Sunday, July 1, 2007
-Mid-term Test Preperation =( *STRESS OUT*
Oh well, before I starting blogging on the above title, let me share a lil' bits what happen yesterday...
Saturday 30 June 2007Eventually, I meet my boy at Tampines for some walk around, after which we went Pasir Ris Park for a talk(which I'm not revealing here, simply
Not-Telling =X), after that he accompany me to my company BBQ thingy, well I must admit I didn't talk much to my Lao Pa Ray, Ah Ian Kor Kor, Marco,Evelyn and Yong Wei... Sorry people, my bad:( meet up someday or I hop by office look for you all=)
Apparently, I was sitting on the rock enjoy the cool breeze along the park with my boy, was feeling much better after that.
END OF STORY!!Sunday 1 July 2007Fortunately I finally get back my sleep, I must admit I was dating my mountain-ful of notes and what-nots to cover. And yes, I haven't go my tutorials yets, I have tons of it for me to be done before 5 July 2007, I don't think I can finish it on time. Because, I was mugging downs and taking down those important information from the thick textbook and lecture notes. Let's pray that luck be with me.
In of spite of being exhausted, I insisted that I must get done over with mugging on each chapter notes and what-nots... It's simply not easy to cope with study when you're a private student. I couldn't take it anymore, so I went to bed at 2am sharp, as I didn't sleep for the last 24 hours. Indeed I'm feeling very tired now.
There's many stuff that I'm stress about, some friends would know what happen and some may not know. But being happy everyday is virtue, so I urge everyone and that
Special Someone, try to put away all your stress and worries loads. Life is always full of ups and downs. It's really the matter how you handle your stressful moments..
Well, this
particular doctor, has always telling me, Life is just to be happy, Be cheerful, Be focus on what's more important. Everyone of us learn different lesson, it's the way you wanna face it or not. Isn't this
particular doctor a nice friend of mine??
I hate myself from seeing this
Special Someone being stress out and yet I'm doing nothing for him... =( Well, let's hope that this
Special Someone will be alright soon. I won't go and bother him cos I know the feeling of being stress out. So I put myself in his shoes, so what I can do is sit down and be patience to let him sms/ring me... Seeing him so depress, make me feel no good too, well I really hope that he will be cheerful again... Sitting down here doing all my
self-evaluate make me feel angry about myself.
Yes, I did ring him up and check is he feeling alright, I felt much relieve after hearing his voice, and tell him don't to be depress, cos I read what he wrote in his blog and friendster. I can only urge him not to
ttm, believe that when there's a will, there's a way=) This
Special Someone, keep telling me must look on the bright side of life. So I hope that he will do the same as what he told me. I'm not being too encroaching towards him, it's just that I really care for him. So I'll try my best to help him along, anyway, he said he know how to handle so I shall leave this to him.
Maybe yes sometimes, I do think too much on a certain problem, but this is ME! I really wish that sometimes I could enter this
Special Some one mind for a minute or so. It's really
anguish/tedious to think what I'm thinking about... I'm a person who really does care what the other party is stressing about and thinking about. I wish in a morbid way, I could help this
Special Someone out. I'm
mentally/physically Stress-Out! I'll stop myself from
TTM=think too much, and hopefully I can... I must do it no matter how difficult it is=) I believe that I can stop myself from thinking too much... I keep telling myself
LIEW LI TING WAKE UP.. Nothing is wrong, everything is fine, just that I think too much at times=( I'm wishing what I'm wishing upon:)
(tingz, wishes she could do something to help this special someone)
*Sigh*Please pray hard for me and hope that I'll be less stress-out and this
special someone will be less stress-out too...
It's hurts be badly to see this such situation happen... Never the less, Stress is inevitable, learn to cope and from there learn what you need to. I miss the moments I use to have...
Well... My negative thought is coming back again... ARGHX... I HATE IT!!!THE END!!=( Sad...
*TiNgZ is simply stress-out*
Carrie;eirrac: 7/01/2007 11:13:00 AM ♥
