Monday, August 6, 2007
-Boiling Stress!!
B-O-I-L-I-NG S-T-R-E-S-S...!!!S-T-R-E-S-S O-U-T...!=(I must admit, this few days I'm really feeling very stress over the looming final examination!!
*Sigh* Yes, during the past few days, I must be really very unreasonable to
my special someone. But I'm really glad that he didn't blame me, thank you so much for bearing all my unreasonable thingy over the phone.
*hearts*Apparently, there's many things happen but I'm going to continue this life of mine. In the midst of preparing for this examination, close friends out there who are facing problems out there I urge them to, learn to let go if somethings are really not yours. Yes, listening to all their stories somehow makes me feel sad too, because I can't do much things to help them. But I never fail to lend them a listening ears whenever they are feeling good/bad.
This girlfriend of mine is facing some relationship problems. Well, I can only say that,
there's pros and cons being in a relationship. It's the matter how you people handle your relationship thingy. Sometime not getting what you want is really a great bless. Even to let go of someone you people loved is also a blessing. I urge Evelyn to let go of him and be happy=) Seeing him happy is all she wanted I guess so!! I hope this will sink into her mind, guys are really not worth your tears at times! They never realise it until they really lost their girlfriends, because they are taking you(Evelyn) for granted!
She was having boy issues and the horrid thing was that she needed to move on from a particular guy-friend whom was been her boy-friend or partner for once...That was the tricky part as in my opinion, I felt as though that the guy had been forever taking her presence in his life for granted, and she was constantly treated like a rag doll...She had to be there for him, but whenever she needed him, he was nowhere!
I hoped after the really long conversation, I did talked some sense into her and that she would realized that the best thing for her now, if she really want to move on is to totally try to get the guy out of her life...The first step would most definitely be the toughest step to make, but I hope she would find the courage to take that first step towards better things and better men in her life! =)
The situation that she is currently in kinda reminded me of myself a couple of months ago, where I was in her position, and I had my lovely girlfriends and guy-friends telling me to be courageous and take the first step in moving on...I look back at those memories with a smile, and I am very grateful that I had my lovable friends and my family whom gave me heaps of strength in taking that first step, with my WHITE "crutches" strapped on in place...
This is for my dearest Evelyn - Always remember my dearie darling, I love you and I would be there for you, come what may! And may you emerge a stronger girl after this experience! *HuGs*
You might have fallen now, but it’s not the end of the world. There are so much more things in life that you've got to learn and experience... Learn from this experience, let it not become a setback and get up and move on..."(I hope that she does read my blog)I really urge her to move on and get on with her life. Focused on what's more important then to waste time on this trivia. Yes, I know it's not easy at all, but no matter what happen life still have to go on.
Well, I'm also not a pro in relationship, I have three fail relationship in the past but I overcome everything and move on... Even since then fate has found me and
my special someone again=)
*hearts* Yes, being in a relationship is a happy thingy not a sad thingy... I guess, my darling Evelyn must learn to walk out from this dark moment!
Alright enough of saying about relationship thingy...
Back to my story...*Horray*This evening is the very
LAST LECTURE for this semester... This what I waited for, but never the less the calamity is not over yet. Having two weeks for self-study weeks and hopefully followed by my one week school Holiday=)
It's time to get started to date my mountain-ful of notes and what-nots to covered. Yes, I admit, I have been sleeping lesser and getting onto bed later and later... It's all because I'm dating my mountain-ful of notes... I'm not kidding, there's millions and zillions of things to memorized, hopefully my brain won't fade... It's really very stressful... That's why this few days I do throw my temper... I'm sorry to those whom I have vent my unreasonable action, especially to
my special someone... At the same time, my special someone didn't fail to be here with me whenever I needed him...
*Woots* Hopefully everything will go smooth for me as I'm really feeling stress-out!! I don't have the extra time to think about other stuff anymore! Hopefully my stressful days and moments will be gone soon.
Last but not least, thank you to all my family members, guy-friend, girl-friend and my special someone, for being with me through my ups and downs=) I'll be happy everyday and it's goes the same to you all...
*TiNgZ needs to get more sleeps** Hope to see this special someone soon*ENDURE... =)
Carrie;eirrac: 8/06/2007 11:56:00 AM ♥
