Friday, November 30, 2007
-The End Of The Month Of Nov!
It's officially the end of the month for November alone! Am glad that this month alone, has passes quickly.! :)
Indeed, this month alone, I've been facing quite a lots of problems and come close to heart, my educational path has finally mark down a beautiful endings!:) Those stress loads that has been with me for almost half a year has been whizzes by me alone. I do have truckloads of dearies friends who has been encouraging me through out my whole journey- they made me realize which bridges to cross and which not to be cross! =D
For the uninitiated, it's times that everyone of us is embarking onto the different path in life. Those bittersweet times we shared among ourselves, and helping one another to move onto the next lap, and there's a few friends that has been with me in ways of my different laps in life.
It's kinda weird of having so much emotion now, and I guess it's due to the month again!
*Shrugs*Im glad that my darlings Jennifer, Alice and Evelyn has talk much sense to me. They are the besties whom has share my stories in life.
By today, Im feeling quite tired over a couple of issues, I guess what I need to do is to keep myself in a crystal clear mind! O_o
I ought to know its really heartbreaking to have felt the distant between truckloads of people out there. But I hope that, they will not use the same excuses again. It's really upset me when, they are in trouble I would always try my best to me there for me during the wee hours and when the ball is on my court, in return all I gotta is all excuses and excuses. =(
Having to blog this down, Im feeling pretty lost in life and feeling real upset at this moment. Truth enough to be told, Im seriously holding back my tears in my heart. Somewhat I felt that Im going to have an break down again.
*Cries*In some weird or morbid way, many of my besties has been urging me not to be too tense up, however I cant help it. Truth to be seen, the real TinGz has been really learning to be able to see further one step in life be it- family/friends/relationship etc. All I want is to be happy everyday and treasure what's in front of me. As life is really unpredictable!
On the other note, being happy everyday is virtue uhh! I dont know about others but to me, living my days happily is most vital!=)
*Wry smiles* Life has really teaches much in life, so I do treasure what I have now and if one day all this happiness has been wash away, at least I wont regret that once Im a happy girlie=)
Many attempts, when I wanna give up in life there's really nice friends that has been encouraging me and telling me the pros and cons in life. In life, we must learn from our past experiences and never repeat those un-glam experiences. Life has therefore, teaches me to be less wary and to be more happy daily.
*Sigh*I guess by having so much of those unsorted feelings really makes me felt real tired and real frustrated over myself!
*Humpfz*I really need a getaway!
*Woots*In some weird or morbid way, I feel that at times by keeping my mouth shut is the best. I truly knows that, silence is the best answer of all. All Im doing now is to swallow all those worries into my heart! T_T
I've learnt that I found myself that nowadays I dont wish to talk my personal stuff to loads of people because I guess by telling them they wont understand too. All I needed to do was having those
"hmmm and ahs" replied from me to them!
*sorry*Recently, I really tired of opening my gold mouth to talk to friends and even family members. What they say I'll just nod my head!
*fanits* If one day, I didnt talk much to you people, please worry uhh cos that doesnt show a good sign! =(
I need to rest my mouth and braincells badly. So if you guys/girls who sms/call me Im sorry to have you all those
"hmm and ahs".YippeeeEEee!! =D
Finally dearest mummy has brought me the earpiece after my previous earpiece went literally cranky! I
*Hearts* Mummy! =) I guess next dearest mummy will buy me a new spec and the mobile phone that I've been lusting for months...
*Heehee*Yesterday I didnt blog- due to the accompany my youngest brother to NUH for an appointment. And yea, Im seriously feeling exhausted.
Oh well, my lil' brother sickness is getting better! Yayy! =)
*TinGz is really feeling down*Note: I hope that Dec will be a good month for me and everyone out there!崇拜
你的姿态
你的青睐
我存在 在 你的存在 你以为爱
就是被爱
你挥霍了我的崇拜
我活了 我爱了
我都不管了
心爱到疯了 恨到算了
就好了
可能的
可以的
真的可惜了
幸福好不容易
怎么
你却不敢了呢我还以为我们能
不同于别人
我还以为不可能的
不会不可能
你的姿态
你的青睐
我存在 在 你的存在
你以为爱
就是被爱
你挥霍了我的崇拜
我活了 我爱了
我都不管了
心爱到疯了 恨到算了
就 好了
可能的
可以的
真的可惜了
幸福好不容易
怎么你却不敢了呢
我还以为我们能
不同于别人
我还以为不可能的
不会不可能
你的姿态
你的青睐
我存在 在 你的存在
你以为爱
就是被爱
你挥霍了我的崇拜
风筝有风
海豚有海
我存在 在 我的存在
所以明白
所以离开
所以不再为爱而爱
自己存在 在你 之外
I
*Hearts* this song deeply because it reminds me of the love I've when my paternal granny and great granny is this around.
It really tears me down when Im watching this MV! =(
Labels: Reflection
Carrie;eirrac: 11/30/2007 11:31:00 AM ♥
