Saturday, June 2, 2007
-S-T-R-E-S-S O-U-T:(
It's the
third entry of the day...
I'm
STRESS OUT...
Boiling Stress!!
Stress/Heartaches Are Inevitable...
Everything is screwed-up...
Oh No...
Well, all that had happen in the early part of the day really make me feel annoying...
I know that whatever had happen, he didn't mean it literally... I have come to know all the morbid details about this particluar problem... But I seriously, find it nothing wrong to reply short replies. Just a tad problem make me felt real heartache...
I ought to know that I'm feeling much better after the crys and what-nots... I learn to be stronger...
Even it's still feel hurts deep down in my fragile heart...
*heart broken*Despite realizing the mistakes that has been made, I can only hide in a lil' area that belongs to me to sob out my heartaches. There's really too much to ask for. I sobbed and think over about the situation that had occurs and blame myself, but I'm not really in the wrong. I constantly telling myself that maybe what that
Special Someone said to me it's for my own good. But I seriously dosen't have the time to do what he told me.
Unfortunately, I only want to hide my stress/problem to myself, as I don't want to burden him. I merely telling myself I myself
STOP TTM... I have a mountain-ful of notes and what-nots to cover up...
Althought, he apologise to me, I accpet the apology, and honestly I must say when he say sorry to me I feel soft-hearted! Assuming that he will be alright, and I hope so.
I'm befuddled... *Sigh*
Well I can only say that you should love me for who I am, to accept all my shortcomings.
Oh well...
I have posted this in my friendster some donkey years ago...I need brave DARLING that will do all this for ME:
- Love ME
- Trust ME
- Dote ME
- Respect ME
- Be There For ME When I Need HIM
- Sharing All My Joys & Sorrows Together
- Shower ME many surprise~
- Prove HIS Love For ME Is TRUE!
- Promise ME his VOW to ME~
Is it difficult to do all this above?? My expectation are not high!! Just need that
Special Someone who could agree with my instinct!!!
Would you be there for me to kiss my pain away???
I dare not expect much because the outcomes will never be the way it mend to be.
*sad smile*
Carrie;eirrac: 6/02/2007 05:09:00 PM ♥
