Sunday, October 26, 2008
-Updates :) or :(
It's been the very bluesy week...
Let me do a re cap for the week...
MondayI'm dreadfully sick and I gotta drag myself for work, when I was having fever, flu bug and sore throat... But I'm glad that boss allow me to go home at 2 plus to rest and to visit the doctor... I'm back to work in the morning due to some reason that I need to be there before I can go... I could only say that it's really tiring when you're sick and you need to teach someone else your work before going back home... Truth to be told, I almost vomit blood when I was teaching this particular girl who is going to take over my duties... Anyway, I've digressed...
I visited the doctor in the afternoon, and given medicines as usual uhh... Gotten 1 and half day MC! So resting at home...
TuesdayIt's another day resting at home, however there's some happenings in between which I shall not review here... Bestie Jennifer knows what happen! :) On top of having fever, my mind was wondering and pondering over a certain issue which I shall not say anything over here as the ex bf will be reading my blog I guess...
This was the day I was really totally sad and even cried to sleep just because of this particular someone whom stole my heart! :( I'm not happy with all that happen to the both of us... I guess I've a answer from this particular someone, who wants to hold on to this! For this particular guy, whom stole my heart, I hate to bottled up things because end up both also not very happy uhh... Like what Bestie Jennifer told me, I shouldn't hold things to hard, I guess time to let go if really things don't works uhh... The feeling of loving someone really sucks to death alright...
I guess this is the main reason why I'm sick beside the virus bug from my 4 dearies colleagues... We take turns to be sick...
*Laughs*WednesdayBack to work and I've to finish all my work for the past 2 days when I was away, because the colleague whom suppose to do cover my duties didn't do what I told her... So me being me, went office early in da morning and it's not working hours yet for me... Just to clear all the workload that she left and she(the colleague) was on MC!
*Pun-intended*Well, the day continue with heaps of busy-ness in da office, that's when everyone else report to work and my night mare have just started... Colleagues come to look for me because they didn't received their cheques for the pass two days when I was on MC! And I'm like a mad girl, walking around the office just to find the missing cheques and what-nots! :( As some colleagues knew that I'm going off soon so they are quite worry if I'm not there who else can they look for! I'm not kidding I can multi task! Hurhur! :P
The night the I went to sleep crying in between over the same issue, I've then text bestie Jennifer over the issue, I'm glad that she always bring me back to earth when I was really very bothered by this particular someone! I'm not gonna reveal who is he, because the ex bf will be reading if I'm not wrong...
ThursdayAs usual, went for work and continue to teach the colleague my work and it's really hibernating till I freak out and told her off! I was happy with what was going on...
Therefore boss was nice enough to be back in the afternoon just to lend me his ears to nag about the issue and discuss some issues on hand!
Lunch time as usual, hang out with the same people and it's fun! Once it's lunch time everyone will be happy uhhh!! It's been raining for days and I gotta borrow a umbrella from a colleague of mine! The nicest Mr Seah, being the sweetest guy in the group carries the umbrella and of course we need to share the umbrella too! Hahs! And the treat to
"liang teh" session by Mr seah, thanks for the
"liang teh" that make me lose my voice! Hahs!
Dinner was home cook food by Mummy dearest, as she gets off every two weeks and that's when Mummy dearest decide to cook dinner rather then the
Lets go to the same stall we visit when Mummy dearest was on off!
*Hearts*FridayThe day when I lose my voice and sound like a man and Mr seah was the one whom I must go provoke him early in da morning when I reach office! Hahs! Indeed, I told Mr seah I shall treat him back and see will he be sick!
*Crossed finger*Same routines at work, busy and more busy! Lunch was at Qi Ji, we had Nasi Lemak we did enjoy the lunch uhh...
*Laughs* After which, was the
"liang teh" session, I treated Mr Seah
"liang teh" and told him see if I treat him "liang teh" will he be sick!
*Crossed finger still*At night time was really a bad one for me, as I was trying to sleep I've no idea why does my tears still roll off from my cheeks... Listening to this songs really make me aches like hell, cried over the same issue, go without dinner! I've no idea which bridges to cross and not to cross! :(
SaturdayIn the early morning, I recieved a SMS from Mr Seah, saying the he's down with fever thanks to my
"liang teh"... Hurhur! It's really a curse that he can't either I can treat him for
"liang teh" anymore! Mr Seah, drink more water! :)
Went for my E-trail in the afternoon, and wasn't in a good mood already and saw this ex bf keep walking around in front me just that he want to catch my attention... Sorry I wasn't... Truth to be told, when the door of happiness closes I've already walk out from it...
Hop by online to surf the net and what-nots! Even chatted with the ex over msn technology, he wanting so much to know whether do I have a bf now or that he still have a chance! If you are reading this I want you to know that I no longer have the feeling towards you and I longer want us to be back together as I've got someone in mind!
When I was with you, you simply take my presence for granted and now that you said you wanna patch back! Is a
NO NO answer! Please forget me over here and move on with your life, as I told you I hate guys behave like a girl!
If you are reading this I want you to know that I've no intention of being back with you! Someone else has stole my heart and my heart no longer belongs to you so wake up! I know that I've hurt you but when I want a break out long time back you said you'll change but never will you! If you notice, I've been ignoring your calls or msg-es when we are still an item just that I'm tired of you and tired of everything! Closing this door is never easy, for you to move on, please learn to shut the door and walk out from it... Don't go digging it every 5 minutes because you'll still have the same answer! After being with you, you are not someone whom I really looking for, I know that I've hurt you much all I can is sorry! It's never my intentional!
Apparently, I really hate guys who talk BIG and can be proud at times! I hope that you will a girl who can give you what you want! I'm sorry for saying all this because I've move on and I've found someone whom I like/love!
你我的故事已成为了过去， 我知道你
（他）也很无奈也很坦然地接受了这个事实。。。
每一天都在人群之中忙忙碌碌， 把时间排得满满的，压抑着情绪， 不让时间有着空白，因为我再也不想你了。。。
我们都付出过， 也曾经一同地开心过。。。
我们也争吵过， 也曾经一同地哭泣过。。。
我要你
（他）知道没有了感情， 就该把手放开，这对比此都会有好处。。。你很不原意地放弃， 只因为我们要对方找到我们无法给他的快乐和微笑。。。
我也知道你
（他）心里头还是有着非常多的牵挂， 非常多的思念。。。但你（他）要知道这一切对我而言都已经不重要， 都已经无所谓。。。
虽然你我的故事已成为过去，
我对你的爱， 暂时都收回来了。。。
我在也不想你，
我在也不想有任何对你的问候了。。。
我真的累了，
希望你
（他）会祝福我吧。。。
没有你的日子了我过得很快了，
真心希望你也过得比我快乐。。。
I do hope that you'll understand and never come asking me the same question again and again if not you'll be block from my list! I hope that you will not have any hard feelings on me! I shall bid you goodbye over here and buried all the memories from this moment!
SundayHahs!
Early morning went airport to send da jie there as she'll officially be having her holiday at taiwan and I gonna miss her for a week! :)
After sending sister off, I went home and went to visit the doctor again due to some reasons uhh... I'm not getting any better fyi, has been feeling like hell in my body, either my body is not helping with the antibiotic! Doctor was really surprise to see me again, well still give me the strong medicines and hope I'll recover by then! :)
*Crossed finger*As for wee evening, I'll be meeting Bestie Jennifer for some retail therapy session heading to town! That's when she needs to lend me a ear to listen all my stories uhh! :) 辛苦你了！
Wish me speedy recovery!
*Hugs*=)Labels: Life
Carrie;eirrac: 10/26/2008 12:50:00 PM ♥
