Baby ♥ 's birthday is looming in another two more days!
Am looking forward for the first birthday with Baby ♥ and more to come in times...
*Love*
Apparently, I've already plan on Baby ♥ special day and I do hope that th weather will be fine enough of me to surprise me... =) I shall not say thing over here... *Laughs*
On the side note, I've still deciding on which resturant for dinner with Baby ♥ and this weekends if going to filled with lotsa FUN!
And me being me, have also order Baby ♥ 's birthday cake from Tampines 1 mall, and the cake if from Emicakes... Hey folks, do try out their nice cakes and other nice and yummy treats!
Never the less, tomorrow will be FUN day too, as Baby ♥ 's nephew couldn't wait for sing a birthday song and blow the candle with Baby ♥ ...
More FUN coming on the way...
More Birthday coming!!!
My Forever Young 21st is looming!!!
My Bestie 21st is looming in another two weeks time!!!
Meet up with The Love nearly weee afternoon and head down to Bugis for some window shopping and going around the mall to keep a look out for mobile promotion with Singtel@HELLO!! And was relieve that I could use my Capital voucher @ Bugis Singtel, damn it HAPPY for once... What to do, Singtel@Hello doesn't' accept the voucher so I gotta go that far to do an phone upgrade and get my ideal mobile phone... *Smiles*
Last night was really fun and memorable night, The Love brought me to Seoul Garden to have our dinner and after which we head down to the Esplanade... The wind was cooling and seat down and have a great talk with The Love... How we met each other and what-nots... It's been 8months on and counting Baby...
Am going to meet Baby later in the weeeeeeeee afternoon...
So meanwhile, wait patiently for my reflection of the year uhh...
It's been a tiring day at work...
Loads and tons of things to be done and get over with it... However, I didn't stay overtime today as time don't allows me to do so... Reason being- went to the near by mall to get a bday gift for my friend... And never the less, my back and butt are hurting badly which leads to the reason why my left hand is getting weak... :(
I have no idea what is the world going on with me...
Being here all alone to suffer from those downpours...
Hoping that someone knew my feelings...
I better not tell a thing over here...
But still, I missed his smiles and everything of him...
Do you know the pain in me when I can't even have you??
Have you ever wonder why, I could never stop a second just to miss you??
It's hurts badly...
Physically and mentally tired...
Knowing you was the best gift ever!
Mr A Tan, deep inside my heart I do really hearts you still...
Would you be there for me??
Would you ever brings the smile to me again??
Would you still be the one who give me those random sms-es??
Would you ever notice how much I've hearts you??
It's silent...
In the middle of night, I could help it but to miss you, listening to those random songs which really reminds me of you... If only time could stay, I would hold you closely by my side...
Shutting this door was never easy, for you once lead me on or even twice of it, you still choose to ignore and let everything be over just like letting off a balloon...
Would you be here to tell me "don't worry" every is getting fine...
Would you merely choose to tell me "call you later", but never will it happen again...
It's the night that I was lying on my bed and let the tears flows down again...
Would you be here to tell me " don't cry because its over", or you merely choose to take my presence for granted...
You no longer leave a smile on my face at the end of the day, instead bringing me to a night which I feel so random and thinking of you at that very moment, hurts me loads...
I admit there are times when I do think about him, but I really do hope that with the new year, I'd be stronger than I am now... The song reminds me not just of him, but of how I cannot seem to be able to shake off that tingling feeling of just wanting closure in some form... But, like what Leona Lewis sang, I really hope that I'd be "Better in Time"... ...
Since there's no more you and me, It's time I let you go So I can be free... And live my life how it should be, No matter how hard it is, I'll be fine without you... ... Yes I will!
Maybe seeing you being happy that's all I want for you...
Pretending to be strong when I was over the Msn with you wasn't easy at all...
Holding back the tears, fighting with the tears flowing down makes me feel real upset when I know everything is ended...
Like what I've always tell you, "what matters is just being happy"!
I do hope to usher in the new year with a better TinGz I use to be...
2008 is coming to a close.... ....
What a year!!
For that the learning journey is always a bittersweet rhythm...
And folks out there must be wondering I must be staying at home catching up with my snooze, but I didnt! Hurhur! :)
Instead of resting at home, I went out to meet bf dearest for awhile till about late evening. Because I was already dose off from the journey back to the east! Hurhur!
My bad, for not putting much effort for today date with bf dearest, because Im feeling dread-fully exhausted after the days of canvassing and what-nots in the office.
And tomorrow's is another working day before I get my off again on saturday! Hurhur! And for you to know, my legs are aching like hell by now. This few nights, after I reached home finish shower and dinner I knock-out (ko-ed)...*Laughs*
Never forget the cam-whore today...
Don't you notice me enjoying the peach tea, it's very sweet!! Hurhur:)
I ought to know that Im very tired or exhausted even, I still put on my smiley:) Being able to smile when you feel dread-fully sleep! >.<
But, TinGz being TinGz, she can do the wrinky & tonguey smile/pose, albeit looking a wee lil' strange!*LauGhs*
For when TinGz deliriously happy, she goes eating, smiles alot...
Having the ability to smile and wave off all those problems and breath a lil' more. Smiles bring my stress away... :P
After spending half a year together, it's an bittersweet of journey of all... I've enjoy most of the time where I spend with you. I hope that there'll be more lil' celebrations together and more laughter and joy ahead of us. :))) My demands for you are very little and thank you once again for enduring my mood swings and what-nots. One whom complete my heart.*Muacks*
Granted there are the regrets, the laments, the "should haves", "could haves" and "would haves"... But like what I used to tell people that needed my listening ear - There is much more to life than the "should haves", "could haves" and "would haves", and in my case, I think that it does apply - Admittingly, there would have been alot of things I would and wouldn't do had I known the outcome, but it wouldn't have brought me to where I am today, and I can definitely say that it has made me grown up in certain ways, and I now know for certain that there are flaws inherent in me that needs some fine tuning, so that TinGz would become a better person for her ownself; and that there isn't a party whose right or wrong in the relationship, for it takes two and whole lotta patience and understanding for things to work!
The walking for this half an year isn't easy for us, and why do I say so? In between the lines, we started to quarrel over all sorts of issues which at times make me real upset over it. However, I choose and yet to believe what this relationship is mend for. I remember how you would endure my very irregular time of the month by acting all silly and goofy just to bring the smiles outta my face and you did manage to bring the smile back and bring away the madness I've in you whenever it's the months... * Wry smiles*
Somewhat we have gone through the thick and thin together and sharing the most honest opinion whenever I probe or you probe. Never fails being with me through my down moments and a hug which warms the relationship.
For I want us to start anew and forget those lil' upset issues we have earlier on the relationship, for I know you will change to be a better boyfriend after all. I hope you heed my advices and won't not hurt me anymore. For yet I chosen you to be the one whom I really wish to settle down with and I hope somehow along the lines, you will continue to a sweet and loving dearie. *Loves*
I do admit that there were nights when I lie awake, thinking what had gone wrong, there were the tears of frustration and anger. I, being the happy-go-lucky and silly girl that I am, had thought that Love would conquer all... But I failed to stop and evaluate things from another perspective; That perhaps you were so drained out by me and my antics that you didn't know how to handle or what to do anymore. But Im glad that each and everytime you did make an effort to bring smiley back to me and of course those words that were used when Im mad over you. After all, Im just a girl who loves to be pamper by you dearie! Sorry for all those nonsensical actions/moods. :))) *Cheery*
Very often, pride gets in the way of communication as well. Likewise, where I used to not want to listen to your advice or words merely because I know that they are, despite it being hurting and harsh, they were the truth; and that you had meant well for it. I would often allow the emotions to get the better of me and flare up at you, which I am really sorry for - It was never my intention to lash out at you; Most of the times, emotions got the uglier side of me, and I am really thankful towards you for enduring like you did. You clammed up after a while because you knew I couldn't stand hearing the harsh facts when I should have, you wanted to protect me, so you chose not to tell me those harsh facts after a while.
Apparently, I do still remember those lil' of surprise you have done for me and never the less, one whom Im very much in love with. *Hearts* Words may not express the love I have for you but I hope that you can sense it somehow.
Throughout the months we been together I really treasure what upholds ahead over us all I want was be happy with you and I wish nothing but the best for us. Walking this journey hand in hand and sharing all those happiness and sorrows together.
On the side note, Happy 6th Anniversary Dearie:)))
♥ Guess Wallet.
♥ My Titus Watches
♥ NIKE Water Bottle
♥ Sony Ericsson C903
♥ Sony Ericsson K770i.
♥ Samsung T10 MP3.
♥ White Killer Spec.
♥ Computer
♥ My Bed.
♥ Pink and White Stuff.
♥ Baby Love
♥ Bestie Jennifer
♥ Dr Janice
♥ Mummy Dearest
♥ Da Jie
♥ Youngest Brother
♥ Maternal Grandparents
♥ All My Close/Good Friends
Her Cravings
♥ New JOB
♥ Driving License
♥ More Clothing
♥ More Accessories.
♥ Heels.
♥ Sony Camera
♥ Lappy
♥ Overseas Holiday
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