Thursday, October 11, 2007
-My Current Mood!!
TinGz current mood isn't feeling very good nor either feeling very bad...!!
Either way you look at it...!
*Laughs*
Its officially Thursday and my
"recent mood" isn't feeling good or bad...
Or...
I should said it I'm feeling a lil' rather emotional from this afternoon??
You decide alright...
=(
I have no idea what the hell am I thinking about?? I'm kinda worried about loads of stuff... But I guess some problems I shouldn't even said it here because isn't very nice to blog it here...
And seriously I'm having a very bad flu which leads to nose bleeding...
*Sigh* I will bear the pains by myself... I'm feeling rather alone... :( How sad it is when you are feeling real sick and down, and there's no one I can really turn to at this hour... I'm blessed that Darling Jennifer did spare me some of her times to allow me to nags all my problems to her...
Apparently, I switch off my two cellphone as I didn't wanna get disturbed by sms/call... I'm simply not in the mood right now... I'm sorry if friends or mine ring/sms me but not reachable..
On a side note, I know I wasn't feeling pretty good in the mood but never the less I didn't chat with this acquaintance via Msn... I know that she isn't feeling alright too, I guess it gotta do with relationship problem again... I can only urge her to let go a bit when time is really up and fate has faded move on...
(I'm not revealing her name because I need to protect her identity, otherwise I'll be questioned by millions of her friends including her lover)I know on another hand, she couldn't reach me because I have switch off my both cellphones... I'm sorry my dear girl...
What I can help you is to lend you my ears when you needed the most and most importantly after talking to me and I hope you will feel much better... And I hope that I've talk some sense to you and hope you'll take my advice...
I hoped after the really long conversation, I did talked some sense into her and that she would realized that the best thing for her now, if she really want to move on is to totally try to get the guy out of her life...The first step would most definitely be the toughest step to make, but I hope she would find the courage to take that first step towards better things and better men in her life! =)
Do you know that it hurts me when you cried over the phone because of him and it's really silly of you... I'm sorry to say that but I need you to wake up at this point of time...
On another note,the tricky part as in my opinion, I felt as though that the guy had been forever taking her presence in his life for granted, and she was constantly treated like a rag doll...She had to be there for him, but whenever she needed him, he was nowhere!
And it's been years whizzed by this acquaintance alone and it's also been years never her ways and always his ways... So I hope that this acquaintance will really wake up from her thinking too much and what-nots.. I know isn't easy to handle this kind of situation...
But is it worthwhile being with him?? As what I really feels he really has been taking you for granted..
No one wanted to be treated like a rag doll and my dear girl you don't deserve to be treated like this...
I hope she will really think through what is the best for her... Sometime not getting what you want is a great blessing...
Oh well...
Put the focus back on me right now...
Having a chat with Darling Jennifer via msn... Cos as I said before I wasn't feeling real good too... I seriously hate the PMS moods...
*Sigh*What can I do at this moment is to keep myself busy...!!!
I know sometimes by thinking too much doesn't help to solve problems... Perhaps I really need a good pair of ears that can offer me the best opinions... Yea, I do have friends/darling who really give me the best opinions, they're the ones who has been with through my ups and downs..
Depsite of them being busy with work or with school stuff, they never fail to ring me up and listen to what I have to say...
The different note was I really felt really wistful I guess moods tends to change like the weather forecast... As one of my bestie doctor tell me, moving on and pursue your dreams is more realistic... I guess that this bestie doctor knows what's TinGz want in her life... And I must thank this bestie doctor for being the nicest doctor to me... Indeed this bestie doctor is real busy with work and what-nots, however, tis bestie doctor never fails to cheer me up and bring me back to earth after telling me what should I do...
I admit sometimes those thinking too much feelings isn't nice at all, but I can't help it... :( The starting of those thinking illusion and the ending of the illusion feeling has been knock me down!!!
In a weird/morbid way, things has never turn out to be the way it should be and I guess ending always has the writing saying to allow myself to live again tomorrow with beautiful moments...
*Wry smiles*I was trying to look nonchalant at times...
I felt befuddled by all those sucky problems..
Sometimes my emotional feelings has bribe me...
=(
I couldn't hide things to myself, so I'll share with my bestie friends and I'm glad they always ready for me...
*Hearts*Initially, I did switch off my cellphone for almost half an afternoon... I know friends or mine will text/call me up... After which, my house rang and my lil' brother told me is my darling who rang me...
Oh well...
There's a purpose of me switching of my cellphones because I'm feeling real down and all I felt that I'm all alone... So I decide to calm myself down by switching off my cellphones... I'm missing in action!!
*Laughs*The feeling of missing in
action Aka MIA was alright to me because I really need my
"own time"... Closed to heart I am feeling very tired...
*TinGz is searching for the way out *Labels: Moody
Carrie;eirrac: 10/11/2007 06:30:00 PM ♥
