Monday, July 16, 2007
-It's officially + Self Reflection
It's officially 2down and 1 more to go!!
(this evening will be the second paper it's Business Maths, pray that luck be with me)*Horray*My bad for not blogging recently, due to certain stress loads that I'm having for those past few weeks... For the past few days, I have heaps of
sms-es/calls from all my
dearies friends, they text me asking me how I'm feeling about... Well, I can only say that I have learn to let go already, yes,
sometime not getting what you want is a great blessing! That's what Evelyn told me via sms during the wees hours..
Yes, I have went through those
ups/downs by myself, but never alone, because I know my Dearies friends will be here for me seeing me through. I must say a
BIG THANK YOU to them, if not because of them, I won't be standing here... They has never failed offer me with piles of advices and hugs..
I LOVE YOU ALL!!Yes, I must admit recently, I'm feeling a strong tiredness over those stress loads I have.. Never the less, I will walk out from this stress loads someday... I truly can see who has been there for me whenever I needed them... Well, somehow I'll be strong in times to come.
As what many friends told me, focus on what's more important now. The rest of it let nature take the course. I believe that god is still searching the best one for me. Yes, all this life setbacks will make me stronger and not weaker. God want me to learn from my mistakes and never repeat again...
I must say that there's
pros and cons being in a relationship. Yes we learn those beautiful and ugly experiences. There's also
pros and cons being single too.. Single life is the BEST!!
I guess I really need a
REAL darling who could be there for me seeing me through my ups/downs, and that
DARLING must have a good attitude towards
ME.. Because I'm a
attention- seeker.. I dislike having a boyfriend who is
BUSY!! But cannot be 24 hours also busy!! My heart has an answer to which
DARLING I want~~
(I've posted this some donkey years ago when I was with my exs)I need a REAL DARLING that will do all this for ME:
- Love ME
- Trust ME
- Dote ME
- Respect ME
- Be There For ME When I Need HIM
- Sharing All My Joys & Sorrows Together
- Shower ME many surprise~- Prove HIS Love For ME Is TRUE!
- Promise ME his VOW to ME~
- Understand ME~A Real Darling, who could agree with my instinct!!! A Darling that would be here seeing me through my ups/downs! I'm Waiting =)
I read this online I would like to share with those who are reading my blog!The heart of one person moves another's. ...
If one's own heart is closed, then the doors of other people's hearts will also shut tight. On the other hand, someone who makes all those around him or her into allies, bathing them in the sunlight of spring, will be treasured by all.Well...
That's all for today, I need to get prepare for my business maths test this evening..
Conclude:
I have learn to let go... Happiness is vital being happy is vital too.. In life, BEING HAPPY EVERYDAY is most important!!
*TiNgZ feels loved by all her loved one/dearies guys/girls FRIEND*
Carrie;eirrac: 7/16/2007 01:11:00 PM ♥
