After all that had happened recently...


It should have been; but never will it arrive...


The day which you choose to leave silently...


Shutting this door was never easy, for you once lead me on or even twice of it, you still choose to ignore and let everything be over just like letting off a balloon...


Would you be here to tell me "don't worry" every is getting fine...


Would you merely choose to tell me "call you later", but never will it happen again...


It's the night that I was lying on my bed and let the tears flows down again...


Would you be here to tell me " don't cry because its over", or you merely choose to take my presence for granted...


You no longer leave a smile on my face at the end of the day, instead bringing me to a night which I feel so random and thinking of you at that very moment, hurts me loads...


I admit there are times when I do think about him, but I really do hope that with the new year, I'd be stronger than I am now... The song reminds me not just of him, but of how I cannot seem to be able to shake off that tingling feeling of just wanting closure in some form... But, like what Leona Lewis sang, I really hope that I'd be "Better in Time"... ...



Since there's no more you and me,
It's time I let you go
So I can be free...
And live my life how it should be,
No matter how hard it is,
I'll be fine without you... ...
Yes I will!



Maybe seeing you being happy that's all I want for you...



Pretending to be strong when I was over the Msn with you wasn't easy at all...



Holding back the tears, fighting with the tears flowing down makes me feel real upset when I know everything is ended...



Like what I've always tell you, "what matters is just being happy"!



I do hope to usher in the new year with a better TinGz I use to be...



2008 is coming to a close.... ....



What a year!!



For that the learning journey is always a bittersweet rhythm...



And it's 33 more days to my Birthday...



*Hint Hint*



I promise to come up with my wish-list soon...




Watch this out!!



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