It's been 4 years on since my late paternal grandma leave us...It's her death anniversary yesterday and we did do those rights for her anniversary...Apparently, I still can accept the fact that she has leave us for 4 years, sometimes when I think of her tears will just roll down of my cheeks...

I tried to accept that she has left us and goes to a world without any pain for her, memories of her will be kept inside my heart forever... She's the one whom never failed to be by my sick whenever I am sad, got scolded from dad or even when I am sick she would always be ready to look after me... I ought to know that she's with me throughout my 17 years of life, but grandma was the one who have a nice heart to us... She had never once vent her anger on us whenever she's mood, she would try her best to plaster the sweet smiles on her face and we feel good with her great smiles...

Somehow somewhere along the lines, granny always tried her best to give us the best that she could and I thank her for taking great care of me and my siblings... I have learnt to be strong in life without granny by my side... Many a times, I feel like giving up in life but the lil' voice of her will make me wanna go on... Thank you granny...

She is the one who come into my life and teach me in life journey... I remembered during my school days, granny will be there to make sure we had our breakfast or lunch before heading to school... And during exams period, she would get off of her bed to make sure I don't stay up late to revise for the exams... She has never pressure me in my school days, all she wanted was us to be happy and all she wanted was us to give our best in our studies...

I believe that whatever I have done, she could see it wherever she is, I believe she's feeling happy over there and spend many great time with her mum(my late paternal great-granny)...

Granny, I hope you are well there...

Granny, I hope you are happy there...

I know I never say this to her before but I am saying it over here:

Granny, thank you very much for all the love and care you have given me,I really do LOVE YOU alot... I will always put the memories of me and you in my heart... You are deeply missed...

Granny, please don't be worried for me, I am doing well here and I am contented with what I have now...