It's that time of year again! How a year has whizzed by me, not to mention how I've learnt so much about myself in 2009!

It just seems like it was last week when I was at the counting down at home with my siblings, hoping 2009 would be kinder to me! :P

So has 2009 been kinder to me like I had wished for when the clock struck midnight at home?

Read on... ...!!
:)

January - March 2009

Brand new 2009 was ushered in with a smile on my face, with me hoping 2009 would treat me much better after all the shites in 2008...

The early quarter saw me having heaps of busy-ness at work when I was still with my last insurance company. For the 3 odd months, I was busy with tons and zillions of work that I have to admit with, after which I have been wondering and pondering when should I end everything with AIA… Still I am deciding then!

And for the 3 months odd, it was filled with love, joy and laughter…

For it filled with love, I have found my partner on the particular month in FEB; it was really a sweet start from then on… I can’t imagine myself, falling in love again after all the shites that had happened in 2008!


April – June 2009

I remembered the month of April 29th, it was the day which I finally left AIA for good… I can only say that making decision on leaving this company was never a thing I like it, because I have made many friends there and bosses there treat me real well… So it come close to heart that I am leaving waving them goodbye and all I could say was they are great people there!

Thank you for all the laughter, joys, and sorrow spend together… And not forgetting my cliques whom are always ready to be there for me whenever I am down or need someone to listen to my nags! Thanks Thanks!

For the next 2 following months, I spend my days resting at home and of course spending much quality time with Baby Love and Mummy dearest… It was a slacking lonnngggg months ahead of me… *Laughs*

July – September 2009

For the month of July it was filled with celebrations because it was Baby Love’s nephew 3rd birthday… I could say that lil’ Ethan was really enjoying himself over the celebration…

And of course more QT with Baby Love, accompanying him for his wisdom extraction and more MC ahead for Baby Love which I hop by his place to be there for him…

In August, its another usual month, usual day spend with, with more slacking and sleeping at home and by now I feel like a PIG! *Laughs*

Nothing much happening after the month of August…!

For the month of September, I was trying to get myself another temp job, but it ended with loads of quarrels and what-nots which I shall not reveal over here… I have always been asking myself to do things which I don’t like and to compromise with Baby Love… But deep inside him, have he notice that I have always give in all he wanted and put myself into his shoes…

It’s another lonnnggg quarrels ahead over this working issues… Which I dislike it a lot, and I don’t like anyone to probe over this issue… I dislike being controlled by people, I love to do things my way and I want to be the one who is deciding my own future ahead!

*SiGh*

Never smoothing months ahead!

*Finger crossed*

*Pun-intented*

October - December 2008

I usually dislike the months after September intensely, for nothing good happens to me during this period...

Still as usual, same issues on hand, same quarrels, same topic and everything was like making me stop breathing for a while!

Apparently, this is the months which parents has been barking at me for get myself a job so that I can have my own income… But they didn’t know the reason behind it and that’s when they started shouting and nagging at me… I am doing all these not because of me but is because I am doing it for Baby Love, but have he ever put himself to my shoe facing the same situation with me??

Things when wrong, everyone was unhappy with me, I have done my best to make everyone happy but I am not happy neither!


What’s the point of making others happy while you are not??

*Blank*

I have therefore, explain to Baby Love and hope he will understand that not only “mans needs to work but women needs to work too”.

Imagine having your morning spoilt with scolding and nagging while you are having breakfast? It’s never NICE alight!

Topics of these will continue until I go back to work!


*I Pray*

For the month of November, it was filled with celebration too, it was Baby Love 22nd birthday, which I have spend with him for the first time in our relationship… I do hope that he loves what I have gave him and may be remain happy as ever!

I have gotta admit that, time hasn’t allow me to catch up with friends out there because most of my QT was spend with Baby love…

Finally, it’s was My 21st birthday which many well-wishes/gifts from friends/loves ones... It's the best birthday I ever had in my years of living... But I gotta admit My 21st was not much happening compared to my 20th! I can say that it’s a lil’ boring!


For Baby Love, thank you for the dedication vice versa Class 95, the gifts and of course the dinner, I have FUN!

(May I be wiser on my 21st journey…)

All in all, it was a memorable birthday to me...

I no longer grumble at things that I usually take for granted, and I have since learnt to be more forgiving and less critical towards myself, and to love and appreciate the family and friends around me much more! :)


As I usher in the new year in 9 hours later, I can give myself a pat on the back, have a smile on my face, and tell myself that it's been a fruitful year, knowing more about myself and of Life that I would never ever have learnt about Love was found once again...

How, despite my very jaded outlook with regards to Love and relationships, and how I am extremely cautious and more wary now; I am able to tell myself that it doesn't matter with regards to affairs of the heart and what matters more now is living the Life that I wish and want to lead, not being controlled nor dictated by anyone except myself...(And well, maybe the family and real close friends! :P )


Come what may, I hope that I am able to withstand the distance ahead of me, for I know that there'd be water and resting points ahead whenever I struggle and falter... ... =)


And as a yearly tribute... ...



Appreciation goes out to all my darlings/ BABY LOVE, that have been there for me through this emotionally roller coaster year...The encouragements, laughter, jokes, listening ears, big hearts and keeping me in your prayers aside, I just wanna thank you for not being judgmental and for loving me for who I am, and for gently accepting me, my flaws, my nonsensical crap, and for offering hugs, company and listening ears whenever I needed them... :)
I am truly thankful! =)


Have yourselves a wonderful 2010 ahead filled to the brim with joy, peace, health, wealth, and of course LOVE! :)




R.I.P. 2009!!!!

DIEEeeeee!!!


*LauGhs*


*HeaRts