore my educational learning path. My first priority are now in my educational path=) The rest will come in later in the learning journey:)

A lil' review on yesterday orientation:

*sigh*

It's a boring one... What they do are just going through the student hand book(blah blah blah) and what - nots... *Laughs* But hey, I did pay my fullest attention:) It lasted for 45minutes:) I thought I almost going to fall asleep but I didn't as I need to pay attention to the course structure and what so ever.. It's goes on and on...

RULE & REGULATIONS

NO Sandals/Slippers/Shorts,Sleeveless Tee shirts... (blah blah blah) I was like oh ok I shall follow as what its stated. But Hey, do you think students will REALLY follow the rules?? The list get longer and longer so on and so fore!

When everything ended I felt relieved! *Phew* It's not that bad as what I thought, the lecture room was great, and you know what they do serve Hot Beverages along the lecture room for us students:) *Woots*

In no time, I step out of the building and find my way to my bus 65 (bus-stop). While I was walking towards the traffic light I saw the bus 65 coming, but I couldn't catch it because the traffic light is in Green light(for people to drive)... So I was like oh never mind(blah blah blah).. So I waited approximately for 15 minutes for the next 65 to arrive, and it arrive but, there's was a mountain-ful of people because is a single deck... *Humpfz* Then again I was like it's alright wait for the next one, as I dislike squeezing in the bus with mountain-ful of people..

*Sigh*

And Finally... A double deck 65 arrive, it was lesser people as I guess the peak hours has ended:) Phew~ The journey from prinsep street back to tampines is quite a long journey, I reached tampines interchange at 9.40pm and I need to change a feeder bus back to my house, so I finally reach home at 10pm sharp!! *Sigh* Tiring day isn't?? =(

Whatever it is all the long journey will occur twice a week only ( thank god..*Laughs*) ...Those un-glamorously bus rides will make me feel uneasy:( Just imgaine when your lecture ends at 10pm ... (bubble start popping out) *Laughs*



Personal Review:


Before I end today's blogging, I was feeling a lil' bit happy, as I read a certain thing for my friend's blog. What she say does affected me a lil' bits, but hey, I gotta wish them still. They are finally tie-ing a knot after they have encounter(many patches in between) years in their relationship, the courtships have lead them to a better life. Being a close friend to the that certain person, I do treasure our Friendship bonding, just hope that they'll lead a happy and long lasting life^^ My deepest congrats to them^^ (that close friend will understand) It's was econs ago when we both meet up. That close friend of mine has found his happiness and I am happy for him to. As for me, I am so happy in what I have now, My best dearie yandao:)


I can only say that:


Sometimes, some people walk into our lives, they stay for a little while and sometimes, they're extremely difficult to let go when they leave. But since I've learnt, the hardest way in life, although letting go is really very tough,
-- The first step is always the toughest, but there's always friends and family who would always be there for you when you needed a listening ear or someone just to talk to. Letting go also means giving yourself another chance to learn to appreciate and love another person again. I truly believe in holding onto the good memories and letting go of the bad ones, for they'd only impede the recovery process, for holding onto hate/grudges would never allow a person to truly move on with life.(it's really true)

Heartbreaks are really inevitable in life, it merely makes a person become a Stronger and hopefully, a much Better person...

I read this online and I hope that it will encourage everyone who is reading this -The irony of it all is that we tend to look at the closed door when it's already locked shut and all bolted up. Most of us tend to wonder about the "should haves, would haves and could haves", not realizing that every time, with each closed door, it merely just means that another door is opening up somewhere...So we should learn how to allow the closed door to remain shut as it is, and move on, for life has much more doors to offer...Life will get better always=)


Ever since then I have met my very Special Someone(aka my yandao darling), he has really showed me how's life beautiful. So I urge everyone who is reading this to move on, I have a brilliant darling, so you peoples will met billiants partner too! ^^

I hearts darling yandao:)


Ting'z need to get ready for her first lecture=)




*Smiles*


Carrie;eirrac: 5/24/2007 12:31:00 PM



Wednesday, May 23, 2007
-Self- Reflection ( updated on orientation preparation) ^^


Clothes: Done searching and done matching (perfect)

Wat I'm wearing: A pair of my favourite jeans with either a White or Pink Polo tee..! (Black polo tee is on the waiting list) Apparently I wanted to wear a pair of 3/4 jeans but mummy say not presentable! Mummy say is rude, because mummy always believed that the first impression you make will let the people judge you! Mummy advice a pair of jeans!! *Woots*

(noted mummy's advice)

*Laughs* (as some friend may know I dislike the colour of BLACK!) Wondering why could'nt wear 3/4 jeans! Rude, bad impression.. But hey, Mind you... I'm wearing JEANS with covered shoes for just 1 hour 30 mins! ! No Slippers/Sandals!! *Humpfz*

Shoes: Converse... (My favourite pair of converse shoe in grey with PINK Strap along the side) Yayy:)

*finding my socks* Laughs* O.o

Bag: Filled with File and a lil' notepad, and of cos those personal belongings and What-nots! =)

Dinner: Mummy cook a delicious dinner for me...!! :P (Shall eat 2 full bowls of RICE with many good food) That's sound wonderful ^^

*Yummy Yummy Yummy*

Shower: Will go to this in a while soon...!

Hair dos: Nahx.. not tiring... just clipping the fringe will do...! I need a clean look so I need to clip my fringe!

Accessories : As usual...! (earrings, necklace etc!)

This orientation gonna be a enjoyable want... HOPEFULLY!!

My lil' thoughts on what my da jie said to me last night:

Here's its goes:

Da jie: ah ting you sound happy going for orientation tomorrow (today)?

Ah ting: yeah da jie.. I have waited for so long so this day!!

THE END!!

Self Reflection on the above lil' conversation:

Yes I'm happy, so do my love ones=) Precisely everyone out there is happy for me too! I believed with those close friends of mine and my love ones, I will succeed in MY journey:) Thanks to my da jie, she is one of my greatest da jie who have given me alot of care and love. Each time I faced a problem she will come and help me, and without fail she gives me a pat:)
In a morbid way, I'm glad, that in some ways, things turned out in the way they are ment to be, for it gave me who to walk on in MY LIL JOURNEY; and yet in a certain way, it has made me who I am today, a lil' girl who is wary and emotionally barren at times:)

I have heed those advice my friends has given me. I have been thinking quite abit who are my true friends in life, those who have been there for me, thick and thin, those who has see me through my ups and downs- my joys, sorrows, tears and aungish. Those that have offered me a piece of tissues, advices, pats and hugs!

There's a few names that have constantly been there instantly pop up in my mind- You guys know who you are.(there's too much to name) *hearts* I guess that I'm truly blessed to have them around me, to catch me when I fall, to give their most honest opinions when it matters, and they are always have a ready hug when I falter:)

*hearts*

Here's some of the name(sorry guys if i missed you out, but you know who you are)
JENNIFER,ALICE,DR JANICE, VAN and the rest of my close friend from Starhub and etc!

I hearts you peoples..

*Hearts*

Ting's need to get prepare for her orientation!!

*smiles*


Carrie;eirrac: 5/23/2007 03:47:00 PM



-Raining Day^^ Vs Orientation Day - _-


It's raining^^ A good weather to go to bed and have a good nice nap this afternoon.

*Pray*


But I hope that the rain will stop during the late evening as I'll be going for orientation this late evening at MIS (prinsep street). I need the rain to stop before 6.30pm as I need to walk quite a distance to prinsep street. The long distance will take place from Dhoby Ghaut MRT station, it's about a 15 minutes walk. Imagine walking down the street when it's was pouring(raining) heavily, and for sure I'll drench, the feelings of being drench when you're on the way to school just sucks! Just for the sake of this orientation :(

I ought to know that this weather is cooling and I serious LOVE it. But please STOP this RAIN at 6.30pm in order for me to take the walk to MIS.

*praying*

*sighing*

This orientation will be taking place at MIS and the timing for this orientation is in the late evening. At about 7pm to 8.30pm! I thought at first they send me a e-mail and tell me this orientation last for 1hour only and now they drag it till 1hour 30mins! :(

*Humpfz*


Imagine when i reached home is already 10pm plus:( I wanted to watch my favourite show on channel 8 9pm:( But now I don't think that I'm able to watched it:(

*Sigh*

I can only say that, it is a very nice show:) If you guys got watched it you'll understand the whole story:) I'm addicted to that show already but the last episode will be on this Friday I think!

Hmm just hope that the orientation will be and enjoyable want:) Actually kinda worry that I can't make it through this course:( Lack of self-confidence:( There's many stuff I'm worrying for. Therefore I worry can't make new friends, worry that those lecturers are nasty etc.. All sorts things I'm imagining(and the bubble is getting bigger and larger). *Laughs* I think that is normal, as you are going to a new school, new environment. Just hope that I can get used to this new environment:) Actually is not really scary after all, cos there's something new to learn. Each step will take me into a greater and better learning:)

So I guess that the calamity is going to begins real soon!! Just hope that things will not be screwed up as this calamity is beginning.

Therefore I am not going to waste my time on such trivia. I looking forward to the orientation but let's hope that it ends fast. There's always a choice to look forward BETTER then to look backwards. Reverie is good but too much is not good. So simplicity is still a good virtue!


There's good and bad being in school, so i guess that I gonna be brave and walk this lil' educational journey^^

The importance of getting a good qualification in Singapore is very important, without a good qualification you are not able to get a good career and being well-paid -_- Never stop learning in life because life is one of the greatest subject in your life!

*smiles*


Carrie;eirrac: 5/23/2007 12:39:00 PM



Tuesday, May 22, 2007
-It's getting better^^ (i hope so) A penny of my thoughts!


It's getting better!! and I HOPE so:)

*Laughs*

Coughing is subsidy...

Voice is on the way back...! (no more kiddy voice)

*Laughs*

Feeling much better each and everyday, and HOPEFULLY I will recovered soon alright, as school is going to starts in 2 days time. Tomorrow will be going for orientation at MIS at around 7pm to 8.30pm, 1 1/2 hours like very long:( Never mind go for the sick of going, have to behave like a good student.

*Laughs*

After tomorrow cannot slack already, have to study hard and put in loads of effort in my studies le. Has been rotting at home going to be rusty soon, but it's ok cos anyway going back to school to gain some knowledge in what I'm learning:) For your information I am taking up this course called "sales and marketing". When I first told my mummy that I am going to take this course my mummy laugh at me:( nahx.. actually not really laughing, just making noise and say I this type of girl take this kind of course sure die:( But never-the-less mummy didn't stop me from taking this course as she knows that I like this type of course. Mummy has been encouraging me to study what I like as long as I am happy she will also be happy. A penny of thoughts... Mummy encourage me to further my studies as I'm not able to get into Higher Nitec due to my attachy grading:( Mummy and others encourage me and tell me don't to give up in my educational life, in fact they was real upset when I'm not able to get into higher nitec, but i told my love ones, there's no point forcing me taking higher nitec when there's no course of my choice I like.

I have find ways to my educational level, I went to apply for private school at MIS (marketing institute of Singapore). And the application was successful, I was real happy and shared this news with many of my best friends out there. I believe that they somehow also feel the same way as me! Mummy and everybody told me to study hard and achieve what I want in the educational life. I hope that this certificate will lead me into a better world of earning:)

It's not easy to over come those failure in life I have met, but I told myself that I am not going to be defeated and I Pick Myself Up and continue this lil' journey of mine...

*Smiles*

I'll strike hard for a better life in future. The future is in my hands and I alone have to know which journey I want to walk:)

As that been said, I hope that I will succeed with determination. Everyone of us has different learning journey, just take each and every journey a lesson to learn:) God always have better ways for us. When there's a way, there's a will:)

I have a beautiful journey:)

*hearts*



Carrie;eirrac: 5/22/2007 04:30:00 PM



Sunday, May 20, 2007
-Retail Therapy cum Gossiping! (i dont want a kiddy voice) Arghx:(


Retail Therapy:

Today evening went shopping session with Jennifer, we went to orchard wisma, NAC and Far East Plaza! In a blind of eyes I step into Wisma I went pepper plus to look out for shirts and pants, and indeed I found a blank pant is only till my knee length so I tried it and I finally brought it. In deed there's a 20% discount so I brought it at a reasonable price of $22.40.

*Laughs*

After which me and Jennifer went NAC Taka to search for pencil case, we did search what Jennifer wanted, but we didn't get in straight away. She need to decide so give her time to decide, if not buy liao later regret. So we went to Far East Plaza for dinner and continue our shopping. Jennifer brought herself a pair of nice white princess footwear and a nice bag:) All in all she brought her pencil case at NAC too:)

Gossiping:

Was telling all my worries to Jennifer while we were having our dinner and on our way home:) She really lends me a good pair of ears, and girl I love those encouragement words too:) Felt better after telling you everything in my heart. I'm a person who dislike keeping worries in my heart alone I wanna share it with my best friend Jennifer and Alice. I ought that they will tell me not to worry too much because no matter how hard I worry it will do me no good:(

So I use this lil' quote I use to encourage Alice and everyone Else: be happy everyday. Now I really need to be happy everyday:) 我要开开心心的过每一天!


While we was on our way home I was so indulged in talking with Jennifer we missed our stop to tampines, so end up we alight at Pasir Ris...wat a joke...Hmm... Was mood less just now! (Jennifer should know why) I shall not elaborate here! Sorry guys!

*Laughs*

That's all for today blogging:) Hopefully my worries and sickness will be gone real soon...

I don't want a kiddy voice, today my voice sound a lil' bit like kid...

*Laughs*

I need a good rest... After taking those medicines...

I seriously hope that dearie is feeling better now~ ( sitting here and doing nothing to help him, I felt, helpless towards dearie)

Good nights everyone!!

*Smiles*


Carrie;eirrac: 5/20/2007 10:59:00 PM



-Neglected Feelings... :(


Arghx...

Neglected Feelings Just Suck Right At This Sick and Mood less Moment:(

*Sigh*

I just hate the feeling of being neglected, which make me feels nothings to anyone out there. The feeling of sitting all alone and waiting for just one sms makes me very and super mood less. I think only Jennifer & Alice will know that kind of feelings when you're neglected by someone. This feelings just very sucky. When I was really sick at this moment and make me feel more sick during this very sickly moments.

The feelings of being totally leave alone:( SUCKS!!!

Actually I don't really give a damn to it, but because I'm really feeling real sucky today with this stupid mood of mine and with this sickness along.

When you're neglected for such a long term, slowly you will give up on whatever you're wishing upon. I can only say that no matter is friendship or in a relationship communication is very important.

Arghx... But I don understand why sometimes this neglected problem occurs. I just need to stop TTM, and it will do me some good too. As that been said, I really hope that this neglected problem can STOP! It make me feeling worthless sometime:( Maybe I got to look forward and stop TTM.

Now I seriously wish that I can recovered soon! The rest of the problem, I don't wish to worry upon it will only make me weaker. I just got the urge to pen this down here and share with those are reading my blog.

Because in the past I have been neglected by some idiots, and I seriously urge everyone out there do not neglect your loves one, friends, or even your bf/gf. Because been neglected too long the other party tends to worry and start to afraid that they will lose those who they love.

It's seriously just sucks been neglected. I have encounter this before, therefore I wish that this won't happen in my life again. Because it take me long time and courage to overcome this fear.

Remember every moment are not able to last as they will be faded away sooner or later when this ' neglected problem' begins. No matter what I gonna stay Optimistic and overcome this fear of mine...

Maybe you guys might say that I TTM= think too much, but seriously I'm not! So Mine You!

Now I'm looking forward to the shopping session with Jennifer and flood her with loads of story's. Only she understand me the best in whatever I'm doing.


Carrie;eirrac: 5/20/2007 03:39:00 PM



-Finally I Lose My VOICE:(


Coughing: Non Stop! (getting weaker, cough until lungs coming out)


*cough cough cough*


Sore Throat : 1week already!


Losing my voice : Completely lose my voice this morning:(


Sneeze count :Non Stop! (Better)


*Sigh*


Snifflings : Non Stop! (better)


Flu : Started today! (worst)


Headache: Lasted for many days! (recovered)


Fever: On the way to join this family! (go away already)


Painkiller : 12 in the last 144 hours and counting! (more to go)


Aqua : Lost count! (had loads of it but still feeling the same)


Sleep count :115 hours in 144hours of sleep..! (lack of sleep) -_-

Finally this morning I lose my voice and I went to see the doctor already and it cost me $28 for the medication:( Completely lose my voice, now when I talk I will feel very uneasy. But never mind will be better later because I have taken my medication. Right now I'm worry for my dearie cos I read his blog. I ring/sms him he didnt reply, kinda worry for him, don't know what happen to him. Or maybe his is sleeping or i TTM!

*heartache*

I really need to get well soon and dearie too. Now my soul and mind keep thinking about dearie because I'm really very worry:( Hope that he his alright, cos I don't like to see him sick too:(
Now I hope that my voice can faster recover!

Later in the evening will be going out to meet Jennifer for shopping session at orchard road! I wanna buy loads of clothings. But must see have those type I'm looking for not^^ I'm simply still mood less:( arghx...

1 more day to our special day~

5 more days back to school life~

*Smiles*


Carrie;eirrac: 5/20/2007 11:33:00 AM



Saturday, May 19, 2007
-Nothing much happening today^^ (with updated sick list) :(


Coughing: Non Stop! (getting weaker, cough until lungs coming out)

*cough cough cough*

Sore Throat : 1week already!

Losing my voice : Soon!(ask those who had heard my voice so far)


Sneeze count :Non Stop! (getting worst)


*Sigh*


Snifflings : Non Stop! (Worst and more Worst)


Flu : Started today! (worst)


Headache: Lasted for many days! (it's getting better and I hope it won't come back)


Fever: On the way to join this family! (arghx, i don't like fever!)


Painkiller : 12 in the last 144 hours and counting! (more to go)


Aqua : Lost count! (had loads of it but still feeling the same)

Sleep count : 95 hours in 144hours of sleep..! (lack of sleep) -_-



*Laughs*


Nothing much happening today^^ went city hall with dearie, go walk around after that go eat Mac..

*Laughs*

Dearie brought 1 cutie bear for me and 2 cutie key chain:) dearie also coughing. Hope that he will be well soon:) Me too cough until lungs wanna come already:( dearie went to his friend's house watch soccer final match.

*Happy watching*

After this I shall go to bed, feeling very tired and mood less. (dearie should understand why) But before going to bed I need to super first.

*Super-ing*

*oink oink*

I need a very good rest because I going to lose my voice soon:( Arghx.. If tomorrow still like that gotta go and visit the doctor already! I think the doctor too long didn't see me and wanna earn my money already:( I don't like to go and visit the doctor cos I dislike taking the medication:(

*sobs*

Let's pray that those who are sick will get well soon:) I can't afford to be sick now, because going back to school already and this coming Wednesday need to go MIS for orientation.

*Laughs*

It's time for Super-ing


*smiles*


Carrie;eirrac: 5/19/2007 10:48:00 PM



-Damn it sick:( Arghx:(


Arghx.. I HATE TO BE SICK!!


Coughing: Non Stop! (getting weaker, cough until lungs coming out)

Sore Throat : 1week already!


*cough cough cough*


Sneeze count :Non Stop! (getting worst)

*Sigh*


Snifflings : Non Stop! (Worst and more Worst)


Flu : Started today! (worst)


Headache: Lasted for many days! (head is splitting into half, is getting painful)



Fever: On the way to join this family! (arghx, i don't like fever)


Painkiller : 9 and counting! (more to go)



Aqua : Lost count! (had loads of it but still feeling the same)


*Laughs*


Sleep count : 95 hours in 148hours of sleep..! (lack of sleep) -_-


I simply down:( whole body is not functioning well. Haiz.. I hate to be sick, and now my head is hurting badly.

Hope that I'll be feeling better later, as i going to meet my dearie later in the day:) Maybe I shall go for a nap soon and take painkiller:(

Shall end here first... Sick cannot write too much:(

2 more days to the special day!

6 more days back to school life!

*smiles*


Carrie;eirrac: 5/19/2007 11:55:00 AM



Friday, May 18, 2007
-Seriously Down : Sick... ArGhx... :(


Seriously down: Sick..

Has been down for the past 5 days...!

Yet my sore throat is getting worst, now whatever food i swallow my throat will be hurting me:(

*sigh*


Coughing: Non Stop! (getting weaker)

Asthma~

*cough cough cough*

Sneeze count :Non Stop! (much better)

Snifflings : Non Stop! (alright only)

Headache: Lasted for many days! (head is splitting into half)

Painkiller : 6 and counting! (more to go)

Aqua : Lost count! (had loads of it but still feeling the same)

*Laughs*

Sleep count : 75 hours in 120hours of sleep..! (lack of sleep) -_-

*snore snore*

Will be going out soon with my best buddy van and her boy... Going tampines mall have dinner and they accompany me go buy pressies for my dearie...

*hearts*

Don't know wat happen to dearie he haven't sms today yet. Kinda worry for him but he told me that this friday he got activity. So I guess he is busy^^

Hopefully can see my dearie boy tomorrow, if not i guess next weekends he will be busy le~

Oh well...

My lil' brother is feeling much better from his fever, yesterday i brought him to see doctor and doctor give him an injection.

^^shopping shopping^^

*laughs*


Carrie;eirrac: 5/18/2007 04:12:00 PM



-*coughing*(with Updated Shopping list!)


I'm still sick!

Lil' brother is sick!

Dearie also sick!

Looks like everyone is getting sick around me! Thanks to the sucky weather!

*sigh*

Coughing: Non Stop!

*cough cough cough*


Sneeze count :Non Stop!


Snifflings : Non Stop!


Headache: Lasted for many days!


Painkiller : 6 and counting!


Aqua : Lost count!


*Laughs*


Sleep count : 75 hours in 120hours of sleep


*snore snore*


Here's the lil' updated shopping list:

Item One: Pencil Case! (Brought it)

Item Two: T-shirts/Tank Top/Jeans/Skirts! (It would be great if there were all from topshop or pepper plus! Great Singapore Sales Coming Soon)

*item two is still on going*


Item Three: A pair of nice sandals/shoes/!(I have loads of it at home, but after all I'm a girl all this things will be going on and on)

*item three: a pair of nice sandals! I get it at a very cheap price and it look nice and sweet! Shoes will be ongoing still!

Oh well..

Girls are craving for more CLOTHING, SHOES,HEELS,SANDALS!! They will never had enough not matter how much they buy...

*Laughs*

Item Four: Stationary! Get prepare for school.. (I'm not ready for school yet)

*item four: will go and buy later in the day, but i'm kinda lazy*

*Laughs*

That's all for now!

Wonder when will I be able to get all this shopping done. Will have to endure till the day come:)


The shopping list will get longer soon or later!

Going dinner later with van and her boy...!

*Laughs*

Also to get my pressie for my dearie:) I can't wait to see him:)

7 More days back to school life...!

3 More days to the special day...!


*Smiles*


Carrie;eirrac: 5/18/2007 12:07:00 PM



Wednesday, May 16, 2007
-I'm Bored...! (with a lil special plan on his gift)


Oh well...

I'm real Bored at home...!

I'm all alone at home...!

I'm rotting...!

Actually I was sleeping soundly a few minutes ago, then mummy woke me up and ask me answer the phone cos my lil' brother call and ask me why Singtel haven't connect back his line. So after which I ring Singel Mobile line and talk to the customer officer there, I asked them to help me check is my lil' brother's mobile line connected back and the officer told me yes they connected back already. I told them that my lil' brother said his phone got no reception, and ask me to tell my brother to switch off the phone and on again. I can't get through my brother as he was using his teacher's phone to ring home:)

Here's a lil plan on the special gift I did for dearie:

Item One: Poem (done)

Item Two: A song dedicated to him(done)

Item Three: A packet of my love (not ready yet)

Item Four: Pressies (haven't buy yet)

Item Five: Hand made card (haven't get started yet)

*hearts*


Dearie you have Five Pressies from ME...!

Was spending yesterday night thinking and writting the poem for him and choose wat song to dedicate to him..

*Laughs*

Still have 2more days to get all this thingy done:) Friday shall go shopping:) haha:)


5 more days to our special day...!

9 more days to school life...!

*sMileS*


Carrie;eirrac: 5/16/2007 01:58:00 PM



Tuesday, May 15, 2007
-Finally Down:(


Finally Down= Sick

Sorethroat

*cough cough*

Headache= It's hurting badly!

Painkiller= 1 and counting:(

Aqua= Lost Count...!

*Laughs*

Sleep Count= 7hours in 24hours and counting.

*snore snore snore*


Finally I'm feeling a lil' sick compare to yesterday, today morning woke up at 9.45am for shower and after that bring my brother to Hello shop(Singtel) to get back his SIM card. After that went to Pasir Ris Interchange to get his ez link card done and terminate his previous card. Due to Some Idiot who has stolen all his belonging when he was playing basketball. I believe in retribution!! So do Good and No Evil...

*Sigh*

Never mind, things lost can buy again most important is that he is safe home. Hope that my brother will cheer up. I understand how he feel when he lost all his belonging. Especially he brought his HP at $600 with his savings. Hmm.. It's ok... As wat I have discuss with my mummy we will buy him new hp. Must see which model he want then we can go buy for him, anyway he is still entittled to the 10% of all mobile phone and it's vaild for 1 month. (This wat singtel giving him)

Watever is over is over, like look forward and move on.

6 more days to Special day...!

10 more days to School life :P


*sMilEs*


Carrie;eirrac: 5/15/2007 02:32:00 PM



Monday, May 14, 2007
-Headache:(



It's hurting my head badly:( Going to be sick soon!

My Nokia 6288 is getting cranky since yesterday midnight till now:( It's automatically restart again. Haiz!!

*bloody hell*

Look like only me got this problem, my father also have the same mobile phone as me, and he mobile is doing well. Unlike mine!!

*sobs*

I have brought my mobile phone to nokia care centre last month on the 19 of april, and yet now i think my mobile phone have to go and visit them again. That day I only when to upgrade software, and the person told me that if this problem occurs again it's the hardware problem and I will need to send it to nokia care HQ.

For goodness sake, this Stupid mobile is giving me trouble.. Spend money on that and yet and give me this problem, brought this phone for less then 4months:(

I won't ever take Nokia phone again! Never mind hack care and my mobile still in good condition only the restart problem. Gonna change my hp once it's totally cranky! But I pray that it won't happen^^

I was never a Samsung mobile fan! But now I'm craving for Samsung Mobile:)

11 more days to school life!

1 more week to Special Day!


Carrie;eirrac: 5/14/2007 04:03:00 PM



Sunday, May 13, 2007
-Finally... :) (with a lil'shopping list)


I get enough sleep...

In 48hours = 18hours of Sleep! (in two days)


*oink*

Was real tired last night. After finish chatting on the phone with dearie, i went to brush my teeth and went to bed. Haiz. My Stupid Handphone is giving me problem again, just send it to service for less the a month now my mobile auto restart again.This problem keep occurring:( Sometimes I LOVE my mobile BUT sometimes I HATE my mobile.

*Sobs*

Finally I knock out in a few minutes later. Was sleeping like a dead pig till 11am this morning, after that i went breakfast with my sister and mummy.

Guess what i eat again, it's my favourite "bar chor mee"...

*Laughs*

1week= 4days have that!!

*Yummy*

If time permits I want to have some more Retail Therapy!

Here's the lil' shopping list:

Item One: Pencil Case! (needed asap)

Item Two: T-shirts/Tank Top/Jeans/Skirts! (It would be great if there were all from topshop or pepper plus! Great Singapore Sales Coming Soon)

Item Three: A pair of nice sandals/shoes/!(I have loads of it at home, but after all I'm a girl all this things will be going on and on)

*Laughs*

Item Four: Stationary! Get prepare for school.. (I'm not ready for school yet)

That's all for now!

Wonder when will I be able to get all this shopping done. Will have to endure till the day come:)

The shopping list will get longer soon or later!

*Woots*

It's time to get my stomach filled up with some food!

*Hungry*



12more days back to school!

8more days to special day!

*smiles*


Carrie;eirrac: 5/13/2007 01:01:00 PM



Saturday, May 12, 2007
-Feeling....


I'm feeling Hungry!!

*Laughs*

Just had my breakfast at 10.30am! Now hungry again.

*oink oink*

Had "bar chor mee" (in the morning)... Now craving for Chicken Wings & Green Tea!

And it's goes on and on..

See what my da jie buy for me later!

Getting fatter and fatter!

*Laughs*

I'm feeling tired/sleepy!

*snore snore snore*

I'm feeling a lil mood!

Due to.. a cycle for girls!

I'm Missing My BED!

*Laughs*

I'm looking forward, to see my dearie later.

*hearts*

It's time to get my plan on My Special day with My Special Someone...

Here's a lil' plan:

Get my card done by me, get the poems written out by me, get a present for my special someone. But what to get for him? Go somewhere and celebration, just having a nice dinner together and enjoy the nights. That's sound wonderful.

*Hearts*

The plans gets going on and on..

Till the day comes..

It's official 9 More to Our Very Special Day!

*Smiles*


Carrie;eirrac: 5/12/2007 11:58:00 AM



-Weekends:)


It's finally Saturday...


The Long Awaited Day...


That i'm waiting for...


Can see my dearie le...


Going too... Somewhere in Singapore...

*Laughs*

The day is long...

Simply In Love With Dearie...

*Hearts*


Guess what we'll be doing...

Talking/smiling to each other...

I Miss Your Smile Dearie...


Gone for shower!

I need to sleep...

Sweet dreams...




Carrie;eirrac: 5/12/2007 12:39:00 AM



Friday, May 11, 2007
-Its.... :)


Van Birthday:

HAPPY 19th Birthday To VAN:)

Sad to say to that i'm not able to attend van's bday celebration at ECP..


Officially 14 more days to
My School Life!


Officially 10 more days to
MY Special Day!


How to plan for this very special day?


*Think hard*


I Can't Wait!


*Smiles*

And my shoulder is hurting me badly, due to the position i sleep:(

From the soundly sleep into a painful sleep!

*Sigh*


Feeling a lil' tired/sleepy...

*snore*


Weather is cooling...

Can go into a pool of Sweet Dreams!

*Laughs*


It's going to be a wonderful today!

Just...

EAT,DREAM,SLACK!!

That's all about life right??


The Calamity Is going on and on!

Never Ending Calamity!

Back to Sleep!




* Smiles*






Carrie;eirrac: 5/11/2007 12:26:00 PM



Thursday, May 10, 2007
-Wishes & Thoughts...


For these following People of MINE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MARCO.. HUAT ah....

My Best Of Best Friend Alice:

Girl, put away all your worries alright? I really hope that you're feeling better today. Forget those unhappy moments. Rememeber you still have ME~ I'm always with you girl. I know you're sick, but you must look after yourself lehx. I can't help you much, but remember ah ting is always here to lend you my ears. You are a great best friend that i treasure alot. I hope that watever i told you vice versa the phone last night will sink into your brain/mind alright. Remember do watever you think is right. YOUR DREAMS & GOALS, you are getting nearer to it.. Put away all your stress. I wish that i can help you by sharing some of your burden. Now that you have walk this far, don't give up, you'll succeed one day. Prove to them:) I know you will girl. I want you to be happy everyday. That's the alice i use to know:) ALICE 加油 i will accompany you to walk this life journey. Also to take is opportunity to say a BIG THANK YOU for encouarging me all the way, i'll do the same for you girl. Let's put in our effort together, and we will succeed. Love you so much:) Muacks! All the best for you tests and what-nots that is coming on your way:)

My Dearie...

I miss you so much each and everyday:) loads to say.. but words can't describle my feelings for you dearie.. Jiayou in watever you're doing.. See you soon:) Love loads:) Muacks..

My Best Of Best Jennifer...

Just wanna say a big thank you to you too. You get wat i mean lahx. I shall wish you all the best in watever you does. Jiayou for your tests/quizes and what-nots that's coming up on your way too. A best sister that i'll never forget. Those gossiping/shopping session was great there are more to come. Study hard, but don't stress yourself:) Much love:) Muacks!


To the rest of my close friends, all the best in watever you all does too. You should know who you are. Too much to name:)

Lastly wish MYSELF, good luck/all the best for my upcoming studies. Be happy everyday:)

Back to School In 15 More Days...

10 more days to Special Day...

*Smiles*


Carrie;eirrac: 5/10/2007 01:55:00 PM



Monday, May 7, 2007
-Granny's First Anniversary


Hmm today is my grandma first anniversary, time passes so fast. In a blink of eyes she has leave us for a year already. This morning i woke up at 7.30am, to get ready for the prayers, feeling a lil' tired as i slept late last night. I really hope that my grandma will continue to bless us in her hands. Feeling a lil' heart ache of the death, but one year has pass and we have to continue of life as normal.

Those lil' flash back about my granny really make me feel a lil' emo today. But at least she is gone and living in the other world with no pains and no suffering. I miss her calling my name, i miss her cookings. I miss her alot.. Words cannot describle how much i miss her, but she will always be in my heart. She is a wonderful grandma to us. I will never forget the way she dote me and love me, all those memories will be kept in my heart always:)

Feeling tired and sleepy already. Should go for a nap later in the noon time. Brain cells cannot function well now.. Tired of thinking..

Whatever is over is over.. MOVE ON!!

Ting's need a good rest. I MISS MY BED!

丽婷加油!

Alice 加油 for your coming test :)


Carrie;eirrac: 5/07/2007 11:38:00 AM



-I Love Shopping:)


Yeah... Yesterday 6May 07 manage to done my shopping with jennifer, we have brought what we wanted. The longest item we think about is the BAG!! *Laughs* Hmm i have spend about sixty Bucks for all those stuff! Brought myself: A Bag, A Jacket and Heels.. Haha:) Still have loads of stuff in mind haven't buy yet.

Need to get myself a pencil case and other stuff for school. I haven't buy clothing yet, cos nothing i like at bugis street. After the shopping is done me and jennifer went KFC!! *Laughs* Dinner at KFC after that some photo session. The idea of Jennifer, only me and her understand what idea we had. Girl you're wonderful!

I want more pictures with you lehx:)

Ting's love her JENNIFER!


Carrie;eirrac: 5/07/2007 12:31:00 AM



Sunday, May 6, 2007
-Retail Therapy :)


Hurray!! Going Shopping with Jennifer at 6.30pm later..Haha:) gonna tell her loads of stories about what had happen recently. Tonight gonna be a great night with Jennifer.. Retail Therapy Here We Come!!

After a cold shower feeling much more better, in that sense of, bring away all my doubts, my burden, all those unwanted worries.. TTM not good also..

Anyway darling sick le, must take care of yourself arhx.. Get well soon!!

Ting's gone for Retail Therapy ! :)


Carrie;eirrac: 5/06/2007 05:26:00 PM



-What is Life??


You have to see life as a series of adventures. Each adventures is a chance to have fun, learn something, explore the world, expand your cicrle of experiences and friends, and broaden your horizons. Shutting down to adventure means exactly that- you are shut down.

The Second you are offered an oportunity to have an adventure to change your thinking, to step outside of yourself, go for it and see what happens. If this thought scare you, rememeber that you can always go back into your shell the second its over, if you want to.

Life is difficult. If life were a series of lovely days, we'd soon get bored. If there was no rain, then there wouldn't be any feeling of great joy when it finally stopped and we could go to the beach. If it was all easy we couldn't get stronger. Try to see each life stebacks as a chance to improve. They make you STRONGER not WEAKER.

My Reflection:
As that been said: I have to really let go of those burden that i have and walk this life a beautiful want. Living your life to the fullest. Simplcity is virtue. Leaving the worries behind me and walk forward. In life there's really no point thinking so much. Being happy is the most simple rule in our life. Letting it go and get started to the new journey. The fact is time is really very short so why not live in the present then the past? Sometimes things just won't be able to change, so just change what you can and let go of the rest will do.


Remember in life there are still many obstacles for us to go through, that's part of learning and life process. No Matter what we have to overcome those ugly obstacles, in order to move on and learn more things in life. 人生短短几十年,让过去成为今日的画面, 把每一天活的快乐吧!


Carrie;eirrac: 5/06/2007 12:47:00 PM



Friday, May 4, 2007
-Lack Of Sleep:(


*Sigh* I slept for 4hours today only, went to bed at 12midnight then cannot sleep, was like opening my eyes like and owl till 5am in the morning:( Don't know what happen to me, was like rolling on my bed for 5hours. Indeed i fall asleep at 5am, but i woke up at 8.15am, cos i going out with my god-mum and er jie. Haha:) Was like doze off in the train, my mind and soul tell me to sleep.

Went IMM with them to DAISO, i went there and get myself a file etc. Was exteremly very tired so didnt shop much with them. After that we went back home, when i reached home i knock out. I went to bed and nap for about 30mins then wake up already,cos my sister was barking so loudly to my lil' brother.

Still very tired and sleepy now, but gotta endure till late night then sleep, cos i want watch tv:) Hmm... When i was on my way home, my yandao msg me, but using his friend hp lahx.. Something happent to his Sim card. Never mind, as long as he is safe then alright, then i wont be worrying so much. So i guess that i will need to wait for him to msg me again:) I miss him^^ Muacks! *Hearts*

Ting's lack of sleep, eyes are shutting.. 我好累啊:(

*Laughs*


Carrie;eirrac: 5/04/2007 06:47:00 PM



Thursday, May 3, 2007
-Exhausted:(


我真的好累! Extremely tired recently. Don't know what happen to my body. This few days really damn it tired, not enough sleep. Has been worrying this and that until cannot sleep well, usually when comes to midnight 2am i'll feel tired and sleepy but this few days don't that way. Keep rolling on the bed and think. TTM until so miserable:( But never mind everything has been done, now nothing to worry about.

Just need to force myself to sleep, just hate it when i sleeping then people come disturbed me. Msg me then wake me up then ring me. But for yandao that's different he can msg me anytime he like, cos i will be damn it happy when he msg me in the middle of night:) *woots*

After this shall go and have my breakfast cum lunch, after that slack awhile then go for a long nap. Woke up at 10am because mummy wake me up:( Raining so nice weather to sleep.

Ting's needs a good rest!!

睡觉的时候^^

Before i go to bed.. Jennifer and Alice 加油 for your test!


Carrie;eirrac: 5/03/2007 11:07:00 AM



Wednesday, May 2, 2007
-Marketing Institute of Singapore


Hmm today went to Prinsep street MIS to do my application thingy and get my memebership paided. Spend about one hour there:) After that i went katong to get my school fee paided over there, run here and there. Make me feel so damn it tired, somemore raining:(

AND FINALLY...

Yahoo i will be going back to school on 24th may 2007!! HAPPY!! Will be schooling at Marketing Institute of Singapore(MIS) and major in Sales and Marketing:) Finally i reach the goals i want, next step is to study real hard and get a certificate for that. Haha:) My interest is in Sales & Marketing, so i hope that after this course i can get some benefit lorx. I gotta a Retail certificate and now i going to futher that and take up Sales and Marketing:)


Has been worrying about this for damn it long and everything has a rest and the outcome turns out in what i wanted. Another point is has been rotting at home for very long, it's time to go back to school and get some knowledge in what i'm interested in. Tonight can have a good rest le, hope that everything will sail well for me. Actually not that easy to walk this far, facing those obstacles i met, and i ever thought of giving up in my educational path. But because all those friends who has help me in one way or another i shall not let them down. The Calamity will not be ended! *Woots*


Huray..

3 cheers for ting's..我一定会努力...



Carrie;eirrac: 5/02/2007 04:20:00 PM



Tuesday, May 1, 2007
-Alone


Sianz i'm all ALONE at home!! All gone out:( FREEDOM..Just me alone in the house all by myself, with my computer etc. Never mind lahx.. Can enjoy, nothing much to enjoy also, cos i'm use to it being alone at home le. Just now i was napping hmm then jennifer reply my msg then i woke up le, like nap for 1hour nia, after this going shower le and watch tv. Well-prepare for tomorrow's MIS thingy, just done gather all my certificate together and all those admin thingy. Haha:) just hate late minute work, so i must prepare before hand lo, since at home also nothing to do lehx:(

Recently don't know why feeling so damn it tired, just wanna sleep all the way. EAT,DREAM,SLEEP. Enjoy life lehx. I can't wait for tomorrow to come lehx, cos i wanna keep myself busy so i won't TTM mahx. Actually nothing to think about also, but alone at home i like to do self reflections, and wanna be a better person. I think i sonner or later gonna to fall sick. I'm feeling a bit warm, body warm i mean, recently the headaches never stop. Hack care, sick then sick lor.. If Sick can rest more mahx. But i hate to have headaches cos it's a bad sign that i gonna have a fever, believe me ok. Experience it thrice in my life last year. I'm a sick freak! *laughs* If i sick means, i won't recover so fast want. This is what i hate about having headache which leads to fever. Just feeling damn it unwell here and there. Old liao..*Laughs*

Indeed being alone at home super sianz lehx. Do what also sianz want lorx.


Ting Needs A Retail Therapy badly!


Carrie;eirrac: 5/01/2007 04:58:00 PM



-Feelings...


Hmm feeling a lil sianz and tired today, woke at 11am today. Actually still feel like going back to sleep since the weather is damn cooling:) I woke up first thing in the morning, is msg yandao, he didnt reply lorx.. After that i ring him twice also no answer, then i msg him again, also no reply lehx.. think he must be real tired. Cos i read his blog, yandao rest well. A lil worry wat happen to him. I guess that he must still in his dreamland.

Well... Yesterday night i recieved my application result le, it's say ask me go down to Marketing Institute of Singapore(MIS) to register personally and pay memebership fee, after that i need to go to other places to settle my school fee, so i guess tomorrow will be real busy day. Going MIS near bugis first then after that need to go tanjong katong there pay school fee. Hopefully everything sail well tomorrow. If everything sail well tomorrow hopefully i can go back to school on 21st may 2007. Feeling a lil nervous haha:) Just hope that everything will go smooth tomorrow bahx:) No point TTM also as wat jennifer told me worry also no use. So just be happy can le lahx:) Looking forward for tomorrow, kinda anxious feeling a lil tense up, my whole entire mind is thinking about tomorrow. GOD BLESS ME~~

Anyway need to say a word for thanks to those following people who keep encouraging to send my application to MIS. They are JENNIFER AND ALICE! Girls you all are great. Thank you for not giving up on me:) AH TING will JIAYOU. No matter what is tomorrow's outcome i stay strong and brave:) I think without this two best of best friend i won't be standing here today. They are my BEST DARLINGS:) Girls I love you so much. Do continue to help ah ting to jiayou:)

Finally, i told my parents about my application thingy, i was worried that my dad won't give me the school fee money. Indeed he given me the money yesterday night after i told him that they ask me go MIS to pay school fee. I really wish to get back to school fast. Cannot rot so long, cos brain going rusty le..

Let's give ting a BIG encouragement.JIAYOU LIEW LI TING:) You can do it:) Never stop learning..

If you are determine, you will succeed. Quoted from dr janice..


Carrie;eirrac: 5/01/2007 12:52:00 PM







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