Wednesday, January 2, 2008
-Feeling Cold~~ *SiGh*
TinGz is feeling cold, but my heart is feeling colder...
*SiGh* (I guess, it's gonna be the month again)
*Laughs*TinGz is feeling wistful over truckloads of stuff; be it- my own problems and Bestie Jie's problems.
*SiGh* I could only keep sigh-ing inside my inner weakest.
Apparently, I've been napping for the past few days in 2008! Hahs! Because
"sleeping end really ends all thoughts"...
*Snore snore snore**Insert a paused for forty minutes**Laughs*Alrighty, Im back after talking to Bestie Jie over the phone for forty minutes. And we are having a heart-to-heart talk over guys!! Hahs! It sound like as if we are gossip uhh, but hey, we are not!!
Reason being- Bestie Jie was in a dilemma in her relationship and what-nots!! And Im glad that during the forty minutes of conversation her bf started to sms her after two days of quarrel.
I hope that she is feeling better now.
*Smiles*I ought to know, Im also feeling no good too. I wouldn't wanna share it here because I don't wish to be questioned by people who drop by my bloggie.
For I've mentioned that Im feeling really very cold but my heart was feeling much colder. There isn't a need of guessing, because nothing involves the part that my heart was feeling cold.
Reason being- It gotta do with the month again!!
*Humpfz* Or maybe I gonna fall sick soon, because younger brother was down with sore throat and what-nots. I pray that the "virus" will not come to me!
*Laughs*Im feeling really very lonely...
*Wry smiles*Why do I say so??
I kid you not! There's only two person in da huge house, and that is no other then myself and lil' brother. And brother is kinda busy playing with his psp so he didn't keep me entertain ever since Mummy dearest brought him the psp. Hahs!
*SiGh*Therefore I could only keep myself entertain by hopping online doing some blogging which Im do at the moment, listen to songs... Its bloody bored!!
No worries, I might as well ring up Darling Jennifer for a chat in a wee later. Thus, girls always tends to have loads of stuff to talk with their girlfriends! I totally agree!!
*Heehee*In the mist of mastering the fine arts of
"very free", I also do keep myself occupied with cleaning up of da house and what-nots!!
Alright, Im feeling kinda lost in what to write...
On a side note, Happy Birthday Lao Pa Ray!! =)
Stay tuned!!! :)
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Carrie;eirrac: 1/02/2008 04:24:00 PM ♥
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
-An Sms Beeps At Almost 4-ish In The Morning!
"There's a time for everything, even the smallest experiences.When they're not ready for them, things simply fall apart no matter how hard they try to patch things up..."(The above notes is subjected to Bestie Jie AKA Evelyn)When an sms beeps at almost 4-ish in the earthly morning, I couldn't resist myself from waking up of my sleeps to replied this sms that I received. Indeed the sms was send by Bestie Jie
AKA Evelyn, which something not very glam that has been happening to her recently.
At the point, bestie Jie
AKA Evelyn has text me on the issues with her relationship, which I cant reveal much here as I needed to protect her from being questioned.
*Wry Smiles*That phone call was anticipated with dread, fear, and disappointment; But the outcome of it, was, surprisingly better than she had feared; for she had feared for, and expected the worst.
After that phone call, it became clear to her that her boyfriend was feeling sick and that's why he didnt replied any of her calls/sms-es. I guess during that moment of his absence, bestie Jie
AKA Evelyn was feeling very worried about what had happen to him which leads him to the
"MIA" moments. Why cant he just replied an sms saying that Im sleeping, call you later, at least bestie Jie
AKA Evelyn wont be worrying all the way.
*Sigh*Apparently to see that happiness has found them again I feel rather happy for bestie Jie
AKA Evelyn because her first two relationship wasnt moving well. And Im glad that she has moved on after pausing awhile wondering what she needs to do. For her three relationship, I've share much of her stories and seeing her going through the most difficult times. She have leave the past behind and smile towards more treasures that the future may hold for her.
*Sly smiles*Truth to be said I'm not an profound person in relationship, however I did share my most bitterness relationship with her. Am glad that now I do have an lovely boyfriend who will keep me smiling. ^^ My past few relationship wasnt working pretty well, as there are too much of hip cups happen here and there. And I really learnt to move on, friends always says that another door opens after one is closed.
For some weird/morbid reasons, I truly understand how bestie Jie
AKA Evelyn is feeling, however by thinking too much doesnt solve the problems. All I can urge her is to look further one step in life. And relationship is sometimes an give and take situation, why make your life so miserable when he dont appreciate what you have done thus far.
In a nutshell, I hope that my sms-es replied will made you feel liberating and comforting; It warms your heart to know that you've got friends that are rallying around you as well, and that you are tired, but definitely sounding happier...! =)
She's always thought that it would be good if they had a reserve of internal strength because a relationship subjects a person to vulnerabilities and uncertainties, and admittingly, they often are confronted with the conflict of trying to compromise and also to make a definite stand on certain issues. Many times, she was faced with problems and issues that left her exasperated, without any clue of a solution. They had their share of differences, and she thought it was complementary that such differences existed, like how people always say that
opposites attract, but sometimes, she just couldn't understand him, nor he her.
My beautiful thoughts...That's why, it always stirs my soul whenever I see an elderly couple hand-in-hand along the beach with a serene smile - Their silence shows their togetherness and ease with each other. I'd always look at that scene with a smile on my face, hoping that I'd be like one of them in the future... Having to hold someone's wrinkly old hand through life and it's journeys, and laughing when his dentures falls out of place, and reminiscing about the times when he had a complete set of teeth, and how I would, without fail, wake him up with a smile on my face after squeezing the toothpaste on his toothbrush, and preparing his breakfast...
Those whimsical pictures in my mind... =)
On the sidenote, Im feeling kinda upset over what had happen to bestie Jie
AKA Evelyn. I hope that she feels better right now. After me having a long conversation with her and I hoped that I did talk some sense into her. =)
Likewise for me, I've been in her shoes before, and I always believe that what I had told my lovely boyfriend he will heed it. To admit, I do see an improvement in him, all I hope that he wont waste his effort. I admit, sometimes when I think back of the ways/actions he has show me it really tears my heart, but he manage to make me smile at the end of the day. Which makes me feel much relieve after all.
There isnt an predication in relationship, truth enough to be told, living happily and ever after is what TinGz's is longing for. A simple and yet blissful life.
Apparently, to be blissfully attached with somebody significant to your life is really an sweet and blissful moments. =) To be able to share those sweet/sour moments together is something called happiness.
*Hearts*Im simply contented. =)
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Carrie;eirrac: 11/14/2007 12:12:00 PM ♥
