Despite of being real "upset",there's friends who will just clown around and act all silly and goofy to make me smile... *Winks* My moods get better during the lecture I had early on during this evening, as one of my classmates trying to clown around and make me laugh..! I give credit to her... =)
Technically, I hope that things will goes smooth of me and everyone of there... Blogging this down, makes me feel real very emotional, yes I ought to know that I'm still putting smiles on my face but deep down inside my heart I'm feeling weak. I hope that I could just sleep through all those problems that are occurring next week. I admit, from next week onwards will be a real stressful and tedious week till the end of my course.I'm emboldened by all my dearies friends and darling smile. *sly smiles*
I'm highly nocturnal, as I'll be staying up to the wee hours to get all my projects done.... I'm still searching for more information on my projects, I trying to look nonchalant... *Laughs* There's load of touch up to be done for all my projects... Isn't nice having heaps of projects clash together with my supplementary paper, and yet Tingz hasn't "date" her mountain-ful of notes and study guides and what-nots to be covered...
Now is really the most critical time for tingz as many stress loads are looming for her... :( I'm a sad girlie... Too much projects loads leads me to a world of very "unknown me"... *Sigh*
The unbearable tiredness leads me to a very "down moments", hope I may walk out from this soon... (self-denial,obviously) *sobs*
There's pros and cons being a student...!!
At this point in time, I really feel very helpless, I have no idea where am I heading too... I guess all I need to be now is to stay optimistic and positive and that's what really helps at times... Constantly/instantly there's all my nice dearies darling seeing me through my ups/downs.. I feel much better after the conversation I had with Darling Jennifer over sms-es.... She didn't fail to lend me a good pair of ears whenever I needed, she offer me piles of advices and she's my tissues giver.. Her most honest opinions leads me to a better world...
Oh well... Not forgetting all of my bestie friend Eric and Evelyn, thanks so much for the sms-es chat few days backs...I guess, many dearies friends of mine, has seen a very"down side of me", whenever I'm in trouble...They have always been my confidant, my pillar of support and my tissue giver whenever we cry over stuff...
Many attempts, I wanted to give up but all this dearies friends of mine never allow me to do any hasty action or decision. They guide me along my learning journey, and makes me what I'm today, a lil' girl who is less wary and less barren. Yes, I always said, isn't easy to walk through those obstacles but no matter what upholds we have to learn to overcome the fear and finish those obstacles that are set for us. No point looking backwards, as the obstacles had happen we must finish it and after which, we look back with a smiles and everything is worth our struggle.
I have been thinking quite abit about who are my true blue friends, those that have been there for me, thick and thin, seen through my ups and downs - my joys, sorrows, tears and anguish...Those that have offered me piles of tissue, advices, pats and hugs to those that squirm and run away at the very instant when I say something's troubling me...
There's a few names that have always/constantly been there instantly pop up in my mind - you guys know who you are...And I guess that I am truly blessed to have them around me; to catch me when I fall, to give their most honest opinions when it matters, and to always have a ready hug whenever I falter...
A days passes by, life is great thus far; I feel that the real Tingz is back as a better upgraded version, where she still shoots her mouth off, but does it with caution, Tingz that has a better temper now; and of course, a wiser Tingz... I still do have my naive side, for I am naturally gullible though... *Laughs* And of course, the still ever crazy, jovial and lovable Tingz! =P (This is MY blog!)
And of course, I have my lovable friends and sweetheart that keeps me grounded and safe in this crazyy world! =)
My Darling for being the absolute sweetheart, that has been with me through my thick and thin and seeing me through my journey and the happiness we shared... I *Hearts* you!!
Darling Jennifer for being the bestest friend a girl can ever have! Words cannot express the close to dozen years of friendship that we share! =) That has always been with Tingz during her most wistful moments and happy moments. A bestie who offer many advices to me and of cause those long conversation over the phone and sms-es.. I*heart* you!!
Darling Alice for being the sweetest angel who has falter me with hugs and advices whenever I'm feeling no good and those "kopi session" we use to have before our "school life"...
Evelyn Jie for being the absolute soul mate for calling/text-ing me during the wees hours or even when you are at work, just to listen all my nagging and stories. Giving me her most honest opinion whenever I'm in troubled...
Rowena Jie Jie for being the sweetest classmates and jie jie to be, seeing through my ups and downs and offer me a very good pair of ears and giving me the most honest opinion whenever I'm feeling woozy...
Eric for being the nice guy-friend! And for the random sms-es during your working hours and for always bringing me back to Earth! =P A best adviser to me...!!
Dr Janice for being the BEST doctor ever since 4years backs, a doctor which given me much advices in my life and offer me a helping hand...!!
And to everyone else not mentioned whom have helped Tingz to become whom she is today! =)
I am truly blessed!
*HeaRts*
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