Saturday, June 2, 2007
-Sucky Day:(
It's the
second post of today!!
It's really a damn it
sucky day:(
Never been feeling so emo and feeling damn heartache...
Just because one SMS causes everything to happen... I know that I'm in a fault too, but I still care/love this
special someone.. I really dislike the sound getting blame. Yes, he sms me I did reply, but I reply short he don't like. Can anyone tell me what to do? I'm getting seriously tired.
Hopefully that the
Special Someone will understand. My close buddies will ought to know that I'm a girl who dislike being force to do things that I don't like, and of cos sometime somethings could not change.. I hate to change my attitude for people, I guess that if they love you they will accept you no matter what are you.
There's one particular question I asked this
special someone, but I'm
NOT TELLING =X what is the questions that I have asked. I can only say that the answer is very hurting. I was like wat the F***... (
Blah blah blah)
It's really hurt my feelings alot, being heard this from your
special someone doesn't sound nice:( My demands are too lil' because I don't like to force people to do what they dislike, I just want them to be themeselves and be happy everyday that's all I'm asking. There's too much to change for others to see, it will never be a satisfaction for them. It will only make me suffer!!!
Seriously if you ask me, do i feel upset... The answer is YES!! My heart is tearing apart the hurts in my heart the crack lines. I didn't expect this to happen, but it somehow happen to me. Many girl wish that they could have a nice darling, so I'm also one of them.
I'm asking nothing in return from this
Special Someone. Does he really know what I am doing? Can he feel?
Being too quite over a sms also wrong, never reply also wrong, got reply also wrong, reply in short also wrong, everything seems so wrong today.. No one is prefect in this world!! Spoilt my DAY!!!!
*Sigh*I'm just not very happy now=( I wanna get this heartache away... I have never been such a mood less and emotional state. Guess that I must learn to be behave:) I will and I will try too.
My day is spoilt:( Arghx...
=(
Carrie;eirrac: 6/02/2007 02:12:00 PM ♥
