♥ My Life, My Journey ♥

FLU BUG!

I am feeling SICK…!

I am feeling TIRED…!

I am feeling SLEEPY after medication…!

And I think that the FLU BUG is finding their way back to me…!

*Laughs*

I am having a bad FLU…!

I am having a bad HEADACHE…!

And I wonder when will this back ache problem get away of me??

I seriously am getting worried…!

Can someone tell me how??

Or is this a sign of going to be SICK??

I'm totally clueless…!

Or perhaps the lack of rest over the pass few days??

I DON’T KNOW…!

I don’t want to be SICK because, there’s so much of catching up with friends and more QT with Baby Love…!

I want to conquer the FLU BUG AWAY…!

HELP!

Time for medication on off to bed…

Till then, the last Sunday of the year 2009!

Watch out my quarterly reflection…

Stay tuned!

Good night world!

Labels: Sick, Weekends

Carrie;eirrac ;

Review On My 21st!

I am BACK!

How’s everyone Christmas??

As what I have promise on my last post, I am here to share with you my 21st bday!

Apparently, it was just another usual day that I have spend just that this time round my 21st was with Baby Love, for all you know, he put in much effort for my 21st. Therefore I would say that it was really a wonderful 21st birthday spend with…

I admit, for the last few hours of 21st birthday was really too boring but nevertheless, we did still walk around the mall after we had our dinner at port art!

I give this 8 of out 10!

Anyway, it was not the food that matters the most uhh!

Thank you to all whom send me well-wishes and gifts on my 21st!

Will upload the photos once blogger get their problem fixed!

:D

Labels: Birthday

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It's finally here!

It’s finally here!

I am here to kiss good bye to my 20th years of life and WELCOME my 21st year of life…

And I do hope that this 21st will be filled with many joys and happy-ness around me…

I admit that friends has been sending in SMS or msg from FB, when the clock ticks 12!

It’s really a blessing from everyone…

Thus far, I have received 4 gifts which includes, new roomy bag, a heart design dress, a note book and a nail manicure all these from Janice includes Xmas too…

Second gift, a card and an ang pow from Godma…

Third gift, a necklace with key design symbolizes my 21st from parents…

Fourth gift, a BIG ang pow from Mummy dearest…

And there’s more to come to wait for me to upload all the gifts photos…

Apparently, I’ve got a touching gift from Baby ♥ at 12.50am… Baby ♥ did a song dedication for me via CLASS 95!

Thank you DARLING and CLASS 95!

A great birthday among all!

I promise to update my bloggie when I am back!

Happy Holidays!!!

MeRry MeRry Xmas to all !

:D

Labels: Birthday

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24 more hours!

Yayy, its arriving in another less than 24 hours when the clocks ticks to 12am!

And yesh, I am here speaking about my 21st birthday which will be arriving real soon!

I am still enjoying my last 20 years of life before it hits 21 years on!

Thus far, I have received a birthday card and ang pow from my godmother just now in the noon… She’s the one whom see me through my every journey, ever since I was a lil’ baby back 20years ago!

And I reckon that there are more presents and ang pow coming on the way…

Apparently, my dad told me last night that he has already brought my 21st gift and I will be getting it tonight! Yesh, it’s a necklace symbolizes my 21st birthday… I am happy that he remembers, that’s all I can say! Thank you dad!

Anyways, it the thoughts that really counts!

=)

I am grateful that friends of mine remembers this day and coming forward to ask me out just to pass me my birthday gift…

谢谢朋友们，你们有心啊。。。

And not forgetting that 2 of my friends sharing the same birthday with me…

A friend of mine whom shares the same year, same month, same date, that’s my K1 classmate Kai Li!

And last but not least, Ying Lin who shares the same month, same day but different year she’s 2 years junior!

Have fun till then!

:D

Labels: Randomness

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2nd Post Of The Day!

Alright, 2nd post of the day!

I shall keep this post short, simple and sweet!

I woke up at 7.30am today!

And till now, I am tired!

Off to bed early tonight!

:D

Labels: Shortnote

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Counting Down To My Bday!

I am counting down to my 21st!

Till now or I should say till yesterday, I have so far received my very first 21st birthday cum Xmas presents from Dr Janice…

Apparently, we met up yesterday after eons ago ever since I last saw her, and yes Dr Janice being the first one to send wishes to me and of course the presents from her which I really appreciates and I really do thinks that Dr Janice to hop on to my blog…

So far, Dr Janice has fulfilled one of my wishes on my wish-list on my earlier post, and I must that Dr Janice had put me effort on my gifts which I truly thank her for being one of my bestie… I ought to know that we are busy with out own life, but never the less, we do still keep in touch… :D

Yayy, to our 6 years and counting friendship!

Anyway, it’s the thoughts that really counts, therefore no matter who is the first one to wish me or to give me presents, I still appreciate what those friends who remembers my birthday does…

Nevertheless, we did cam-whore a bit with Dr Janice’s camera, and will upload some when I get it via FB…

I’m looking forward to 24th and 25th…

Gonna be away from 24th-26th…

Will blog when I am back…

Keep all those well- wishes coming…

I simply can’t wait for24th to arrive!

Till then, I keep my finger crossed…

Will take a combined photos my gifts from Baby Love and Friends out there who are die-ing hard to meet me out!

=)

Review on my first present from Dr Janice:

- New roomy bag which I LOVE it!
- A set of pretty nails!
- A notebook!
- A dress filled with my favorite heart shape!

I reckon more to come!

So please check this out real soon!

Alright, time for bed!

Goodnight world!

Hugs…

:)

Labels: Birthday, Friends

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Black SUNDAY!

Apparently, I always dislike every Sunday that is looming, because that’s a day filled with truckloads of scolding from this person who is near me… Yes, that’s my father; I could only say that from young till now, I never once tried talking to my father in a nice tone… He would always go beyond his lines, he shouting at me or even those “arrows” shooting me whenever he moods stir me up…

Which I personally much dislike every Sunday, I never once look forward to any Sunday, because I knew that “there’s nothing good happen on Sunday”… (My BLACK SUNDAY)…

It strikes me from young, whenever he always start his scolding only at me, perhaps maybe he thinks that I will not rebut back, but sad to say, I would always just shout back at him because I knew wasn’t my fault at all…

I believe that everyone out there are close to their father but minus me out of the category!

*Laughs*

We(my dad and I) never once, shared a dinner together, watch tee vee together, laugh together and all sorts of categories a dad should does he NEVER does that to me! I’ve learned to let go those love from him, he NEVER once care for me… He merely ask my Mum where is my whereabouts!

For almost 21 years on, he NEVER once show is fatherly love to me, and I never look forward to come by one day, because I knew that the day will NEVER loom by…

I was like “bad” person marked in his heart for he always like to compare me with my oldest sister, which I really HATE about it… In my theory, I thought that parents should treat every child fair and well, but I am the odd one out!!

Anyway, I am okay with whatever he want to do on me, be it, shouting, scolding, arrowing me among the 4 of us, everything that had happen I have learnt to tolerate his rubbish over this 21 years on…

He NEVER once remembered my birthday or he NEVER once praise me in whatever I does out in the world…

在他（爸爸）眼里我永远都比不上我的姐姐和弟弟，我对他绝望了。。。我再也没有理由和他住在东一个屋檐下了。。。

爸爸对我来说是个陌生人。。。

No matter what may come, I will still be positive and overcome all the obstacles that is coming…

I always believe that, I can do it and never let HIM look down on me…

I guess nothing really matters to me now because; I am really used to this kind of relationship with him…

(To him I am not a perfect child! But I know I am NOT!)

On a cheerier note, another 4 more days to my 21st and I am really looking forward…

I know friends has been text-ing me on catching up and passing my my present, and hopefully I will have time to meet them for coffee session…

Hahs!

Anyway, I am going to meet Dr Janice tomorrow afternoon, it’s been econs since I last saw her… =)

Time for bed!

Good night world!
(Tonight gonna be a GOOD GOOD NIGHT)

:D

Labels: Weekends

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