Yesh, I give up the job last friday after some hard time wondering and pondering does ending this makes me feel happier and I guess YESH!!


I know it's no easy to work with relative but I guess this is the experience gain and I understand well enough of me that I still like working in the outside industry that does not even relate to relatives...


I made this hard decision after 4 days at work and I feel somehow now I am lighten and stress free... Well my cousin was the one who keep me feel stress up and I merely told myself that I must endure till the end but yes, somehow somewhere along the lines, I give up... And this is the first time that I am giving up, because I dislike forcing myself to do something which I don't like and make myself feel like as if I am a animal over there...


Things have come clear to me, making this decision not only alone but with Mummy dearest and Baby love beside me telling me that there's pros and cons in giving up... I happy that both of my parents understand and they didn't blame me or anything... I wanna say a big thank you to my parents, thank you for the understanding... They knew that I wasn't happy over the week there, and if by giving up makes me feel happier I guess they will be happier too...


Right now, I am still busy looking out for jobs asking my agents for help and I do hope that I will get the reply fast...


Now I feel much lively, happier and stress free~~~


Whenever there's a decision to be made, I am glad that Mummy dearest will always be there for me hearing all my complains... And Thank you Baby Love, for encouraging me in one way or another...


This chapter has been closed... I am not going to reveal anything over here...


Have a great week ahead!!