Tuesday, October 16, 2007
-It's An Sucky Day=(
Im still having problems with my connection to the Internet
(Bloody Singnet!) and its getting to be a lil' tad more than irritating when I'm online via MSN and my friends keep saying Im popping in and out of MSN far too often!
*Laughs* What's more, all the websites that I surf either takes donkey ages to load, or it never loads! =(
I have save this post onto my
PC before posting on the blog.
Apparently, today is another sucky day that I use to have like any other day. Im feeling a lil’ lost in the jungle and still searching the way out of the
"unknown route". *Sigh*Sitting down here to blog this post, Im feeling rather wistful again and it gotta to with a certain problems. And Im feeling kinda agitated over a certain of stuff which make me feel quite upset over it. The feeling of being lost in the jungle isnt glam at all. All I can do at this moment is to stay positive and never think of the negative side.
I guess Im too loaded with problems as what Darling Jennifer told me yesterday via sms, she told me not to be too loaded if the load can be throw away then I should just throw it away and look forward.
Too much stress loads leads me to a very stressful moment, during this stressful moment Im glad that Darling Jennifer did offer me a listening ear and told me not to worry too much. And of course those love ones, thank for not giving up on me.
*Hearts*On the sidenote, I guess sleeping's really end all thoughts which really help me a lot . I really hope that during this critical moment there ll be someone here for me, be it my dearie friends/boyfriend/family, to give me more encouragement and falter me a hug when I beckons.
There are a few options why I have either silent my cellphones or to switch it off.
To admit now my both cellphone are switch off.
Reasons:Silent mode: is due to having lecture or mood wasnt very good.
Switch off mode: Mood is to the extreme limit which Im feeling real moody! And don't wish to get disturb by call/sms-es.
I guess by doing those few options it will enable me to have a crystal clear mind and being able to clam my down and hopefully after the thinking and what-nots my mood will get back to the normal me. Its really the stress loads that I have is causing all this moody moments.
*Sigh*
It really helps me a lot when I either switch my cellphones to silent or totally switch off, because that's the only time I can really have my
"own moments". Thinking through what is right for me to do now and to focus on what's more important. As what one of my bestie told me
"Focus on what's more important" better then to think of the things that couldn't change. I must really say a BIG thank you to this bestie doctor, he/she has really seen me through my ups/downs and offers me the best opinion and bring me back to earth again.
*smiles* There's too much say I beckons and I shouldn't say much because I really don't wanna be questioned...
I'm simply feeling very tired and I really had enough of rubbish and what-nots...
I guess what I should now is to go back to sleep and perhaps sleep until tomorrow morning, this rainy weather is making me more tired...
*Snore snore snore*Sleeping end all thoughts....!!!
*Wry smiles**TinGz stressful moments*Labels: Life
Carrie;eirrac: 10/16/2007 02:34:00 PM ♥
