Friday, June 22, 2007
-Break Down =(
It's a very miserable and difficult moments/days that
TiNgZ is going through....
It's not easy...She break down
( totally feel lost) since yesterday till today... I guess that I'm just thinking too much... Apparently I told myself not to be pressurize/stress, but I couldn't make it.. I was like lying on the Bed/Sofa wondering and thinking here and there, causing a
Big illusion...
Hopefully, I won't suffer from
depression... =( This few days seems very difficult for me, I was like sobbing the whole day, think through alot loads of stuff... Which I'm
Not Telling =X over here...
Therefore, I have been to the clinic for, four times this week... Today is the
fourth time I went, I told the doctor, I don't feel well... He say I'm just thinking too much... He examine me and tell me there's nothing wrong in my body, but I somehow feel not right here and there... Mummy also told me nothing happen, just that I keep thinking... Doctor has then, prescribe me with,
stomach cramp/pain medication and some tension relax/anxiety pills... He told me not to stress myself, don't tense myself up... After taking those necessary medication, I'm feeling alright now.. I must admit my illusion has been subsided, after taking the anxiety pills =(
(I know that taking too much of anxiety/tension relax pills is not good for health, but it's helps me...)*Sigh*There's many people around me who are concern for me... They are my Best Darlingggsss
JENNIFER & ALICE. My friends who has been helping me along in one way or another, they are
Weikee kor kor, Eric, Rowena, Fadilah etc... Thanks pals..
I'll pick myself up from where I fall... I must be real silly sobbing in front of those following peoples.. Those who has given me a hug when I always falter, piles of tissues and advices... You guys are the best...
I Hearts You All...Well, I can't literally blog down what happen, because I don't wanna share with public...
(Public= I'll never know some people(not my friends) who is viewing my blog here)*TiNgZ feel really loved by all my friends and my sweetheart*Special thanks to MY BELOVED MUMMY... I LOVE MUMMY... Mummy has been with me through the whole day, inculding yesterday midnight... 妈咪我爱你!! Muacks!!!=D
Carrie;eirrac: 6/22/2007 11:32:00 PM ♥
