Friday, September 28, 2007
-Tedious Weekends Ahead!!
*Humpfz*First of all, my bad for not updating this
pink site of mine!! My apologies:(
Apparently, this week I'm on a very busy note uhh, that's one of the reason for not blogging much... =( This week alone there many
"problems" happen here and there, but I'm not revealing any of it as I think isn't neccessary to post it here or vent it here... Life have to get going still...
*Sly smiles*Well, this week I has been going to and fro to the school for the heaps of lecture and it's really very tedious and anguish... That's sound real hibernating! Having go through those lectures makes goes real crazy and stress... I guess the feeling of
"stress" is looming real soon.
In spite of being
"real busy" there are friend who still text or ring me during the day or even during the wees hours...Either a sober or being drunk... Either way you look at it...!
*Laughs* Well, there's one acquaintance who text me during the wee hours few days back saying about her last relationship and what-nots...! I bother to reply her sms-es and after a few reply I feel that she isn't feeling right so I get outta bed and ring her up... Yea, she did pick up my phone call but she's sobbing and I guess during that moment she's really feeling a strong sentimental feeling during that late night and I'm glad she didn't get herself drunk...
*Wry smile*As that specific night is a day of a year to rememher her last relationship, and I guess she's feeling real wistful and she can't forget about what had happen that causes the relationship to end...
Well, I guess endings always have the writings on the wall even before anyone says/initiates anything, and in this case, breaking up. I guess it has to do with the very fact of having a person whom you once loved and whom was once very significant in your life, can get mundane, so much so that people often take the daily little things for granted. This acquaintance admitted that she have been guilty of taking his presence in her life for granted; but she would have never expected things to end the way it had ended, for she had always thought that he'd be the knight of her fairytale, the one whom would share the white pickett fences dream with.
(This is what the acquaintance told me vice versa phone call)I only can urge her to move on for the pervious relationship because it's ever since a year and just flown by...! Learn from the mistake and never repeat it again... I hope that after the long conversation, I did make some sense to her...
A note of this acquaintance:
Sometimes, some people walk into our lives, stay for a little while and sometimes, they're extremely difficult to let go when they leave. But you've since learnt, the hard way, that although letting go is really tough, but its precisely the tough that gets people going -- The first step is always the toughest, but there's always friends and family who would always be there for you when you need a listening ear or someone just to talk to. Letting go also means giving yourself another chance to learn to appreciate and love another person again. And I truly believe in holding onto the good memories and letting go of the bad ones, for they'd only impede the recovery process, for holding onto hate/grudges would never allow a person to truly move on with life.Heartbreaks are inevitable in life, it merely makes a person become a stronger and hopefully, a much better person...And be happy when she's all well and happy...And from something I read somewhere online -- The irony of it all is that we tend to look at the closed door when it's already locked shut and all bolted up. Most of us tend to wonder about the "should haves, would haves and could haves", not realising that every time, with each closed door, it merely just means that another door is opening up somewhere...So we should learn how to allow the closed door to remain shut as it is, and move on, for life has much more doors to offer...(The end of the story on this aquaintance)Alright, let's turn the lime light back to me...
*Laughs*Well...
I am going to have a very tedious weekends ahead of me... As I have extra tutorials to attend this afternoon from 2pm to 5pm... Hopefully I'll be attending
IF only I'm not tired...!!
{self-denial} *Laughs*After which I am meeting
Darling Jennifer in the evening after her work, and yet we reckon for shopping moments during this evening... Oh well, I have bump onto her earlier on yesterday night when I am on the way back home from school. I have since then bump onto her at our house bus stop and we did gossip quite a bit... Well, time doesn't permits us to have long gossiping moments as she needs to go to work later in the morning...
Therefore, half of my day are gone by lectures and what-nots and hopefully I won't get tired during this evening session with Darling Jennifer...
*Winks*Initially, I am feeling quite a bit of moody but it's okay, as there's friends who will just clown around and act all silly and goofy to make me smile...
* Smiles* It's really nice having all those friends who are always with me, seeing me through my ups and downs.. And make sure I'm alright... =) I give them credits...
*Hearts*Weekends are burn by dating my mountain-ful of notes and study guides... Hopefully it will help me during my exam next week...!! I guess more effort I must put in this time round...
*shake head*Tingz becoming a hermit...!*Laughs*I promise to update soon...!!!
Labels: Relationship
Carrie;eirrac: 9/28/2007 11:57:00 PM ♥
