I'm pleased to say that all down, ZERO to go...I am officially on an long holiday...! And officially unemployed... *Laughs*


Am finally graduated from MIS!!


Today is a day that I bid all my lovely classmates good bye and a waving a big wave to MIS! *heaps of smilely*


To my classmates of Intake 66th:


Guys/Girls,


Thank you so much for always being here with me walking through our most difficult moments during our tedious lecture and never fail to crap some jokes during the break time. Those people who crack jokes when Im real down, just to cheer me up, they are Rowena, Fadilah, Priscilla Daniel, Mark thanks mates!! Never the less to Joanna,XinYi, Jess and Joanne, I ought to know that we only get to know each other during this semester as last semester we didnt click much. Im gald that I have made friends with you all. Thanks for all those toilet trips and always accompany me eating during lecture time... *Heehee*


I've made a wonderful time with you all people from the 66th intake! Especially the sistership with my dearest Rowena Jie Jie, she never fail to be with me whenever Im down. Jie Jie, Thank you for always giving your xiaomei love that last and care that last. Im blessed to have you as my Jie Jie, I hope that our sistership won't change uhh... Jie Jie I love you many=)


Back to the point...


Finally Im on a totally different note, that's more slacking session at home and more resting moments and hopefully I get a job fast uhh...


(While I do have an interview on hold with singtel)


Am pleased that this course has finally called it off an full stop for me and now Im embarking on a different journey in life that's the working life. I've learn a lot during this few months of schooling, well everything has ended and now what I can do is to walk towards my dreams and fulfill them! =)


Apparently, walking this journey I must thank a lot of people who has help me in one way or another. Especially during my most wistful moments, dearies friends never fail to pick me up and lead me on. They has taught me what's pros and cons in schooling, and I've decide on which bridges to cross and what-nots. They always be ready for me, giving me the most honest opinion and never fail in bringing me back to earth. Most credits are credited to the following dearies: DarLiNg Jennifer, Bestie Jie AKA Evelyn, Yanx AKA Dr Janice, Eric! (Sorry friends if I missed your name out, you should know who you are) I LOVE YOU ALL!


Truth enough to say, they has been watching me since Im a young girl especially bestie Eric, he has taught me much in life and has giving me loads of advices on which bridges to cross! Well, my very long friendship with DarLiNg Jennifer, she has been the one who seen me when Im a primary one kid till now an 18th years old teen. I remembered those schooling session with her and many stories we shared between us. As for bestie Jie AKA Evelyn, I knew since I've work in Starhub, I guess we have much in common uhh... She never fail to be a best jie to me, she always telling facts and flooding me with loads of advices when Im lost. Lastly, my lovely dr Janice, I knew her since econs ago and from there we have been good friends and turning into the doctor and patient relationship. Why do I say so? Because she always be ready listening to me and often bringing me back to earth. No matter how busy is she, she would always drop by with and comment in friendster or a chat over MSN! *They are my great friends in my life*


Thanks for always being there, either in person or a sms/phone call/email/MSN away! They have always been there through my ups and downs, and we've had our fair share of arguments and silly spats... They will always been my confidant, my pillar of support and my tissue giver whenever I cry over stuff...


=) Many loves!!



They might not know this but they will always have a very very important place in my heart! Cheers to many more years of friendship to come by! =)



I guess, without all these people Im not able to have walk this far and complete this journey! I've learnt to be a girl who is less wary and emotionally barren at times=)


Exams are over and Im finally able to enjoy the days ahead of me!!

*Woots*



Im feeling very very exhausted by today! I reckons for more sleeping session!! Yayy...!!



T_T



Cheerios

:)

Labels: School

It officially two down and one more to go and that's when freedom beckons...

*Hooray*

This afternoon was having "Fundamental of marketing" exam, and I kid you not my braincell didnt work well during the exam time. I have totally forget what I've studied, as my braincell went totally blank when I enter the room. *Sigh*

Well, it over already and I know that I should focus more on this coming Thursday paper. What's done is done cannot be undone! *Wry smiles*

=)


Im feeling very dreadful exhausted by this moment! And Im only having 2 hours of sleep today... Lack of sleep T_T!

-_-


*Snore snore snore*


Braincells are dead...


There's too much to say but Im struck!!


I promise to update soon....!

=)


*TinGz off to bed*

Labels: Exams, School

It's officially the "exams fever hits the boiling extreme" or I should name it " the freedom route towards exams"...


You decide alright! *Laughs*


Yea its less then 24 more hours to the officially end-year exams and after which Im will be on a a different note. And I can't wait for freedom beckons. *Laughs*


Am currently feeling the strong feeling of dreadful and stressful moments, however Im pleased to say that it will be ending real soon uhh. I just need to endure for another one more week. =)


On the sidenote, last few nights I've been reading up all those format for "business communication" examination. And I kid you not, it's really hibernating and tedious/anguish, I couldn't resist myself for pausing for a break as Im real exhausted having seeing those very wordy and mountain-ful of formats make me somehow feel woozy. I do still have a few more chapters to read up before going for tomorrow's exams. And hopefully it will sink into my brain as my braincells was malfunctioning this few nights. *Laughs*


During that nights of riding to my books it anticipated with dread, fear, stress, and lack of confidence; But the outcome of it, was, surprisingly better than I had feared; for I had feared for, and expected the worst... In that sense of "failing" my exams, however I guess I've put in much effort in revising and doing those necessary practices and what-nots... =)


To admit, I hasnt been paying much attention for this particular module "business communication", so I always feared that I might not do well, however I have done what I can is to read up and do more practices. I kid you not, isnt easy to remember all those writing formats, its has hips cups everywhere=(


I do have an alternatives however it will only work if only I have no choice but to choose those questions Im more confident with. Hopefully I wont end up writing rubbish on my script. {Self-denial, obviously} I might just fill in those inappropriate formats if I really have no idea which format to use. *SiGh*

In the mist of sitting in the examination hall, I shall not waste much time on those trivializing and analyzing the formats because times is precious during exams moments. *Wry smiles*

Just need to be tactful,diplomatic, keep it simple and short, so that the marker wont feel woozy marking my scripts. *opps this is advice by my lecturer* I give credits to her! And aviod irrelevant information that shouldnt be placing in the format. *opps I sound profound uhh, but Im not an A student lahx*


Alright enough of the "exams fever"!!


Back to books...!!


Well, I promise to update soon, if only time permits as its the "exams fever"!


*Woots*


*Wish ME luck*

Labels: Exams, School

It's kinda horrfying when I woke up from my sleeps, it's due to an horrfying nightmare I had in the early morning... *Cires*


(opps well, I shall not reveal it here, as I dont wish to scare other here who will be reading my site...) *Wry smiles*


Its kinda early for me to wake up at this hour uhh... Because Im not an earthly person, am rather an wee hours person, the night owl... Im highly nocturnal!!! *Laughs*


I kid you not!! Am finally studying and reading my very super duper thick "business communication" textbook and study guide... I was half way through reading as there isnt a need for mugging down of notes or whatsoever...!! It's just more writing format and what-nots... Seriously while I was reading it I almost fall asleep as this particular module is kinda "dry" in terms of kinda bored...!! Either way you look at it...!! *Laughs*


I admit, Im feeling kinda sleepy still but yet I refused to go to bed because there's things to be done before I start to date my books again uhh... *Sly smiles*


Apparently, last night I had received an sms-es from my bestie Jie AKA Evelyn... She was having some relationship problems... So me being me, pasued for awhile and ask her what happen and what-nots... I guess she really felt hurt by what her boyfriend does to her, and I truly understand how she's feeling during that moment...


And she told me...


For the couple of months, it had always been his way, his choice, and never hers. She was never ever a priority. I guess bestie Jie AKA Evelyn has always be there for him whenever he calls or whatsoever... Well, I only know that he should has taking her presence for granted and treating her like a rag doll... Which really upset if anyone of you treat your partner this way...


Is it very difficult to text your partner to let him/her know that you have woke up from your sleeps?? On the sidenote, she's was worried what had happen to her bf and yet he has woken up from the sleeps and went to Facebook etc... I truly do understand this kind of feelings... So I can only urge bestie Jie AKA Evelyn dont to take things to hardly, because there's pros and cons being in a relationship... I know she was crying badly, but during that moment I really dont know what could I say to her but I did merely talk some sense into her and hope she'll heed my advice and look forward...


I admit, Im not a profound person in relationship, but I have tasted the bitter side of relationship a couple years ago... Im contented with what I have now, as I do have an lovely boyfriend... And there's too much to beckons, really!!! :)


It's the lil' bits of surprises/action/care/love and what-nots that really counts!! *Hearts*


Let's wish bestie Jie AKA Evelyn all the best... *Woots*


There's too much to say BUT Im struck...


*Laughs*


Apparently, Im still feeling highly stress up... *Sigh* Sometimes I really wish that I could just burn my worries away so that I won't be too upset over couple of issues... =(


Well, I must concentrate on my exams that will be looming very soon and I must put in all my effort in it... {Self-denial,obviosuly}



*TinGz needs to have a good rest*

Labels: Nightmare, School

Im currently feeling highly stress up with all my mountain-ful of notes, study guides and what-nots to be covered...!! *Sigh*


And I announce this Friday 16 Nov is the very first paper... And that's no other then "Business communication"... I kid you not, I hasnt been studying for this particular subject... And there's too much format to be remembered and it's really very hibernating and tedious alright... The very thick textbook that I need to read up... *Wry Smiles*


During this very stressful moments, I really hope that there'll be nice friends and loves ones that will show concern to me... Am glad that Darling Jennifer made it here for me, and most credits are credited to her... *Hearts*


I kid you not, my dearies friends misses me so much that I woke up having 15 sms to read and reply... Heaps of sms-es coming in during the wees hours... =) I ought to know that Im kinda tired so I didnt reply to all immediately...


I manage to go to bed at about 4am which might explains to those night rides/night date of my books and what-nots... *Snore snore snore*


I drag myself outta bed at almost 1.30pm this afternoon to have my lunch and what-nots... After which my dearest mummy told me that my dearest god-mum was admitted to hospital, and Im going to visit her later in the evening with my oldest sister... I pray speedy recovery for my god-mum...


Apparently, I wasnt feeling kinda good mood today as Im kinda wary... Well, I might not be able to reveal this over here as I dont wish to be questioned by friends who drop by here...


Bits of story I have told Darling Jennifer, and Im glad that she bothered to paused for awhile during the wee hours to listen to all my worries... Well, being happy is virtue so I must learn not to take things to hardly... =


On the sidenote, I know that Darling Jennifer is feeling kinda wistful now as she text me a few minutes ago for some chats and what-nots... Well, I hope that she'll be happy in whatever she does... Darling Jennifer, remember Im always here with you, do give me a call if you really need to... =)


I ought to know that many of my friends are really busy with school/work, but they always manage to text/call me to have a chat with me... *Hearts* In the mist of their busy moments, they has always paused for awhile for me to let out my worries and what-nots... They made my life awesome...



在我最無奈的時候我都會有一些些的好朋友中在我生邊給我鼓勵。。。


因為有這些好友我不再寂寞了，和我最愛的一個人他在我生命是個很重要的一位人，他就是我的男朋友。。。


無奈的心情沒有人能體會。。。就讓時間真名一些吧。。。


人往往會在迷路的方向找回那個遠點。。。


就讓我找回屬於我的遠點吧。。。



笑一笑沒什麼過不了的。。。



哈哈。。。

Labels: School, Stress

My idyllic course has finally putting on a full stop after half a year...


And Im finding my way to SIM or PSB which will have pros and cons in it...


(But SIM would be TinGz first choice) *Pray that she get a place there*



And Im finally waving a Good-Bye to Markeing Institute Of Singapore with the slogan "The National Professional Body for Sales and Marketing Practitioners".!



Im officially on a totally different note from today onwards, as Im officially pre-graduated from my course and this week onwards will be self-study weeks and that means no more to and fro to school and those hibernating lectures and what-nots...



Im feeling kinda happy that the course I took is finally over and now I need to focus on the upcoming exams which will be looming very very soon... *Sigh* Im not still prepare...


On the sidenote, Im feeling kinda sleepy maybe the lack of sleep I have during the past few nights... Im highly-nocturnal...!! *Laughs*


Well, there are still many stuff to be done from today onwards like more mugging down of my mountain-ful of notes and study guides and what-nots to be covered... I guess I wont be able to have a good night sleep started from today onwards... *Sigh*


It's really boiling stress at this moment in time, I wished that there's someone who could be here for me and always bring me back to earth... Well, that someone Im refering to dearies friends and sweetheart... But I guess Darlinggg Jennifer is on the way to replied my sms-es... And I'll get her to keep me entertained later... *Laughs*


In the mist of the critical moment I wished somehow somewhere there's a shoulder I could lie on and give me more courage and what-nots... *opps sly smiles*


It seems that there's loads of my dearies friends out there who are real busy with work/school and what-nots, however Im happy that, they didnt forget all about me and in much time they did text/ring me up for a chat and what-nots.. *I miss all my dearies friends*


Im currently feeling damn it cold and it gotta do with the rainy weather which leads me to shivering and what-nots... *uhh I need a warm hug from sweetheart*


And...

So, as random boredom starts crawling into a person's bloodstream, that particular person becomes very bored... Well, in my case, it's due to the fact that I've been pretty much dateless!! (*Gasp*), so I have been spending much time at home...


I dunno about other people, but to me, spending time at home can be, in some ways, therapeutic! *LauGhs*


Why do I say so? Well, I get to spend quality time with Mummy dearest by going on morning a lovely local breakfast, and shopping!!! Grocery shopping! =P


And of course spend more quality time with my bed/telly/PC and of course my kitchen which is a place where mummy put all those food for me... As Im always alone at home during afternoon and till wee evening... That's when more sleeping time beckons, more MSN chat with friends.. *Hearts*


And of course, being dateless means spare time on your hands, so you would try to... Get the camwhoring uploaded soon...!!! And trying to find the recipe to cook some dishes... =) *Woots*



Im finally kinda free from lectures/tutorials, and that's when its time for me to do some texting/calling up to some of dearies friends... I've rang up Darlinggg Jennifer in a bit wee evening for so catch up and what-nots and I hope she is doing real good out there and it's since econs ago since we last met up... After which I rang up Evelyn in a wee bit, asking her how's she doing and what-nots...


And we started talking about BGR, and that's what I can tell Evelyn, try not to take thing to hardly and dont even let him treat you as a rag doll... Well, it's great hearing that you're having a nice boyfriend after all...


To admit, friends have been calling me to meet up and what-nots, but unfortunately, school days has officially ended however, I need to get going with the exams....So, apologies to my darlings...It isn't intentional that we dont get to meet up...! =I Babes, bear with me for another 3 more weeks and I'll ask you all out soon... *Heaps of happiness from all of you*







*TinGz off to telly*




*HeaRts*

Labels: School

It's just another usual day I used to have, but this day is a lil' bit of bitter/sour/sweet...

You decided alright??

I cant pin-point in what exactly that had happen recently...

Just more "arrowing" back e-mails and what-nots... And frankly speaking Im seriously damn it fed up over the e-mail shooting... =(

Im currently feeling very fed up over a couple of issues...

Those issues really makes me go lil' wary...

Im totally not in da mood to names those issues over here...

Im feeling kinda sentimental...

*Wry smiles*

On the sidenote, today is officially the LAST LECTURE of my school life and that's when exams beckons and after which is freedom...

I know, I cant wait for the looming of "Holidays"...

Well, counting down to another one more week to exams... And Im un-prepare uhh... Still lingering around...

Apparently, during my most "stress-ful moments", Im glad that dearies friends did text me... Especially Darlinggggg Jennifer she text me asking how am I doing and what-nots... I guess she's one of the bestie that will understand...

(I hope she reads my BLOG)

It's really been econs ago since I ever last met Darlinggg Jennifer.... Babe, I hope to meet you up soon... And Im free on this coming Wednesday... *Hint hint* Time permits to do some self-study together or gossiping session... Either way you look at it...!! *Laughs*

Well, Im still un-perpare for today's lecture as I havent get my books ready yet and iron my clothing's.. *Opps Im kinda lazy*


Im currently feeling very lonely, as Im all alone left at home... :( Im a sad girlie...

*Sobs*

TinGz off to get herself prepare for school...!!

Labels: School

Oh well...

Im back from tedious lecture and Im glad that this particular module has call it off a end... And I know, it's time for me to get focus on my upcoming exams that will be looming very very soon... =(


On the sidenote, Im feeling bloody piss off by one of the member from my group... F**K give me so much problem and now what the four of us need to do was to write an e-mail to the school... Im currently feeling bloody sick and what-nots...

*Wry smiles*

What do I have to say when the project has already been due today, what's the point of writing the e-mail to school?? Hey to that idiot, don't make your problem, my problem...


Hope that there's no arrows shooting back to me when I send out the e-mail and Im thinking real hard what to write... Im feeling very fuck up now... No one really understand how am I feeling, I just needed someone who could lend me the ears to nag, however Im glad that Evelyn did make it there for me... =)


Apparently, I really have enough of problems and what-nots, why cant people give me peace... I really need a getaway...


Im simply very tired and stress out of all problems... I wash my hands off from it... I should have just those hack care feelings cant be bothered... *Sigh*






范玮琪 - 不能跟情人说的话


有时候对一个人 那么用心
却还是搞不清楚 他的逻辑

谈恋爱 谁没演过一点戏
装没事 装忘记 装小心翼翼

有时候和一个人 那么亲密
却还是忍不住想保护自己
谁恋爱 不曾藏一点秘密
留防备 留回忆 留心情

谢谢你总是陪我分享
不能跟情人说的话
我反反复复 你也从不笑我
老是骂他 却又离不开他


谢谢你总是替我收藏
不想跟情人说的话
我胡思乱想 你一直握着我手
让我释放 然后慢慢宽广

有时候和一个人 那么亲密
却还是忍不住想保护自己

谁恋爱 不曾藏一点秘密
留防备 留回忆 留心情


谢谢你总是陪我分享
不能跟情人说的话
我反反复复 你也从不笑我
老是骂他 却又离不开他


谢谢你总是替我收藏
不想跟情人说的话
我胡思乱想 你一直握着我手
让我释放 然后慢慢宽广


别人都说我很坚强
只有你劝我别逞强
爱是漂亮却不完美的天堂
旧了总有需要修补的地方


谢谢你总是陪我分享
不能跟情人说的话
我反反复复 你也从不笑我
老是骂他 却又离不开他


谢谢你总是替我收藏
不想跟情人说的话
我胡思乱想 你一直握着我手
让我释放 然后慢慢宽广




This song has been running through my mind and I dedicate this songs to all my dearies friends... Thank you for those that has seen me through my ups and downs and always bring me back to earth. =)


*Hearts*

Labels: School

Im simply feeling very tired over loads of stuff/problems...

*Sigh*


On the sidenote, I have gotten my result for the supplementary paper that I took few weeks back, however, in a mock horror I didn't make it again, and I need to re-module, but Im not going to re-module, because I totally don't have the interest in maths... =( I like it or not, I still need to face the music.


For some weird/morbid way, Im contented that Mummy and Da Jie didn't force me to re-module, they ought to know that Im not smart in maths... I give credits to them!! Especially my dearest da jie, she console me over the phone last night when I received the mail. I know that my da jie wants me to be happy in whatever I do and Im glad that she really understand me loads. *She's mine best da jie*



Apparently, Im feeling a lil' unwell, and I have went to see a doctor...=( Now, I'm feeling yet again so drowsy and sick! (My medication's kicking in!) *Hurhur*


I guess more sleeps for me... Let's sleep through out the whole day...



*TinGz needs more sleeps*

Labels: School, Sick

Well...

It's officially another Monday Blues I use to have just like any other Mondays... *Sigh*

Im feeling kinda woozy and sick...

Seriously having a bad headache that cause me to have sleepless nights... *hurhur*

Indeed, I went to see a doctor and told the doctor about my sickness...

And she advice me not to worry and think too much I should relax more...

*Sly smiles*

I ought to know that I have gotten an MC for the day, however I need to go back to school as today is the last tutorials for Fundamentals of Marketing...

Note:Dont feel like going but no choice but to drag myself there and let's hope I wont fall asleep... {self-denial, obviously} *Wry smiles*

I just feel like sleeping, and sleeping could end all thoughts, however I kept waking up in the middle of the wee night... And the uncountable of calls I've rang my darling... *opps, I didnt mean it*

Alright, that's all for today, need to get prepare for school... (very un-willing)

*TinGz needs more sleeps*

*Hearts*

Labels: School, Sick

It's finally another weekends...

But this weekends Im totally on a different note, as I have much time for "TinGz alone moments" and what-nots...


*Hurhur*


Im feeling kinda sleepy already, I guess I should go for a short nap after this...!! *Snore snore snore*


I'll be staying at home for this weekends to study for my upcoming exams and continue the mugging down of my mountain-ful of notes and what-nots to be covered... =I


Admist, I do still have some things to be done this weekends, like packing my room and what-nots...!! To keep me occupied =) *Woots*


After so much of hip cups happen here and there, I shall finally put down the big stone that I've and move on from today... The Big stone that Im referring too is PROJECTS... *Wry smiles*


I reckons that lectures will questioned me why I didn't hand in the project which might to be explain to group dispute... *Cries* I beckons that Im going to have a BIG EGG for my fundamental of marketing projects... But who cares right?? It's only a 15 marks and I really see no point now by doing last minute work...


I ought to know that Im not feeling very happy about the project but however its just another 2weeks and after that I no need to see those faces I hate...!! *Sorry*


What its now, it's already consequent... So face the fact and never sigh about it again... =)


*Sly smiles*


Gradually, Im lucky that Im the project leader for"consumer behavior" module so that I can have a say uhh... Either way you look at it...! *Laughs*


Come to and end for projects...


Stay focus for the upcoming exams...

And..


After that...


Freedom beckons... =)


*Woots*


*TinGz wants to be happy everyday*


*HeaRts*

Labels: School, Weekends

TinGz shall be nicer to herself and her lovely true friends around her from now on!

=)

*TinGz needed more pats on her shoulder*

*HeaRts*

Labels: School

What's new for today??


Just a slight changes...


Well...


It's just the change of my timing...


It use to be like any other usual day...


It's lecture/tutorial day...


And counting down to end of school life...


*opps I cant wait...!!*



Instead of going out from the house at 6pm usually...


Today might be a slight difference...


Will be meeting my Rowena Jie Jie early at about 5pm and that means...


I need to go outta house at 4pm...


There's a purpose why Im out so early...


It's once again another retail therapy session with my dearest Rowena jie jie=)


*Woots*


Wondering what will I get for myself later??



Yea, gotta get a pair of shoe from Image turn...



*Smiles*


Recently, has been feeling real stress out and really very tired by what really matters me loads... Well, let's look on the bright side of life and think positive... =)



Well, let's put all those worries far behind me, and look forward for the upcoming events...!!



On the sidenote, tomorrow will be the driving theory test...!!



Please wish me luck har..~~


^^

I shall end here, as time don't really permits to blog today... Time is kinda tight...


I promise to update soon...


=)



*HeaRts*

Labels: School

*Humpfz*


It's the boiling extreme running through the bloodstream...!!


While mugging for the projects that is going to be due very very soon, I decided to take a breather and to blog a lil', mainly because I am a lil' bored and highly stressed up over the mountain-ful of information, what-nots to be gathered...!! *Sigh*


Apparently, Im trying very hard to get those snippets of information gathered as soon as possible, and it's really hibernating... The life cycle doesn't seems to be going well for me, and there's too much of crocks ups happen here and there. Gradually, to have an "free rider" in the group isn't glam at all... WTF...


There's nothing much that I can do now, just do my part as a team mate to go whatsoover that can be done and get over with it and get focus on the upcoming examination that will be looming very very soon...!!



On the sidenote, Im feeling befuddle...


In the mist of blogging, Im also chatting with my dearest sister Evelyn, I know that she's feeling kinda sad over her boyfriend stuff and what-nots. I know that she couldn't help much with what had happen. But I want her to know that, guys sometimes also have their emotionally side, so let him be and try to be there for him whenever he need you...

I have therefore,read her blog, and I can see a change in my dearest sister Evelyn, I hope that you won't waste the effort that you have put in... And I can only say, there's pros and cons being in a relationship... *Wry smiles*


On the other hand, I think that sometimes is boyfriend duty to text/call up their girlfriend and don't let the girl to initate it first everytime... I truly understand how Jie is feeling, I can only urge her not to think so much... For there's other more important stuff for you to be done...


I hope after the long conversation via MSN, she'll feel better and focus on what's more important.. Do ring me up to update me... Look on the bright side of life gal...


Do you remember during my wistful moments, you told me not to think so much and what-nots and it's applies to you... =)



*Wry smiles*



Back to projects...!!

Labels: School

Im absolutely tired out/stress out from the activities and the happenings over the weekend... And Im please to announce that weekends are officially over... Aww...=)


On the sidenote, I'm feeling rather a lil' Monday blues... But I guess I gonna be alright soon... {self-denial, obviously}


Yea, and today is another lecture to attend and it officially the counting down of end of school life... But that's not a full stop yet, as examinations are looming very very soon... Hopefully this time round I'll put in my best effort and all my confidence in it...


I ought to know that, I'm highly stress out, however, time never really permits to stop wondering around and stop thinking about loads of stuff and what-nots...!! :{


During the most critical moments, I could only merely tell myself don't to be too tense up and try to look on the bright side of life... Yayy...


On the different note, journey in life never seems very smooth for me and there's heaps of hip cups happen here and there, and Im seriously very bothered by it. I guess it's time to really STOP my braincell from thinking... *Wry smiles*


It's a vicious cycle of rise and shine (Wished I could sleep more...It isn't morning yet {Self-denial, obviously}), mad rush for projects, more projects, mastering the fine art of "Acting Busy" and avoiding "arrows" (from skiving team mates whom I shall not name who wanna get the noobs to get the project done while they either SMS friends or do absolutely nothing much...!)


*Sigh*


Friends have been calling me to meet up and what-nots, but unfortunately, school days usually ends at 9-ish or 10-ish (If sh*t happens!)...So, apologies to my darlings...It isn't intentional that we dont get to meet up...! =I


Let's hope this week will be an good week for me and everyone out there...!!



*HeaRts*



*TinGz needs more luck*

Labels: School

While mugging for the upcoming and very very soon exams, I decided to take a breather and to blog a lil', mainly because I am a lil' bored and highly stressed up over the mountain-ful of notes, study guides and what-nots to cover! =(



Apparently, I have been "dating" my mountain-ful of notes,study guides and what-nots to be cover for the past few nights and add to the fact more "dating nights" come by...!! *Laughs*



I'm feeling kinda stress out and I seriously have no idea what the hell should I do right now at this moment... *Help please*


During this time I should be sleeping soundly on my bed and go into a pool of sweet dreams, however time constraint from me sleeping for long hours... *Sigh*


In the mist, of mugging down all those important notes and whatsoever, I wanted to ring up my darling, however I didn't because I do not wanna disturbed him while he is sleeping and it's really tedious having heaps hours of duties and what-nots...


Indeed, I am really busy with my school loads nowadays, so my apology to all my dearies friends who wanted to meet me up for some retail therapy session/kopi session/gossip session... Time constraint for me to do all these too... *Wry smiles*


I promise I'll meet up you all soon alright?? After my examinations are over and time permits me to meet you all... At this moment, I miss everyone... *Hearts*


However 2months from now I'm able to enjoy my Forever Young Birthday, I know is another 2month to go but it will reach soon... Anyway, it's on Christmas eve, I reckons that I'll have heaps of sms-es during my Forever Young Birthday... I ought to know I don't have any idea how to celebrate but there's no different between celebrating it anot...


*Sly smiles*


I guess it's time to top up my for my clothing's and footwear... And recently there isn't nice clothing's and footwear that catch my eyes... *Laughs* Hopefully there'll be a sales end of the year??? {Self-denial, obviously} *Laughs*But for those, I'd definitely need a sponsor...



*Laughs*



Back to Books...!!!




*TinGz needs more support and encouragement*

Labels: School

The weekend was finally here!


My apologies for not updating my blog soon, as promised, cos my Internet connection has been screwing up on me since early Friday night, and it just went literally crazy all through the weekend! :(


Im finally back online, and I hope there wouldn't be more craziness to the Internet connection, else I've to tear my hair out in bits and drabs! *Laughs*


Im still having problems with my connection to the Internet (Bloody Singnet!) and its getting to be a lil' tad more than irritating when I'm online via MSN and my friends keep saying Im popping in and out of MSN far too often! *Laughs* What's more, all the websites that I surf either takes donkey ages to load, or it never loads! =(


Add to that was the fact that my Internet connection at home is still pretty much cranky; you'd get the picture...! *Laughs*


Apparently, I wasn't feeling real good in da mood today as there's too much of stuff screwed-up here and there or I should say the inner side of my feelings is making those stupid feelings...
Either way you look at it...!! *Laughs*



On the side note, I will be leading a real busy life after tomorrow, and that's no other then my school stuff... Mugging downs all those snippet of information that I have gather from the webby or from group members, it's like hell alright... Hopefully all my projects will be done and somehow I'll hand it in to the admin side... {Self-denial, obviously}


For some weird/morbid reason or another, I noticed that my lectures are going to end soon in another two more weeks to come by... *Hooray* I know, I can't wait for it to end because Im getting quite upset over MIS teaching functions and what-nots and seriously having to read those mountain-ful of notes isn't pleasant at all...It's like hell... *Sigh*



While mugging for the upcoming and very very soon exams, I decided to take a breather and to blog a lil', mainly because I am a lil' bored and highly stressed up over the mountain-ful of notes, study guides and what-nots to cover! =(


That sound hibernating isn't??


You decide alright!!


For some werid/morbid reason or another, freedom will officially reckons after 5 Nov 2007 and that will be the very last day of lecture... And I can't wait for it to end...!!! *Laughs*




The different note that will be looming after 22 Nov 2007 are the working life that I must get use to it... And of course I will still pursue my educational certificate in order to be well-paid when I really enter the working environment...


There's too much to beckons I guess, all I needed was more encouragement and support and of course don't create any funny problems for me... *Wry smiles*



I am still trying to look nonchalant at times...



I felt befuddled by all those sucky problems...


Hopefully things will goes smooth for me once again and I need to find back the happy girl use to be when my feelings don't bribe me…


Lastly, I wanna thank all my dearies friends/love ones who have helped me in one way or another and I know there's too many names on mind and I can't literally type it down... You guys know who you are...


Being happy everyday is what I wanted... =)


*Hearts*


*Let wish ME luck*

Labels: Net, School

Apparently, either my body's immuned to paracetamol or that it's simply not working...


*DraTs*


Anyhows, so many things to talk about, but I don't know where to start...


*Laughs*



My brain cells are either death or my brain cell simply not functioning well at this night... Perhaps its gotta do with my flu!!!




On a sidenote, there's three projects on hand which I haven't done yet and its making very stress!! There's nothing much I can say on the projects because two of it are group projects and there's not even one member from those two projects suggested when to meet up to polish up those snippets of information... It's very hibernating!!


Likewise, the pair work project I'm kinda lucky as I'm totally on a different note, because isn't the same member from those two group projects!!! *Sly smiles* The pair work assignment is going to be due on this looming Wednesday, and I'll be meeting Priscilla on this coming weekends to get it done over with it...!! *Wry smiles*


=)


*TinGz is missing her darling*

Labels: School, Sick

TinGz isn't feeling very well at this point of time...


TinGz having a bad sore throat and blocked nose...


*Sigh*


It makes TinGz feeling very unwell...


*Sobs*


TinGz guess it time to visit the doctor...


*Laughs*



Maybe the doctor "miss me"...


Or


Maybe the doctor "miss earning my money"...



Either way you look at it...!!



*Laughs*


Oh well...

Let me share a lil' bit of stories on what happen during the wistful nights...


Yesterday was officially a school day for me and yet I know I went for the lecture and in the mist of the lecture I doze off.. The lecturer thought I fall asleep, and she come to know that I'm not feeling very well... I'm glad that the lecturer allows me to go home during the "break time"...


Well, while heading back home to the east there's many thoughts came by and during that moment I really felt as if I'm all alone... *Sigh* In the train my tears roll down from my cheek and I couldn't help it to control it.. Maybe there are some commuters looking and staring at me...


*Sobs*


After which I have alight at the stop I use to alight, and while I was walking out of the train station I was thinking should I take a walk home or take the feeder bus... In the end, I ended up taking a long walk home from interchange back to my house... While I was walking my mind and soul kept thinking about certain stuff and my tears roll off from my cheek again...


In the mist of walking back home, I rang up a very bestie friend of mine and I know I should only contact him/her during the day, as he/she is busy...!! I should not reveal his/her name to protect them!! I rang him/her up and after a few ringing he/she didn't pick up so I guess he/she must be still busy with work... After a few minutes, he/she replied my call and ask me what happen?? I told him/her if you're busy then it's alright.. And he/she keep insisting asking me what happen I told him/her that I'm feeling very wistful. He/she told me don't think so much. I say ok thank you... I'm glad that no matter how busy are all my friends that bother to stop for awhile and ask me am I alright... I guess this what friends are for... After all, they has been seeing me through my ups and downs..


Despite of being real "upset/wistful",there's friends who will just clown around and act all silly and goofy to make me smile... And giving me the most honest opinion whenever I needed...


=)


I thank them for who they are to me and never fail lending me a good pairs of ears when I needed it the most...



I guess all this setbacks will make me stronger and learn that life is always full of ups and downs and that's a part of growing process...



TinGz bedtime...!!



*snore snore snore*

Labels: School

Firstly, my bad for not updating this pink site of mine recently... My apologies...


I'm here to declare, I'll be officially on a very "busy note" starting for next week...!! It's really hibernating to have heaps of projects and lectures going on for weeks... =( I'm a sad girlie..


*Sigh*


To admit, I'm really Highly Stress up this few days, especially when I have gotten my results!
:( I'm just feeling too wistful and woozy... I really have no idea what should I do next?? I can only say that isn't nice mastering the fine art of "being real busy"... In the mist of being "busy", I really don't have enough time left for my own stuff... =( I'll be either busy, gathering those snippets of information for my reports or I'll be busy with my mountain-ful of notes.. Yea, that's also some "sleeping moments" during the day... As I'm un-earthly girlie..


Apparently, it's time to get myself ready for my supplementary paper, yea there's a few of nice friends telling me to re-sit for my exams... I have an long conversation with them, and I have heed their advices.. Yea, there's one more chance left for me and hopefully I won't like this chances slip away again!! I guess all I needed was a lil' bit more enlightenment and support from all my dearies friends...=)


There's too much to say about, but hopefully after this supplementary paper I'll finally make it... As what my lecturer told me, IMPOSSIBLE and it reads as I M POSSIBLE!! Well, one time failure doesn't mean I'll give up so easily!! I'll never be defeated, I guess all I need is to build in more self-confident... No one is prefect, everyone is learning to be a better person or to achieve what they want in their life...



Do continue to help me along my life journey...


*TiNgZ needs more self-confident*


*HeaRts*


=DD

Labels: School

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