Monday, December 10, 2007
-A Penny Of Thoughts...
It's been two days every since I last blog uhh...
And I guess those people who come by to read my blog didnt get any hot and crispy news...
*Woots*Im back to updates some stories here. =)
Apparently, I've been feeling the blues for quite sometimes, and Im really vexed with all those problems. All I could say is, I've learnt to see further one step in life. Being happy is all I want. :)
Yayy, yesterday I went tampines mall singtel to re-con my mobile service and finally my dad brought me the mobile phone that I wanted, and that is no other then Sony Ericsson K770i. Im contented with it. I've fall in love with my K770i. =)
*Hearts*
Life is so amazing in such a way that there would be times when you're kind of looking for something and that you'd think you know you're correct about something, yet subconsciously, your mind tells you the polar opposite...Perhaps its a hunch, or the intuitive sixth sense, or instinct, I cannot pin-point the exact word to describe it; Yet sometimes, your gut feeling tells you that you're correct, yet sometimes, it might just be that one is thinking too much of stuff...
I cannot help it that I am a natural pessimist that sees the glass as being half full, and that I am a natural worrier... Or maybe its got to do with the fact that I always try my best, be it for friends, or for issues in life, so much so when it all falls apart, I get disappointed and I try to protect myself even more, for I am fearful of getting hurt once more.
But with each setback I have experienced, the experiences have made me much stronger than I have never imagined possible.
Likewise, in this case, I have made decisions, and with each passing day I know that it's been a long road discovering things about myself and of other issues that really matter to me.
It has been an eye-opener, for I really have no absolute idea where I found the intrinsic strength to bounce back into the game of Life, and even helped out my dearest friends who are going through relationship problems recently.
I guess the setbacks that I have experienced along the way have made me become stronger, and more aware of issues around me.
Of course there are the lovely friends whose talks and chats with me made so much sense and that they have indirectly helped answered the questions that I probably had all along, but didn't seem to have the correct answers, or that I was just simply afraid of knowing the truth and answers, cos I knew I was instinctively correct... Their encouragements and advices did contribute to me becoming stronger... I am just surprised at how quickly I have adapted and stood up to the challenges that were waiting for me...! =)
Like in this rainy season, where when the rain and stormy weather clears, there would be clear blue skies ahead! And I now am beginning to see that clear blue skies, and even the rainbow ahead of me! =) Granted that there would be times when there might be rainy and stormy skies again, but come what may, I hope that I can make it through each shower there is and become a much stronger, better and happier person! =)
Im no longer the silly/foolish/stupid Tingz I use to be... Now Im a firm and direct Tingz... =) Never will I hide myself inside my lil' hole... Hahs!
Note: It's 15 more days to my forever young birthday!=DLabels: Life, Sentimental
Carrie;eirrac: 12/10/2007 01:21:00 PM ♥
