Friday, August 24, 2007
-I'm Tired
Tingz is feeling extremely tired....
She's woozy/wistful...
You decide alright...
Apparently, the mood swing don't seem to be getting away, it's irritates me loads... Is due to the month or my six sense is making me seem real woozy/wistful... Either way you look at it...!
*Laughs*More over, my six sense is delivering those not very pleasant scene to me. But I hope that this time round my six sense would not be accurate... Yes, I'm quite worried about my examinations result, which will release one month from today... I even dreamt that I need to take supplementary paper...
*Sigh* Isn't very good to have "
afternoon mares"... I admit I went to have my afternoon nap at 12pm when I came back from my breakfast, I was napping till about 2.30pm after which I smsed my darling...
At this point in time, I really feel very helpless, I have no idea where am I heading too... I guess all I need to be now is to stay optimistic and positive and that's what really helps at times... Constantly/instantly there's all my nice dearies darling seeing me through my ups/downs.. I feel much better after the conversation I had with Darling Jennifer over sms-es.... In the mist, of her examination days she didn't fail to lend me a good pair of ears whenever I needed, she offer me piles of advices and she's my tissues giver.. Her most honest opinions leads me to a better world...
Oh well... Not forgetting one of my bestie guy-friend Eric, thanks so much for the sms-es chat few days backs... Yes, this guy-friend was once my manager come colleague which we are the very best friend... Indeed, sms-ing him with all my problems, he did help me loads in my life journey, yes he might be busy at times, but he will make an effort to text me whenever he is free... I guess, many dearies friends of mine, has seen a very
"down side of me", whenever I'm in trouble...They have always been my confidant, my pillar of support and my tissue giver whenever we cry over stuff...
I really
*hearts* them loads... I guess, without those help from them I wouldn't stand still today, indeed they did a good job in pulling me back from my "
down moments"... I know words can't express how much I appreciate them, but they'll never lead my mind and heart... I give credit to them...
Many attempts, I wanted to give up but all this dearies friends of mine never allow me to do any hasty action or decision. They guide me along my learning journey, and makes me what I'm today, a lil' girl who is less wary and less barren. Yes, I always said, isn't easy to walk through those obstacles but no matter what upholds we have to learn to overcome the fear and finish those obstacles that are set for us. No point looking backwards, as the obstacles had happen we must finish it and after which, we look back with a smiles and everything is worth our struggle.
Technically, I hope that things will goes smooth of me and everyone of there... Blogging this down, makes me feel real very emotional, yes I ought to know that I'm still putting smiles on my face but deep down inside my heart I'm feeling weak. I hope that I could just sleep through all those problems that are occurring next week. I admit, from next week onwards will be a real stressful and tedious week till the end of my course. But never the less, there's friends who will
just clown around and act all silly and goofy to make me smile...
*Wrinks* I'm emboldened by all my dearies friends and darling smile.
*sly smiles*Alrighty, I shall end if not my emo feelings cannot be control anymore...
*TiNgZ needs a good pat on her head**HeaRts*Labels: Sentimental
Carrie;eirrac: 8/24/2007 04:11:00 PM ♥
