A big THANK YOU JENNIFER!
Saturday 12th Dec 2009
Nothing much to say because I’m down with flu and sore throat and all these makes me feel very tired because in my dictionary weekends was a day reserved to spend quality time with Baby Love…
Imagine yourself being sick during weekends wasn’t a pleasant experience because there’s so much I want to do during weekends, but it held back by my flu and what-nots…
Before heading to town, Baby Love come all the way here to meet and because he knew that I was not feel well, that’s how sweet of him…
There’re tons and zillions of people in town due to the Christmas decorations at town and I people there are really busy taking picture with all those decorations… Anyway, Christmas is round the corner and I haven’t got Baby Love’s X’mas gift…
Anyway, I promise myself that I wouldn’t have dinner at food court in town anymore because is flooded with zillions of people.
And we headed to The Cathay for movie, and I admit that I’m still trying very hard not to fall asleep during the show time… Because medications kick in and make one feel tired and sleepy…
After everything ended, we went back home and only able to catch the bus for like 45 mins journey back to the east…
And then it’s bedtime!
Sunday 13th December 2009
Anyway, still feeling sick, but I’m slightly feeling better day by day… This was the day which I spend more of my time concerning which career I should get and settle down after being jobless or I should say that after resting for like months, it’s time to get back to the corporate world…
There’s still bits and pieces of disagree with me and Baby Love, but all I want him to know that no matter which job I got into I will still be a faithful partner…
I admit that I really dislike to discuss my career with him because after all I am the one who is working there… I want to get a job of my choice to pursue my dreams and goals in life without anyone who is holding me…
Apparently, no one likes to control at which dreams and goals you have but all I have to do was still be persistent over my own future… I just want to be happier everyday without having any worries… How he put himself into my shoes??
How do you feel when your parents keep nagging at you everyday??
How you ever spare a thought for me??
Sometimes, I just wish that there is two splitting image of me, so that I can do things for my parents and Baby Love!
It really gives me headache whenever you keep wanting my life in your way, but however one have to give in no matter what! I am always the one whom give one step back, and making you happy… Did you appreciate what I have done for you??
I’m in doubt!
Whatever I do here, I just want everyone to be happy including ME!
Anyways, things have come clear and I would still go and look for jobs now and decide sooner or later! I know that he would always wanna avoid the topic over work!
I have made this clear between us, and I want you to know that no matter what choices I made I would always think of you first…
Alright, enough of my nags over here…
Monday 14th December 2009
One thing I would never imagine is that I went to library yesterday after years, and I went to borrow a book called” Life that way”…
It’s a nice book thus far, will do more review after I completed reading…
Anyway, talking about work…
A few seconds ago, I have call up the agent and she will try her best to help me to look for suitable jobs… Anyway, I pray that everything will go smooth for me…
Till then, I keep my finger crossed!
Nothing much happen today, as I’m seriously tired after medications and it’s time for me to rest!
10 more days to My Sweet 21st Birthday!
There’s one thing I want to do at this moment…
I WANT MORE SHOPPING!
=)
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