I am feeling highly stressed up!


I am feeling highly moody!


I am feeling highly fed up!


I am feeling highly tired!


All that rubbish that adds onto my life is really giving me a hard time, I am just 1km near of giving up in everything...


Somehow somewhere along the lines, the rocks is getting real rocky and its resulting me to those upleasant thinking...


Like what I have always heard from friends, "life is like a box of chocolates, you will never know what you are going to get"! I totally agree with them...


For no apparent reason, I have no idea why is he giving me a hard time in everything, I have tried my best by giving in and all that I could... But he doesn't seems to be happy...


Seriously I have no idea what does being happy means to me??


Perhaps the times I use to be happy has already buried longgggg time ago, it's been 5years on and I never for once can forget about her in my life... She's the one whom I heart alot, she's the one whom will always be ready for me whenever I called upon... She has really gone to a place which is far far away that I couldn't see her...

Indeed I really do miss her very much... I wonders if she can see or hear me, I wish nothing but the best for her and for me too... I rememebered her in my dreams telling me to be happy and all that she wants from me was merely to be happy as ever as I could...


I know, I failed to do it... I fear, I cried, I worried... No one will ever love me as she does...


哭过就好了　　痛都会走的
记忆有限　　　所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌　　　想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了


I need a break to all those rubbish...


I want to be the happy girl I use to be!


:D