Thursday, April 17, 2008
-Stresssssssssss
B-O-I-L-I-N-G S-T-R-E-S-S....It's really been the high tide of boiling stress...
I've never been so stress before at work, but once in a while Im stress and I'll be alright soon. However this stress that has been starting going on and off since the day I went back to StarHub. Truth to be told, I never feel so pressurized before at this job, perphaps the bosses I worked with in the previous StarHub was different, and he never stress his team before! :)
Yayy to that!!
The stress came from one of my colleague was starting barking like a boss to me, and mind you, he's not the boss alright either is he my supervisor. Because we both are in the rank in the company and he's talking/behaving like Im his team member which is not at all.
For no apparent reason, I've no idea why is he being such and idiot was keep barking nor stop because boss didn't even bark at me. And I kid you not, my boss is a nice person who never pressurized me or the team!
Amidst of being stress mastering the job and what-nots, I already feel like giving up or either I would stay long in this job. Either way you look at it! I feel no freedom already! :(
*Sigh*For now, I really regretted agree to go back and help out, I think Im just feeling very lazy already!
*Sigh*After slump of hips-cups happen here and there, I really wish I coudl faster walk out of this job as soon as possible. It's just like I drag myself to work when Im really not wanting to go for today work!
For the boredom, do canvassing all alone can sometime be quite boring and dangerous. But I better keep my fingers/toes crossed! Anyways, I've digressed...!
Wish me more luck then!
=)
Labels: Stress, Work
Carrie;eirrac: 4/17/2008 12:36:00 PM ♥
Friday, November 16, 2007
-Im Simply Stress Out and Tired!
It's officially
1down and two more to go...=(
Today's paper wasn't easy at all, and I kid you not I have written rubbish on my scripts as Im feeling very tired/sleepy/upset/stress... I know all this things shouldn't has place it together with my exams. But I couldn't help it, it just the tiredness that is lusting my feelings and what-nots.
On the sidenote, Im feeling quite upset over a certain issue which Im not able to reveal it here, as I dont wish to be questioned over here. =(
*Sigh*I totally agree with what I read over acquaintance blog. As she mention her last relationship with one of my bestie guy friend. Well, there's no wrong or right in a relationship. Im happy for this bestie guy friend as he is finally the free bird, and happliy attached with a lovely girlfriend of his. I simply salute this bestie guy friend, I admit, he has help me much in life be it relationship/eduactional/life journey and what-nots. This bestie guy friend would always be ready for there for me; to lent me his good pairs of ears and his most honest advices/opinions. And I kid you not, this friend of mine is an busy person, however, he never made an excuse for him to hear me out and indeed we have a very long friendship which is like more then 5years and counting.
*Smiles*Well, to be honest most of my dearies friends are really busy out there, however they never fail to be with me. Thanks to all my dearies friends who always bring me back to earth when I was really real upset and hearing my crys.
*I give credit to them all* At this point in time, Im feeling very upset and tired, I had always wished that there'll always be nice friends here with me and bestie Jie
AKA Evelyn has made her way here for me via MSN. =)
Once again thank you bestie Jie
AKA Evelyn for bringing me back to earth... =) Heaps of smilely from you!
Being real upset all alone isnt glam at all, it will merely makes a person feel more miserable and sad!
(Special credits goes out to all my treasured darLings who have made the effort to cheer me up and to be there for me despite their busy schedules! I *heaRt* all of you!)Labels: Stress
Carrie;eirrac: 11/16/2007 06:43:00 PM ♥
Monday, November 12, 2007
-Im Highly-Stress Up!!
Im currently feeling highly stress up with all my mountain-ful of notes, study guides and what-nots to be covered...!!
*Sigh*And I announce this Friday 16 Nov is the very first paper... And that's no other then
"Business communication"... I kid you not, I hasnt been studying for this particular subject... And there's too much format to be remembered and it's really very hibernating and tedious alright... The very thick textbook that I need to read up...
*Wry Smiles*During this very stressful moments, I really hope that there'll be nice friends and loves ones that will show concern to me... Am glad that Darling Jennifer made it here for me, and most credits are credited to her...
*Hearts*I kid you not, my dearies friends misses me so much that I woke up having 15 sms to read and reply... Heaps of sms-es coming in during the wees hours... =) I ought to know that Im kinda tired so I didnt reply to all immediately...
I manage to go to bed at about 4am which might explains to those night rides/night date of my books and what-nots...
*Snore snore snore*I drag myself outta bed at almost 1.30pm this afternoon to have my lunch and what-nots... After which my dearest mummy told me that my dearest god-mum was admitted to hospital, and Im going to visit her later in the evening with my oldest sister... I pray speedy recovery for my god-mum...
Apparently, I wasnt feeling kinda good mood today as Im kinda wary... Well, I might not be able to reveal this over here as I dont wish to be questioned by friends who drop by here...
Bits of story I have told Darling Jennifer, and Im glad that she bothered to paused for awhile during the wee hours to listen to all my worries... Well, being happy is virtue so I must learn not to take things to hardly... =
On the sidenote, I know that Darling Jennifer is feeling kinda wistful now as she text me a few minutes ago for some chats and what-nots... Well, I hope that she'll be happy in whatever she does... Darling Jennifer, remember Im always here with you, do give me a call if you really need to... =)
I ought to know that many of my friends are really busy with school/work, but they always manage to text/call me to have a chat with me...
*Hearts* In the mist of their busy moments, they has always paused for awhile for me to let out my worries and what-nots... They made my life awesome...
在我最無奈的時候我都會有一些些的好朋友中在我生邊給我鼓勵。。。
因為有這些好友我不再寂寞了，和我最愛的一個人他在我生命是個很重要的一位人，他就是我的男朋友。。。
無奈的心情沒有人能體會。。。就讓時間真名一些吧。。。
人往往會在迷路的方向找回那個遠點。。。
就讓我找回屬於我的遠點吧。。。
笑一笑沒什麼過不了的。。。
哈哈。。。
Labels: School, Stress
Carrie;eirrac: 11/12/2007 03:22:00 PM ♥
Friday, October 12, 2007
-Unsorted Feelings!!
The random ramblings
"unsorted feelings"...!!I guess it alll gotta do with my stress loads and what-nots...!!
=(
I'm a sad girlie:(
Well, at this point of view, I won't not blog my personal problems here as I wanna protect myself from questioned by people out there...
I guess hiding deep inside my heart is the best solution of all... I know I should share with my bestie friends and those who care for me, however I have chosen to kept it inside my heart all by myself and hopefully the
"unsorted feelings" will be alright soon...
Apparently, this few days I'm feeling kinda tired over my school stress loads and what-nots... I really hope that there'll be friends who will pick me up and guide me through my journey... I have use the whole entire night to think through and to keep myself from the crystal clear mind...
*Wry smiles*I know it's silly of me!! Thinking through about those problems I have or I should say those
"unsorted feelings" has lead me to nowhere!!! :{
I've learn to let go of what I need to so that I won't feel loaded... I guess endings always have the writing saying that each day god has given us is a gift, be it a bad/good, god wants me to learn something... No point being too encroaching towards loads of stuff which I can't change... So I rather let it be... If time is up, I'll look forward and never make the mistake again...
It's never nice to have those
"unsorted feelings"... I ought to know that by thinking too much doesn't solve any problems but yet this feelings has been here recently...
*Sigh*I'm simply feeling tired over life, BUT I won't do anything silly to hurt myself...
*Sly smiles*I guess that's too much to beckons, because no one is perfect....!!!
Make everyday a day that like you never cried before and make this day by putting on a smiley on the face!!!
*Smiles*In spite of, being real busy for the looming weeks I guess I don't have much time for myself, and it's a good thing... As I'm busy time won't permits to go moody!!!
*Laughs*Yea, will be going for this evening lecture and I kid you not, its gonna be a very boring want!!!
*Laughs* I guess half way through the lecture I'll make myself disappear... And find the way back to home!!!
*Home Sweet Home* *Woots*What I need now is to have more rest that really can stop my brain from functioning when I'm sleeping...
*Snore Snore Snore**Let wish ME Luck*Labels: Stress
Carrie;eirrac: 10/12/2007 12:47:00 PM ♥
