Saturday, November 8, 2008
-Bloody Piss Off
I'm having a bloody weekends and I'm there kinda piss of over what had happen over the day...
First I got my hair cut and rebonded my hair again after a year of long hair I went to chop it off, and I feel the lighted of loads... :)
Secondly, while was having my hair do this particular Mr Later ring me and I've got a shock when he ring me alright! I was busy and I merely reply back I call you later and I tell you my later will never come true because this sentence was he the one who has been telling me wayy much and I want him to have a taste of being ignore!
*Shake heads* I guess after the talk over the Msn last night it come clear to me that I'll move on for his is merely walking in and out of my life that I paused and even cried myself to sleep... :( I've learn to let go and what matters is just being happy... :P
Thirdly, this bloody ex bf of mine, msg me over a issue on hand which I was kinda piss off! That I even knock onto the door and hit my left eyes and it hurts alright! Bestie Jennifer has since then let me rant over her and she being the nicest sister of mine who always make sure I'll be alright and never fail in helping me and giving my moral support...
I love her through every bits!
Maybe closing the door of happy-ness isn't easy at all hopefully I will be brave and walk out from there! Its' been days ever since that Mr later hurt me till have lost count in how many times he has hurt me or merely ignore me or even given me a cold shoulder! My heart feel colder!
There are the times when I face my four walls, wondering why Life has to play such a twisted and cruel joke on me, to let someone so special come by my way, yet fade away after such a short time... How Life is an irony when all closest gfs are experiencing troubled times in their relationships... Yet, looking at them, I know in some ironic way, I am blessed...
I am blessed, that I've friends/ family being here with me, making sure I'm okay before they leave for work or school! :)
FYI, hasn't been feeling good ever since all these issues happen and I hope somewhere along the line, I'll pick myself up and walk briskly again! :)
Letting go is not easy, for it take times to mend the broken heart...
At the end of the day, it is not important who win is that we have all learn the lesson together...
:)
Labels: Relationship
Carrie;eirrac: 11/08/2008 05:21:00 PM ♥
