Wednesday, July 11, 2007
-Freaking + Fucking Problems
Well, let me admit, there's some freaking and fucking problems occurring... Which I'm
Not-Telling over here...
I have no choice left but to did those stuff again to that Someone... I'm simply sick and tired over this relationship, since it has hit the hard rock, it's better to give up and move on... Well, it's not easy at all, but I gotta over come it no matter what... I don't wish myself to be in this state. Seriously, and it's getting my nerves boils... What if Someone dislike people not replying the sms that he send out.. It's goes same to me..
F**King...Everything is so
fucked up now.. Saying about this relationship, I can only say I'm very disappointed at times just that I didn't show it because it's a small matter. Yes
Eric advice me to give that
Someone a few days to think through... But
Eric, I'm sorry I can't, I want things to be clear up as soon as possible... I agree with what
Eric told me that night over the call, Relationship is not about tolerance... Relationship is about being happy...
Eric, I have heed you advices, and thank you so much for being there for me.. Yes, indeed
Eric is a busy person but he never fails to show care and concern to his friends...
I guess, I gotta be strong and move on... This is the only think I can do now.. I can only say, I must focus on my looming mid-term test and the big examination...
Sometimes, some people walk into our lives, they stay for a little while and sometimes, they're extremely difficult to let go when they leave. But since I've learnt, the hardest way in life, although letting go is really very tough,-- The first step is always the toughest, but there's always friends and family who would always be there for you when you needed a listening ear or someone just to talk to. Letting go also means giving yourself another chance to learn to appreciate and love another person again. I truly believe in holding onto the good memories and letting go of the bad ones, for they'd only impede the recovery process, for holding onto hate/grudges would never allow a person to truly move on with life. (it's really true)Heartbreaks are really inevitable in life; it merely makes a person become a Stronger and hopefully, a much Better person... I read this online and I hope that it will encourage everyone who is reading this -The irony of it all is that we tend to look at the closed door when it's already locked shut and all bolted up. Most of us tend to wonder about the "should haves, would haves and could haves", not realizing that every time, with each closed door, it merely just means that another door is opening up somewhere...So we should learn how to allow the closed door to remain shut as it is, and move on, for life has much more doors to offer...Life will get better always=)Review on the above saying:Let the door remain shut forever and I shall leave in peace... Yes not easy to walk out from this siutation, but I gotta learn from it... I believe in holding good memories rather than those bad wants.. Life has a purpose... Yes many friends of mine has been there for me through my ups and downs... Get ready a piles of tissues and advices when I needed... I might never know I'll get a nice guy in the later part of my life.. Now I going to stay focus on my studies.. Tomorrow will always be a better day!!
Lastly special thanks to: MUMMY, DA JIE,ERIC,JENNIFER,ALICE,ROWENA,FADILAH!!!These dearies never fails to be with me whenever I needed them.. I give much credits to them!!
I have posted this some donkey years back when I was with my ex:I need brave DARLING that will do all this for ME:- Love ME- Trust ME- Dote ME- Respect ME- Be There For ME When I Need HIM- Sharing All My Joys & Sorrows Together- Shower ME many surprise~- Prove HIS Love For ME Is TRUE!- Promise ME his VOW to ME~- Understand ME~A Real Darling, who could agree with my instinct!!! Is it very difficult to do all things??
*TiNgz is going to move on*
Carrie;eirrac: 7/11/2007 09:07:00 AM ♥
