Saturday, November 29, 2008
-Lil' Updates
Well, I know, I've been wayy too busy uhh...
*Laughs*On the side note, this week alone is really like hell to me, I've been trying very hard to get this guy outta my mind...
I admit, it's been days without an good night sleep, I've cried into my sleep, lying on the bed listen to those random song and think of a few issues on hand... Which might well explain to the lack of sleep and therefore, I've since then drag myself up every morning to work!
Sitting in front of my desktop, trying very hard not to let my mind think of those sad issue, trying very hard to be strong over my workstation, trying very hard to get my things done and go home! Apparently, work load is getting heavier which might explains to those OT hours come close to 7.30pm... For I know that, keeping myself busy was merely an ignorance to those problems which I'm face...
Thinking through every night... I've choose to forget but my heart is holding on the stone which I haven't been buried down and look forward to the coming days... Been really down to earth, but there's always friends who offer me a ear or even sms-es away! Many thanks! Like for bestie Jennifer, who has been really been there ready to listen to me when I was at my workstation...
Colleagues and boss know that I'm in the blue that they didn't come to provoke me but I seriously thank them for the calls/sms-es away a few table distance away... :) To admit, I'm stress out by work load and over job issue which I might leave the job to get myself a better income job...
Never the less, this week alone I've been going out after working hours with colleagues to dinner and movie which really makes me feel better by now... I guess, there's always a time for things to settle down... Like what I've to this someone over the sms-es last night, thanks for listening to me uhh... Wonderful colleague of mine! :)
Well, the month is coming to the end...
Hopefully everything will be fine soon...
And obviously, I promise to come up with my birthday-wish-list too...
Have yourself a great weekends ahead...
=)
To be or not to be is a question....Labels: Life, Work
Carrie;eirrac: 11/29/2008 06:50:00 PM ♥
