Wednesday, July 4, 2007
-I'm Feeling Better...
Well, let me blog lil' bits of what happen today....
I must admit I hasn't been sleeping for 24hours or so due to some problems.. Which I'm Not-Telling over here!!
(Jennifer,Alice,Van,Janice should know what happen to their ting lahx)Anyway, girls I really appreciate what you girls has been doing for me thus far, thanks for being there with me when I needed ears and hugs... The piles of tissues and advices, I heed it and I give credits to you girls. Yes, I'm feeling woozy/wistful for the past few weeks, but never the less, you girls has been there for me in one way or another.
I LOVE YOU GIRLS!! Alice, thanks for faltering me with the hugs when I most needed most all. You have always been my great sister, bo bian lahx, we are one storey away from each other. I'm so very sorry to disturbed you so much, but alice thanks so much words cannot describe how much I treasure the friendship between us. You're just like playing a role of my big sister, guiding me through my life, seeing me during my ups and downs. I give a big hug to you and Jennifer=)
I LOVE YOU ALL DARLINGS!!*Muacks*Well, initially today I did something which this
special someone don't like it, but sorry that's the only way. My apology to this
special someone, I hope that you'll be less stress out. Yes, things are fine now. So as what this
special someone told me, take care of myself and study hard... I guess this is the only think I can do for him, yes I'll look after myself and prepare for the looming mid-term test.
There are still tons and tons of tutorials work to be done, I guess tonight I'm not able to sleep early, as I has a mountain-ful of tutorials work to get done over with it and hand in tomorrow. How am I going to finish it in just one night?? I have no idea but I'll try my best. I think what's more important now is to focus on my studies and my exams. After all this mid-term test ends at the end of July, it's time for the
BIG EXAM that will decide my next educational destination. I don't wish to repeat... So I guess, I need to study real hard for this particular module, that is no other then
BUSINESS MATHS... It's makes me go
MAD when I'm doing revision for this... What the hell the book is teaching!!!!
Apparently, many people has show their love and concern towards me. Well, I must thank my parents for being patience with me,cos at times I do show my temper, but since then, daddy has been real sayang-ing me when my mummy told him I break down. Well, I get to sense the love from my daddy recently. The daddy love that each daughter wishes. Thanks Daddy & Mummy, for the care and concern you all have been shower upon me. I guess, I'm the youngest daughter so that dote me more. Daddy & Mummy thank you so much... Well, I must admit, I seldom talk to my daddy since I'm this old till today. It's only a recently break down, daddy show more concern upon me. He will ask ah ting today got school, eat dinner already etc... Daddy seldom ask this to his fours dearies children's. But I sense daddy love his kids, just that he don't know how to express it...
Sitting down, thinking through I learn to be stronger and braver. And to this
special someone: Thank you for enduring my unreasonable action.
Life just go keep going on and on. Life is all about learning, no matter is good or bad I have to overcome it. Only I can help myself... As what Hock told me via the phone last night: Li ting come on is not the end of the world... I heed hock advice too... Well, it was like econs ago I meet up with hock. My ex-colleague cum friend cum my bro's boss!!
My wish is to see this
special someone one more time before he book in on Friday. Tomorrow I gonna go for my favourite lecture till10pm... But before attending this lecture tingz needs to get her tutorials done.. If not the lecturer will scold me upside down:(
It's time for some tv-ing followed by dating my mountain-ful of notes and what-nots to cover...
Lastly to this special someone:I hope you'll be less stress out, and be happy everyday. No matter how stress or how busy are you, please remember I'll always here for you... Jiayou... Love you loads:o
*Hearts*=)
Carrie;eirrac: 7/04/2007 08:35:00 PM ♥
