Friday, July 20, 2007
-Updates!!
I declare Mid-term Test is OVER!!
*Hooray*Well, I gotta back one of my results back, I must say, indeed I
PASS with flying colours=) In spite of so many ups/downs in between this Mid-term test.. I'm happy that I didn't let all my love ones/girlfriends/guyfriends down.. People I have made it, but the calamity is not over yet... Please continue to help me along:)
Firstly my bad:( for not updating my blog recently, because I'm busy or lazy... Either way you look at it..
*Laughs*Yes, many unhappy things happen, but it make me a brave girl ever then before... Yesterday I went to meet this Guy Friend.. I'm
Not-Telling much=X Indeed during those difficult moments my friends are always here for me... Please allow me to share with you what happen yesterday mid-night...
Oh well...
I was already on my bed at about 11.30pm trying to sleep, but I couldn't sleep because I have heaps of sms-es from friends.. Well.. There is one sms that I didn't expected to received after so many days.. At about 12.38pm that
Someone aka ex bf finally reply my sms after so many days.. But no point sending me the sms already, because I have
moved on.. That
Someone aka ex bf apologise to me etc.. I'm not revealing what he said, well, I can only say that I'm very disappointed. I don't see a point to reply me after 10days or so. Yes he may feel that he is a bastard... But I can only say that please don't do that to his next girl. I was really in mock horror when he replied me, I was like telling myself should I reply?? Finally I reply him, with what I wanna say... He is one of my exs who really let me down seriously...
I was really hoping that he won't not reply because, since I have
moved on and carry on with my life since the day he didn't open his door. The minute I told myself,
let this door be shut forever, after which I pulled my mummy away and we went home. I was feel sad and heartache he won't come to understand. Yes, I made an hasty decision, but that the best way to go on our own ways.
I think that the break up will really make me feel
happy and be
myself and of cos there's other guys out there... But that
Someone aka ex bf has left a bad impact in me, I must admit, I'm not hating him, because no point and not worth. Let him be, just hope that he will move on and be happy everyday...
Yes the pain is indeed unbearable, but no matter what I need to over come and be strong each day right?? I'm very contented now, as I can see who really
cares/love me.. My
dearest Daddy & Mummy and my 3Great Siblings thanks so much for being with me.. Mummy, thanks for those nights when you accompany me in my sleep and looking after me. I give credits to them...
All in all,
this Someone aka ex bf has leave my mind since the day I send him the sms...
I declare I'm really moving on and I'm a happy girl=)
*woots*I hope all this that had happen will somehow make me a girl who are less wary and spiritually a less emotional and less barren person=)
Yes, friends that had always been here in one way or another.. I give credits to them too.... I truly see who is the one for me after so many ups/downs..
(only Evelyn understand this)Well, life is always full of ups/downs...
Move on is the best medicines=)
That's all for the updates!!
Once again, thank you everyone who has seeing me through=)
I LOVE YOU ALL:)*TiNgZ has moved on*=)
Carrie;eirrac: 7/20/2007 11:53:00 AM ♥
