During this Sunday Im kinda lil' moody and perhaps it gotta to with the end of the month and it's time... Shhh... Shhh...
*Laughs*
Frankly speaking, Im feeling kinda sleepy right now but whenever Im lying on my bed my brain couldn't stop functioning... *Sigh* Maybe I tend to think too much uhh... *Cries*
Hopefully next month will be a better month for me and everyone...=) *Woots*
And I cant wait for the count down of school life...
Maybe sleeping can end all thoughts... {Self-denial, obviously}
On the sidenote, I should try to relax myself and not to be too tense up because it will cause my body function to be weak...
Nothing much happen on this Sunday, just went out during the day and reach back home at wee afternoon... And Im looking very forward for another retail therapy session... I wanna get the watch that I saw at TPY...
On a side note, I came by here again to blog again...
Now what I wanna say is....
Sometimes silent is the best answer of all...
I used to remember that I was an rebellious a lil' girl in the earlier days in my life... I use to talk back to whoever has offended me or just nagging about me...
Time has flown by me...
Now I'm a girl who is less wary and I won't even answer back, be it whether am I in the wrong or not... Because I seriously thinks that by keeping silence less things will happen... I mum-med...
There's pros and cons keep quite at times.. Just not to get offended or get piss off...
I simply not in a very good mood today, so I have been keeping my cellphones to either silent mode or switch it off...
Because at this moment I don't wish to answer any calls or to reply any sms-es...
In the mist of being MIA, I have thought through about loads of stuff and what-nots... I guess what I could do now, is to keep myself busy so that I don't even have the time to check my miss call and sms-es... *Sigh*
Apparently, I really need to be alone and need to do some self- reflection and sitting down and think through what have I done through my years of living...
There's random questions that is running through my mind...
But I'm not revealing...
Because I rather keep those thoughts to myself then to share...
Now what I need to focus on is on my projects and the looming examination... I'm highly- stress out!!
I must thank Darling Jennifer for crapping with me via msn...
TinGz current mood isn't feeling very good nor either feeling very bad...!!
Either way you look at it...! *Laughs*
Its officially Thursday and my "recent mood" isn't feeling good or bad...
Or...
I should said it I'm feeling a lil' rather emotional from this afternoon??
You decide alright...
=(
I have no idea what the hell am I thinking about?? I'm kinda worried about loads of stuff... But I guess some problems I shouldn't even said it here because isn't very nice to blog it here...
And seriously I'm having a very bad flu which leads to nose bleeding... *Sigh* I will bear the pains by myself... I'm feeling rather alone... :( How sad it is when you are feeling real sick and down, and there's no one I can really turn to at this hour... I'm blessed that Darling Jennifer did spare me some of her times to allow me to nags all my problems to her...
Apparently, I switch off my two cellphone as I didn't wanna get disturbed by sms/call... I'm simply not in the mood right now... I'm sorry if friends or mine ring/sms me but not reachable..
On a side note, I know I wasn't feeling pretty good in the mood but never the less I didn't chat with this acquaintance via Msn... I know that she isn't feeling alright too, I guess it gotta do with relationship problem again... I can only urge her to let go a bit when time is really up and fate has faded move on...
(I'm not revealing her name because I need to protect her identity, otherwise I'll be questioned by millions of her friends including her lover)
I know on another hand, she couldn't reach me because I have switch off my both cellphones... I'm sorry my dear girl...
What I can help you is to lend you my ears when you needed the most and most importantly after talking to me and I hope you will feel much better... And I hope that I've talk some sense to you and hope you'll take my advice...
I hoped after the really long conversation, I did talked some sense into her and that she would realized that the best thing for her now, if she really want to move on is to totally try to get the guy out of her life...The first step would most definitely be the toughest step to make, but I hope she would find the courage to take that first step towards better things and better men in her life! =)
Do you know that it hurts me when you cried over the phone because of him and it's really silly of you... I'm sorry to say that but I need you to wake up at this point of time...
On another note,the tricky part as in my opinion, I felt as though that the guy had been forever taking her presence in his life for granted, and she was constantly treated like a rag doll...She had to be there for him, but whenever she needed him, he was nowhere!
And it's been years whizzed by this acquaintance alone and it's also been years never her ways and always his ways... So I hope that this acquaintance will really wake up from her thinking too much and what-nots.. I know isn't easy to handle this kind of situation...
But is it worthwhile being with him?? As what I really feels he really has been taking you for granted..
No one wanted to be treated like a rag doll and my dear girl you don't deserve to be treated like this...
I hope she will really think through what is the best for her... Sometime not getting what you want is a great blessing...
Oh well...
Put the focus back on me right now...
Having a chat with Darling Jennifer via msn... Cos as I said before I wasn't feeling real good too... I seriously hate the PMS moods... *Sigh*
What can I do at this moment is to keep myself busy...!!!
I know sometimes by thinking too much doesn't help to solve problems... Perhaps I really need a good pair of ears that can offer me the best opinions... Yea, I do have friends/darling who really give me the best opinions, they're the ones who has been with through my ups and downs..
Depsite of them being busy with work or with school stuff, they never fail to ring me up and listen to what I have to say...
The different note was I really felt really wistful I guess moods tends to change like the weather forecast... As one of my bestie doctor tell me, moving on and pursue your dreams is more realistic... I guess that this bestie doctor knows what's TinGz want in her life... And I must thank this bestie doctor for being the nicest doctor to me... Indeed this bestie doctor is real busy with work and what-nots, however, tis bestie doctor never fails to cheer me up and bring me back to earth after telling me what should I do...
I admit sometimes those thinking too much feelings isn't nice at all, but I can't help it... :( The starting of those thinking illusion and the ending of the illusion feeling has been knock me down!!!
In a weird/morbid way, things has never turn out to be the way it should be and I guess ending always has the writing saying to allow myself to live again tomorrow with beautiful moments... *Wry smiles*
I was trying to look nonchalant at times...
I felt befuddled by all those sucky problems..
Sometimes my emotional feelings has bribe me...
=(
I couldn't hide things to myself, so I'll share with my bestie friends and I'm glad they always ready for me... *Hearts*
Initially, I did switch off my cellphone for almost half an afternoon... I know friends or mine will text/call me up... After which, my house rang and my lil' brother told me is my darling who rang me...
Oh well...
There's a purpose of me switching of my cellphones because I'm feeling real down and all I felt that I'm all alone... So I decide to calm myself down by switching off my cellphones... I'm missing in action!! *Laughs*
The feeling of missing in action Aka MIA was alright to me because I really need my "own time"...
During this wistful moments, TinGz is feeling rather restless and wistful and all it got to do with "mood swing"...
*Laughs*
I have no idea why today I felt very lonely... =( It really tears me down just now in the afternoon... Yea, I did text my darling... And I guess I'm feeling better... Apparently, darling text and call me up I didn't reply as I switch my phone to silent mode... Because I'm really feeling very down, so I went to silent my cellphone... In no time, darling rang my house and my lil' brother pick up... I knew that it must be darling who have rang my house, after a few minutes my lil' bro walk into my room and told me to msg my boy when I wake up... Darling sorry to make you worry...
In spite of feeling not very good today, however I need to drag myself for lecture during this evening and yea I gotta an MC and I'm not going to pon ten my lecture... I will be either going for awhile and during the break I will head back home... Either way you look at it...!! *Laughs*
I felt really very sucky recently... Feeling rather emotional this few days too... I really can't help it as my mood is always up and down just like the weather... *Laughs* It's really hibernating...
TinGz is having a very terrible headache that is making her suffer like hell... I admit, I doesn't have an good sleeps last night...!! *Snore snore snore* Sitting down here blogging this my tears roll down from my eyes... *Sobs*
Hopefully that I won't doze off during this evening lecture... {self-denial}*Laughs* Let's hope that I am going to pay my fullest attention to what the lecture have to say and what-nots... And oh NO... My project hasn't done yet and hopefully I won't get arrow by the lecture... *Laughs*
TinGz needs to find a way to relieve stress loads... :{
I'm officially on a totally different note today onwards, it's officiallynew semester and I need to get back to school this evening...
It's also once again Monday Blues, has come an attack me... *Laughs* Isn't very good to have Monday Blues at this moment, because my mood is really ups and downs and it have seen lasted for many uncountable days... *Sigh*
Hopefully that later when I'm having lecture I won't be dreaming around or just doze off... Either way you look at it...! *Laughs* I have no idea what does my mind and soul are thinking, I guess is my six sense who is making me feeling real wistful and uneasy... At this "down moments" I felt real helpless and it's leading me to a world of "worrying too much"...*Sigh*
Well, I guess I should get to go bed and by sleeping really end all thoughts... That's the best medicines...
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♥ NIKE Water Bottle
♥ Sony Ericsson C903
♥ Sony Ericsson K770i.
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♥ White Killer Spec.
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