I admit, I haven't been getting my sleeps for the last 24 hours...

It's the mood that is fooling me still...

Those random song reminds me of that idiot!! (Only Jennifer know who am I referring too)

It's the nights when tears still roll down lying on bed texting only good friend of mine... Unknowingly, that good friend of mine do have relationship problems too... But never the less, for the advice and comfortable from this random friend...



In the midst of texting the random friend, I gave Bestie Jennifer a msg... I'm glad she text me over the issue, she's always ready to hear me... I guess everyone has their own stories of life... Is the matter of time and do I still wanna pick myself up from where I fall..


Sharing the bits and pieces with the random friend somehow, somewhere along the lines, I feel I'm more fortunate then the random friend... Well, the random friend has been with me through the nights and making sure I'm alright before the random friend went to bed... Lying on my bed, listening to those songs play at my mp3, trying very hard not to weep so much... Trying to plaster the smile in front of everyone else, so much for being fake...



Along the lines, I almost suffocated and wanted to give up in whatever I have in life... But there's always a person whom I love told me to be strong and be brave... That's no other then my late paternal granny... She was the voice inside me to keep me going, hoping I'm fine here and praying hard that I'm happy in life...



Apparently, not easy to let go of someone whom really have struck in your mind... Feelings may fade... The bitter sweet journey which I've taste it in many ways, hopefully it make me wiser and happier in times to come or what may come!



I can't wait for the arrival for my 20 years of life...



19 years of life is really what I've learn so hard in life...
But many thanks to all my dearies friends for being here with me stay up all late to text me and bring me back to earth...
I don't bear to let this chapter close...



Moving on this time around is so tough... But I know I'd have to slowly move on... ...


But I've too I guess, Mr A. Tan, if you are reading this, I wish you well, no hard feelings towards you... If you are happy so do I...



It's another 25 more days to my Forever Young Birthday...



I promise to come up with my birthday wish-list soon...



Have a great week ahead...




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